The Approach
I do not claim to be different from anyone else. My path has been my own and it has been uniquely crafted for me. I cannot provide proof that goes beyond doubt that what I have experienced is not purely imagination or states of mind. I cannot save you. Only you can save you...I can tell you of my path but it is not your path. You must find your own and it is not my burdern to teach you. I do not present myself as a teacher of knowledge that anyone else can't gain. Anyone can gain this knowledge. I might convey it to others in a unique way based on my experiences. I consider myself a translator of very esoteric "hidden in plain sight" knowledge in a way that anyone can appreciate it. Yet, as Yeshua said, do not cast pearls before swine. I only share with those who seek the informaiton because those who do not are not ready to receive it. My Life Purpose I know that my main purpose in this life has been to achieving a sense of "knowing." This seems very simple but it is not to teach. This is my own inner journey and it does not neccsitate that I share it with anyone else. On some level, the soul level perhapse, we are all connected and one achieves this everyone else in this group enjoys it. So there is nothing for me 'to do' and there is no sense of being special for achieving a little bit of "knowing." I think it's interesting how I came to understand the meaning of the 3, 7 and alternatively 8 concept. I kept running acrossed in so many different religions and material. I couldn't quite grasp it and then it just clicked. That's how much of this has been...sucking in a bunch of information like a sponge and occasional bursts of insight. The idea I have of creation, of the Creator, and our material reality has changed quite often. I can tell that my approach to it is far more balanced then ever before. Summing it up for Those Who are Suffering In a recent interaction of Facebook I wrote this: "Remember one thing, one being, All-That-Is does have control over everything. He gave us free will so we may choose where we want to dwell in experience. You may not realize it but fear and believing things can force their will onto you is a choice. When you feel this way it's a red flag for you to look in the mirror and ask, "Am I forcing my will on others? Am I trying to micromanage and control my life?" This is a tough lesson. The reality you create or perceive in the outer world mirrors You're inner world. In psychology they call it Projection. To stop projecting our own baggage on others we have to do self-healing. Why do I keep creating this negative scenario? Then by following the crumbs to their origin, usually in childhood, we feel the pain, accept it, sometimes journal and it ends the need to project. I have also realized through past lives I've been the bad guys. I've done bad things in past lives and I've done really good things. In spirit it doesn't matter, surprisingly. As long as your doing and learning about yourself...That's all that matters on your soul level. If you create a bad experience here...Well, that's because of the mind in this incarnation but it will make good conversation with your souls group in the after life. In the Celestine Prophecy it talked about being "In the flow." I never understood this until recently until I really started letting go. I started to trust the guidance of my intuition and emotions. You see All-That-Is flows all of this potential to you...You choose what you amplify. What you amplify is what you magnify and if that's helplessness or the sense of not being in control of your life...That's what you'll experience. It can be a magical ride or a scary one. Soon, the different threads of the convergence will start separating. We will be on a narrow band with fewer voices to interact with...But right now we are choosing where we want to go. We are aligning our energy to what we want to experience. You're one line says a lot to me. It says, I feel helpless. It says, I do not own my own power as a creator being. It says, I have little faith in the Creator to take care of me. Careful what you wish for. All-That-Is loves you dearly. Loves you so much that you can choose what you create in your life. All-It-is does not force it's will on anyone. That's why it allows you free will to choose and create your own reality by always flowing to you what you need to do so in every minute every day." We Create Our Own Reality Taking responsibility for this can be a struggle. This requires we look fully in the mirror and see ourselves with all of our flaws. This requires absolute personal honesty. This self-examination can be a tough process. What we think directly affects how we experience our lives. There is no magic to it in any form. All of it is mind set but it's not as simple as thinking positively. The idea is really being authentic on every level of our being, in touch with our emotions and intuitions. This requires, a sense of inner knowing of one's self. The Learning Light Center shared an Abrham Hicks quote: "If you are not excited about it then it is not the path for you." We have become so used to being controlled...by our parents who dictated to us how we should feel about things or society...that most of us have lost touch with this inner intuition, or sense of knowing also called gnosis in some circles. How often do we stop when we are going about our daily chores and ask: "Am I excited about this?" Surely, you say, how can you be excited about washing the dishes? Well, if I have the right environment...the task can become a meditation. As Collette Baron-Reid often says, "Sometimes you have to cut wood and carry water." I find that when I am doing some mundane task it helps to clear my mind. Sitting in meditation is not so effective if I'm feeling restless. That's when I have my epiphanies. Many people experience these in the shower. The mind doesn't need to be present in these basic tasks...and meditation is simply placing the mind on a certain thought. By doing these basic tasks we burn off that restless physical energy and can think more clearly. Healing Anxiety Eventually, the need to narrate completely ends. When something happens I don't have to find a motive, a reason, or a meaning in it. I just accept that it happened and carried on. A lot of people recently at my work have commented, "I can't believe they left you all by yourself." Yes, I could react with some sort of bid for sympathy. Yet, I know those people deserve to go on break and I can handle it. I simply explain that the sun will rise tomorrow and that I get paid the same rate either way. I do not feel sorry for myself in those moments nor do I feel the anxiety that I used to experience. There is a detachment and a realization that nothing requires me to react emotionally to the situation or the people who make those comments. The sun will rise tomorrow, it is not the end of the world no matter how much you wish it to be or think that i is...so you might as well embrace the experience, thank it for teaching you a little bit more about yourself and let it go. Doing so in the moment is often hard but, from my experience completely achievable. After having severe anxiety and panic attacks (from which my Psychiatrists does not believe I can ever be healed) I can say this ability to detach, to frame the moment and put it into perspective given the totality of my life has been very helpful. Perhaps, it is very rare as I believe that I have been healed. I have no desire or need for the medication. This ability to enter the 'zone' at will, when doing mundane tasks, whether at home, in social situations or other places is a new experiencese for me. I'm in this zone of just beingness more often then not lately. Sometimes, I find my mind returning to old patterns. I'm actually a bit quizzical when they come up...why did I decide to respond in a way that did not serve me? I realizet it was an old behavorial pattern that used to alleviate my stress, that caused met to think I was getting even and I realize I no longer have a need to react that way. Service To Others With all of that said, I want to explain something I've discovered about Service To Others. Sometimes, you can best serve others by not intervening in their lives. What I mean by this is very simple. You can't rescue anyone but yourself. To try and rescue someone else from a lesson or traumatic event they have chosen to create in their own reality is disrespectful of them and the Creator. Intervening is not going to help people, because it is much like intervening against the will of the Creator. That person is a creator of their own life, they have set up certain lessons and tests for themselves in this life. Much like a mother doing her daughters homework does not help the child in any way when we try to rescue others we delay their learning and development. The most loving thing we can do sometimes is realize we do not have to share the emotional fall outs of such choices. We can see that the person created that scenario for a self-learning purpose. We can offer our unconditional support but we do not need to take responsible for their success or failure. If someone comes to us to seek advice that is one thing. Yet, if they simply need to emotionally vent...let them do so without judgement. Generosity Letting go of the need to force my will on anyone for any person in any way has been a huge relief for me. Instead, I've learned to meet all of my needs for myself and not look outside to others for my needs. I thank them when they demonstrate generosity. Generosity of Spirit is something I definitely reward. I too will shower others with generosity unless I realize that the other side never reciprocates. The flow of energy becomes unbalanced in relationships with people who do not reciprocate. This is a pattern I have discovered in my own life. There is always some new bit that I discover that needs to be healed and integrated. Yet, I can feel a difference and experience differences with other people. I no longer feel an obligation to others in any way shape or form because I realize if I cut wood or carry water for others...they will learn nothing and that is a disservice. A Gentle Subtle Process The process of self-healing and integration that I continue to under go has been a gentle process. I have learned not to try to hurry the process but to completely and utterly indulge in every step so that the wound I am exploring is completely healed. I have learned to savor the process. So too, I've learned I must be gentle with others. We are all like little toddlers. We are not quite aware of how the universe works and we hurt ourselves more often then not when trying to walk. Just as there is no reason to push a toddler who is learning how to walk..we must not push others. Each path that a person walks to their own self-truth is unique. That path is only known to them and All-That-Is. The path is perfect for them but different from our own. This another reason those who judge themselves superior to others are in error. Just because your path is different and serves you well doesn't mean that it is better than another's path or that the must walk that same path. All- That -Is This one is a bit abstract and many may not be able to follow (if you have been following any of this! Spirit has a way of turning insights into nonsense for those who are not ready to perceive them) but I had a realization. Through a series of dreams and visions I've learned a little thing but hopefully I'll be able to add a video that validates it. The Dogon say Amma, their god, is very tiny...so tiny that he can barely be perceived. Bashar describes that All-That-IS is a particle that moves really really fast to create this entire world. Just as you shine a small flash light on a wall it looks really big...in reality the source of the light is tiny. I see orbs, I can't explain it and yes they may be dust (although they don't really move the right way to be that) all of the time. I cannot explain this but I believe that if there are higher dimensional beings interacting with us this is how I am perceiving them. In a dream my bed was surrounded by what I call orb people. There were these tiny little orbs that looked prismatic and they were projecting a holographic image of people. Those people were the orbs and the orbs were those beings. I won't deny the dream frightened me, I had three similar ones in a row, and they ended because I think I was experiencing too much disannonce and fear (entirely on my side of the experience because these beings were emanating an immense amount of love). Then there is this video I hope to share that validtates that. When a neurosurgeon had a near death experience he experience a globe of light, that was a person, he knew this intuitively. That turned out to be his biological sister he had never met because he was adopted and it was only after his near death experience that he recongnized her. He also expereinced God as a ball of light....both of which validate my own perceptions. (https://youtu.be/qbkgj5J91hE). Conclusion There are subtle nuances to waking up to our multi-dimensional mini-creator reality. Like a flower we gently open ourselves to the loving energy realizing that there is infinite possibility. There is a lot of misinterpertaiton and misinformation out there because people who aren't expereicing it want t be a part of it. Yet, for the person who follows their own inner compass and measures the truth of others by their own inner knowing it becomes clear who is in the Know and who is Not In the Know. There is no pressing need to force others into believing our own unique truth. Just a sharing of information, feelings, and thoughts. There is an innate order woven into the cosmos that All-That-Is has created that leads us to be right where we need to be to share our message with those who need to hear it. This thread of order travels through all cultures, all relgions and all spiritual teachings. That thread remains the same through all of it and it does not matter where it comes from exactly. Only that it exists and that when we perceive it it opens the path to our own knowingness. When we see other people are closed buds in a little box they have created there is no need to change that...because they have an infinite amount of time to learn their lessons and then awaken to their own inner nature. They have their time and date for fruition...and an infinite amount of time to experience what they need to awaken. For me personally, I'm just thankful for where I am, the detachment from the desire to lurch from one best-thing-ever moment to the next and the ability to detach from others emotional states. To be an observer in a world of people who are ruled by their impulses while picking and choosing my own indulgence at will is an interesting stage. One thing Bashar said that rings true with me is that if we were finished here we would simply cease to be here. I realize this is an unfolding process that will take the rest of my life. I am not in a hurry because I realize that infinity awaits me. The stage I'm at has brought me a great deal of peace and eased my anxiety. Watching this time period unfold is fascinating enough of an experience that if I were not ironing out my own issues there would be plenty of justification to be on this planet at this time. In his future lives work Brian Weiss said that we have entered a period that no one can talk about...we each take a unique path through this time period. We are each a thread in a tapestry of reality we create along with the Creator with our thoughts, deeds and very presence. What we are doing here is changing the nature of reality itself...and that's a beautiful and humbling experience to be a part of in any way shape or form. Some may not even remotely be aware...but that's okay too because in infinity there is plenty of room for every experience what they need or want to expereince. For those of us who are consciously aware I think it's more of a blessing because we are given a conscious choice...Do you want to Serve Yourself or Serve Others (which is Serving All-That-IS because others, including you, are what All-That-IS is composed of and without you, along with all those other people, All-That-IS would not be complete). As Yeshua said: Sitting down, Jesus called the Twelve and said, "Anyone who wants to be the first must be the very last, and the servant of all." What he means, is that those who reach heaven the first are not the greatest of them all. For the last to reach completion will be the one who stays the longest to aid others in their awakening...and in heaven they will be seen as the first.
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The Symphony of Life
In this final Creating Reality blog I want to finish off with Paradigm Shifts. At this point I think it's more than time to switch into the more spiritual aspect of things. In order to really understand how creating reality works and why we bother to create reality we need to look at it from the big picture of the Soul's narrative. This is, you could say, the connecting fabric between these two blog series. I am attempting to build this blog in a way to convey my current focuses. However, instead of just dumping you into the middle of a process that has developed for about twenty years I'm crafting each plate to be easily digestible. The Creating Reality Blogs are just the appetizers. Each soul in this world has a particular unique song. That song joins the chorus of all souls on this planet creating an even more beautiful and complex song. In my own journey I am currently learning to refine my own personal song and to have the courage to sing it. The Paradigm Shift is a very important aspect of this process. My Experience I first learned about Paradigm Shifts in High School. I was coming out of my more religious phase (1994-1996) when I first encountered the idea. We talked about a lot of strange subjects in my Honor's English Class. At that time I was very shy and not very good at participating in group activities. This was just many of the strange but unique spiritual situations I found myself in as a child that prompted me to have a never ending Spiritual Focus in life. A Paradigm Shift is: "A fundamental change in approach or underlying assumptions." More or less, it is an idea or perspective that causes your view of the world around you to shift- to change into something different than it was before. You then begin to approach life in a different way. The First Paradigm Shift My first Paradigm Shift was reading the book Journey of Souls. I found the idea of reincarnation, let alone life in between lives, to be incredibly strange. I had recently delved deep into Christianity, reading the bible from cover to cover and Christian books such as The Case for Christ. The book of Matthew is still my favorite out of the entire bible. I even had several bible quotes on the door of my room when I was a teenager. The strange thing, when I was reading Journey of Souls, is that it did not contradict the bible. In fact, as I read the many case studies I was reminded of passages of the bible...and that was my first Paradigm Shift. Instead of rejecting Reincarnation because hundreds, perhaps thousands, of Christian authorities in the past and current time rejected it I discovered that it actually fit nicely. This is much like those who read or watched Dan Brown's Da Vinci Code. The idea that Jesus family has descendants is one thing entirely to comprehend but to add to it that Jesus might have had children is an entirely other. However, the idea does not contradict the bible in any way but it does contradict thousands of years of religious authority figures teachings. These teachings, when you apply a little research, seem to be based on ideas that existed over a hundred years after the death of Yeshua by people who did not know him. (Not to mention his true Jewish name being lost in time). Shifting Constantly Evaluating our Belief System is a very healthy habit that should be given serious attention. However, I did not include an important part of that idea. When we realize a set of beliefs are negative and produce negative results, we reevaluate it and apply a new belief- then we experience a Paradigm Shift. Usually, when I approach an idea that causes a Paradigm Shift I start off feeling dissonance (mental disharmony). Ideas that challenge my view of life gives me a sort of tingling feeling. Those who have a rigid set of beliefs feel uncomfortable and might turn away from the feeling. However, once I became used to it and learned to enjoy the challenge I discovered something fascinating. These days I seek out that which causes dissonance and my Paradigm is constantly shifting. I'm constantly readjusting or tweaking the way I see this world. I kind of consider it like Doctor Who when he's in the T.A.R.D.I.S. and he's turning dials or pushing levers to 'dial into' the location he wants to go. With each adjustment that I make in my perspective I feel I'm getting closer to the experiences I want to have. The people who don't believe that they can change anything, that they are stuck in a box, that reality happens to them instead of being created by them...probably can't imagine a life of constantly Shifting Paradigms. I feel sorry for those who live in such a world of black and white. Wrong and right. I can no longer imagine what it is like to live in a world without the color of the rainbow...for each perspective I have experienced as I go about this journey seems to have its own tone and color. In The Flow When I was young I read books such as Celestine Prophecy and The Way of The Peaceful Warrior. Both of these authors wrote a story that has the basic set up of the Heroe's Journey (which I will coverlater). Joseph Campbell was the first to tune into the story of the Hero's Journey, realizing that it is the basic set up of any good myth or story. No doubt it was Joseph Campbell's contribution to Star Wars that touched the heart of millions making it a main stay in popular culture. In these cases the author used the methodology of parables that Jesus used to illustrate spiritual concepts and the spiritual journey. Jesus used these because the ideas he taught were so foreign (such a different paradigm) to the ordinary people he had to speak their language. I personally think, as a society, we have graduated from this basic idea. People are initiated and are ready for the openly frank discussion of spiritual concepts. There is an urgent need to put away the secrecy and divulge the information as many have had their spiritual appetite whetted long ago. Now in these stories they would talk about some mysterious thing called the Flow or the Zone. I couldn't comprehend it when I was younger. For the Star Wars people, let's call this The Force. Then I worked at UPS and while loading trailers I experienced 'The Zone' that athletes describe for the first time. There is this moment where the mind and the body act in unison but there is a strange detachment. There is no thinking, no planning, no trying to make something happen...you just do it without really thinking. I would create beautiful seamless walls of packages in that zone without trying. I experience this also when I'm making drinks as a barista, I seem to move with the fluidity of a dancer without a real conscious thought...just instinctively effortlessly creating. I am also in the flow when I'm writing. The conclusion at the end of this blog is one of the moments where mind, body and soul seem to work in unison so that the words simply flow out and onto the computer screen effortlessly without much 'thought' on my part. Constantly shifting paradigms in the flow is my favorite experience at the moment. Life seems to unfold much as a blooming flower does with an over abundance of experiences in tune with my current spiritual focus. If there is a discordant note I know that there is something I need to focus on in my belief system that needs to be tweaked so I may bring that into harmony. Conclusion Life is similar to a symphony. Our belief systems are the musical notes. If we live in a way where there are only a few notes we experience a simple song that is bland and repetitive...often times jarring. When we open our eyes to other ideas, we shift paradigms, we begin to add notes to that symphony and sometimes entire instruments. Then we can start to experience the whole symphony instead of focusing on two notes or a single instrument. As long as we are focused on perfecting an instrument or note we will never experience the entire creation. However, I cannot judge those who choose this focus in their current life as that too is a perfectly worthy experience that will lead to other lives where they can experience the entire song of creation by perfecting their unique part. When we hear a discordant note in the symphony we can seek out the belief system causing the disturbance. We can then research or meditate on it until we reach a paradigm shift (there are always options and choices)...that then change the note to one of harmony. Eventually, we will be able to flow with the music, adjusting it here or there as needed. We aren't necessarily the conductor, but we work with the conductor to create the symphony so that all of us (including the conductor) can share the experience. Once we are working in harmony with the whole our experiences simply flow naturally just as a brook flowing in it's naturally cut channel without any forced conscious direction. |
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