One of the most interesting things about my Seekers Path is that I always come across these warnings that a person has to be initiated in order to perceive the material I research and share. Most of the books that I have read, especially those from the 1920's to the 1970's make these statements. How is it that I can understand these texts and intuitively grasp these concepts when other people have to go into organizations? Some of these people say it is only in Group Work that you can really comprehend it...yet, I disagree.
First, these authors lived in what Spirit, speaking through Edgar Cacye, called, "Stiff necked times." They did not have flexible minds. They had very superstitious and dogmatic approaches. I believe that limited their minds terribly. I have never joined an organization that focuses on these mysteries. I have never gone through an initiation ceremony in the flesh. The closest I've come is joining Francesca Simon every Sunday night at 11pm EST (7pm PST) for Charting Your Course on Facebook live. However, as I was meditating on this, wondering if perhaps I had done something wrong or that I was unworthy of sharing or understanding this material (although, to me the information and correlation between the systems is now as obvious as day). I was far more uncertain when I first started and very confused. I sometimes wondered if I was doing more harm then good. What I realized, particularly when writing The Bull Revisited blog, was that I did experience an initiation. That initiation was in Spirit via dreams. I also have no doubt that I was initiated in prevous lives...and in particular 7 lives ago, in particular, when I had an Indian life that is somewhat hidden from me, I know that I entered Sotapana. I'm sharing this with you as a sort of meditation. I am not saying I am special. I just want to show you that it is possible and in a recent book I was reading Paul Foster Case said as much which surprised me as he gives the most stern warnings. Given that I have offered no oath or promises to any Earthly organization, nor in Spirit, I have no reservations for sharing what I have discovered on the Path of the Seeker to those who are interested. Part of that is because I realize that the information will not attract those who are not seriously studying it. I could not find the information to piece all of this together until I was at a certain stage of the path even though many of the books I have found that illustrate it are from mid 1900's. Even books such as the Celestine Prophecy just didn't really click. Now, I understand a bit more what the Author was trying to say...even if he was a little misguided and didn't approach it from a down to Earth point of view...sometimes you just got to Say What You Mean in as simple terms as possible. The time of allegory passed with Jesus death. I think we all can see the confusion of his allegories, albeit, the people he taught were even more stiff necked then the people during Edgar Cacye's day (although, according to Edgar Cacye- entertainingly enough- many of the soul's during Jesus time cycled back into Material Reality around the 1920's-1930's and many of those who he did readings for were associates of Jesus). The Golden Screws Dream I have spoken of this dream many times because it is so profound and it happened when I truly dedicated myself to the Path of the Seeker. In the dream I stood in what I thought was a Dogon Granary. I was accompanied by the man who wrote the iAlexandriah website. He was very much one of those people who misinterpeted Zecheriah Stitchin's Annukai theory. We were both looking at this mysterious structure that didn't seem to have an obvious entrance. He'd been seeking entry for a very long time but just couldn't figure it out. The structure was a white sort of mound...but it was more egg shaped with no windows and no doors. Now that I kind of think of it...it looked like a Hindu Lingam which was absolutely not on my conscious radar at the time. There were no doors and no windows in which to enter...just smooth white slightly bumpy texture on the outside that felt much an egg. I realize now that this is very much related to Chockmah on the Kabbalah Tree of life. You can see avery rough inexact image of what I saw in the dream above. I pointed out two golden screws were lose. On one golden screw were the words, "Accept the bull." On the other screw were the words, "In no cent." The figure that was supposed to be that websites creator was surprised and startled as I tightened those two loose screws and, in effect, showed him that the mental structure he'd created was a little off. At that time, I didn't realize that the first one that said Accept the Bull was also a pun for the word, "Acceptable." Not to mention that the phrase on the other screw was a pun for, "Innocent." I had no idea that I had gained entry into the Mysteries...although, I admit I was seeking it. I was really trying to make sense of my life, I had this crazy sense of urgency, and there was just enough correlation and information between the Dogon System and the information about the Annunaki laid forth by Stitchin and the author of iAlexandriah that I knew something was going on there... The dreams occurred with the 2014-2015 period. Which was the darkest night of my soul but pushed me to expand my mind by letting go of all of the belief structures I had clung to in the past. Interpertation. I mistakenly believed that "Accept The Bull" was a reference to the Sumerian God Enki, as that was the material that website dealt with. However, through meditation, some of which you can see in this blog (any of the subjects written on the Bull and Beast). I was intellectually trying to tie it in with the material Laird Scranton shared about the Dogon (and Egypt) because I felt they were related. There was also the implication of Zechiariah Stitchin's Annunaki series and I had recently read the book, "End of Days." All three people and the structure they presented seemed to hint at a nearly lost common cosmological system handed down over thousands of years. Since then I have explored, and discovered for myself, that deeper system...The Universal Truth at the core of everything...you might say, which I didn't truly think existed, because I was only aware of Subjective Reality. I was in that phase where I believed only in chaotic chance based random material reality that has no importance what-so-ever as it is taught by today's High Priests of Science. I wasn't studying this information to 'find God'. I wasn't really sure there was a 'God' to find. The fact that I have since received rock hard Faith in a 'source', 'Universal Mind,' or what I like to call the One Creator...is just a natural consequence of the quest to learn more about myself. At that time I had rejected my lower nature. This was also symbolized by the Spiritual healing I received at the end of my Past Life Regression when my personal guide, Aswana, and Edgar Cacye entwined their hands and arms with mine. They then lowered me back into my body as I turned into a tree and planted me. The Tree of Life has been a huge symbol for me since then and I will explore that in an upcoming Mediation Blog. As some of you may know, I am currently working on a beautiful depiction of the Tree of Life as I now perceive it. The golden screws imply a few things. First, Gold is the highest form of metal in Alchemy. That is the purest form of metal. My intent was pure and that is why the screws were gold. Screws hold together the structure of things. If you have a few screws loose the structure is going to collapse. This dream implied that the structures of thought that I was studying had a few screws lose. There might be a deeper connection with Binah on the Kabbalah Tree of Life but I am still studying that immense subject. The words also say a lot about what was lose... One, that the authors of the system I was studying had not accepted the Bull...Their Subconscious. Conscious logic alone will not allow you into the mysteries...you must learn to use your intuition and your emotions because that's one of the biggest keys to this system. Two, that the authors writing about those system were motivated by profit. In No Cent suggests that you cannot enter into the mysteries operating on the desire to make money or become famous. If your seeking monetary recognition it's not going to be granted for you because...at the end of the day...that's a purely service-to-self motivation. Finding these two lose screws lose and tightening them I had gained entry into the mysteries and a cohesive structure. Dream Two: The Game of Life Dream In this dream I was playing a board game but I was also the piece on the board game. I exclaimed in joy because I had won the game. A guide appeared that reminded me of Spock from Star Trek. He was very logical. He told me I hadn't won. That I needed to do two other things. I told him that was nonsense and explained I had achieved the five things and so it was my right to win the game. I had won the game of life. There was a deep discussion where we went back and forth. He didn't think I was ready to progress but I logically and rationally proved that I had won. Well, he was probably right because that first initial awakening was just too much for me. My physical vessel was not purified enough to handle that much light and my subconscious mind really didn't have the capability of processing that information. Do I regret it in hindsight? Nope. That was a powerful healing experience. In Paul Foster Case's book on Alchemy he explains the path of Horus...and how it contains five things. In a more recent dream I opened five books...the first had only one thing in it...but I know the last had the 12 signs of the zodiac. I confirmed that I had completed each part in these books before I had a dream that I will tell you about in a Personal Update. Let us just say that I have been promised that in this life I have earned 'a happy ending' and that I may not come back after this life because my Higher Self has detached herself from Physical Matter Reality. I woke up crying because it was both beautiful and terribly sad at the same time. The Mountain Top Dream I've covered this dream in depth several times. Just like the healing I received from Edgar Cacye and Aswana at the end of my Past Life Regression I am shocked by the depth of the symbolism. Especially given that I was not aware in any way shape or form of the imagery of the Tarot. Having experienced those universal archetypes in dreams prior to reading them with my conscious mind gives them further validity...especially when I can return to them four years later and mine them for more 'spiritual gold.' Not only was that dream instructional but it really symbolized the event's that were to come as I walked the Path of the Seeker. Plus the dream was multidimensional. My husband (represents my ego) and I went through this cave that had a river running through it and huge spiders. My ex-husband was trying to follow us but he chickened out and ran away (that would be the 'Lower Aspect' of myself...the Earthy Hedonistic self). Both of us were Reporters on this journey to explore this newly discovered Mountain Top Sanctuary. My husband went over to the left part of the mountain where there was a huge slurpee machine. My husband in my actual life has been that way, he's focused on the physical world exclusively, and that's where my mind was at the time on a conscious level as well. He has the full capacity to understand the Ancient Mysteries but having concluded his exploration of the Path of The Seeker with a pessimistic College Instructor his mind is simply not open to further study. I turned my back on the giant slurpee machines and piles of food and approached a huge complex ancient Hindu Temple on the right...I went in and began to study under a Master who could levitate during meditation. My guide Aswana was also there but she was no teaching me directly (I suspect now she was my Higher Self). I was cleansed in blue water (which has a very deep meaning that I didn't realize at the time. Blue is the subconscious. Water is the second element of the Alchemical process...dissolution. The Master of the Temple taught me how to levitate in Meditation (Raising the Kundalini/Ascension). Then I gave birth to a child I never saw (a new consciousness). Then, after all of this, I was told that I had to return to the people below. The images in that dream were Universal Archetypes with well established meanings in Tarot, Alchemy and the Kabbalah. None of which I had even the slightest inkling to delve into at that time. Conclusion Sometimes you're initiated in Spirit and not the flesh. I can even say that I was instructed in Spirit. Some of the most important lessons I have learned are not from books. That I don't need what Bashar calls, "Permission Slips," which he emphasizes that you don't really need- by far was one of the most important message I received in this manner, I can still remember arguing with the person in Spirit who was instructing me, and at the time immediately put in place at work to great success. Another instance was when I was instructed that the different levels to the One Creator did not matter...all that matters is that there is the One Creator and that I can become in touch with the One Creator directly...the layers to reach the One Creator did not matter. Edgar Cacye, I would discover later, absolutely agreed with this statement, and even taught it...there are many readings where he said not to bother with anything but Source. I, personally, may be biased that I think the Spirit initiation is more important then in the flesh. I imagine some of those who go through the ceremony in the flesh later go through it in Spirit. However, you can memorize all of the facts and all of the rituals....without really knowing what you are doing. Intent is everything and that's one of the reasons people like Alister Crawley, who got a lot of attention, failed so miserably and did far more harm then good. Thomas Campbell, who was also never an initiate in any order, explained that as someone progresses consciously they are allowed more and more freedom in the Astral Plane. That people are only allowed as much as they can handle based on different factors because to give someone too much will distract them from the work they came to do in Physical Matter Reality. I think it all goes back to those two golden screws...if you really want to succeed in this work your heart has to be in the right place. You can't want out of this reality and you can't really do it out of a desire of physical gain. You have to be Acceptable and Innocent to the Higher Forces before they will really let you in...and of course, as I learned, you must then turn around and teach what you have gained to all of humanity so that everyone can be lifted up.
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