This is one of those subjects that kind of blew my mind because the synchronicity is so odd. All of this happene back in October and I've been sitting on this sent then...although, it feels like yesterday.
All of it started with a dream. In the dream I was at a museum. I was looking at these posters that were on display and I was pushing a shopping cart. I came to a poster that was mine. The 'poster' wasn't paper but the pink plastic from the items the usually give you in a Hospital. I was told, "You were born with two placentas which is toxic." Then I saw a Vesica Pisces and myself as a fetus at the center that forms the fish symbol with the 7 chakras lit up, "The shamans had to remove the second placenta from you." I saw in the distance five hooded figures who nodded to me in acknowledgment. I was given the board and the second placenta that was old and dusty so I put them both into the cart. As I awoke I had the epiphany as I awoke that it was the "embrace" of feminine light that was one placenta and feminine earth was the second placenta. Now, after this dream I just put this to the side. Weird dream and I couldn't really figure it out. I didn't know what to think of it. I had Museum dreams before and didn't know what they meant and there wasn't really a purpose that I could intuit from this dream. After meditating on this dream I realized that when I dream of a Museum it represents Ancient History. Then I was reading Laird Scranton's book Decoding Maori Cosmology and I read something that stopped me in my tracks. The book mentioned two placentas. I know that Laird holds dreams in reverence and he's a friend on Facebook so I reached out to him through Facebook messenger about the dream. "Dogon cosmology describes the non-material and material universes as two placentas. Amma, who represents the feminine/non-material creates a placenta. A charectered named Ogo, who plays the rol of light in the Dogon myths, feels that he can create a universe as perfect as Ammas and breaks off a square piece of Amma's placenta to form his own, which becomes the material unvierse. The 'seat' of Amma is an almond-shaped millet seed called the Yu, which for me is the same symbol as the Vesica Piscese. In Buddhisim it represents a kind of ripple of overlap that forms at the interface between the two domains, much as ripples form at the surface of water, between the domains of a body of water and air. The coming togehter of the non-material and material energies to form these ripples is termed "an emrbace." Scientifically speaking those ripples in energy, when perceived, spin and evoke matter in sevent stages that, in Buddhism, are conceptual counterparts to the seven Chakras." "In other words, from my perspective the images of your dream are right on point in terms of concepts of how matter form. That process is understood to be parallel to the stages of biological reproduction." Now, Laird doesn't dieal with the abstract or Spirit nature of these subjects. He deals with relating these systems to the Microcosmic world upon which Physical Material Reality is based. He doesn't work with anything else. He does admit there is an 'invisible universe' that is connected with ours which is the basis of his book. There are usually three applications for every system and three levels to Physical Material Reality. Physical Material Reality is usually Microscopic, our level of perception, and the Macrocosmic (planets, etc.). We need telescopes to see the microcosmic and the macrocosmic. The Non-Physical usually consists of the Mind, Soul and Spirit. There are so many implications to this concept when you look at the Vesica Pisces. Center Of The Vesica Pisces- Seed and Egg So many people in our western society is sexually surpressed that they always relate and focus on the center part of the Vesica Pisces to a vagina. Yes, that works but it's also two other very important symbols that make more sense. I've always felt that the center part looks like a seed, which matches up with Laird Scranton's metaphor, and really gives you a different perspective of the system of Alchemy. Especially when I go over the system of Alchemy as a system involving Seeds. That also explains the concept of a 'harvest.' Those are the people, by following the 7 fold path, grow enough to become productive on a spiritual level. That's the same concept of what Thomas Campbell calls "graduating." I'll be writing a blog on that subject exploring it in that way in a future post. If we see the metaphor of a Seed being the same as an Egg...it also suggests the Cosmic Egg. Light Stealer As far as the charecter Ogo from Dogon mythology- his match is any charecter that 'steals the light' whether it's Prometheus, Lucifer, or Maui. They are all the same metaphor. However, that charecter can also be female as in the case of Sumierian Inanna who steals the 'Me,' (the civilization plan) and shares it with humanity. The idea of Light being a placenta or using it's placenta to create our reality works if it's a female. Not so much if it's a male but it's very possible that when the patriarchal system was put into place it changed into a female. However, Mother Earth did not becomea female. The Light And The Kabbalah The result of the Malkuth receiving the Light too early was that Malkuth rejected the light. This matches up with the concept that both 'placentas' created a toxic condition for the soul...in fact the Light and Earth combined created madness and chaos. That's why the veil with Spirit was created. Tha veil, as I talk about in an upcoming Traveler's Note's video, seprating Kether, Binah and Chochmah from the 7 Sephiroth that we have access to was created because having access to both was too much. Our job as 'light workers' is to adjust to hold more and more of the light so we can send it back to the Creator. That way there is feedback...the light is received (which can be though of as data or information...and the light is returned. Communication, then, is re-established. I know the idea that we are not communicating with the Creator seems foreign. Almost every system of religion suggests you can speak directly to the God/Gods/Goddesses....but that isn't the case in Kabbalah. In Kabbalah, the big secret, is that the Creator made a space for humanity to 'grow up' without his conscious intervention. That's what gives us Free Will. The destination, the outcome, is the same for all of us. We will attain entropy (create order in our minds from the chaos that is the norm) eventually and return to union with the Creator. We will just do so as individual entities...that's because while our experiences in Physical Material Reality are illusions compared to the ultimate reality where the Creator exists...the experience itself is what differentiates our souls making individuals that have something unique to offer when we work together...and to the One Creator to whom we will be companions. Conclusion I will have to revisit this subject. Seeing things this way really transforms the entire idea of the Vesica Pisces. In Seeking the Primordial Laird Scranton goes into depth regarding the Vescia Pisces and how/what it symbolizes in Physical Material Reality based on the the Cosmology that he has identified that he believes was the Civilizing Plan shared with humanity by the Nummo. I'm sure that will offer further illumination of this subject.
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I'm really excited to share this post with you and so I had to do a bonus blog!
​Last Friday, January 11th 2019 Kevin Todeschi and Peter Woodbury decided to do a episode of Reflection's for the Edgar Cacye A.R.E. on dream interpertation. I follow Peter on Facebook. He's one of my favorite posters and I really suggest you add him as a friend. I've followed his progress at the A.R.E. for a few years now and look forward to him finally writing a book. That's something the other people kind of tease him about because they've all written books. I had already decided I was going to a Group Past Life Regression Session wtih an emphasis on Life In Between Lives in California in March that he's hosting. I was so excited because it's two bucket list items- go and see Peter in person and also to have a life in between lives session. There is a woman in Beverly Hills who does that and charges $1000 per session which I can't afford. Either way I decided to submit the dream about the cow that I had last June to be interperted. I was still curious how someone would interpet the cow. The funny thing is I totally forgot about the live broadcast on Friday because the day ended up a little chaotic and I was watching Lune Innate with her friend on the Emerald Paradgim channel Live. Yet, I had a dream on Sunday night about the video reminding me that I had submitted a dream...and then it popped up on YouTube that morning and I was so grateful I could get to see it! (I have no idea how to look up Facebook Live videos on Facebook. There user interface is complicated). I even shared the video on Facebook before I realized that Peter had brought up my dream for Kevin to interpet! Now, for those of you who follow this blog and read the dream interpertation ones...as well as what has happened since June this information helps enhance and shows that how Kevin interperted the dream was correct. 1. Ross does not believe in God or Spirit. (He is quick to add he doesn't disbelieve either). 2. Ross is also usually my Ego. 3. I became a Mother two months later. 4. I discovered that Ross had been mismanaging the finances and spending money in a selfish way so I had to seize control of the funds so I could manage them. I forgave him but it's altered our relationship on many levels. 5. I decided to write a book on the Seven Fold Path of the Seeker called the 7 Code which is in the editing stage of production. I'm hoping to self-publish it this year. With that said I hope you enjoyed the video above. I recommend all of the books Kevin talks about at the end. I have his book on dreams and I have the dream book by Elsie (which talks about Big Bear California of all things!). To have Kevin Todeschi validate my own interpertation of the dream was really meaningful.
To The Beloved Who Read My Blog,
I'm writing this update in July. I wanted to take a moment to explain why there won't be a lot of dream interpretation blogs or personal updates until December. The main reason is that I am going into a very different life cycle and whenever there is a change like that there is a little bit of chaos. I didn't want the learning curve that I will be going through in the next few months to keep me from sharing the exciting information I have planned with all of you. Therefore, I'm putting my time on bed rest to good use and I have already written scheduled blogs through December. I have been very inspired and I have no doubt that I will continue to be inspired to write over the course of next month prior to my daughters birth. The great news is because of this my blog will be very consistent, yet, a scheduled system doesn't really allow for spontaneous blogs. I'm embracing the experience of this change which is why I preferred to work ahead on my blog so that there would be no interruption. I'm also working ahead with my YouTube videos.I have videos scheduled all the way through December as well...and I did not schedule many Traveler Notes during that time (just one at the end of this month that was recorded in July). That's because I prefer to record Traveler Notes in real time so that they are relevant to current circumstances. In essence, I am going to take a little bit of a break from this blog and YouTube from August through December and just focus on my family. Saturday will be the only day I will actively post a blog because I can't embed YouTube vidoes that haven't been published. Once I fall into a pattern with my family I'm sure that I'll be back with a personal update. I have one scheduled in December. In December of 2017 I dubbed 2018 as the, "Year of Change," and in many ways there have been dramatic changes in my life...and dramatic tests. I have seen so many of my friends and family move for various reasons or change career paths (at least 9, but I'm sure there are more) and there have been many people going through the Dark Night of the Soul. A lot of people I never imagined would Wake Up spiritually are hearing the call of Spirit during these dramatic Dark Nights and making their choice to continue to do what they have always done or to change on an inner level. While some believe this to be scary...because leaving what we consider familiar even if it makes us unhappy and stepping into the unknown is not comfortable...I think it's a wonderful time to be alive. I am really sick of the hatred I have seen openly expressed over the last four years and I'm looking forward to a real change in the atmosphere of our nation as more people develop a Compassionate Heart as a result of learning the Oneness of Humanity. Thank you so much for the continued support of my blog and my YouTube channel . I love sharing this information that has greatly enriched and transformed my life with others. My greatest joy is knowing that I am helping and inspiring others to do the same. So, enjoy the blogs and YouTube videos on the 7 Tarot Key Cards of the Seeker, the 7 Hebrew Letters of the Seeker's Path, the 7 stages of Alchemy and the 7 Sephiroth of the Path of the Seeker.
Synchronicity Example
I've already identified in previous posts that I knew that I was at the end of the cycle and many things from previous cycles were falling out of my life. I couldn't quite put my finger on what that meant, however, or why it was happening. I was experiencing a bit of fear and uncertainty due to all of these changes. I in no way claim that I am devoid of fear or that I have perfected how I walk the Path. Knowing that I was coming up on such a dramatic change in my life and being uncertain of what it really meant I was not very comfortable. Letting go can always be hard. In her weekly oracle forecast one of the cards Collette Baron Reid pulled was Message in A Bottle. This alerted me that there might be some sort of message that I would receive this week that would help me clarify the situation. Now I'll admit that I doubted this because I entered this week in a very negative state of mind...and, yet, despite that doubt my over-riding intuition kept my mind open to the possibility...and that's exactly what happened. On July 16th I had a dream where I was in a library (my symbol for the Akashic Library) and I saw graduation fliers stacked on tables. There was one with numerous items of mine on it and I was a little upset in the dream because I didn't order them. On it were several pictures, the large picture at the top was a picture of a White Rocking Horse decoration that I have (the picture I attached at the top of my post), followed by a large picture of an absolutely beautiful baby girl, then at the bottom were three pictures...one of my dog Angel Korns who recently passed, my 2006 Ford Ranger that I am in the process of selling to buy a family sedan, and a picture I don't remember. I now realize that this 'graduation flier' showed that I had graduated from an old state of life to a new one. The thing is I really didn't understand what it meant...or at the very least a part of me didn't want to understand. I wasn't really certain about this new cycle and what it held...and, in a way, I felt as though this change required that I give up a sense of my own personal identity. Last night, I couldn't sleep. My daughter had managed to get herself into a very uncomfortable place in my womb. She's currently transverse- which means she's horizontal. This is nothing to worry about because regardless of how she is I'm going to have a c-section due to my medical history. Yet, it does lead to a lot of discomfort on my part...she more then just tickles my ribs when she maneuvers herself into a higher position in my womb. Either way, I decided I would listen to an ASMR video to help me relax and get back to sleep despite the moderate amount of pain. I turned on the Tingles App and saw that one of my favorite people- Lune Innate- had posted a video. She's not really ASMR...she does more spiritually minded posts then posts that cause people to tingle but her voice is relaxing. She was doing a Oracle Card reading for the Full Moon Lunar Eclipse of July 27th. In the video, which you will find attached below starting at the reading I chose the second set of Oracle Cards. You can watch what she shares for yourself below. However, what amazed me is that I received a very direct answer to my question and, strangely, both Lune Innate and I recently turned 36. I realized, as she was talking about in her own life...I'm shifting out of the Maiden phase of my life...the time where I was only focused on myself. That ties in perfectly with the cutting ties with what was, for all intents and purposes, parts of my life that were firmly established when I was single from 2005-2009 (I did date people but that's totally different from being married). Those parts of my life were perfectly suited, necessary and helped served their purpose while I was establishing my individuality at that time. However, as I go into the Mother phase of my life things completely change. As Lune Innate brings up with the card on Sacrifice...being a mother does mean that you have to sacrifice doing things solely for yourself...it requires a change in the Role of a person from self-oriented needs, wants and desires to catering to the needs of the family. In his book (that I am currently reading) Awakening the Buddha Within by Lama Surya Das he explains that even if people choose not to believe in reincarnation they can look at different parts of their lives as 'different lives.' I have advocated that for quite awhile...and that is exactly what is happening. I am letting go of the Persona, subsequently the lifetime associated with it, that I created very carefully in that time period between 2005-2008. That persona (Greek for Mask) was very egoic and filled with labels as well as attachments that defined 'me.' In fact, it was very much based on a villain in my novel. I know that sounds strange but to me that villain seemed strong and for a long time in my life I was more attracted to embodying a Darth Vader type persona than a Luke Skywalker because it seemed more intimidating and powerful...because I was coming from a place of disempowerment and fear. That 'lifetime' as that persona served as a stepping stone to my most recent 7 year cycle. The entire reason my husband was attracted to me was because of my short hair and 'edgy' rebellious style. Without it I would not have attracted him. Yet, it's time to let go of that persona completely. In many ways, I did let go of that persona in 2014 when I started to express my authentic self by embracing my emotional/intuitive/subconscious and walking the Path of the Seeker. Yet, I didn't consciously completely release the 'edgy' kind of rebellious persona. I think the difference in the picture of me from 2009 and the picture of me this year 2018, shows a dramatic difference between the persona I adopted back then and my authentic self. I can still put on that persona, as a mask of sorts, when appropriate such as if I ever go to a rock concert (unlikely since even the smell of marijuana makes me throw up)...but it's more like donning a Halloween costume...I know it's just an illusion and I don't identify that with 'me' but just a conscious illusion I choose to create. Yet, I am seeing the last remnants of that life being completely wiped away. This next cycle will very much focus on partnership and the relationships I have with soul mates- in the form of my Husband, my daughter, and her future sibling whom I'm hoping will make their debut in this world in 2020. There was another dream I had on June 10th 2018 that I did not understand that knowing this helped me to understand. In that dream I was a super hero (a very entertaining them which reflects taking responsibility and acting courageously with compassion for me). I was at a warehouse and I was waiting for he 'villain' to come along. When she did it was an old character that I wrote about...and she asked me to help let her die because she was being 'eaten alive by cancer'. I told her that I could do that and I held her as her life seeped out of her and heard he most beautiful angelic music playing. I think after all that I have written that dream is easy to interpret...however, just in case, it's clear that old character was representative of that aspect of myself that I built up and created...but hadn't completely let go of in this life. That course which was very bitter, if I had continued on it, probably would not have ended well as the 'eaten up with cancer' factor of that persona indicates. Letting go of that defensiveness has been hard...being fully vulnerable and transparent with people can be tough and goes against everything that we have been programmed to do (especially if your an introvert like me)...you would think with the YouTube channel and this blog I would have that down but for a long while I had a lot of self-doubt in a one-on-one in person environment.
Now, I thought that this video from Lune Innate would be it...lesson learned.
There was a strong connection with what I was experiencing and what she was talking about in her hybrid Tarot and oracle card reading. Yet, I stumbled across a wonderful channel with someone who understands and can talk about astrology and be straight to the point (Rick Levine know's his stuff but he rambles and projects a lot). Conscious Cool Chic Molly McCord is to the point and...apparently, the entire set of patterns that I have found myself in were in the stars themselves. First, is the realization that i can't save everyone...and that it's really up to them. I can't drag people along into a new paradigm. I realized this was a major life theme of this year back on July 4th when I shared this blog about getting on the Positive Train: https://bridgetkorns.weebly.com/blog/getting-on-the-positive-train6100232. I kind of felt when I wrote the positive train post that it was a last call to get your ticket for this transition...and it seems that's what the Stars themselves are saying. By the time you read this blog, the Lunar and Solar Eclipses will have happened. Life might not change dramatically for you at that time (as it will for me) so that you notice but that shift will have happened. What is so strange for me is that while she's talking about things happening on a Collective Conscious level...the dates are very much tied to events going on in my life. When she starts to talk about the August 11th Solar Eclipse in Leo...well, I should either be just out of the hospital after a c-section delivery of my daughter Michelle or still in the hospital after that surgery. My husbands birthday is August 10th...so, he's going through a tremendous transition from what was a continuation of his single life...to the full responsibility of being a father who is going to share the work and joy of raising Michelle more equally then any other man I have ever encountered. That my life is paralleling the state of the Collective Consciousness so closely is pretty darn amazing.
Conclusion
Now that I know where I am going it does provide a lot of hope and eases the uncomfortable feeling I had that was preventing me from letting go of the remnants of that persona. I can see how the items I've let go of recently had no place in this new phase of development. As Francesca Simone says, knowing what phase I'm going into helps me to set my intentions and plant the seeds I hope to reap in the next 7 year cycle. In many ways my Higher Self has confirmed the goal of partnership as the purpose of this next phase of my life which means that I can consciously help co-create these experiences so that they are in alignment with my soul's goal. Life is so much easier when you are consciously working with your Higher Self. ​​ ​
​ A Brief Look Ahead
I have 9 more systems of 7's to share with you. The 7 directions of the Native American Medicine Wheel- Resources Jamie Sams (Dancing the Dream) and Sun Bear (Dancing With The Medicine Wheel). The Dogon 7 Rays- Resource Laird Scranton and Marcel Griaule (The Pale Fox which I'm lucky I have a copy of!) The 7 Rays of Life - Resource Alice Bailey (I will be searching for an additional source in the coming months). The Hindu 7 Houses Story- Resource Laird Scranton (I will be searching for an additional source in the coming months) Egyptian 7 Neters- Resource John Van Auken (I will be searching for an additional source in the coming months) The 7 Mansions of the Heart (a concept by a Catholic Nun considered a saint): Resource Mansions of the Heart: Exploring The 7 Stages of Spiritual Growth 7 Points of Lo Jong- Resource: Awakening The Buddha Within by Lama Surya Das and Training The Mind and Cultivating Loving Kindness by Chogyam Trungpa 7 Gates of Righteous Knowledge: Resource Seven Gates of Righteous Knowledge : Spiritual Knowledge and Faith for the Noahide Movement by Moshe Weiner The 7 Esoteric Planets - Paul Foster Case (primarily The Tarot: A Key To the Wisdom of the Ages by Paul Foster Case and Sun Sign Secrets by Amy Zerner and Monte Farber). Then I will go into the systems of 8 that are very much related to these systems of Seven: The Eight Stages of The Po Pilu- Laird Scranton and The Pale Fox by Marcel Griaule The Eight Ganesha Incarnations - Laird Scranton (I will be securing an additional resource). The Eight Fold Path of the Buddha- Awakening The Buddha Within by Lama Surya Das (I will be adding another resource) I'm sure I'll be stumbling over additional systems but I just wanted to share this outline with you so that you know that there is much more to come!
(Above Original Artwork By Me Using Mixed Media)
My Birthday is July 5th, and as I said, I know I'm going into a new 7 year cycle filled with potential. I know that this information I'm sharing were 'choice points' where I made an important decision to give off the negative train of thought and onto a positive one. I had been receiving mixed manifestation results and didn't know why. So, in celebration of July 4th and my birthday here is a beautiful post of one of the most amazing Spiritual experiences I've ever had that has answered so many personal questions for me. I know the next 7 years, for me, are going to be awesome! Yup More Dreams I debated sharing this information because it feels so personal and I am so grateful for this series of events. Yet, I want to make it clear that I am not special. Anyone can do this and I just want to provide you with information to help you. When I share dream information it's to provide you with the understanding of how important it is to write down your dreams. Not only that but it's very important that you create that connection with your Subconscious to dialogue with your Higher Self. Recently, with the New Moon, the night of June 12th, I had some powerful dreams. First, let me explain, when you begin working with your dreams you will notice a different experience with the Moon Cycle. You'll become very aware of how the Moon cycle affects your dreams and your mood. When I first had my Awakening back in 2014 I had trouble sleeping when there was a Full Moon because the energy was *SO* powerful. I haven't really had many New Moon experiences. This is the first where it was so potent but there was the synchronicity of Victor Oddo and Collete Baron Reid stating that this was going to be a week for action that will take us to a new level. Here are the videos to prove this link: https://youtu.be/sy8_Fan8qOE and https://youtu.be/10NNdzVROVs I listen up when two of the spiritual people I follow carry the same message. As a result of going into this "Receptive Mode" that Collette Baron Reid explains in that video regarding the Yin card I had a series of beautiful dreams. Not only do they provide a wonderful source of encouragement for me on my Spiritual Path but they give me the strength, knowing that I'm supported by a Higher Power, to go forward with sharing my work on here and YouTube. You might think that it's an easy thing to continue given that I do get responses and views for both my YouTube and Blog...however, there are plenty of people in my immediate life that I do value that are unable or incapable of walking the Path of the Seeker. Cognitive Dissonance can be painful and the Path of the Seeker is not easy. You have to go against very entrenched Group Think in the form of Dogma that was created to scare people. Dream 1- 6/11/18 I was in a classroom setting on a sort of Camp Trip. The time had come for us to leave this place. I was packing up to go (a major theme in my dreams for the last few months) and the scene changed outside. I was talking to someone about how this place was such an illusion. I couldn't see why anyone liked it. Then water started to pour into the area. I was so excited and happy. As the water seeped in a pod of Orca swam in and when it got to be above my ankles I climbed onto the top of a desk. I felt something brush my right leg and I saw the shadow of an orca. I reached down to pick up Angel who looked more like a big white fluffy rabbit with white angel wings. I put her up on the desk with me. I said, "Wow this is so amazing and beautiful!" I took out my camera to take a picture because it was so magical and I was so happy. Explanation Snow and freezing has been a major part of my dreams recently. You see, it's said that in Physical Matter Reality we are like Ice....we have slowed down so much it's almost like we are asleep to others...and this is related to an Ice like stage. This is one of the reasons I find Alchemy so potent. One of the most important parts of Alchemy is Calcination...the entire process starts with Fire and becoming a liquid. Dream 2- 6/12/18 I was at work and my manager asked for volunteers for a promotional event. I went to volunteer because no one else really answered but discovered it was for a Demolition Derby which I had no interested in. I really don't like destruction for the sake of destruction or trying to destroy other people. I began to walk back to the other building where I had been working as it began to snow. Along the way I encountered a asian man that seemed familiar. He asked me where my sword was and I had a flashback to the last time I had passed this way. That time I had carried this *HUGE* long sword. After being shown that scene by this man I shrugged. "I don't need that." He was shocked but smiled as I woke up. Explanation In many ways the dreams that I've been having are a repeat of a pattern I've experienced before...and as I explained in the Spiritual Test I Failed Blog...I failed the test last time. I felt the need, because of conditioning, that I needed to safe guard myself while in Spirit. This is not true. We don't need to use weapons against the beings on that level and they want nothing to do with us until we learn that lesson. Dream Two- 6/13/18 I hesitate to call this a dream. I was aware that there were beings around me and that my, "Water level was being checked." Apparently, it was good enough to commence contact. The next night I was in that Twilight state. I saw something golden fluttering around. Then it landed just above my pregnant belly and I thought, "Hmm this is interesting? Is this a Fairy?" I've seen things like this before and realized they are nothing to fear or get excited about. However, I heard this beautiful Orca song and there was this being who was swimming around me. She was the most beautiful thing I've ever seen with bluish green hair...she looked a bit like a Mermaid. So, perhaps she was a water elemental. She asked me, "Do You have any questions?" My reply didn't come from me but from my soul and it was hard to speak at first, "How do I help this Planet's Logos realize it's One?" She laughed and said, "Keep talking with that lovely voice of yours." Then she floated around in front of me and I said, "You seem so familiar. Do I know you?" I can't express the amount of love and comfort I felt with this being. I knew her on such a deep level. She felt like home. She smiled brilliantly, "You and I were once One! I was not much younger then I am now..." Then darkness fell like a hand had been placed over my eyes and I woke up absolutely started to have had this contact. Explanation I've encountered these golden beings before but this is the first time my fear did not prevent contact. Fear causes me to become more spiritually frozen (the meaning of all of those snow dreams that I was having) and I have worked through A LOT of fear since 2014. I know 100% for certain now why I write this blog and make YouTube videos. I do those to Serve the One Creator and to Serve the Logos of this planet that is so divided. Now, with a direct spiritual message I knew that I needed to go forward. Dream 3 - 6/14/18 I was dreaming about the Two Train Tracks. When I woke up, knowing I wanted to be on the Positive Train Track I heard her voice. "Accept the Deal. Get on the Positive Train." I didn't know what she was talking about but later, after waking up, I checked my phone to find that a close friend didn't want to be friends anymore. I totally understood because I had made a mistake....but I felt relief. I realized that this was the Deal so I simply said, "I'm sorry," because I did owe an apology and, "Ok." Since then I realized that I really needed to let that friendship go for about a year now. That was part of me failing that Spiritual Test. I cannot save anyone...I can put this information out there and share it with people but it's within their right to refuse to hear the message. That and what happens as a result of that is between them and the Creator. I did my part in sharing this information freely. Now, the comment from Matthew 7:6 comes to mind, "Do not give dogs what is holy, do not throw your pearls to pigs." Comes to mind...but it is with trust that I put this information out there knowing the people who are true Seekers will find it and perhaps it will give them hope. Your job is to save yourself. No one can 'transmit' this information to you as Thomas Campbell and Rav Michael Latiman PhD both say. You must apply the information in your life. This has been a major lesson for me in my life which is why I've always been attract to the rock song by Stabbing Westward from the Titan A.E. Soundtrack I loved so much back in 2000. ​
Whales
As for the Orcas, well, if you were to go into my office you would find a picture of a Killer Whale in a Frame. That is one of my totem animals. When I was in 3rd grade I was a failing student until I had a teacher who played whale song as we did homework. Something about that helped me turn my life around and I ended up getting A's and B's. Also when I was having out of body experiences in 2014 I visited the Sirius star system. I turned into a whale and swam with another whale in a spiral. I saw there was a ring around Sirius A of all of the Souls of the Sea life...that vision is depicted in the picture at the top of this blog. Keep in mind, when I had that vision of Sirius A with the ring of sea life swimming around it I did not have the following information. According to Jamie Sam's Animal Medicine Cards Whales: "Record Keeper Whale is very much like a swimming library. Whale carries the history of Mother Earth and is said to have been placed here by the Ancients from the Dog Star, Sirius. Biologists say that Whale is a mammal, and very possibly lived on land millions of years ago. In tribal legend, Whale's move into the ocean happened when the Earth shifted and Lemuria, the Motherland, went below the waves. All of our petroglyphs speak of the Mother Land, Mu, and the disaster that brought the red race to North America from the West, beyond the great waters... ...it is said that Mu will rise again when the fire comes from the sky and lands in another ocean on Mother Earth. The Native medicine people are waiting for this event as the next sign of Earth changes. Earth's children will have to unite and honor all way sand all races in order to survive. Whale people are coded in their DNA to understand that sound frequencies can bring up records in the memories of ancient knowledge..." There is more but I will stop here. I will comment that this is probably why I am *SO* sensitive to sound and sound meditation. This is probably why I am attracted to ASMR (which I will be writing a blog on shortly). Needless to say, Whale is one of my totems. ​ Conclusion I have to add that I dreamt of a Gold Fish a lot when I was a teenager about the time of my first 'awakening' experience (that I stopped). I remember telling my mom about it...I was terrified of it because I was afraid that if it touched me it would die. So I ran from it...there have been two other times when I encountered this being (one time it had two companions) and it's nice to know kind of what they are...I have no doubt they are somehow connected to the star Sirius which I visited in an OBE that inspired the drawing above. If you wonder why I have a rock solid faith in the work I do...well now you know. I have had direct confirmation that what I am doing is supported by the Cosmos. I have every reason to believe in Spirit because I've encountered it in undeniable ways. Yes, it was just one being that confirmed for me that my YouTube videos and my blog are not futile efforts. I have tasted the pudding, to use Thomas Campbell's term, and I have seen the results. Direct and obvious results. I am surrounded by love. My purpose is clear. I don't know many people who can say the same. Below is an amazing sound meditation with Killer Whale (Orca) songs. ​ I know, this sounds like a negative post.
This is not a negative post at all. Everyone who tries anything is bound to fail at some point. Failure and experience are the greatest of teachers...but both require bravery. After all, this is a Hero's Journey...not a sit and live vicariously through other's journey. When on the Path of the Seeker there isn't a linear progression. There are known highs and lows. There are times when you won't know what the next step will be or how things are going to work out. In his book The Path of the Kabbalah Rav Michael Laitman says there are over 600 degrees of correction we must go through to turn back towards the creator...that's a lot! You'll Be Tested On the path you will be tested before you are ready for your next set of lessons. Already, it's tough to learn in a non-linear environment that requires you to trust your own intuition and instincts which is against societies status quo. The amount of self-trust you have to develop is extraordinary. Plus, unlike going to a physical school you never know when your lessons are going to pop up. There is no regular pattern. Sometimes you'll get a pop quiz out of nowhere. At the time, I didn't realize that something so simple and so small was a test. Yet, it set me back on my spiritual path for a year. That Subconscious Dialogue You, see I've told you about starting that dialogue with your subconscious. This is something I've been working on for years but I didn't understand it completely. I was mostly trying to understand the symbols. Even the best book on dreams that I have ever read, Keven Todeschi's Dream Interpertation and More Made Easy! didn't explain that dream's were the easiest way to start a dialogue with your Higher Self. You can get a flavor of what's going on with your Higher Self...sometimes you can meet your Higher Self as I did once...but it's not a consistent thing. No one really explained to me that recording and tracking dreams were a way to start a dialogue with your Higher Self and even guides! I didn't understand it that way and I didn't understand a lot of the dreams that I experienced but for the last three years I've been very dedicated to writing down my dreams. I don't obsess over the details. Sometimes when you wake up you will focus on an unimportant emotional part of the dream...maybe something you didn't think you would do or a particular interaction with someone. Recently, as I said, everything has fallen into place and has started to make sense...instead of random information I'm realizing there really is a pattern, a rhyme and reason as well as people who knew this for decades or hundreds of years. That can be incredibly reassuring on the Path of the Seeker. There is plenty of negative reinforcement out there because for the longest time people have been very fear based...to the point where positive forces could not reach individuals. I've had a couple of stumbling blocks...and struggled a bit in the last year but I've realized that there are good reasons. There were always indications in the dreams before things happened. There were also, surprisingly, when I went back after some time and the emotions associated with them had passed...some very clear instructions. I have had very direct teachings from both Edgar Cacye and Paul Foster Case in my dreams which...quite honestly...I didn't realize until I went back (I wrote down that they were in the dreams but for some reason they didn't seem as important as the events in the dreams...but I can still recall as I read the notes from those dreams what they looked like). One of the most direct comment was from Paul Foster Case who told me, "You need to use the symbols from my cards and the personal symbols you've worked out!" Wow! I had forgotten completely about that instruction and completely missed it...usually I hear the instructions right before I wake up. They are similar to a summation of the dream that I had and they have become more direct in the past two years as I pay attention to my dreams. Bashar calls the level of consciousness where we dream the Template Reality. Surprisingly, that is a stepping stone between us and our Higher Selves...where the Higher Self expresses the desire for their next experience....so the Higher Self has already decided something will happen and there is a little bit of a delay of the consequences of that even that happens in the life of the Seeker. That's what I really want to illustrate for you today. I want to share this experience because it has had a complete affect on my perception of reality. Dream From Around April 2017 Yup, this has been a year long thing. This dream left a huge impression and I felt so victorious! I had a dream where I was in this fun-house. I knew this was a test. The key was not being fearful even thought I felt trapped and alone. The thing was like a labyrinth. I encountered two of my friends in this dream. I knew then, and I know now, that they both represented different aspects of myself as well as symbolically representing them. One of them was lost, and I encountered her in the hallway, I showed her how to make the doors appear when we encountered blank doors that seemed to block our progress. She followed me and I told her I would get her out of there. She's my more spiritual and open minded friend. She attends church but she has showed interest in the Tarot, scented oils, and other therapies. I know that she is a natural born healer but she keeps most of her Subconscious fenced in. This is the uncertain spiritual aspect of me that's a bit traditional. A little while later we came across a room where another friend was drowning in a steel and plastic water tank. The tank had no lid. She could get out at any time if she wished but she struggled and thrashed sinking to the bottom making things worse. I tried to help her but she wouldn't get out and I had to leave her. Now, water represents emotions...but for me items in water tanks represent the ultimate unpleasant emotion that I fear most....and usually if II know, this sounds like a negative post. This is not a negative post at all. Everyone who tries anything is bound to fail. When on the Path of the Seeker there isn't a linear progression. There are known highs and lows. There are times when you won't know what the next step will be or how things are going to work out. You'll Be Tested On the path you will be tested before you are ready for your next set of lessons. Already, it's tough to learn in a non-linear environment that really requires you to trust your own intuition and instincts. The amount of self-trust you have to develop is extraordinary. Plus, unlike going to a physical school you never know when your lessons are going to pop up. There is no regular pattern. Sometimes you'll get a pop quiz out of nowhere. At the time, I didn't realize that something so simple and what felt like was small was a lesson or that I failed. That Subconscious Dialogue You, see I've told you about starting that dialogue with your subconscious. This is something I've been working on for years but I didn't understand it completely. I was mostly trying to understand the symbols. Even the best book on dreams that I have ever read, Keven Todeschi's Dream Interpertation and More Made Easy! didn't explain that dream's were the easiest way to start a dialogue with your Higher Self. You can get a flavor of what's going on with your Higher Self...sometimes you can meet your Higher Self as I did once...but it's not a consistent thing. No one really explained to me that recording and track dreams were a way to start a dialogue with your Higher Self and even guides! I didn't understand it that way and I didn't understand a lot of the dreams that I experienced but for the last three years I've been very dedicated to writing down most of my dreams. I don't obsess over the details. Sometimes when you wake up you will focus on an unimportant part of the dream...maybe something you didn't think you would do or a particular interaction with someone. Recently, as I said, everything has fallen into place and has started to make sense...instead of random information I'm realizing there really is a pattern, a rhyme and reason as well as people who knew this for decades or hundreds of years. That can be incredibly reassuring on the Path of the Seeker. There is plenty of negative reinforcement out there because for the longest time people have been very fear based...to the point where positive forces could not reach individuals. I've had a couple of stumbling blocks...and struggled a bit in the last year but I've realized that there are good reasons. There were always indications in the dreams before things happened. There were also, surprisingly, when I went back after some time and the emotions associated with them had passed...so very clear instructions. I have had very direct teachings from both Edgar Cacye and Paul Foster Case in my dreams which...quite honestly...I didn't realize until I went back (in the dreams I had no idea who they were...but I can still recall as I read the notes from those dreams what they looked like). One of the most direct comment was from Paul Foster Case who told me, "You need to use the symbols from my cards and the personal symbols you've worked out!" Wow! I had forgotten completely about that instruction and completely missed it...usually I hear the instructions right before I wake up. They are similar to a summation of the dream that I had and they have become more direct in the past two years as I pay attention to my dreams. Bashar calls the level of consciousness where we dream the Template Reality. Surprisingly, that is a stepping stone between us and our Higher Selves...where the Higher Self expresses the desire for their next experience....so the Higher Self has already decided something will happen and there is a little bit of a delay of the consequences of that even that happens in the life of the Seeker. That's what I really want to illustrate for you today. I want to share this experience because it has had a complete affect on my perception of reality. Dream From Around April 2017 Yup, this has been a year long thing. This dream left a huge impression and I felt so victorious! I had a dream where I was in this fun-house. I knew this was a test. The key was not being fearful even thought I felt trapped and alone. The thing was like a labyrinth. I encountered two of my friends in this dream. I knew then, and I know now, that they both represented different aspects of myself as well as symbolically representing them. One of them was lost, and I encountered her in the hallway, I showed her how to make the doors appear when we encountered blank doors that seemed to block our progress. She followed me and I told her I would get her out of there. She's my more spiritual and openly minded friend. She attends church but she has showed interest in the Tarot, scented oils, and other therapies. I know that she is a natural born healer but she keeps most of her Subconscious fenced in. She represents the more religious uncertain aspect of myself. A little while later we came across a room where another friend was drowning in a steel and plastic water tank. The tank had no lid. She could get out at any time if she wished but she struggled and thrashed sinking to the bottom making things worse. I tried to help her but she wouldn't get out and I had to leave her. Now, water represents emotions...but for me items in water tanks represent the ultimate unpleasant emotion that I fear most....and usually if I dream of water tanks or fish tanks that break it becomes a nightmare. These usually represent repressed unpleasant emotions. That's the aspect of myself she represented. That's the thing when your in dreams. You do not need weapons. You do not need anything but the power of your own Will. When you encounter a blocked passage way you tap into the knowledge that you are an eternal being and that you have the ability to manifest what you wish transforming those apparent blank walls into doorways so you can go where you want...of course, in these dreams, I always want out of whatever this Cube shaped building (there is a deep meaning there that will become clear as we work through the Kabbalah Tree of Life....and no it's not the scary Saturn Cube descriptions you've heard of the fear based people...they're on the right track but projecting their fear of being victim...which doesn't bring joy or peace...which are the two most important indicators when you're discerning the authority of a Spiritual Teacher). Eventually, I got to a point where I was pretty darn stuck. I was really upset but I was able to create an escape hatch and leave. Then I encountered a woman dressed like a witch. She was very unhappy that I had succeeded in escaping. I had escaped in the wrong way! The dream was a tad sad but inspiring. August 2017 I went with my mom to the Learning Light Center in Anaheim. I had become tired of going there because I had learned that the path of the Seeker did not involve anyone or anything outside of myself. I didn't need to have my fortune read or a healing. The people who went there were spiritually hungry zombies looking for someone else to sate their spiritual hunger instead of walking the Path of the Seeker. I knew this, but I went anyway to support my mom. There was this healer who did Quantum healing. I decided to give it a try because it reminded me of Dolores Cannon....although, I at the time, felt she was not a reliable source...and I have had numerous indications she was not a good clear channel...including someone asking Bashar when I saw him in person about her and he pretty indicated she represented a false path. I should have known that something was off but I didn't quite trust myself back then or have a lot of confidence in my Path. The woman did the healing. Now, at this time, I had been having dreams that I had no heart. That my heart was gone. I asked everyone, "Where is my heart? Where is my heart?" This was a new development in my dreams at the time. I found this very strange because I have always been a very caring and loving individual. I love deeply and I even catch/release spiders or insects I find in my home (not really ants because that's different). I also felt a lot of deep love for the people in my life so I didn't understand these dreams at all. She did the healing but just like in the dream she told me that I had somehow 'escaped' through my intellect but that wasn't supposed to be how it worked. I was supposed to use my heart. So, she blocked off that way on the Quantum level. I had terrible dreams after that and I realized the freedom I had recently found in my dreams were no longer there. I was really mad at the healer. I realize now that this was a very important and final lesson on my Spiritual Path. Dream 2/1/18 I had a dream that I was in a bedroom. Edgar Cacye was there but he was younger with much darker hair then he usually has in pictures. He said, "So you're the one who grew early. Your heart is broken. You might want to have it looked at." I went to lie on the bed and discovered the ghost of a woman exuding a lot of heavy evil feeling of hate and fear lying there. She was saying, "Let them build the border wall!" I tried to banish her with my Willpower but I couldn't. I was locked in a mental battle with her. I called out for Edgar's help and it all disappeared. Thomas Campbell Dream 3/2018 As I was reading My Big T.O.E. by Thomas Campbell I had a hilarious dream. I really didn't understand it at the time. Yes, this was almost a year after encountering the Healer (that I never went back to even though she wanted me to) and the series of Heart missing dreams (which had simply become normal at this point although I still didn't comprehend what it meant). I was sitting in a portable school room. I was studying a book because I had failed a test. The Tutor looked like Adam Savage from tested....who to me represents a self-actualized Practical Scientist if ever there was one! There were two children there, one girl and one boy, and I told them, "This is what happens when you blow off a test." Now, I didn't know that I had failed a spiritual test or blown one off. So, this really puzzled me...but that book did confirm all of the things I had already discovered on my own Spiritual Path of the Seeker. I can't think of any of it that contradicts my main sources or my own experiences...which is very rare! I have a very similar approach to the Path of the Seeker so I felt right at home reading that book. After reading that book and watching Thomas Campbell interact with others on YouTube my self-confidence soared and I realized I really don't care what the naysayers think. Most of them are miserable unbalanced people I can't help anyways. Dream 5/11/18 I was in a kitchen. Negative female comedians were at a sink using a faucet as a microphone. There were people in a circle listening to what they were projecting into the Collective Subconscious through the Faucet Microphone. I stepped up and spoke into the microphone silencing everyone in the group. I knew what I was saying contradicted the comedians. However, I knew it needed to be said for the common good and in service of the One Creator. Then Loki and Thor walked in stealing the show. Loki was going to do a trick involving a strand of crystal gems on a string. I held out my hand to participate and receive the gem. He held one out to me that was a clear but slightly pinkish crystal heart. My mom (not my mom in this life) was standing near us. He made a comment I don't recall and I replied back, "Is any human not like that?" that made him laugh but he snuck a glance at my mom who frowned so he ducked his head almost as though he were afraid of her and became serious. He went to drop the pinkish crystal heart into my hand but then switfly stopped, dropping it in my sisters hand instead and gave me this beautiful clear crystal heart. My mom was so happy with this that she had us pose together for a picture. I knew this was a momentous achievement. My heart bad been returned by the Trickster. (If you check out my post on the Heart which I posted last week this will make total sense...Loki is much like Maui who stole Tahiti's heart to give to the humans and is the equivalent of Prometheus who stole the Fire of the Gods). Then I woke up. Dream 5/8/18 I had a dream I was at someone's house. Only, she was the second wife and as I was going through it she had changed everything. There were elephants everywhere and I thought that was strange. My mom in this life was with me. Part of the house had been turned into a shopping area. So I was looking at a bathing suit and contemplating buying it. Then I picked up an old ivory sword and told the girl who was looking at the same area that I owned at least 12 swords. Then I was looking at rocks in a little basket. One of them was green and had a Hamasa hand on it. I thought of buying it because it was so beautiful. The Hamasa hand is a symbol that's supposed to protect the heart and green is the color of the heart chakra. I decided to come back to it. Then I went to go outside but one of the men that were sitting watching television on a pair of chairs warned me I probably didn't want to do that. I wanted to see the garden in the back and how they changed it so I ignored him. I went to the right sight of the house a long a creeky wooden path. That lead to broken down ruins. I walked up some steps and saw what I thought was a devil at the end of it. I went back down and back up a second time and the devil was gone. Then I was in a theme park and as I walked through it met the daughter in law of the current owner. This carnival was another way for them to make money. I went into an arcade with her and her husband. As we were in there the doors closed and it became a clear round ball on a track. We had to strap in for the ride that was very violent and the entire globe shook. I yelled out, "Hey I'm still in here!" and the shaking stopped. Dream 5/17/18 I had a dream that I was in a class room. A teacher was handing out video games which we were to play. He gave me two for some reason. Something happened and I knew we had to escape. The teacher meant to kill all of us. Everyone in that class knew they were going to die. I had to do something so I led everyone from the classroom into a closet and a knocked on the wall until I found a hollow space. I knew there was a hole there and I led everyone into the library surprising the librarian. The teacher came after us and again I led the class into the closet but this time I realized everything in there was mine. I really wanted to take everything with me but I realized that I couldn't so I took only the small things I adored most and we all escaped from the school. Explanation As you can tell, when I log my dreams I try to keep them simple but there are different themes. I realize now what this series of dreams meant. Yes, it was over the course of the year, yet, as I said, something was blocking me from having a straight forward dialogue with my subconscious. I apparently lacked information...in one dream Paul Foster Case told me to combine my personal symbols with the symbols of the Tarot to get the best results. Since I've done that things have completely changed. After the Thomas Campbell dream I really debated what Test I had blown off. I realize now the test was when I went to the Healer. I had no reason to go to anyone else for help or a healing. I knew that when I went but my curiosity had been peaked by her description and my mom was deeply into that stuff. I decided to join her and have the healing. I didn't expect her to jumble things and I certainly didn't expect that it would almost be a year later for me to regain my confidence and have another dream where I could escape by creating doors. Conclusion I learned a really important lesson. Not only do I now know what it means to drop into your heart center (I was already but not consciously) but I now know that it is absolutely important that I don't look to anyone else...a healer or friend or guide or guru....to help me with my Spiritual Path or tell me how to do it. Each person's path is unique to them and it is solely an inner Path. No matter what any person tells you with any sort of authority....you alone create your reality. Only you determine what is and isn't real. If I hadn't been open to that Healer's suggestion that what I was doing was wrong- I wouldn't have been blocked. Not everyone will understand your path and that's fine...because that's their choice. There is more I can say but for now this will suffice. So, yes, I failed a test a year ago. Apparently, based on my dreams I learned this final lesson just in time to prevent an "Unhappy Ending." Well, really there are five lessons that were really important that I really didn't realize were important which were indicated in a dream on 5/18/18: I believe those five lessons are: 1. Let Go Of Fear- Know That You Are An Eternal Being That Will Always Exist 2. Do not look outside of yourself for answers. 3. Calm/Quiet your mind- ego...specifically through meditation. 4. Let the Ego/Shadow Dissolve. 5. Know that we are all One. Agazarian 22 in. Wind Gong with Mallet Okay, by now you should have read the dream I had on 3/3.
I want to meditate on this one because there is something deeper here. This is one weird reoccurring theme. So, I'm going to take you through my Dream Interpertation/Meditation Process Step by Step so you can see it as an example of how to interpret your dreams. You'll notice that I kind of do this in a method you would expect to see in a homework assignment or exam from school. That kids, is why you should pay attention to school and how you can apply those skills in a very practical way in your life (and yes it's fantastic when devising work projects or outlines as well). Dream # 1 Garage Scene From 2015 I was in the garage with Thor and Syf (two Norse God's of all things). The garage was a mess with stuff piled everywhere and all sorts of odds and ends that Ross and I had picked up when we inherited a bunch of stuff from three different households. There was an old Egyptian Sarcophagus, I assumed that the mummy was still in it, and it was being removed from the garage. It was being rolled out carefully and then hooked up to a helicopter that would take it back to Egypt where it belonged. I explained that we had found the Egyptian Sarcophagus among Ross' grandfathers belongings. That it had been stolen and that we were sending it back to Egypt where it belonged. Thor and Syf looked at each other and said, "This is no coincidence we are here witnessing it for a reason." Then I was tested. I admitted as I raced them that I was not the fastest person in the world, I have asthma after all, but I had endurance. I remember them looking at each other in surprise, first at the insistence in Spirit that I had asthma as I do in life and so I couldn't run and also there was significance to the fact that I mentioned endurance. **Note- This dream was right before I had a *big* psychological breakdown. Boy was that a test! I think the contact from Spirit was too strong and if you're not prepared for that it can really screw with your head. Dream # 2: Garage Scene from March 3 2018 I went into the Garage because I had heard a noise. I went out there and discovered that it was nice and organized. The garage door was wide open. I found, of all people, Jesus holding a beer dressed in regular blue jeans and a shirt. He had come across the street from a party that was going on over there even though it was 2 or 3am. Not recognizing him at first and thinking only sneaky people go about at night I tried to close the garage door but he was already inside so I couldn't keep him out and I couldn't close the front door. I was upset about this and called for Ross to help but he never came. I "spoke" telepathically to Jesus. The gist of it was more or less, "How are you doing?" Then he left and the garage filled with a bunch of party people from across the street. There was a empty car trailer at the center of the garage kind of slanted across it so that it fit. Later a voice spoke and said, "We need to remove this," which was weird because 'it' spoke in the plural. I said, Ok. The car trailer removed itself on it's own and as it was going out people that had been in the garage jumped on it. As it was pulled out of the garage and the people (men and women) went into the darkness beyond the garage lights the people went from wearing ordinary clothing to wearing old solid green military uniforms and they were saluting. Then the turned into green toy soldiers and the entire dream ended. Dream # 3: March 20th 2018 In this one I was actually aware of something happening in my neighbors yard to the right of my house. I looked out to see marines saluting the wood coffin as it came out of the front door of their house and was put into a waiting hearse. However, this was not a sad affair but a huge celebration with music and laughter. There were young kids and adults all laughing and enjoying themselves. I was shocked all of this was going on at night as I peeked through the front window. I saw the people walk across the street holding hands. They were all races and they were walking to a New House that had just been built across the street with a For Sale sign in the front yard. All of the funeral goers were walking through the house and I went to take a picture with my phone. I wanted to share this really odd scene on FB. The flash of the camera startled everyone and they were staring at me with shock. They peered across the street at me in surprise and pointed at me. That was the end of the dream. Interpertation Let's break this one down to the main similar elements. What were these series of garage related dreams/sarcophagus/caskets about really? Since I'm taking you through this process so you can realize how to do it on your own let's break it down to the major themes and then explore each. This is roughly what I do every time I meditate on a dream. You're feelings are an important part of dreams but sometimes it can cloud the message. All dreams are multi-faceted. How you feel can color the meaning of the dream as well but first it's easier to start from an analytical approach. 1. What does the garage symbolize to me? 2. What does a messy vs clean garage mean? What has changed in my life to justify the difference? 3. What does a sarcophagus or casket mean to me? 4. What does a car trailer mean for me? 5. What does the removal of the object from my garage or someone else's home mean? 6. What does the symbol representing messengers of the One Creator - Thor/Syf and Jesus? 7. What does across the street mean? Answers Alright, we narrowed down the main themes. Next it's as simple as answering these questions. 1. The garage symbolizes projects and storage to me. 2. A) Ok, since the garage stands for projects and storage...the messy garage crammed full of stuff that wasn't all necessary mine originally represents junk I've collected, need to sort through, prioritize and ditch what does not serve me. B) If you are going through the adventure of working through the chakras with me then you are learning first hand what has changed with me. I have cleared up a lot of blocks that I had, gone through my belief system and removed what doesn't serve me. Some of those beliefs were inherited, some were from pop culture and others were just misunderstandings. In Conclusion: This probably represents my subconscious. My subconscious is where I stored all of this junk and also the inspiration for my projects. 3. This is actually two questions: A. A sarcophagus to me represents Egyptian Mysticism and mystery. I really didn't fully understand this concept until I was reading The Path of the Kabbalah and understood what the concept of 'Come out of Egypt' represents symbolically in the bible which did heavily influence me when I was a teenager and reading it for the first time. Egyptians worshiped the body. They thought by making their bodies indestructible they would take their worldly possession into the afterlife. So, for me this symbol represents an entire belief system that was in error. B. A casket represents a death of some sort. In this context a symbol for war and the military. 4. A car trailer is something that is used to transport a broken vehicle. i.e. I have already identified that a vehicle in my dreams represents an idea or method for me to achieve my goals. 5. Okay, so whether it's a car trailer, a casket or sarcophagus they represent ideas. So, these are ideas that are being removed from the homes. i.e. Removal of false/broken ideas/beliefs/dogma. 6. Emissaries or Witnesses of the One Creator checking in on me. That's pretty simple and straight forward and yes...in a way these were beings that were 'outside' of me and were not expected. 7. Across the street represents...well, the Spirit world. Crossing over literally means crossing over. Interpertation Alright, so I think this makes things pretty clear. With time things become cleared because it's easier to look back and see how things played out. Dream #1: -Represented that my subconscious was a mess and that I was storing stuff there that I didn't know. The subconscious is also the inspiration for my projects and that is where Spirit meets me. -The return of the sarcophagus to Egypt represented the idea that I was going to let go of an old belief system that was in error and hinted that I would recognize that I am not my body and Oneness. - In the dream I was tested and it was with endurance and not speed that achieved this feat. Well, goodness folks- hindsight 20/20 it took me 4 years to really endure and reap the lessons from that test I went through but it was worth it and I came out of with a rock steady Faith which I never imagined I'd ever possess and I had been searching for my entire life. Dream #2: - Represented that it isn't through my conscious mind that I encounter Spirit but through the subconscious becoming conscious (For more on this process check out this week YouTube video on the Solar plexus chakra). - The clean and straightened garage stands for the fact that I worked with my shadow and brought all of my baggage out into the light and straightening it all out - Only when I was able to clean out all of that Baggage was I really able to meet Jesus in my subconscious. Which, in fact, that dream as I wrote before completely and utterly was the embodiment of a promise he made to meet people in their temple like 'a thief in the middle of the night' which I totally mistook him for in the dream. - The car trailer represented a broken idea. That idea was a pro-war stance. (I just realized this ties into a dream I had about meeting my Higher Self from 2014!). - The party across the street was maybe Spirit celebrating because of the removal of this idea? Dream 3 - The military funeral in my neighbors house was that the proverbial 'neighbor' would give up the idea of a pro-war stance as well. - The celebration was the end of the perpetual war we have known in this world for a long time. - The new house across the street has to do with Spirit. I have a theory about it but I'm going to discuss that in next Monday's blog. Conclusion I hope this helps provide an example of how you can come to interpret dreams. I'm not saying that these dreams represent a bigger picture of the world or impact the world. Just my subjective reality. Everything in a dream is representative of you. Perhaps the people celebrating was a part of me celebrating. Perhaps the messengers of God was a message from my Psyche. I tend to believe that it can be and is both. Because there is only ONE thing experiencing all of this right now....and that is the One Creator. I am a part of that ONE thing and so there is no Separation as I wrote about in my Illusion of Separation blog. Yet, that is a deep deep concept some people are not ready to embrace. I think there is a bigger picture in my life here that have been communicated since 2014 and my dream where I met my Higher Self. I find this fascinating. I know! I know!
Yes, two weeks in a row I'm writing dream blogs about two different major dreams. Yes, I could sit down and write a review of a couple of books that I have read but this one is just timely with the fact I will be publishing the YouTube video on the Sacral/Navel Chakra this week for my YouTube video. This ties in so well and it's so surprising at the same time. Have you ever wondered what your specific life's purpose is? Have you ever wondered why you came to Earth in this life? Reincanration puts a different spin on this thought, making it less of a dramatic universal mission that affects all of humanity, and more about personal lessons learned gradually over many lives. Pregnancy dreams are known to be poignant. I, however, decided to throw into the mix a internet past life regression filmed by Brian Weiss that I had used with success before...I was trying to figure out why on earth I would choose to have an older sister that has absolutely despised me my entire life. Of course, this is a thought only a person who believes in Life Plans and Reincarnation would consider. I knew that I haven't done anything to her in this life to cause the animosity she has famously shown me since I was in the womb. The session didn't answer my questions, all I saw was two women- one in blue and one in tan wearing head scarves working on laying a brightly colored mosaic into a limestone floor...and nothing else which is odd. However, what happens when you open the door to this information in any way is that besides the regression you usually experience dreams as a result. Why Share Dream Blogs? As many of you probably know they are not my favorite but this one is going to be a little different. You might be sitting there thinking, "This is great for you but what does knowing about this do for me?" I hope to demonstrate how successfully interpert your dreams. I cannot recommend Kevin Todeshi's books on dreams enough because for me reading his book was a tremendous breakthrough. Yet, I know not everyone will take the time to read a book...a fairly short blog should do a good job of giving examples. Plus, it shows the very rich answers you can receive if you cultivate your dreams. On the eve of becoming a mother at 35, which is late by most standards, but fairly certain that it's going to happen this time, I've been full of uncertainty, doubt and a little fear. My husband has laughed this off saying that if some people we know can do it we should be able to do it...but this fear exists for me nevertheless. Can I be a good mother after the readjustment I had to make in order to be more selfish then I was as a child? Being a mother has been such a cherished dream for so long...originally I said I wouldn't after 25...then it became 30 and now here I am at 35. Somewhere along this path I did lose hope. I trudged onward hoping for a new day but accepting the outcome that I may never experience motherhood in this life. So there you have it...what I was thinking before the dream which is always important. Was there a question that you were asking in your heart of hearts? Are there questions troubling your soul? To properly interpert a dream you must take this into consideration. The Dream I was watching a woman with very large Oracle cards giving someone I consider a Spiritual Teacher a reading. The cards were laid down in a upside down double N pattern. First it was 7 cards descending, 7 cards ascending, then 7 more descending, and 7 ascending. Every 7 cards were a 'choice point'- a point where the person receiving the reading would make a choice that would determine the next leg of their Path. If you add up the ones she sat down it would be 28. She explained as she laid out the cards that in past lives the person hadn't really learned how to give and receive love. That in this life the goal was to figure out that balance between giving and receiving. She was about to lay down 7 more cards, which she explained was the next phase of this person's life, when I interrupted the reading because I saw that there was a choice point that she had missed that had occurred around the second to the last of the cards- the number 27. In that set of 7 cards there were actually two choice points which was unusual. She had three more sets of 7 cards to lay out. However, when I, in ghost form, corrected her she admitted she had made a mistake. She did not finish reading the rest of these cards but turned to this person and pulled a card out of the person's abdoman...seemingly out of their jacket pocket. She explained that there was too much of a tendency to form attachements to spiritual teachers and that those attachments would have to be cut. To do so, she explained as a string that attached the card to the person traveled up their body as she attempted to remove it... they would have to let go of their hat which was in the form of a popes hat. Then she showed him the card which was a person standing in front of tower with a devil on one side and a saint on the other. She explained that the the meaning was that they, through these attachements or lack there of, would make themselves into a devil or a saint. A Few Pointers On The Interpertation 1. The Spiritual Teacher is an aspect of myself not the specific person I have left unnamed. Instead, it was that part of myself that considers myself a spiritual teacher. Which I have admitted is something I've kind of become through my blog and YouTube videos. Not that I wanted to but because it just sort of happened that way...beleive me I've uncovered that's just a normal development on the mystic path. You have to teach what you learn for others instead of keeping it for yourself. Also, my lifepath number is 32/5 which correlates with the Hierophant in the Tarot...which depicts a religious leader that appears much like the pope with two 'worshippers'. 2. The cycles of 7 cards- There is a common saying that our life evolves in cycles of 7. In fact, in Charting Your Course Francesa Simon has been teaching about cycles. There is an entire example of this in The Path of the Kabbalah, "There are 7 days in the week, 7 notes on the musical scale and 7 directions (left, right, up, down, forward, back and center)." 3. The Significance of Number 27- at 27 I made a huge life changing decision and moved in with my husband Ross. I am currently at the end of that cycle and at the start of a new one just like the cards indicated- now that I'm 35. Within that same 7 year period...at 23 I had left the ex and moved in with my parents so this reading was very much about me. 4. Three more sets of cards: The fact that there were three more sets of cards in the dream is interesting...but I in no way believe that means I'll die at 56. More then likely it means that this lesson of giving and receiving love will be completed at that time but I have at least three more 'choice points' ahead of me to determine if that will be the case. 3. The part about choice points is fascinating. These are decesions, or one might call them tests or trials, to see if I've learned the lesson. The choices are not right or wrong but I got the feeling that if I chose the option indicating that I had found a balance of giving and receiving love that particular lesson will be completed. I have never heard of such things before in my reading but it seems plausable...usually, the more weird details there are the more likely the dream has deep meaning. To me it's always a pleasent surprise when there is a profound insight revealed in a dream I never consciously considered. 4. Forming Attachements to Outcomes in the material world is very much based on Buddhist teachings. That's called entanglement and it's one of the ways we incur karma which will ensure that we come back again. A huge part of the manifestation process is to let go of the outcome...set an expectation...and the let it unfold naturally on it's own. 5. The giving and receiving is very much a Sacral Chakra issue. I'm doing a video on the Sacral Chakra this week and didn't really know what to write about. This Chakra is not focused on by most people who write about Chakras. When I went to see that past life regressionist back in 2014 my sacral chakra was dormant. 5. The parth aboug giving Birth to a Saint or a Devil based on my ability to let go of the attachment. Here, there is a double meaning represented by the aspect of the spiritual teacher in the dream. I believe the primary message is that I tend to become 'attached' to a particular spiritual teacher and there path, very much wishing it was my own, and often that gives rise to confusion in me. Not to mention I feel hurt when these people inevitably let me down by saying something I don't agree with...which happens often and I know I do too because as long as we are in the flesh we make mistakes. If we were really prefected we would no longer be on this physical plane of existence. Second, the meaning is that I need to let go of my attachment to *be* a spiritual teacher. Lessons In Giving and Receivig The first part of my childhood was spent people pleasing...being the teacher's pet and the one who went out of my way to make sure new students felt welcomed. The second part of my child hood was experiecing bullying and being the outsider. I never learned how to defend myself in an approrpiate way. When a math teacher in high school bullied me along with other students I didn't say anythig but simply walked out of the class and sat down outside. I had been taught to walk away from arguments...I hadn't learned how to fight back. Then as a young adult I had to overcome the stigma of divorcing a horrible person I never loved and never should have married. The first boy I married was horribly broken when I met him and for some reason I thought I could save him with love (not true, that's where I learned the brutal lesson that someone won't change unless they want to change and enabling bad behavior by giving them everything they want will only reinforce the bad behavior). Again, I was a door mat in the relationship...always giving and askig for nothing in return. Then when I did meet the love of my life, after a brief stint of self-exploriation and work, I fell right back into the same old habits of people pleasing. I even put my spiritual interests and hobbies on hold...although, when I first met him I laid them all out on the line and told him exactly how I felt...and he accepted them, although, he politely disagreed with my conclusions (he used to identify as an Athiest) That's how I wound up in a situation where I felt utterly alone and unsupported as I knew something was wrong with my pregnancy but no one else took me seriously. Being vulnerable and asking for help was not something I was comfortable with and, apparently, my attempt to do so was not loud enough. The first part of my life was a brutal training session on how to stand up for myself, state openly how I feel and be prepared to defend myself or adapt points of view when appropriate. If one of the lessons that we come to Earth to experience is how to get along with others (which sure seems to be the case) relationships are the fertile ground upon which we learn the most poignant lessons in the most loving way possible. I am blessed withn an amazingly adaptive loving husband who sees me as a partner and equal. Though he had lessons of his own- he grew with me. We were lucky we grew together and not apart in our harsh lessons with and after Lilith-Ann's short stay on Earth. This is the polar opposite of what I experienced with the ex when he had cancer...he decided to punish me for his misfortune and the fact he survived. I can happily say that I did not behave in such a selfish manner with my husband with Lilith-Ann's death. When I saw psychic Medium Robert Brown, back in 2014, I was shocked when the message that came through was not one I felt was very compassionate. I thought there would be a message about everything is going to be okay now or something. Instead, it was my grandmother Alta who was a pacifist herself saying, "You need to stand up for yourself. If someone pushes you, you push them back harder!" I had always been a pacifist, isn't that what the bible preaches? The answer is no, that's not what the bible preaches. That is not the way to lead a happy life. Too often that translates as passive aggressiveness which is super unhealthy. Honest conversation where you state your desires or disappointments is the healthiest relationship...even if you are fearful the other person might reject you it is far superior to repressing emotions and letting others either control you or trying to control another through emotional blackmail and manipulation. I remember one time at a drive thru where I worked two snowboarder guys came through that were high as a kite. I tried to be nice to them. They were rude and threatened those of us, mostly girls, who were working. When I told my manager Wayne, he told me, "Don't tolerate that, you have the right to refuse and abusive person service. The moment they start cussing at you...that's it- pull the plug. What are you going to do? When they are choking you to death are you going to say, yes, please kill me?" Sadly, some idiots in the United States would say, "Make the customer happy," but I digress...and unfortunately it's a gray area when a customer doesn't cuss or threaten but behaves aggressively. That was, for me, the first time someone told me that being a pacifist is not the right way to go about things. There are people out there that are little more then animals and facing them down is like facing down an angry wounded bull. So, that was the first major lesson in the earlier part of my life of giving and receiving...it's ok to be selfish and protective...to not be a doormat and give unceasingly until your spiritually spent especailly to those who don't deserve it. The Kids Raising kids is going to be difficult for me on a soul level. As far as the past lives I can remember goes...I only had a child once. That time was in London and it did not go well. I died a mean old resentful woman alone in a nice house thinking of her ungrateful daughter. A single mother in the late 1800's I had sacrificed myself, working my ass off to provide for her, as a single mother and she couldn't even honor me by being at my side during my death. The soul that was my daughter in that life is my mother in this life...and damn has that relationship been hard! She was my father and the owner of a Caravan in the Middle East in a life prior to that where she wanted me to take over the family business and I ran off to make a lot of bad decisions. So, you can see how the karma worked there. We switched rolls...me being the ungrateful son in the middle eastern Muslim life and then her being the ungrateful daughter in the London life. In this life, that karma has been paid off. She still hurts, I know, but I feel the weight of our karmic bond has been lifted. There was this huge debt I always felt I owed her and in recent years that has disappered. The other time in a past life that I had a kid in my charge was in Jerusalem when I was a nun but not a nun (don't ask me what that means) during the crusades and I had no way of feeding the baby during a famine...so the baby died. That was Lilith-Ann and you can see how in that life she passed away because I didn't do enough to save her and in this life she passed away because I didn't fight hard enough to save her. I cannot express the love I have for that soul and the wonder as to why it would repeat such tough experiences. In that life, that was the deepest form of bond I had with anyone as it was mostly a life of scarcity and sacrifice. I died adored by the fellow women of my 'church' and I had some peace but I really hadn't experienced love. Based on what I know of my past lives then...I haven't been a stellar mom. I haven't done very well giving and receiving love. Which should be interesting and challenging in this life. Knowing that I am a little nervous about being a mother. I know most people wouldn't approach it from that position but that's me. I'm a little different. Conclusion The idea of giving and receiving love being my major lesson in this life is perfect. I can see why that would be my life lesson this time around...I can see how it ties into my past and into my future. I can see how that was a major component of past lives...where I really didn't exchange love. In my life in the middle east, in Jerusalem and in London I was too busy pursuing other goals. In the middle east and London it was all about securing financial wealth. In Jerusalem it was the misguided idea that I was securing a place in heaven at the cost of my humanity. A huge part of giving and receiving love in this life has been learnng how to convey emotions and needs- which is not an easy feat. The easier path is to pursue pleasure of the flesh- sex, drugs, and alcohol- or to throw oneself entirely into a displine or role- be it a business manager, a mother or a nun- without working on those icky Shadow issues. I find this fascinating...as learning how to express and understand the reason for emotions was a major stumbling block in my early childhood. Emotions are our direct link to our spiritual aspect...our subconscious...our Higher Self. When we cut them off and try not to feel them we lose our connection to the Cosmos. Well, I thank you for reading this...as I said I found that dream fascinatinig and actually very reassuring. I find it so strange that I can receive such strong answers to help guide me. The key thing is that I ask for help! For me, it gave me an answers I needed. In another synchronicity, having to do with that spiritual teacher from the dream, there was a statement made that sometimes people, especially siblings, play the role of antagonist in your life simply so that you learn it's okay to cut ties with toxic people. Sometimes, that's the lesson and role they have agreed to play in your life. Should I worry about my carreer in this life? The answer is overwhelmingly no...that's not my purpse. Gosh knows I've wasted too many lives in the past on that ambition. Overwhelmingly, this indicates to me what I wanted to know most...what I wanted to make sure for certain was ok because I feel it's super selfish. That it is okay if I become a stay at home mom. That it would be in my best interest and in my childrens interest to focus on raising them. My husband and my kids will be my utmost priority. I will settle into the domestic life. No matter who tells me, "You're capable of so much more," as if that's a problem or try to push me into being a leader somehow...my family will be my focus. Yes, I'm a capable leader. I've proven that in past lives where I ran businesses, a bit too ruthlessly, but nevertheless they were successful...in this life it's more about the intiate relationships which can be so much harder. I hope to raise good kids. At the same time I see having kids totally different then the typeical Christian. I did not create them. There soul has been here before and they are equal to me...they could have been in any sort of relationship with me or Ross in their past lives. They come in for their own purposes and have their own free will that is independent of mine. That soul then, is completely independent from Day 1...and has it's own choices to make. I am merely a way shower, a teacher, and a guide...but I will not be attached or value myself based on thier success or failure as people. I think there is a lot to be said on that topic and maybe that will be a future blog post. Yes, another dream blog.
I share these with you not because I think I'm special. I want to give you examples of how working with dreams can open up a whole realm where you can communicate with the spiritual realm. I am more of the mindset that you should be focused on the Source, or I prefer the name The One Creator, then dead relatives or someone you think might be wise on the otherside but that's a whole different conversation. I'm dividing this dream up into three parts...but I want to start in the middle. We'll go back to the start and then go over the ending. This little dream packed a lot of information into and I don't want a huge blog on the subject. First, let me explain the events prior to this dream. I had been watching Anthony Bourdain's Part's Unknown which I love to watch. The episode I was watching was Season Six: Episode 7 about Instanbul. Near the end Tony is up at the top of a high rise bar with people. He talks to a real estate developer that voted for the AKP party in Turkey which is a pro-Islamic group. At the end Tony asked where Turkey was looking to and the man said, "To Russia, China, and Vietnamn. Europe has grown increasingly weak." This troubled me and I went to sleep thinking about it...is our world headed to war where the countries of the East band together and take out the weaker countries of the West? I thought of telling you the dream in it's entirety but I'm going to chop it up into a few blog posts. Yes, after years of recording my dreams they are epic. My dreams were marvelous sources for the fiction that I wrote in my teens and early twenties. Part of The Dream So, I will just include a snippet of the dream. This was one of those pseudo dreams where you feel like it's real life and you wake up and you're like, did that actually happen? I will be going back to this scene in a later post but it's really fun: "I went to the garage of the house because there was a sound. I found the garage door was open and there was a man from across the street there. There was a party going on over there. I hit the button for the garage door meaning to keep the man out but it ended up trapping the man in. He didn't seem to mind but smiled at me. He was very nice and looked a lot like Jesus. I hit the button to open it again and it wouldn't. So I yelled at Ross that I needed his help. The garage door opened. Then a bunch of partying people and people looking world weary but amazed including my Aunt Paula came into the garage. This was a wide array of people of all colors and types...most with a drink in their hand. I realized I was naked. No one else noted or pointed it out or anything. I felt bad for these visitors, I didn't want to upset anyone with my nakedness. I sought to create clothes for myself in the dream (at this point I was aware enough in the dream to know I was dreaming and usually I can control matters in dreams...even to the point of flying which is called Lucid Dreaming) but then I couldn't. I was a bit frustated but said oh well curious to see where the dream would go. Someone was trying to talk to me and I felt as though these people were trying to distract me but I had this sudden strange feeling... I said, "Shhh the One Creator is listening to this, though, I don't know why." I could feel the presence and focus as though many we're watching this dream closely and what I did in this dream. I looked to the door of the garage expectantly and curiously. The presence was heavy but very blissful. I wasn't afraid, just curious and hopeful not knowing what to expect I looked into the night. There was a question about my nakedness. This wasn't from an audible voice...it was more telepathic communication. The question was honest but not reproving or judgemental. The 'voice' filled the entire garage but it came from no discernable source or person. I was the only one naked among all of those people. I gestured to myself and said, "This is but a vessel," dismissing the idea that my nakedness or body was important because it is only temporarily holding my soul. I don't identify the essence of myself with my body. So, why should I be embarressed of it? "Why are you so awake this early in the morning?" There was much love and a bit of amusement in the voice. "I know," I said looking around at those I stood among. They were there but they didn't seem so awake. There eyes were glazed over as though from drink, "I don't know why." Thoughts and Interpertation The Man With The beer? Hmm, hilariously he looked a lot like Yeshua from my past life regression. Yeah, I know some people who are super religous will think that's a really low brow depiction of him. I'm always reminded of the wedding where he turns water into wine and that he had wine at the last supper. He was not a yuppy by any measure and enjoyed the little things in life. He looked exactly like the Yeshua from my past life regression, only carrying a beer, wearing blue jeans and a shirt. I have to admit that's a far more approachable Yeshua then some guy wearing a white robe who is so beyond me and so unapproachably holy that I don't deserve to hang out with him. He was down to Earth and practical. He posed no threat. He just wanted to hang out and catch up with me about what I was doing in life. Further, I really wonder if 'across the street' has to do with 'across the veil' because it was a wonder to me at two am in the morning (yes, I knew the time in the dream) that they were partying so much. Possible. I'll go into what I think the garage of my house represents to me because this is not the first time I encountered a 'god' in the garage. In The Presence Of The One Creator The part where I shushed all of the other people who were distracting me and I said that the One Creator was listening but didn't know why is fascinating to me. I didn't want to be distracted by the party goers who were just having a good time. I turned my attention to the One Creator whom I could sense. The party goers did tempt me though by talking about interesting things. However, I feel this is indicative of what I have achieved on a soul level and based on my research it's not an easy feat. The entire spiritual path, which occurs over many life times in my belief system, is geared towards that reversal of wordly goods or desires and a return to the desire for the One Creator. Clearly, in this dream I indicated what my highest desire was for the One Creator. I can honestly say that I never I wished to experience the Presence of the One Creator. Was it a direct contact with the One Creator? I don't know. I'm not that important in my opinon, I'm more of a minor charecter on the landscape of life...so that idea wasn't something I felt was a possibility so I didn't desire it. I am aware of the psychological concept of a 'God Complex' and have no desire to be a religoius leader what-so-ever. I can't really describe how the sense of the presence of the One Creator felt. Yet, what boggled my mind was that I wasn't afraid and that was a surprise for me. Most express fear at the idea of being in the presence of the One Creator but I realized that I have completely purged myself of all of that nonsense. I just felt this amazing wonder and absolute adoration for the One Creator along with a curiousity. Why would I be afraid of the Creator who so desired for my existence that I was created? That is like a child being afraid of their Mother because they were formed in their Mother's womb...that makes no sense to me. Of course, I didn't realize that's how I felt until I sat down and meditated on this dream. I have no way to put this in context. No references that I can think of but I do think it indicates I've reached a spiritual maturity. I was fascinated and curious that the One Creator would care about little old me and the message I was going to receive. I mean how awesome is that? Do I feel it was for the whole planet or that I have to go out and tell others to convince them of the encounter? No. The experience was real for me and very personal but I think it's a good example to share with others. Being Naked Naked dreams are normal. Being naked before the One Creator? Not so much...why? Well, that goes back to Adam and Eve. Remember Adam and Eve hid their nakedness from the One Creator? This kind of flys into the face of that idea and again shows spiritual development. I realized that I was naked and feeling bad for the people around me and their possible discomfort. I wasn't ashamed to be naked. Too many trips to the hospital has completely eradicated that from my mind. I'm just more worried that other people will be uncomfortable with my nakedness. The question came, "Why am I not ashamed of being naked?" I gestured to my body and said, "This is just a vessel. I am not my body." Further, at that point I knew I was in a dream. I had tried to summon clothes but couldn't which is abnormal. The Early Morning Of The New Age Third, I love, love, love the amused, teasing and loving message of, "What are you doing so Awake this early in the morning?" Why do I love this? Well, if you have any idea about the Awakening...you know that the statement of being "Awake" is "spiritually" awake. The thing I love most is the statement, "This early in the morning?" Wow! Now that kind of gives me a time table of where we are at in this whole Awakening and 'dawning of the age of Aquarius' known to the Hopi and the Jewish Kabbalah as the Age of the Human. The saying, "It's always darkest before the dawn," is what comes to mind when I meditated on this subject. There was a *huge* amount of hope in that statment. Right now, we live in dark times. I think they could have been very different and far worse then they are now. Yet, the best part is that when it is darkest you know that the Dawn is just about to come. I wake up a almost 3am every day now that it's colder...because the temprature drops so much at that time. That's also the time when it's the darkest outside. I would say we are ten to fifteen minutes away. Feeling Lonely I admit, my response to that question was also very telling. "I don't know why." I looked about at all of the drunk partying people and realized that they weren't awake or aware. Their eyes were glazed over with alcohol. They were aware I was speaking to the One Creator but didn't care! They didn't cast me out for it or abandon me for it since it was my garage...but they really didn't care because in their subjective realities cultivating personal contact with the One Creator is not a priority...and based on what some people said about Pence in the bast few months they think talking to the One Creator and expecting a response is insane (because they don't really believe..it's a nice idea that falls from their mouth from conditioning but not 'real'). What is odd is that this is highly symbolic of how I feel in life right now. I have no desire to be a spiritual guru. In my heart of hearts I'm just a psychological healer and everyone has the potential to be like me. I am only pointing out what is obvious to me...I'm not trying to tell people how to live their life. Each path back home is unique to the individual and more then likely won't be anything like mine. I'm sharing because I feel I have been spiritually pushed to share my experiences. There was a pressure that disappeared once I started sharing. This also a place where I sort out my thoughts. My hope is to create a source of information I wish I had earlier on the Path of the Seeker. I hope that people will be able to take the steps I have to find peace. Is my blog really helping people? Am I speaking into the void with my words falling on deaf ears? I missed a few weeks...did it really matter if I posted or not? I've struggled with these questions. I've had many dream answers and this is not the first. In fact, leading up to this dream was a series of dreams holding that message. The essence of the answer I have received is that I may not see the effect but like a boulder in a stream...it is having an effect. I just want to help everyone reach the peace and inner balance I have achieved. Yet, I'm lonely. I can't say that I've contacted anyone who is on my "frequency" for a lack of a better term. I find very few true seekers and none of them in my direct waking life. Many don't understand what I'm talking about nor are they interested in my particular insights. No websites or blogs exist similar to mine where I can find a kindred spirit. Oh, there are people who want to know the future and get ahead of everyone else. They want to secure all of the physical pleasures of life...but those aren't Spiritual Seekers. I have no desire to help people pursue the pleasures of the flesh with fortune telling, intuitive readings or dream interpertations. I know if they achieve what they want, the pleasures of the flesh, it won't fulfill them anyways. I only respond to the many groups that I'm in if someone is truly suffering...not idly curious. So, it's been rough for me recently. I have stopped following a lot of spiritual teachers that just aren't evolving or improving. I'm actually bored of hearing them say the same old things. Conclusion This dream was amazing. I'm glad I had it because it alleviates a lot of things. The idea that we are at the Darkest Hour before the Dawn of a New Age is exciting. I know some people hate hearing those words but there is so much evidence that is the case. That gives me hope, especially as an expectant mother, that all of the Hate I've been hearing will end...whether it's people hating the NRA, people hating Gun Owners, People Hating Trump Supporters, South Africa ruling to take land away from their white population, the Hate of the Republicans agains the 'insane' liberals, the Hate towards 'Snowflakes,' the Hate over films like Ghost In A Shell being white washed...there has been so much Hate recently expressed that it saddens me. The absolute disdain expressed by that Turkish guy in Parts Unknown. There has been glimmers of hope here and there. Expressing my sadness to be so Awake so early to the One Creator was freeing in a lot of ways and I feel it was important. The other parts of it were really telling of my current spiritual state. I'm glad I've reached this point and that it is has become so...comfortable for me. I just consider it another part of life, that I'm blessed to have, and it does give me a lot of hope for the future. The Man With The beer? Hmm, hilariously he looked a lot like Yeshua. Yeah, I know some people who are super religous will think that's a really low brow depiction of him. I'm always reminded of the wedding where turns water into wine and that he had wine at the last supper. He was not a yuppy by any measure and enjoyed the little things in life. He looked exactly like the Yeshua from my past life regression, only carrying a beer, wearing blue jeans and a shirt. I have to admit that's a far more approachable Yeshua then some guy wearing a white robe. He was down to Earth and practical. He posed no threat. Further, is across the street representing a celebration in heaven? Possible. In The Presence Of The One Creator The part where I shushed all of the other people who were distracting me and I said that the One Creator was listening but didn't know why. I didn't want to be distracted by the party goers who were just having a good time. I turned my attention to the One Creator whom I could sense. That is indicative of what I have achieved on a soul level and based on my research it's not an easy feat. The entire spiritual path, which occurs over many life times in my belief system, is geared towards that reversal of wordly goods or desires and a return to the desire for the One Creator. Clearly, in this dream I indicated what my highest desire was although I was tempted by the party goers. I can honestly say that I never I wished to experience the conscience Presence of the One Creator. Was it a direct contact with the One Creator? I'd say no but I'm not sure to what or whom that 'voice' belonged...maybe Yeshua since he had shown up at my door step and left a gift? I'm not that important in my opinon, I'm more of a minor charecter on the landscape of life...so that idea wasn't something I felt was a possibility so I didn't desire it. I am aware of the psychological concept of a 'God Complex' and have no desire to be a religoius leader what-so-ever. I can't really describe how the sense of the presence of the One Creator felt. Yet, what boggled my mind was that I wasn't afraid and that was a surprise for me. Most express fear at the idea of being in the presence of the One Creator but I realized that I have completely purged myself of all of that nonsense. Why would I be afraid of the Creator who so desired for my existence that I was created? That is like a child being afraid of their Mother because they were formed in their Mother's womb...that makes no sense to me. I was fascinated and curous that the One Creator would care about little old me and the message I was going to receive. I mean how awesome is that? Being Naked Naked dreams are normal. Being naked before the One Creator? Not so much...why? Well, that goes back to Adam and Eve. Remember Adam and Eve hid their nakedness from the One Creator? This kind of flys into the face of that idea and again shows spiritual development. I realized that I was naked and feeling bad for the people around me and their discomfort I started to form clothes but was prevented. The question came, "Why am I not ashamed of being naked?" I gestured to my body and said, "This is just a vessel. I am not my body." The Early Morning Of The New Age Third, I love, love, love the amused, teasing and loving message of, "What are you doing so Awake this early in the morning?" Why do I love this? Well, if you have any idea about the Awakening...you know that the statement of being "Awake" is "spiritually" awake. The thing I love most is the statement, "This early in the morning?" Wow! Now that kind of gives me a time table of where we are at in this whole Awakening and 'dawning of the age of Aquarius' known to the Hopi and the Jewish Kabbalah as the Age of the Human. The saying, "It's always darkest before the dawn," is what comes to mind when I hear this statement. Right now, we live in dark times. I think they could have been very different and far worse then they are now. Yet, the best part is that when it is darkest you know that the Dawn is about to come. I would say we are ten to fifteen minutes away. Feeling Lonely I admit, my response to that question was also very telling. "I don't know," I looked about at all of the drunk partying people and realized that the weren't awake or aware. Their eyes were glazed over with alcohol. They were aware I was speaking to the One Creator but didn't care. What is odd is that this is highly symbolic of how I feel in life right now. I have no desire to be a spiritual guru. In my heart of hearts I'm just a psychological healer and everyone has the potential to be like me. I am only pointing out what is obvious to me...I'm not trying to be a spiritual guru or tell people how to live their life. Each path back home is unique to the individual and more then likely won't be anything like mine. Is my blog really helping people? Am I speaking into the void with my words falling on deaf ears? I missed a few weeks...did it really matter if I posted or not? I just want to help everyone reach the peace and inner balance I have achieved. Yet, I'm lonely. I can't say that I've contacted anyone who is on my "frequency" for a lack of a better term. I find very few true seekers and none of them in my direct waking life. Many don't understand what I'm talking about nor are they interested in my particular insights. No websites or blogs exist similar to mine where I can find a kindred spirit. Oh, there are people who want to know the future and get ahead of everyone else. They want to secure all of the physical pleasures of life...but those aren't Spiritual Seekers. I have no desire to help people pursue the pleasures of the flesh with fortune telling, intuitive readings or dream interpertations. I know if they achieve what they want, the pleasures of the flesh, it won't fulfill them anyways. A good majority of the other people are stuck writing Fear Porn of some sort usually conspiracy theories or talking about the Annunaki but using other terms. I've found tons of blogs covering those ideas. Others get stuck on Doomsday watch hoping to watch the World get destroyed before Jesus comes and triumphantly watch all of those they hate suffer as a result. I understand both but I was into the Annunaki back in 2006-7. I was into the Doomsday stuff at my lowest and most unbalanced point in 2014. I have no desire to even hold a conversation with people in those unbalanced states of being. They are just on the first steps of being Awakened and still hold a lot of bias/ego. *Let me clarify that what I was speaking with wasn't really a voice, This was more of a telepathic communication consisting of feelings more then just words. So, when I said, "I don't know," and felt that pang of loneliness it was conveyed to the One Creator. Which I felt was very significant.* |
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