Dearest Lilith-Ann,
If you were here you would be turning 6 today. Much to my dismay you would probably not be graduating from Kindergarten this year, despite starting Elementary School, because the Collective has lost it's mind and common sense to Group Think. You taught me so much. There are absolutely things far worth then death. Watching you struggle and suffer the the three days that you lived was absolute torture. Deciding to take you off of life support, since you were a premature breech birth, was the most heart breaking I ever had to make. Your little sister is amazing, hilarious, stubborn and strong. Whereas you were born with long curls of brunette hair she is blonde and will probably won't have even shoulder length hair by her second birthday! She's wonderful and I'm sure you would be best friends. I love that you were brunette like my sister and she is blonde like me. That's a really neat parallel! Your Dad and I are hoping to have another little one this year. We have been trying since last October but it's just not happening. Although, I am grateful that I'm not pregnant right now (3/24/2020) because the world has gone bananas. The current cover story is a Virus that isn't as deadly as the flu. What is undeniable is the fear and panic virus across the world along with governments around the world implementing policies to make people stay home. The world seems to be coming to the verge of becoming the global nightmare so many conspiracy theorists feared. I'm wonderfully optimistic about the situation. My dreams tell me that this is actually a really good thing and that it's already settled, in my Subjective Reality, that the near martial-law status will be reversed. In fact in one dream I was told this will advance humanity 10 years. I then saw a counter that showed 10-10-10...and for two days I looked at the clock exactly at 10:10 in the morning. That's one of those big synchronicities I've learned to trust. All of my needs are being met. There have been a couple of minor hiccups during this global crisis where each nation is deciding what type of future they were experience that have worked themselves out wonderfully. Although your Dad is on furlough we have enough savings to last a few months and even if the company he works for doesn't return to normal staff levels he has another job offer. Every time Dad goes to the store (in abundance of caution he won't let me go because of my very minor Asthma or take your sister since she was in the N.I.C.U. for a week with low blood oxygen and I'm just not interested in arguing with him) he finds exactly what we want and need down to the brand. I learned to trust my intuition and dreams when they warned me about what was happening with you. If I had trusted my instincts and not the 'experts' you may not have perished. If I had defied the powers that sought to determine my life you might be here. Mostly I just feel grateful because in March 22nd to March 28th 2015 I faced my worse fears. Being in the hospital for several days afraid to move changed my life and I will never forget the day you were born. Yes, it took 5 years before I feel strong after working through many issues but it makes this current world crisis look like a minor bump in the road. Your Dad and I are resourceful so we'll survive...as will most people, although, people's perceptions of the world is changing rapidly. Things they thought could never happen are happening. Thank you so much my love for teaching me so much! Thanks to those three brief days you spent on Earth I stepped firmly onto the Path of the Seeker with no fear of the consequences or persecution. Now in these times where the Collective Consciousness is losing it's mind to Group Think I can breath and observe. This makes me a better mom because I can be present and provide a stable home for your little sister! Until We Are Reunited, Mama
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. understand that people are super serious about SARS-CoV- 2 commonly known as the Corona Virus.
I also know that the majority of the population is not at risk. I read the first paragraph of a CNN article about the Corona Virus test not being available to everyone and I couldn't help but shake my head. The girl was 39 years old and complaining that they wouldn't give her the test. She hadn't been in contact with anyone from outside of the U.S. or anyone that had tested positive. Giving her the test, which was just developed and not mass produced, would have been a waste of resources. I couldn't help but think of how misguided she was and that she went to the Emergency Room for the usual three hours (perfectly normal time which is a testament to the ER she went to given the mass hysteria has probably increased demand) to take a selfie of herself in a surgical mask that would end up on TV. Because CNN was looking for the most bait worthy story (hey, it worked, I clicked on it!) they ran with it. The misguided and down right hysteria producing material of the media (another article was pure speculation about how the death toll might be much higher) that is misleading people to believe that children or healthy people under sixty are at risk...when they're not is a sad fact in world of 'fake news.' I'm not sure what it's going to take for people to realize the News is not their friend but a business. I was shocked when Disneyland closed. Then I was really shocked that movie releases, including Mulan, were cancelled. Finally, I went to Target with my husband and saw the empty shelves of cleaning supplies, milk, fruits, and toilet paper myself. Luckily, Target had everything I needed- two large Lactaid Milks and 7th Generation Laundry Detergent- both because I'm allergic to other brands. My thought was, "Wow, this is really happening and people are really reacting this way." Not to mention the ludicrous idea that to keep the virus from spreading people need to stay home but they first went to the supply stores with hundreds of other people. That seems counter-intuitive but you can call me an Fear Expert, I guess, so I understand how irrational people are when reacting to something in fear. I haven't seen this level of panic and fear since 9/11. Keep in mind I've been geting my facts directly from the CDC. Here is what I know: The Corona Virus is officially SARS-CoV-2. Currently 49 deaths have been reported in the United States. All of them had diabetes, cardiovascular disease or lung disease. All of the people who died were over 60 with prior serious health issues. These are people were already sick. No children have died from this virus. The test for this virus was just created but it might have been out there and considered the flu for years. That might be why it's so wide spread around the world. The virus might not have been detected until someone died rapidly from it and a doctor wondered what happened. Since I'm not on Social Media (except on Instagram where I post a Stone Of The Week as a sort of weekly oracle), I don't watch the News and I don't work I'm not a part of the mass hysteria. I don't have anyone outside to influence me, aside from the husband, and he's pretty grounded. I have the luxury of listening to astrologers around the world and they're reporting the same strange Toilet Paper fascination in the United Kingdom and Australia. Steve Judd, one of my favorites, is calling it the Toilet Paper Wars. Yet, upon meditating on this further I realized a few things. A Global Spiritual Awakening Trigger People are wondering why this is happening. I have to admit that I had to get over people's freaked out reactions. I think the majority of people are over reacting. They're young health people and have no reason to fear dying. The amount of people who should be afraid of dying should be avoiding public gatherings already. I don't visit my mother, who has a serious lung issue, when I'm sick because I know she has fragile health. So, to me, it's not a big issue. Yet, on further meditation I realized most of these people are not familiar with death. Sure, they've seen a lot of fake deaths on television but they know it's not real. Wars in other countries are not likely to affect them and soldiers sign up for a dangerous job...so their deaths aren't that shocking either. There are a lot of people in their fifties with parents who are still alive. There are several generations- Boomers, Generation X and Millenials that have not directly experienced the death of a loved one. For many of us on the Path of the Seeker it started with someone dying. For me, it was my Grandma back in the nineties but I've revisited it many times including the death of my 3 day old daughter. I know it's natural to freak out when confronted with the very real fact our body will die one day. That's especially difficult if a person doesn't have any spiritual framework to understand death. His pandemic has he potential to wake up a lot of people and put them on the Path of the Seeker. When big events like this happen people naturally look for answers. What's Gone Right All things considered that people are choosing to 'physically distance' themselves from others and quarantine themselves purposefully not to spread the virus is very considerate. I think that's to be applauded. I'm not sure how many healthy people under sixty think they can die from it but it is nice people are thinking of others. I also find it fascinating that the government and companies are reacting the way they are but I think lawsuits play a role into the massive reaction. Even one person spreading the virus at a theme park can lead to a huge lawsuit...not to mention many individual lawsuits that would end up being settled. Despite people buying several packages of TP at the local supply store...as long as people were responsible and had a reasonable supply already... it's not a big deal. That TP will be restocked soon enough. Now, as long as people are doing this because they are afraid of death at least wee can say that they didn't go out looting or rioting. There was no damage done. People, for the most part (because believe me there are a small amount of people who shop lift) bought goods legally at the store. They didn't run around committing crime like some bitter people imagined. Disruption In Pleasure Seeking I think it's funny- I just decided to take my daughter to Disneyland April (I still plan to go if it's open) and I released my Year Preview based on movies....then one of those movies premiers get's cancelled. I heard Coachella is being cancelled and people one go on cruise ships any time soon. The fact is that with all of this free time where they're not distracting themselves with these activities people will have time to contemplate their mortality. We distract ourselves by pleasure seeking because we don't want to see the ugly truth that our visit to this fascinating world is temporary. I'm currently reading Training The Mind And Cultivating Loving Kindness By Chongam Trungpa and here is a great quote from the chapter titled Practice In One's Whole Life: "People usually try to ignore their death completely. If you say to somebody, "Do you realize that you could die tomorrow?" that person will say, "Don't be silly! i'm okay." That attitude is an attempt to avoid the fundamental ugliness existing in us. But death need not be regarded as the ultimate ugly situation that happens to us; instead it can be regarded as a way of extending ourselves into the next life. In this case, death is seen as an invitation to allow this thing we cherish so very much, called our body, to perish. We shave and take showers and baths and clothe ourselves quite beautifully, or somewhat beautifully. On the whole, we try to take very good care of this pet called our body. It is like having a little puppy- we don't want our pet to die. But this little pet called our body might leave us sooner than later- will leave us sooner than later." Most people don't think of death. Their too distracted with the things that they are doing and fantasy worlds that we have crated to escape. Without these monumental methods of escapism there isn't a whole lot for people to do but sit with this very big realization that, yes, they're body will die. That's a huge opportunity for mass spiritual and psychological growth. Compassion Is Not Rescuing You might think that I am not that compassionate that I can be light hearted in this situation. Maybe you thought I would tell you that everything will be okay and promise that the boogy-man called Death will not knock on your door. I can't do that because that's impossible. Death is an ever lingering and present possibility. There have been 48 Corona Virus deaths since the start of March. Today 3,287 people will die in car accidents. Yet, we still drive cars don't we? Compassion is being present and listening, Compassion doesn't try to fix the problem. Laughter can restore people to sanity faster than any pharmaceutical medicine. Conclusion Everything is in Divine Order. I am grateful to be here during this Massive Collective Wake Up Call. The people who are losing their minds over this and unnecessarily cowering in fear at home are those who are of this world. They don't comprehend that they are Eternal Spirit Souls and what happens to their body does not harm their soul. This is a wonderful opportunity for them to wake up and take responsibility for themselves by looking for answers. There are a lot of people out there providing these answers. Far more than me, I'm a very tiny little corner of the internet. There are a lot of people who reach thousands of people every week. I'm glad to welcome all of them to the spiritual awakening. I think a disruption to the status quo is the best thing that can happen. Strangely on the day I wrote this (March 16th 2020) Lee Harris released a mid-month energy report talking about all fo this. He has, by far, been the most accurate source (although Astrologers Acuyta Bhava Das( https://youtu.be/mqIScLh8JZU) and David Palmer both said that Plagues are common with a Saturn-Pluto Conjunction) when he said this year there would be Compassion Through Death https://youtu.be/k765oAXI5v). Not surprisingly he's saying the very same thing I am so I included that video below. Thank you Dear Soul for stepping onto the Path of The Seeker with me. Sending you infinite love and support!
Every year I do a little forecast based on the movies that I want to see.
For me it's been pretty accurate. I don't claim that this is for everyone, although, I've seen themes in the Collective play out. I recently listened to Acyuta-Bhava Dasa talk about the Jupiter Saturn conjunction that's just warming up. What is fascinating to me is the fact that he was talking about the movies that came out the last time there was a conjunction (2009) and it's fascinating because I met my husband. You can listen to that video here (https://youtu.be/Zas_MXV1_cg). In a way, you could say that those movies set the tone for that last Pluto/Jupiter cycle. Last year was the year of Big Endings and boy was it! This year there is one very obvious theme. That theme is that all the movies that I want to see involve elements about that past that were unknown. In a lot of ways it's all the little missing puzzle pieces that have been set up. I have to admit this is late and it starts with a movie that debuted in November. I didn't see Frozen II until this year and next weeks blog will be my review. You can now get that to view at home but I still consider it part of this year's movies because I didn't see it last year. I contemplated not posting this but this year has surprised me a lot already. Let's take a look shall we? The list is short this year...
I have seen this movie since I wrote this blog but I'm going to share what I wrote originally.
The trailer shows Elsa confronting a turbulent dark ocean. She uses her powers to try and conquer the ocean but ends up confronting a Kelpie. If you've followed my blog and what I've written about the Psychological Shadow- the Ocean is the archetype for the Subconscious where our Shadow resides. We tend to repress all of the parts of ourselves and knowledge of the fact that we live in a harsh temporary world. The beauty of this world, much like the turbulent ocean waves, is temporary. Many people try to drown out the truths that their subconscious holds- with material possessions, alcohol, drugs or even entertainment like movies. Sometimes, and I am guilty of this, people try to use their spirituality to combat the temporary nature of our mortal experience. Here, Elsa is confronting her deepest fears that threaten to overcome her.
There is still a lot of unknown's about this movie.
First, and foremost, no one is really sure when it is set. I am really excited to see a Black Widow movie coming out. I would like to think that they could have made this movie when Iron Man 2 came out but I don't think people were ready. A lot has changed in the last 10 years. The reference here of her returning to, "Where it all started," is intriguing. She's probably referring to the Red Room where she was trained as an assassin.
This is one of the first live action Disney movies that seems to be deviating significantly from the original animated movie. I'm very grateful for that as the live action remakes have left me very disappointed. I can't think of a single one that was equal to (let alone better) than the original. Instead, most of them have been watered down versions of the original material or in the case of Lion King horrendous.
I'm really excited about seeing this version of Mulan Mulan. Again, we have the Phoenix image in a Disney movie. Last year it was the huge Phoenix in Maleficent: Mistress of Evil (a movie I loved) and in this one the Phoenix is said to protect the Emperor. There's no Mushu in this movie which is good because I don't think that would translate. Also, there is a sister added to this movie and the grandmother seems to be removed. The villain has been changed from Khan to Rouran and instead of having a hunting falcon he fights a long a woman who can shape shift named Xian Lang. The choreography alone seems as though it will be worth going to see this movie but Mulan was one of my all time favorite animated Disney movie.
Yet again, the movie is set in the past.
This one is set in the '80's. The trailer starts off with, "My life, hasn't been what you probably think it has..." As this is set entirely in the past we can expect that it will reveal a story about Wonder Woman that we don't know. We only have this one trailer and it doesn't show too terribly much. Although, people have pointed out that the villain has a hair style similar to Trumps which I thought was funny. On an interesting note is that the book 1984 was written during a Saturn Pluto conjunction and we just had one this year in January.
There is next to no information on this movie. Since it doesn't come out until November the trailer hasn't been released. People believe that it will come out with Black Widow and probably play before that movie.
However, there are some things that we do know. The first is that Kevin Feige said that this movie spans several centuries and that pat of the plot is a love story. The Eternal's were created based on human DNA. The set pieces definitely showed ancient Egypt and Sumeria. There is a very Annunaki type vibe to this type of idea. I've always wanted to see this type of story and I even attempt to sit down and write one. I'm a romantic at heart so I'm excited to see what the trailer shows. There has never been a movie that's a love story over centuries so it will feel fresh and new. Again, though, it's clear that there is a part of history that most people don't know. Conclusion Sometimes for something to come to completion all of the details have to come out leading to a new perspective. That seems to be a big part of what's happening here. Details or a perspective of that past that we don't know will help illuminate current circumstances so that we can move onto something new. I really don't know what that might mean. Also, as I said, we have the addition of the Phoenix in Mulan. Clearly, before we can rise from the ashes...things have to break down and burn to ash. Total destruction has to take place before something truly new is born. That is simply how the archetype of the Phoneix (which really ties nicely to the archetype of Pluto actually) works. Honorable Mention If you knew me personally you would know I love the character Harlequin. So, Birds of Prey seemed interesting to me but there are a lot of reasons I didn't see it in theater and probably won't buy it. I hear it was a good movie but I probably won't see it. Further Thoughts Now that we are into the year and events have happened that I never really imagined (as I still reserve a bit of skepticism) I think that I can see a little about what was foreshadowed. Right now, like Elsa, people are facing a big huge fear...their fear of Death because of the Corona Virus. There is absolute panic over this that is disproportionate to the situation. Death, for me, has been a very close and personal factor for most of my life. Contemplating the purpose of death after having people and dogs close to me die helped keep me on the Path of the Seeker. Therefore, my relationship with the concept of death is not like other people. The main reason that I am not afraid of the Corona Virus is because I don't identify myself as my body. I am a eternal soul and nothing can harm that soul. The Corona Virus seems as though it's a very swift and somewhat painless way to die. I see it as more mercy than anything else. If it was a painful and slow death I would look at it as horrifying and so much worse...but this seems to be extremely swift. If we look it from a bigger perspective, the way history may in a few years, it may be that this virus is wiping out elderly people who are barely holding onto life swiftly. These are people who are having trouble transitioning when it may be that- to put it in the nicest way possible- God has a place for them elsewhere. No children have died and I would be horrified if they were but our various wars in the Middle East have killed a lot of children with little panic or outrage. Further, Biden is no competition for Trump. I don't see Biden as our president. I think for a lot of people that reality hit home at the same time that panic is peaking over the Corona Virus. I'm sure there are a lot of people who feel as though things are careening out of control. The idea that Trump might have four more years is surely freaking everyone out. On A Personal Note When Black Widow says in her teaser trailer, "I've lived many lives. I need to stop running," I had major goosebumps because I just had a dream where I was told I needed to stop running. (In that dream I had to fall in order to save my sister who had fallen off a platform as we were trying to save people and things in midst a war. In a recent dream- March 2020- I had an even deeper dream where my sister, who thought she was irredeemable, realized I was here to save her and she gave me a big hug because I was the only one she'd accept help from). I could go into details about how these are aspects of myself- the rebel part (my sister) that's protecting the more vulnerable part of myself (which is how I see myself) but I think that can get boring. Maybe in another post. This year is very much one where I will be confronting the remaining fears that I have. There are not many and they are very minor in the scheme of things. Yet, I'm very much standing up for myself. Recently, as of editing this in March (the original was written in December 2019) I had a dream that was part of an entire string of dreams that I've had since 2015. I had one last year, as well, and I shared that I was in a store and I had a choice. I could buy the Healers Stone but I chose to revisit the past. I knew I made a mistake but I think I misunderstood the meaning (boy did I revisit the past on a psychological level because there is a lot to be healed in my relationship with my husband but my perception of him has changed radically). Well, this time, I was in the store and decided to leave without buying anything. Everyone was very upset that I was leaving without anything but I realized there was nothing there for me. I then ended up with a group of Angels that told me that God was pleased with me. That's very new and I definitely prefer that ending! I do feel as long as though I am no longer grasping (that's a Buddhist word for desire and is the root of all suffering). This year seems as though it will be very different. I only see good things for me this year. Yes, it will be difficult but I've overcome so many thing it's very minor. Sorry about the delay in posts.
I lost my laptop charger sometime between Christmas and New Years. I just found it. Let me tell you, though, the Lunar Eclipse in December, the Saturn/Pluto Conjunction in January and that Luncar Eclipse kicked my butt. I wasn't a huge astrology fan (just more a passing interest in how the 7 planets work with the system of 7) but after all of that I'm a believer. Therefore, I wasn't surprised when this virus popped up. I am not worried about it at all and I find it really bizarre that people are freaking out. I have to wonder that the people who want the US to go through a lock down/quarantine are gluttons when it comes to abuse. That they would wish that on anyone is, in my opinion, very evil. That the economy is experiencing a downturn is not surprising. The Stock Market always goes down when people are experiencing fear. I've seen it drop dramatically every time businesses think that a Democrat is going to get elected (because they abuse businesses and always cost business a lot of tax money resulting in a down turn in profit which is scary for Investors who operate on the very base level of desire). In my opinion the Virus is a non-event that is being perpetuated as Doomsday by the media. Based on what I saw it's important to keep in mind: 1. No children have died from the virus. 2. No healthy adults have died from the virus. 3. This is a upper respiratory virus very much like the Flu 4. No one under 60 has died from the virus. 5. The majority of fatalities are people over 70 who are in failing health. 6. 115, 000 deaths out of 7.53 Billion is less then 0.001 perecnt of the world population. 7. You are more likely to die from the Flu than 7. |
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