I've tried writing this about a dozen times.
The Path Is A Sprial, I learned this many years ago. I drew this piece back in 2006 when I lived in Big Bear. In all culstures, aroudn the world, the Spiral is the most ancient glyph that our ancestors left behind. Archeologists theorize it represented the Sun in all those cultures. The Zodiac is a Spiral and of course, the Ouroboros (which Wheel of TIme uses in their intro) lshows how energy is recycled in the material realm. Whether we are consuming plants or animals or basking in the Sun or simply breathing we are absorbing (Eating) the same On Thing that makes up all of Creation...the Serpent (energy) is consuming itself and there is no way not to consume energy on some level. That is why condeming consumerisim is really amusing. Even the rocks consume on some level-look at Brecciated Jasper that broke apart and then consumed Agate to become whole again. In the Zodiac we can see how energetic powers are recycled and revisited over and over again. We can see when the last astrological event occurred and what happened to know what lesson we are going to experience next. David Palmer, the Leo King, is the expert at research the history and sharing what happened the last time we hit that piont in the Spiral of Creaton. Overwhelmingly, my mind has been on how Bitter Sweet things can be in the human experience. Suffering is part and parcle of the human experience. The end of every story on Earth is sad because it is physical death and leaving people behind. Needless to say The New Moon brought a very tender feeling. I've also been contemplating the Goddess a lot but I will share that in a different post. I have some additonal thoughts after the post on Sophia and as Venus enters the Underworld and we enter a very Goddess heavy year. This month, because of the warning of a coming storm, I chose to get rid of a lot of distractions. I stopped watching Breaking Points (the news) and all of the Walt Disney World Stuff that I had been watching. I knew I needed a clear mind. I really wanted to be present in the moment and play more. I realized that I had been using all of that as a distraction to get through the end of the pregnancy and the bed rest. So, it had become a habit of escape. Well, by Divine Timing up came a huge amount of emotional stuff that needed healing. I touched on much of this in my Full Moon Mediation. I realized Saggitarius season is always tough for me and that makes sense because it's in my 12th House. A lot of important people in my life, as I shared in my Full Moon Mediation, are Saggitarian including the Husband who is Saggitarius Rising. I'm still digging into the why of the Saggitarius trigger. With the South Node in Saggitarius the last 18 months it's no wonder why it's been difficult. The kids are wonderful. Katie, our second daughter is sleeping through the night. Michelle has adjusted wonderfully to her baby sister. She sings and dances like the big fireball of energy that she has always been. My life is better then it has ever been. I've been happier then ever. Which is probably why I had a major deep wound come up for healing...I am in a strong place where I can handle it. Of course, this came up for healing when Neptune in Pisces squared the Sun in Saggitarius. The Sun in my 12th House being squared by Neptune in Pisces- the 12th House of the Zodiac. The 12th House is the House of Undoing. This after a New Moon Solar Eclipse in Saggitarius (or Ophichus but I covered that in my New Moon Post)...a Solar Eclipse representing the energy of letting go. Also, the Venus Retrograde in Capricorn Transit that kicks off with a conjunction to Pluto (happening the day I'm editing this) that is so reminiscent of the story of Persephone suggests I'm undergoing a major Transformation in my first House of Identity. In this transit where Venus literally becomes like a phoenix when she is Khazimi the Sun and is reborn as the Morning Star. So it is a big deal and what is being transformed in your life depends on the House it is in. I will touched on this a bit more in my Goddess Blog. As I explained in the post about the Nodes we are entering a Taurus/Scorpio period that is a double bind- transformation is going to happen either way. Taurus is the sign that Venus rules and one of the symbols for Scorpio is the Phoenix. So yeah...energetically this is the perfect storm. So I'm being extra careful with yself this Christmas as this is usally when I start having issues that lead to an evnetual break down. Physically Physically the recovery is a bit tougher and taken longer then it did with Michelle or Liltih-Ann. Maybe it's because I'm older, maybe because I had my ovarian tubes removed, or maybe it's that all of the inactvity because of bed rest means I have to rebuild my physical endurance slowly. Either way, it's definitely taking me a while to get going again. At first I was really pushing myself. So, I slowed way down. The Husband, like many people, is still on Fast Forward which is making things difficult. We are on totally different wave lengths. Even then I over did things decorating for Christmas. My eldest wanted to put everything out and I was so excited about having her help me that I did (the husband does not decorate with me- even for Halloween- it's all me so it was super fun to have her help and be excited. Decorating for Christmas was something I shared with my Mom so it was a dream come true). Well, that caused me to hemorrhage blood- bad enough that other people probably would have gone to the hospital. Having had surgeries in the uterus area before and having had the same thing happen twice before (technically 4 times- one of which required a transfusion but twice with the Husband) we knew it was a waste of time and money so we handled it at home. If it hadn't sropped after a day I would have gone to the hospital. The Husband knew about it and I just stayed off my feet for a few days but it was a clear indication of my limits. Christmas Songs I realized I can't listen to the lyrics of the old Christian Religious Songs. They make me almost physically sick because they are so wrong. All I hear is Rome declaring that they rule the planet. They emphasize the worst dogma of that religion with no iota of what Jesus actually taught. They make it sound like he was a Warrior King that subdued the Earth. He did no such thing. Realizing that made me feel so sad. I know a lot of people are still very much in tune with those songs and lyrics giving up their personal power to an Earthly authority and completely missing out on the message of Oneness Consciousness. What I'm Watching Right now I'm watching the Wheel of Time and Hawkeye series. The Husband and I wake up at 3am when Katie needs a bottle (she sleeps for six hours straight so that's sleeping through the night). We watch them while our three year old, Michelle, is still sleeping. If we have them on the TV when she's up she will talk through them or become scared during fight scenes...then have nightmares. I wrote a review of Wheel of Time already that you can check out. That was one of the things the Husband and I connected on when we first met. He had read a few of the books (apparently at some point in his life he read books but in the 13 years I've known him he's only read one- a technical book on mixing music). So that is a treat, on one hand, but I don't like the dark style so I have a love/hate relationship with it. So far Hawkeye is OK. He has alway sbeen one of my favorite chareceters (the archery seris coming out during Saggitaris us really fun to me-I love Divine Timing) but it has just begun so I'm not sure what to think yet. I will write a review when it's over. We are in a very exciting time with the MCU because of the Multiverse and Crossovers finally happening. I've been primarily watching ASMR videos and Acuyta Bhava Das and Anastasia The Cosmic Astrologer. Those are the only astrologers I'm tuning into regularly these days. Coyotoe Star only puts out videos for the New and Full Moon. Rick Levine only does videos once a month. I no longer subscribe to the Leo Kings High Vibe because I prefer to spend the money elsewhere and poor David seems to be self-destructing. I really hope he pulls through. I've been watching a lot of Cassie Spires who does sound bath videos and it's been very healing. She has come to many of the same spiritual conclusions as myself but in a very different way. Of course, she's a Saggitarius Rising. I highly recommend checking her channel out on YouTube as it's still growing and I listen to this 7 chakra tuning fork video every morning: https://youtu.be/6-CQOtuHEfA Tuning Forks are the most effective sound healing method for me right now and before Cassie I don't think anyone was doing them justice. I still love Tibetan Singing Bowls and a lot of people are doing those these days. Temple Sounds is still my favorite for singing bowls (I prefer the sound of the brass ones) but I love Healing Vibrations (they use crystal singing bowls) and I just discovered Mei-Lan: https://youtu.be/Ea-D3ihfHXk I wanted to work on my Heart Chakra because I wasn't able to tap into the love I've always been able to before. I thought it was an endless well but I was really shut down. So, I was searching for a Tuning Fork Heart Chakra video and found Cassie. I find her work very healing. I'm also doing Yoga every morning and evening. I love Yoga with Adriene. She has this wonderful Let It Go Yoga video: https://youtu.be/iIHCWMplHsw Also, for people like me that have a hyperactive Heart Chakra Jillian (Lune Innate) has a wonderful video: https://youtu.be/PHwbwgxVvFc Dreams I had a series of dreams. All of it started with a dream where I was asked if I wanted to repeat a lesson I learned with the ex-husband. This took me by surprise. First, because I forget that period of my life happened. I often forget that I was with anyone before Ross. Then, listening to Acuyta Bhava Das I realized the Taurus/Scorpio axis occurred on 2003-2004. That was a very difficult bad time in my life. That freaked me out a bit. That's how bad that period of time was for me...it was totally destructive. So, I desperately tried to work out what the lesson was so I did not repeat it. In one dream I was at work decorating a castle resort on top of a mountain for Christmas. I found myself giving a Bull Headed person a facial instead of decorating and realized I had missed out on getting the Pre-lit Christmas Tree I wanted (I guess we got to take home one decoration). The Bull Headed person probably represents someone I know who is stubborn and eathy. The Pre-lit Christmas tree represents the kundalini activated Kabblah Tree of Life (which is parallel to the Chakra system)System. Working on top of a Mountain (an important symbol in the Tarot) probably is indicativeof the Spritiual Work that I do. The message: I was missing out on enlightenment by serving someone materialistic. In another dream, I saw my Great Grandma Emma but she looked like a zombie with flesh dripping off and bones protruding. I told her I knew a healer that could help her but she said no. She told me she had saved my Bamboo plant. I looked over to see that a Bamboo plant was in a vase with two gold fish that I had saved that were trying to eat each other by nipping on one another (I used to have dreams about trying to save fish in tanks that always exploded and they were, apparently, from those tanks). As I watched the Bamboo belched a toxic cloud of poison into the water. I used my magic to seperate the Bamboo tree from the water and fish by suspending it above the vase and the water immediately cleared. The Message: My Grandma Emma is a symbol for me of the Animal Soul/Body. That's the lower three chakras. The fish are fears. She was very materialistic and did not want to leave her Earthly body (I took care of her the final week of her life) she didn't really believe in an afterlife. She thought she was her body. She didn't want to be cremated because it made her think of hell- the Christian religion teaches that the body of believers will be resurrected like Jesus's did when he returns which is why she wanted her body preserved. For them, people don't die and go to heaven, instead they sleep until his return. This dream took some time for me to figure out. I realized the Bamboo represented the Buddhist belief system. Part of that still resonates with me but for the most part I've stepped out of that preferring the Kabbalah and even Bhakti Teachings more. The water is consciousness or the mind. The vase is my "subtle energy body" as it were...the waters of the Creator flow through the Chakra System. Message: Something about the Buddhist teachings that I hold was literally poisoning my mind. The fish are two fears I have preserved that may be incompatible. Finally, I found myself returning to the dream about those lower chakras that depicted each as a room that I have shared before. In that dream my lower three chakras were cleared by my Inner Child. But my Heart Chakra was not. My Heart Chakra was filled with heavy furniture I had accepted from other people and a big yellow janitors Mop. The Mop was filthy and the water was dirty. I was so tired from doing things for others I was too tired to bother cleaning it. My bed was metal with a thin mattress that looked very uncomfortable. The Message: I live from my heart, serving others, taking on their burdens and punishing myself (uncomfortable bed). As I contemplated these three dreams the message was clear- I needed to focus on myself and stop my martyr like complex of trying to save others from themselves. In Buddhisims there is a major emphasis on Service to Others and an austerity to one's self. A sense of service to others is great but any extreme is bad. Out of a sense of service, believing that is the epitome of spiritual behavior, I was making a couple of mistakes. I've always been in romantic relationships with people who are self-destructive. I've realized the Husband doesn't need to be saved. He is really good at taking care of himself. Thank goodness. Yet, I have been putting my needs, desires and wants on the back burner so he can complete the projects he agreed to for his friend...then I realized I've always done that in our relationship. I've been sacrificing myself so he can get things he wanted denying my needs and exhausting my energy. I realized that there will be something else that he will want...he's already announceds his next two projects. The funny thing is he doesn't realize what I was doing and quite frankly I was so busy focusing on having kids I didn't realize it either. So, not only did he not appreciate my sacrifices..he was clueless it was happening and took it entirely for granted. Here are two examples. For our wedding my parents gave me a set budget. I worked my butt off making everything myself, buying a used wedding dress at a consignment shop and it was an awesome wedding that people praised. I even inspired my friend Jenn for her own unique wedding. I was sick and had to do all of the decorating on my own (some people kind of helped) and I was totally alone in taking down the decorations the day of...and I was super sick. The next day I would go to the Urgent Care and find out I had Bronchitis. I had worked so hard and done so much for my Wedding alone that I made myself sick. Well, everyone but the Husband's friend Angel (an ex-girlfriend) thought it was great. She was part of the wedding party (a Bridesmaid on the Husbands side) but she complained about the wedding being in Yucaipa, a red neck area that was below her (it was a beautiful location called the Old Church Club. My sister knew the owner and I was on a severe budget). So I unfriended Angel on Facebook. That caused her to have a melt-down with the Husband. I went to bed early on my wedding night on my period and super sick...and he stayed up late to talk to his ex-girlfriend (he did end the relationship that night). So romantic and loving right? Then the Father In Law said we could have our dream Honeymoon. The Husband asked me what it was and I let him work out the details. I said a Cruise of the Greek Islands. Well, the Husband priced it out and got the money from his parents. Then things went wrong. We got the wrong type of passport and then he was wrong about the price of the airplane tickets...so he asked if I could settle for using most of the money on buying the motorcycle he always wanted and going on a cheap honeymoon. I agreed and the Honeymoon was an epic road trip a little over a year after we were married but it was not romantic or relaxing and went a bit wrong. Those are two examples of how I gave on an extreme level and received very little. I wasn't able to see it or put it into words at the time being caught up in it and working a lot (I was working full time and going to college full time) but as I look back on that if a stranger told me those stories I would tell her that those were red flags. Sadly, I didn't have any friends or family raise the alarms. I did a similar thing with the ex-husband and the ex-fiancee. (I've been in three serious relationships in my life). The Husband is a great guy. We've achieved a lot together and I can't imagine life without him. I love him very much and truly my focus was on doing whatever it took to have kids. So when he had a five year plan and had to have a house...I helped him achieve those goals. Of course, it took 13 years to have both kids that we wanted and a lot of challenges with me doing all of the heavy lifting (it was my body, he told me at one point, and he was okay settling for no kids if it wasn't physically possible. I had to fight with all of my might alone...he just sort of tagged along and was present lol. I did the research, found the right doctor, and obviously underwent the surgeries). At the end of the day, now that I have the kids that I sacrificed so much for I'm not willing to settle or sacrifice anymore. They are only young once. I don't want to put off doing all ofthe cool stuff with them while we can. In some ways it is a second child hood for me. High Heart Pain To figure out why I'm so self-sacrificing I went deeper. I mean, I didn't even question some of the stupid things I did at the time (and even my parents weren't looking out for me). Listening to Cassie she taught that the upper shoulder pain is the High Heart. That's deep childhood trauma and pain. My childhood was very painful and lonely. As a second child my paren ts thought I would be a boy- not a girl. When my brother was born he was the only one my Dad paid attention to showering him with a lot of extra attention and expensive gifts(hence why my brother never left home or worked for anyone else but my parents). They bought my sister and brothers first cars. I paid them for their used car which happened to cost exactly the amount of money I had in my savings account. I was also the only kid to get a job at sixteen on my own without prompting. Further, I had trouble making friends. My first best friend ditched me for a new girl. Then they mocked and harassed me because I stunk because my parents were smokers. I sought out the furthest portions of the playground to get away from them. My sister always hated me. My mother never had time for me...she had more important things to do like cleaning the toilet on the same day every week. She also beat the crap out of me with a Razor Stap when I did anything bad (like breaking her favorite ash tray or not cleaning my room every night). She regrets not spending more time focusing on us kids. Even now when she is retired she doesn't have time to talk to me- watching the news is more important. She also went out of her way to tell me the reason she came back after having an NDE when she was put on a ventilator (that her lung doctor said she would not survive) was for my Dad and no one else. My brother was there when we were kids but I don't know him as an adult. He's the only person I ever got into a physical fight with. All because I was doing something my parents didn't want me to do- but this was well over a decade ago. So, yeah, I'm releasing a lot of pain around the trauma of these experiences. I hate to even talk about them. I forgave my family a long time ago because they were doing the best they could with what they had. I'm an extremely sensitive empath that gets hurt very easily. So, I've closed myself off and I don't share that part of myself with anyone...including my husband. I think I always wanted to be rescued so I tried to rescue everyone else (not my husband though- I never felt that way about him). Resigning From Helping Others I quit social media because I realized it was draining. I supported and commented on a lot of other people's posts but no one reciprocated. I don't chase after people to be my friends. I prefer text messaging because I'm so sensitive that I don't like talking on the phone or in person. I realized I was doing the same thing with YouTube. Boosting people's channels with comments and likes to help with the algorithm. I've seen many really grow exponentially. Yet, it is draining. So, I'm glad I took a break from all but the healers who give to their viewers. Learning To Receive I quite honestly don't know how to just receive from others. I have been so dependent on myself and capable of doing things for myself that I have managed not to really "need people." I hate asking for help and want to do everything on my own without complaining. I don't want to be a burden on others. I also see friends as burdens. In fact, I realized that is a core issue. I don't want to need someone or want someone to need me. When I did have friends they would tell me all of their issues and dump on me all of their pain but if I tried to lean on them during difficult times they were not there. Now, I think we need to work through our pain and not try to transfer it or project it on someone else. But I think we should be able to discuss it in order to heal it. Naming something is the first step in healing it and it's more powerful to do so with another human being. Truth be told I don't really know how to receive- how to accept help. I'm a bit better at it these days but that's definitely something I'm working on. Thing is, aside from the Healers on YouTube, I've never encountered people who give. As a giver myself (to my detriment obviously which is why I never chose to be a healer- I found it draining) I've always felt alone. In my perception of the world the majority of people are takers. They say, "What's in it for me?" I realized it's the people that I have loved the most that have hurt me the most. Even in Past Lives...so this is a multiple life issue that I'm healing. (In the last life the boyfriend who threw me into the ocean to drown after I was stabbed in the stomach, in another life sacrificing as a single mother in the 1900's to raise an ungrateful daughter, etc). I have a very real fear of allowing myself to receive and feel that love because of the vulnerability. I have been hurt very deeply by so many for so long that it's hard to let go of that fear. I even had a nightmare- the night after I did a meditation to open all of my chakras sending the energy back to where it had come from. In the dream my husband was giving away everything in our house. Now my husband usually represents my Ego or Conscious Mind. Clearly in this dream I was my subconscious. I tried fighting people off but they were undeterred. Then I ran upstairs to my closet where there were two sets of dresser drawers and pointed to a black set saying, "My parents gave me those. Don't you dare take them away from me." Knowing heavy furniture from other people means it's an emotional burden that didn't belong to me I was a bit horrified my soul wasn't willing to let go of what was clearly not healthy. That's when I realized I've always been open to taking on other people's pain (in an attempt to heal them) but not to receiving their love...so that's really the only "things" my soul has received. So when I did the meditation sending the energy back to their source my soul was like, "I'm not going to have anything if you do that!" Conclusion That's where I'm at in my journey. Physically a bit of a mess after the c-section and having my tubes removed. Running low on physical energy and emotional energy. I am meditating on the question, "How do I build a beautiful heart room?" Clearly, it's not selfless service to others. I've done that and been there- even in other lives. I also realized that feeling isolated my entire life really pushed me down my Spiritual Path and to building my relationship with the Creator. If I had found someone who fulfilled that connection for me I probably wouldn't have started walking the Path of the Seeker. Clearly, I suck at relationships. I can't be a good Companion to the Creator if I suck at relaionships. This solves a recurring theme in my dreams of being a college graduate but still in High School. I knew something simple was missing. I have an idea of how to open myself to being receptive and it doesn't involve other people. Instead, it's feeling loved by the Creator. After all, everything that makes up my reality is from the Creator. Feeling gratitude and love for everything...seeing that glass of water as a loving thoughtful gift from the Creator, for example, and receiving it that way. Even that, I have realized, is difficult. I can feel the gratitude for the glass of water but allowing myself to feel loved and that it was provided out of love is hard. I feel uncomfortable so I push that feeling away. I'm independent to a fault. Even in my dreams I can Create without the Creator a fact that has gotten me into trouble. I would rather create for myself then receive from the Creator becaue I don't even want that debt (yes, when someone gives to me I feel I owe them something which is a belief my parents hold- they don't ever give things without expecting something in return- a trait the husband hates). When I give, however, not only do I expect nothing in return...I don't want anything in return because I dontdon't want go owe anything. So, I'm being gentle with myself. I recognize this is a very deep difficult subonscious soul wound I'm dealing with. I honestly don't know if I can heal this one because I'm not sure where to begin.
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​This show really surprised me.
I loved the quirkiness of Loki. I loved that WandaVision was weird. I will always a special fondness for those two shows. I was down right sad when Hawkeye ended. I could watch many more episodes of this series. To my surprise while listening to Chris Stuckmsn reviewing the show I realized it was my favorite so far. Hailee Steinfield was absolutely amazing. I really enjoyed her performance and she had great chemistry with Jeremy Renner. I also really love Florence Pugh as Yelena. I also really enjoyed the Christmas theme. I going that so fun. The fact that it started and primarily ran through Saggitarius Season, the Archer if the Zodiac, was really amusing too. Of course, seeing Vincent D'Onofrio, from Daredevil as Wilson Fisk (Kingpin) was incredible. Because of events in my personal life I didn't see episode 5 with Kingpin in it u til after seeing Spiderman No Way Home. Seeing Charlie Cox as Matt Murdoch *Daredevil) in that movie on the big screen gave me goosebumps. Seeing D'Onofrio's Kingpin in Hawkeye made for a magical week. I also loved Echo (Alaqua Cox). The actress was masterful and I'm really looking forward to her series. All in all, the acting was phenomenal, the plot was fun and I was super sad it was so short. Collective Level The multiversal bag has been opened. That the Daredevil actors/story's could cross over to become an official part of the Marvel Cinematic Universe. The Netflix series were dark and gritty and the MCU is not. I hoped, but never thought it was possible, that those charecters could cross over into the MCU. To go from such a dark universe into such a bright poppy one is...mind blowing. This mixing of these two almost incongruent universes opens the door to so many opportunities (the same goes for the cross overs in Spiderman...). There is such unlimited potentials there that it is something fresh and new. Seeing that cooperation of studios to allow these crossovers and collaboration (especially Sony) is just heartening. On one level it represents these corporate entities being selfish. Previously they would jealousy guard their successful franchises and prevent anyone else from getting them...even if the result is a failed reboot. Not surprisingly, the week after Hawkeye ended on such a shocking and satisfying conclusion...Jupiter crossed into Pisces. Pisces is a collaborative, Oneness, and self-less sign. Expansive Jupiter is it's original ruler (prior to the discovery of Neptune). So, there's this collaborative expansive energy that is in perfect alignment with the idea of the Multiverse. That the MCU has become thus expansive and inclusive is amazing. Since our entertainment is like a mirror that means the Collective has become more inclusive and as a result we have more expansive options then we may realize. I admit, I was a little bummed pulling Moonstone. I've been working with Moonstone all year. I'm not that excited because it does seem like more of the same energy.
This is a wonderful Crown Chakra stone. There is a lovely gentleness to this stone. To me it reminds me of a Marshmellow and it brings me a lot of calm when meditating with it. As I meditated with the Moonstone I realized how perfect it is to start 2021. Moonstone is the stone of the Goddess. Even people with a basic sense of archetypes know the Moon represents the Goddess or Feminine energy. We are heading into a year with a lot of Goddess energy being emphasized. We start off with Venus Retrograde in Capricorn but then she will emerge as the Morning Star. The North Node will be in Taurus- a sign associated with the Goddess. Not only that but our first New Moon is in Capricorn and our Full Moon is in Cancer. Now, most people associate Capricorn with Saturn and the Patriarchy but it's a Feminine Goddess sign. The Greek Seagoat, the symbol for Capricorn, myth is the surrogate mother of Jupiter. Cancer is the Great Mother symbolized by the Ocean...the primordial mother. So, we start off the year with a New and Full Moon working these deep Goddess energies. I think it's important to realize that the Goddess rules both the lowest point on the Zodiac-Cancer- and the Apex of the zodiac- Capricorn. The Seagoat is a Master of both realms. Again, we may think of patriarchy and corporations when thinking of Capricorn but it's a feminie zodiac sign and associated with the surrogate mother of Jupiter/Zeus. Mixed with the Taurus energy that governs the stock market and economy we are going to see a shift in the way business is run...as indicated by the Great Resignation and the Union Movement. So far, we have seen a lot of women acting like men- Cold, calculating and analytical- in the business world. We haven't really seen the feminine leadership skills that women truly have such as Compassion, Genuineness and Consideration. That's what workers really need because, so far, people have been treated as though they are robots in the workplace.
​Wow.
This is a movie I highly recommond you go see. This was everything that I wanted out of this movie. If you haven't seen it yet don't read the rest of this review. I can't believe that it acutally lived up to the hype that it has received for the lat two years. Simply incredible and the best performance that Tom Holland has given as Spiderman. So, that is my non-spoiler review. Well, with that out of the way....
I really can't believe they pulled this movie off. To interlace so many different charecters with call backs to the other two franchises was amazing.
I really enjoyed everything that they included. My favorite part, of course, was Matt Murdoch (Daredevil) from the Netflix series. That was so incredible. When he caught that brick...that was just so satisfying. Charlie Cox is such an amazing actor and he owns that role. He is absolutely Daredevil and, yeah, I loved finally seeing him on the big screen! Then you have, of course, not just the Villains but Toby McGuire and Andrew Garfield from the two other films. That the MCU Spiderman chose compassion for tge Villains...that he and the others chose to heal the Villains instead of kill them by sending them back to their own universes was brilliant. I love the fact that it was the Toby Mcguire Spiderman that stopped MCU Peter from killing Osborne. That moment, where they altered MCU Peter Parker from killing was an incredible decision. My husband didn't think the movie had a plot but he felt it was entertaining. He is not as much of a nerd as I am. I love the MCU. Of course he played it off like he didn't want to go see it when we went to his friends hosue who was watching the girls (but I can't watch an episode of Hawkeye without him or he gets mad!) Also, I thought Elctros statement, "There must be a Spidsrman somewhere that's black," was hilarious because that's an obvious reference to Miles Morales (who is half black). No one in our theater (and there were actually people in this theater...unlike Dune where there was only one other couple. While it wasn't full at least there was quite a few people at the early showing). The post credit scene with Venom was also pretty funny. The second post credit scene, as far as I'm concerned, was too long. There was a little too much to that one for me. I felt as though they were overselling Dr. Strange And The Multiverse of Madness. What would have really made this movie the best ever Marvel would have been a Deadpool cameo. That's all we really needed. The Collective Level I do feel that humanity is on the horizon of another expansion. We have gone through a long haul of little inspiration. How that expansion works and what new human experience we are heading into...I'm not sure. I think we are charting new territory unto a more thoughtful, compassionate and cooperative Of course, when Peter puts a Lego of the Emperor using force lightening on his dresser it gave me pause. Why the Emperor? Why not Luke or even Darth Vader? Heck, the Mandalorian would have been awesome or Yoda...but no it's the Emperor. The most bad guys of bad guys. Anakin/Darth Vader killed the Emperor in a moment similar to Peter almost killing Osborne. In a way it was as though Anakin had killed his father. Just as Osborne was a father figure to the Peter Parker in his Universe. The Son killing the Father is an Archetype that humanity has been telling for a long time. By choosing a different path, by healing Osborne there us a shift in our Collective Narrative Story. Spiderman: No Way Home is taking that charecter into new territory just as Humanity is on the cusp of something new. This year is definitely a different theme then last year. There is still a trickle of anti-hero movies but they are not predominate.
I've titled the theme an Alternate Power Structure because the type of people (or animals/dinosaurs in June) depicted as the protagonists has dramatically changed. Plot wise, the theme the most movies revolve around is the Multiverse ...which can go hand in hand with the Diversity as different "realities" are created when the not-so-typical protagonists step into the spotlight. Plot Theme The overwhelming plot theme in movies is "Multiverse" or "Alternate Reality." This isn't just Marvel movies- The Flash Movie deals with it too and we are getting another Sony Animated Spiderman Into The Spiderverse movie (the original was easily the best movie of 2018). There are 5-7 movies with this plot at their core over multiple studios and franchises. (You could consider both Jurasic World, Transformers as being Alternate realities to ours and the new stand alone Batman with Robert Patterson as being Alternate realities to the story lines we've been following). Another Plot theme that really stuck out to me in June with Jurassic World: Dominion and Transformers: Rise Of The Beasts. That month it seems the plot theme is the rise of non-humanoid creatures dominating the Earth. Action fantasy movies, just as in years past, dominate the market. Which I think is wonderful so I have no complaints. Majority Diversity Based The other theme that struck me was diversity this year (which many may blame on 'Woke Hollywood') the majority of the movies are about non-white or male stories. I don't consider this a "theme" because it really doesn't effect the plots but it is a significant change. There are a lot of Middle Eastern and Black characters. (Potentially 19 including the most likely Disney+ series). There still are not many Asian or Hispanic main characters. Although, Jason Mamoa and The Rock (Dwayne Johnson) are representing Pacific Islander heritage which some argue is Asian. Some may argue India is Asian as well (it shows up as South Asian heritage) but I consider that more the Middle East (the Ms. Marvel is a Muslim from India I believe). We also have Female Superhero Movies/Series coming back bigger and better then 2019...the SheHulk series, the Ms. Marvel Series, Thor Love And Thunder (where Valkerie will come out as liking girls), and The Marvels. (That's four.) Granted most of them are Marvel but one of the most intriguing plots of the year that I read is coming out in February called Moonfall starring Halle Berry in the main role...and while not a Superhero she's definitely an Action Hero. The total amount of 'Girl Power' movies come to eight (if you count Disenchanted and Hocus Pocus that are both going to be on Disney+) . There is also a very Feminist Drama called She Said coming out in November about the time of the Marvels. I'm really curious if the Wakanda: Forever movie will shift the focus from the men to the women. I love Shuri and Okoye so a story focusing on them would be awesome. With so many female leads I wonder what the reaction will be among more traditional Macho male types. Those types became unglued with Captain Marvel, and a bit with Rey in 2019. (They weirdly latched onto Anita- Battle Angel which I thought was awful). There was only three movies that year so I don't know how they're going to respond to so many this year! The one I find really interesting is the movie Disenchanted coming to Disney+. I never watched the Enchanted movie (I resonate more with the Morticia Adam's Divine Femine where I'm still girly and receptive but not a princess. So Giselle made me want to barf BECAue I see that type as shallow, insipid, simple and weak). That the Divine Feminie Consciousnes has changed so much that they would change that charecter to doubt her happy ending...well, that is fascinating. Not only that but the title suggests that the reason she bought into the "Happy Ending" was because she was "Enchanted" or, in other words, under a spell. So, I may watch this one just to see if that is the case or if she's just become bitter when she realized life is messy even after you've found someone with whom to share your life. I've already heard a lot of hate surrounding the new Dune movie (that has not been released as I write this blog at the start of September 2021) because it may be more focused on Zendaya. After the whole HeMan debacle where HeMan was killed off and the series was about Teela instead (Kevin Smith I'm ashamed of you- you should have known better) guys are suspicious of female leads/charectere replacing classic male leads. The argument could be made that Dr. Strange And The Multiverse of Madness is one of these situations because of Scarlet Witch...or Thor: Love And Thunder with Jane picking up the Hammer... Let's just hope Indiana Jones doesn't suffer an equally Feminist switch out or focus but sticks to it's classic roots. We *need* these classic archetypes even as we establish new ones (which aren't really new)...there needs to be a balance of the masculine and feminine. Further Thoughts Normally I would sit with this information for a bit longer to really become in tune with the information. The trailers are usually very telling as well (often telling their own stories) however the movie industry has stopped releasing trailers months and even years in advance which I think is a good thing. Yes, one could go the route of dismissively simplifying this year as catering to Social Justice Warriors. That type of thinking is too divisive too divisive and basic for me belonging to paranoid Conspiracy Theorists who belive something is consciously coming after them. I almost called this the year of the New World Order but that is connected to a lot of baggage and the idea of a small elite group of white people running the world like Dr. Evil. The opposite of that is what the theme reflects. Instead it's an explosion of perspectives coming forward to present their unique perspectives in relationship with others (very Aquarian) with the awareness that there is enough room at the table for all...instead of just King Arthur ruling each of the Knights and Lady's take a turn on the Throne for an appointed time. That may sound like chaos but it's basically the United States system. I personally think this is a shift in how society perceives how the world should be 'run.' Instead.of envisioning one Super Power or group such as the UN running the world...it's a more complex exchange. The Divine Feminie The most intriguing part is June when animals/dinosaurs replace humanoids as the dominant force on the Planet...that's the Month Lilith just happens to be conjunct the Sun and Moon during the New Moon. When I think of Lilith I see her as a hippy communing with Nature who prefers animals to humans. Her children are described as Beasts (or Demons). The way I see it this year signals the typical Divine Masculine (that thought it had to control everything with an iron fist) stepping back to allow the Divine Feminine to step up and play an equal role in direcring the Natural Order itself. The very nature and consciousness of the Divine Feminie has changed. This is a complex abstract concept that I started to perceive in 2015. Everyone talks about the Rise in Goddess consciousness but few discuss what the mechanics of that is on the esoteric level...or what that really means. The concept is complex so it will take an entire blog to convey what I mean. That blog won't be come out until June of 2022 (after reviewing my schedule of blogs I chose this one on pupurpose). Some could say the concept is completely out of alignment with the Divine Order. I must argue that it is and has always been the exact purpose of the Divine Order. The Divine Order itself is the Matrix. The Divine Masculine escaping the Matrix would mean that he would have to abandon the Divine Feminine (this is reminiscent of the choice the Architect gave Neo, isn't it?). Conclusion Just as "The One Who Remains" said when Sylvie (a very Lilith/Eris charecter) and Loki confronted him in his lonely throne room, "This is very exciting! This hasn't happened before!" Of course, there will be chaos and confusion as this new phase of the Relationship between the Divine Feminie and Masculine establishes itself. This is similar to that moment when a couple first moves in together and they try to sort out who is responsible for what duties. There is a lot of uncertainty as everyone figures out their role in this new world/relationship...especially on the part of Divine Maculine they may feel guilt for taking advantage of the Divine Feminine as though it was an inanimate object and fear rejection/replacement. I was thinking about writing this as part of my Full Moon meditation. However, as usual as soon as Winter thits I'm inspired to write and this is not a simple Node change.
The Changing of the Moons Nodes is something that happens about every 18 months. The last time this combination- Taurus North Node and South Node Scorpio- occurred was from 2003- 2004...17 years ago. For me that was a difficult year. So if you can remember what happened to you then you know what you did then you might see the type of energy you are going back into. In addition to that I realized this 18 month cycle is a double bind. We may think we have an option to work either the Taurus or Scorpio energy but they are both about Dissolution. Let me explain. The Moon Nodes Acuyta Bhava Das explained that there are two ways to see the Nodes. One way is that they are dyad* which is something with two parts. We fluctuate between those two parts. They are described as a Demon in the Vedic tradition. The North Node is the severed head that swallowed the nectar of eternal life. The body is the South Node. The other way they are described is as the North Node leading to the future in a chart and the South Node representing the past. I think both points of view are valid. For the Collective I think the ancient Vedic perspective takes a bit of precedence but both should be considered. In a way, this "Demon" would represent the Shadow. The Subconscious Urges thst all of us have. The head would dictate what the Mind is considering while the body would represent our Animal Mind. In this case, our consciousness will be seeking Taurus- a sign of stability and abundance (associated with Spring and Youth). While our Animal Insticts will be seeking Scorpio. Which, strangely also represents Scientific Experts. Taurus The sign of the Bull. The Bull is the symbol for Wall Street and whether you like it or not the men who decide such things are usually well educated and aware of symbolisim. Symbols are more powerful than words because they speak directly to the Subconscious. People "shop with their eyes" as a manager once told me. As long as it looks pretty they will buy it even if they know they are buying a literal piece of decorated poop instead of the unadorned chocolate truffle that they merely read about. The Bull is Desire Mind- the little Mind or the Animal Soul. As I write this we are in the sign of Saggitarius, the Archer, we just had the Saggitarius Solar Eclipse New Moon and I'm listening to David Palmer's channled Spiritual Dance Music for this Moon Cycle. The archery symbol is an important one spiritually. I think it's important to point out that Saggitarius is the eternal student- never the Master. If you get stuck in the pursuit of knowledge only seeking more information (Gemini) you will never find answers. A Saggitarius (like my husband who's a Saggitarius rising) can only conclude that we will never know everything and therfore we will never have the answers. The Word Sin means to "Miss the Mark" or more accurately "Miss the Bullseye." The aim, mistankingly, on the Path of the Seeker was to destroy that "Bullseye" within ourselves. We demonized it and literally crowned it at as the Devil. This was a mistake. By fearing Desire Mind we made it stronger. We repressed it into our Shadow. We assumed, since Desire Mind is what led to us becoming stuck in Material Reality that it was evil. All things are the Creator. There is nothing but the One Creator. Unless you want to imply that the Creator is entirely evil you cannot fear any part of the Creator- including Desire Mind. Instead, we have to befriend the Bull within, not by blinding it, but by embracing it so it becomes more like Ferdinand The Bull...friendly and loving like Venus- the ruler of Taurus. Taurus is also stability and solidity. This is the part of us that dislikes change. We only want to pursue the pleasures in life. In the negative this can lead to junkies who seek a thrill or pleasure above all else. For those on The (Middle) Path of balance that does not seek out excess this is appreciating and enjoying the fleeting sweet moments in life. We all have Taurus energy, the Creator has Taurus energy, it is how we work with it that makes the difference. The Tarot Card associated with Taurus is the Hierophant. Nature teaches us in all her forms but it is a physical lesson focused on the physical world. Scorpio The Sign of Destruction. We can work with the Transformative energy of Scorpio in the way we choose. Either we are the Scorpion that scurried along the ground destroying all thst we choose. The story of the Scorpion that convinces another animal to take it across the water, and then stings it leading to both of their deaths is an app example of working Scorpio in the negative. Instead we can choose to destroy our seemingly solid construct of the world as the Phoenix does rising from the Ashes. The Eagle and Phoenix symbols of Scorpio are interchangeable. The Eagle let's go of the need for that solid construct of reality (the Tower of Our Ego) gaining perspective. This is a powerful energy of destruction....again we choose if we destroy ourselves (the Scorpio) or we "destroy" our rigid way of thinking and are reborn (the Phoenix). The Tarot Card associated with Scorpio is Death. Again, this is a sign of destruction. The Uranus Factor Here is the thing...with North Node in Taurus everyone is going to be seeking physical pleasure. They will be seeking to solve the uncomfortable energy we are living in with things or expensive experiences. The problem is that with Uranus conjunct the North Node in Taurus...all of those things will be disrupted. Uranus is destabilizing Taurus. In fact, we may actually want the system's stability to fall apart because itsit's become so rigid. With Pluto aiding this process in Capricorn and Saturn also adding it's nfluence to the sign of Aquarius (yes, Saturn represents restriction but where it is located hints at the result of that restriction) there will be an overwhelming urge not to "Build Back Better" or go back to the past...instead the overwhelming urge will be to, "Create Something Better." The Great Awakener is Shaking Up the Earth. This unpredictable planet is not going to let people soothe themselves back to sleep by indulging in the pleasure of the Desire Mind or a sense of Security/Stability. People will be seeking that but it won't be there. In a way, the next 18 months may be the most difficult...especially those who are not on the Path who want things to go back to "normal." The next 18 months supports the dismantling of everything we cling to that we though was a "solid truth." We can either do that willingly as the Phoenix or we will watch it crumble around us. We do have the choice. Conclusion Having a flexible mind is paramount. I was listening to CoyotoeStar's live stream about this Solar Eclipse in Saggitarius and I shared with her a blog with some really important concepts that I think all of us need to revisit: https://bridgetkorns.weebly.com/blog/category/subjective-reality That said, the Spiritual Master does not resist this energy. Instead, they embrace it knowing that all things are The One Creator and thus we work with it willingly and lovingly knowing the experience brings us close to understanding and knowing the One Creator. As the Bible says, "To everything there is a season..." Ecclesiastes 3:1-8. I highly recommend reading thst entire passage. Final Thoughts I had a very Taurus and Scorpio dream. I hinted at it before but I think it is pertinent to this time period. In fact I've had two dreams that hinted at this cycle. In the first my job was to decorate a castle on top of a mountain that was a resort destination. For some reason I stopped and started giving a facial to a person with a bullshead. I was areally working in some lotion into that bulls face. It was pretty funny. The end of my shift came and because I was so busy being of service to that Bull Headed person I realized that I had missed out on getting the really pretty illuminated Christmas tree that I wanted. I was extremely bummed. Since my shift had ended I gave a bunch of ornaments to the next shift shocking them completely. Now, the Bull is Desire Mind and Taurus. The person may be my husband that has his South Node in Taurus (I plan on exploring that in my New Moon Meditation). I was so busy being of asrviceservice to that person I missed out on what I rrallyreally wanted- an illuminated Chakra system/consciousness (our Chakra system is a little Tree of Life made in the image of the big Kabbalah Tree of life we are ao familiar with which is the structure upon which all of life is built...and ultimately the "structure" of the Creator). I doubt the end of my shift means my death but perhaps handing over my ideas and beliefs (the ornaments for the tree) to the next generation of spiritual teachers). In the other dream I received a message about not doing something the same way I did with the ex-husband and that I might be going into a cycle that repeats it. Now, I don't think about him often. I feel as though that was a totally different lifetime. So, I set about trying to remember what lessons I had to learn. All of the astrologers have said to go back to 2004 and think of what was goinfgoing on then. Since somwsome of those are the most traumatic memories I have I drew a blank at first since I had blocked them out. Then I realized that was the most hedonistic disgusting part of my life. The ex-husband and I ran up all of our Credit Cards (all in my name), we were eating out and being super indulgent. So, the dream was warning me about similar behavior during this time period. In addition to that I realized this 18 month cycle is a double bind. We may think we have an option to work either the Taurus or Scorpio energy but they are both about Dissolution. Let me explain. The Moon Nodes Acuyta Bhava Das explained that there are two ways to see the Nodes. One way is that they are dyad* which is something with two parts. We fluctuate between those two parts. They are described as a Demon in the Vedic tradition. The North Node is the severed head that swallowed the nectar of eternal life. The body is the South Node. The other way they are described is as the North Node leading to the future in a chart and the South Node representing the past. I think both points of view are valid. For the Collective I think the ancient Vedic perspective takes a bit of precedence but both should be considered. In a way, this "Demon" would represent the Shadow. The Subconscious Urges thst all of us have. The head would dictate what the Mind is considering while the body would represent our Animal Mind. In this case, our consciousness will be seeking Taurus- a sign of stability and abundance (associated with Spring and Youth). While our Animal Insticts will be seeking Scorpio. Which, strangely also represents Scientific Experts. Taurus The sign of the Bull. The Bull is the symbol for Wall Street and whether you like it or not the men who decide such things are usually well educated and aware of symbolisim. Symbols are more powerful than words because they speak directly to the Subconscious. People "shop with their eyes" as a manager once told me. As long as it looks pretty they will buy it even if they know they are buying a literal piece of decorated poop instead of the unadorned chocolate truffle that they merely read about. The Bull is Desire Mind- the little Mind or the Animal Soul. As I write this we are in the sign of Saggitarius, the Archer, we just had the Saggitarius Solar Eclipse New Moon and I'm listening to David Palmer's channled Spiritual Dance Music for this Moon Cycle. The archery symbol is an important one spiritually. I think it's important to point out that Saggitarius is the eternal student- never the Master. If you get stuck in the pursuit of knowledge only seeking more information (Gemini) you will never find answers. A Saggitarius (like my husband who's a Saggitarius rising) can only conclude that we will never know everything and therfore we will never have the answers. The Word Sin means to "Miss the Mark" or more accurately "Miss the Bullseye." The aim, mistankingly, on the Path of the Seeker was to destroy that "Bullseye" within ourselves. We demonized it and literally crowned it at as the Devil. This was a mistake. By fearing Desire Mind we made it stronger. We repressed it into our Shadow. We assumed, since Desire Mind is what led to us becoming stuck in Material Reality that it was evil. All things are the Creator. There is nothing but the One Creator. Unless you want to imply that the Creator is entirely evil you cannot fear any part of the Creator- including Desire Mind. Instead, we have to befriend the Bull within, not by blinding it, but by embracing it so it becomes more like Ferdinand The Bull...friendly and loving like Venus- the ruler of Taurus. Taurus is also stability and solidity. This is the part of us that dislikes change. We only want to pursue the pleasures in life. In the negative this can lead to junkies who seek a thrill or pleasure above all else. For those on The (Middle) Path of balance that does not seek out excess this is appreciating and enjoying the fleeting sweet moments in life. We all have Taurus energy, the Creator has Taurus energy, it is how we work with it that makes the difference. The Tarot Card associated with Taurus is the Hierophant. Nature teaches us in all her forms but it is a physical lesson focused on the physical world. Scorpio The Sign of Destruction. We can work with the Transformative energy of Scorpio in the way we choose. Either we are the Scorpion that scurried along the ground destroying all thst we choose. The story of the Scorpion that convinces another animal to take it across the water, and then stings it leading to both of their deaths is an app example of working Scorpio in the negative. Instead we can choose to destroy our seemingly solid construct of the world as the Phoenix does rising from the Ashes. The Eagle and Phoenix symbols of Scorpio are interchangeable. The Eagle let's go of the need for that solid construct of reality (the Tower of Our Ego) gaining perspective. This is a powerful energy of destruction....again we choose if we destroy ourselves (the Scorpio) or we "destroy" our rigid way of thinking and are reborn (the Phoenix). The Tarot Card associated with Scorpio is Death. Again, this is a sign of destruction. The Uranus Factor Here is the thing...with North Node in Taurus everyone is going to be seeking physical pleasure. They will be seeking to solve the uncomfortable energy we are living in with things or expensive experiences. The problem is that with Uranus conjunct the North Node in Taurus...all of those things will be disrupted. Uranus is destabilizing Taurus. In fact, we may actually want the system's stability to fall apart because itsit's become so rigid. With Pluto aiding this process in Capricorn and Saturn also adding it's nfluence to the sign of Aquarius (yes, Saturn represents restriction but where it is located hints at the result of that restriction) there will be an overwhelming urge not to "Build Back Better" or go back to the past...instead the overwhelming urge will be to, "Create Something Better." The Great Awakener is Shaking Up the Earth. This unpredictable planet is not going to let people soothe themselves back to sleep by indulging in the pleasure of the Desire Mind or a sense of Security/Stability. People will be seeking that but it won't be there. In a way, the next 18 months may be the most difficult...especially those who are not on the Path who want things to go back to "normal." The next 18 months supports the dismantling of everything we cling to that we though was a "solid truth." We can either do that willingly as the Phoenix or we will watch it crumble around us. We do have the choice. Conclusion Having a flexible mind is paramount. I was listening to CoyotoeStar's live stream about this Solar Eclipse in Saggitarius and I shared with her a blog with some really important concepts that I think all of us need to revisit: https://bridgetkorns.weebly.com/blog/category/subjective-reality That said, the Spiritual Master does not resist this energy. Instead, they embrace it knowing that all things are The One Creator and thus we work with it willingly and lovingly knowing the experience brings us close to understanding and knowing the One Creator. As the Bible says, "To everything there is a season..." Ecclesiastes 3:1-8. I highly recommend reading thst entire passage. Final Thoughts I had a very Taurus and Scorpio dream. I hinted at it before but I think it is pertinent to this time period. In fact I've had two dreams that hinted at this cycle. In the first my job was to decorate a castle on top of a mountain that was a resort destination. For some reason I stopped and started giving a facial to a person with a bullshead. I was areally working in some lotion into that bulls face. It was pretty funny. The end of my shift came and because I was so busy being of service to that Bull Headed person I realized that I had missed out on getting the really pretty illuminated Christmas tree that I wanted. I was extremely bummed. Since my shift had ended I gave a bunch of ornaments to the next shift shocking them completely. Now, the Bull is Desire Mind and Taurus. The person may be my husband that has his South Node in Taurus (I plan on exploring that in my New Moon Meditation). I was so busy being of asrviceservice to that person I missed out on what I rrallyreally wanted- an illuminated Chakra system/consciousness (our Chakra system is a little Tree of Life made in the image of the big Kabbalah Tree of life we are ao familiar with which is the structure upon which all of life is built...and ultimately the "structure" of the Creator). I doubt the end of my shift means my death but perhaps handing over my ideas and beliefs (the ornaments for the tree) to the next generation of spiritual teachers). In the other dream I received a message about not doing something the same way I did with the ex-husband and that I might be going into a cycle that repeats it. Now, I don't think about him often. I feel as though that was a totally different lifetime. So, I set about trying to remember what lessons I had to learn. All of the astrologers have said to go back to 2004 and think of what was goinfgoing on then. Since somwsome of those are the most traumatic memories I have I drew a blank at first since I had blocked them out. Then I realized that was the most hedonistic disgusting part of my life. The ex-husband and I ran up all of our Credit Cards (all in my name), we were eating out and being super indulgent. So, the dream was warning me about similar behavior during this time period. re
The difficult energy of this Moon Cycle continues. The energy of this Full Moon is a bit more balanced then the New Moon Thankfully! Yet the energy is a mess. Overall it is a fitting finale to the messy 18 months of the Nodes being in Gemini and Saggatarius. Luckily, in January the Nodes are moving into Taurus and Scorpio. Although, that will lead to it's own mess with two Black New Moons and 13 Moons in the Cycle. The Astrology The Sun and Moon are both in harmonious aspects with Jupiter. The Sun in Saggitarius is in Sextile with Jupiter and the Moon is in a trine with Jupiter. This is really pumping up the energy of Gemini and Saggitarius giving a real final taste of the North and South Nodes being in thesw signs. The Moon is at 27 degrees so again we have-9- the theme of completion and endings. There are five squares in the chart. Mars is square Jupiter, Saturn is square Uranus, the North Node is square Jupiter, Lilith is square Neptune and Chrion is square Mercury. No one is liking that expanisve energy of Jupiter in Aquarius right now...we dont want the new Aquarian Self-Actualized Unity Consciousness, thank you very much, we prefer the Piscean Group Think There are six trines balancing this out. Thsere is Jupiter Trine the Moon, Lilith trine Saturn, Chiron trine Mars while the North Node trines Pluto And Venus. Our destiny, the North Node, is loving the ending of these institutions that have been built to such a point of solidity that the only way to grow further is to dismantle them- willingly or unwillingly. The fact that the North Node is Trining Pluto, the God of Death and Endings...is really indicative of the ending this month represents. Oracle Stone- Zebra Jasper Zebra Jasper is the stone of Balance. Zebra Jasper has both the dark and light marks on it making it a wonderful stone (similar to Snowflake Obsidian) to use while during Shadow Work. When we integrate Shadow we are no transmuting the Darkness into Light. We are acknowledging that Darkness exists and it exists in all things. All things, from the perspective of Unity Consciousness, comes from the Creator- therefore the Darkness and the Light are neither good or bad as people have come to associate with them. The Darkness is the deep of the Ocean that is teeming with strange but magical life and it is the darkest areas of the sky that actually hold the most stars when we use a microscope. Darkness is the mystery of the Womb or the Void of the Mother Goddess that holds everything within herself...the Oneness Consiciousness..the paper, if you will, upon which the Creator writes (the Creator being a conscious force associated with Light and the Sun). Zebra Jasper, with it's straight lines, is more of the Masculine version of Oneness since Consciousness tends to run along a straight axis (a stream of thought for example or think of a film strip. Snowflake Jasper is more feminine with it's circles). Mediation I wrote this meditation without looking at the symbols for this Lunar Cycle and did not consider them because there have been so many deep and profound things going on in my life this Lunar Cycle and big epiphanies. However, I will say that the symbols- even the two Medicene Cards on either side of the Temperance Card represent a sort of balance. The Lizard Card and Raven Juxtaposed are both very reminiscent of the Scorpion and Eagle symbols of Scropio into which the Moon South Node will soon be changing. Temperance is often seen as a card of Balance. On the right of the Angel is the Lion for Leo the sign of the Sun, Masculine and Consciousness. On the left of the Angel is the Eagle of Scorpio a Water Sign, Feminine and Subconscious. The Angel is pouring water onto the Lion and Fire onto the Eagle balancing the two aspects of Creation. The Angel is standing in the river and the two animals of the zodiac on Land...again Balance. The Temperance Card is actually a card of experimentation trying to find the right balance. Wow has this Lunar Cycle been rough but I've had a lot of epiphanies. I was feeling all cozy with Venus in Capricorn and then Boom! The New Moon Solar Eclipse happened in Saggitarius. From the start based on dreams and the "storm" pattern I saw I chose to forego Breaking Points (the News) and the Walt Disney World Vlogs I normally watch. The New Moon was just as glitchy as I expected. People (including me) reported that it was going to be on the 4th when it was actually on the 3rd here on the West Coast...meaning for the entire United States which was really weird (the only astrologer that got it right was the Leo King David Palmer). I've also heard astrologers (either Acuyta Bhava Das or Rock Levine) say that the Nodal change is going to happen on the 22nd of this month when I have end of this Month but in my notes that's not supposed to happen until January 22nd. Time is already getting weird. Next year, based on what I've seen it will be even more glitchy and weird. During this Moon Cycke I was hit with a lot of sorrow and very potent dreams with a disturbing message (I will go into all of that in a Personal Update). As a result I've done a lot of energetic purging. I realized that Saggitarius Season is always difficult for me. Usually, about now I get super stressed out and then bottle it up and then have a breakdown in March. Saggitarius is my 12th House which Acuyta Bhava Das refers to the house of "undoing" but I also associate with Oneness and Hivemind (being the House of Pisces which is Group Think/Hive Mind). If you compare the Wheel of the Zodiac to the Hero's Journey it's the Return Home where you return to being an ordinary person instead of a Hero. I've known a lot more Saggitarius people in my life then any other sign. My Great Grandma Emma was a Sun Saggitarius and my Grandma Alta, her daughter, was also a sun sign Saggitarius. My best friend in High School, Victoria, was a Sun Saggitarius too. My Mother-in-law us a Sun Sign Saggitarius. Finally, the Husband is a Saggitarius Rising. Meditating on Saggitarius during the New Moon I realized that in a way it is my "medicene." You attract what you need to learn, as they say, and a recurring theme in my dreams is that I have a college degree but I haven't graduated high school. I'm almost there and I'm missing something simple...but I'm not there yet. Perhaps tge answer lies in Saggitarius. I also had a major breakthrough in how I see The Husband. Thst was pretty huge as I let go of the idealized version of him that I held and understand him as the person he is...he doesn't complete or finish projects because once he's learned something he gets bored and moves onto something new. He likes the challenge if learning but he Masters nothing...he is very Saggitarius! There has been a lot of action in the heavens. Neptune has been the major player. On the 5th Neptune in Pisces squared the Sun and sextiled Jupiter in Capricorn. I had a horrible nightmare and woke up in a funk. I told the Husband I needed time to myself to cry. (I have a hard time crying, especially in front of other people, because I see it as weak...and in general have a hard time processing emotions although I'm far more emotional these days. The fact that I wasnt emotional is one of my features that attracted the Husband). I realized that I needed to let go of a lot of energy...a lot of Pain and Trauma on my Heary Chakra. I've been listening to Cassie Spires on YouTube play the Tuning Forks (I was looking for tuning forks heart chakra videos) because my heart chakra has felt out of whack. I just hit the point this month where I was emotionally drained. This year has been rough and physically challenging. I've been having issues with my right wrist and have been wearing a wrist brace since I had my second daughter. I was trying to tap into more love energy in my heart chakra... Then I had the dreams and realized I was being warned not to sacrifice my own happiness for anyone else. The Husband, according to the Astrology, is going into a rough patch. Given that his Mom was in the hospital for a month and is now at home with 24/7 care I'm guessing it will be something around her. The message is clear, though, I need to stick to my guns and stick up for myself. I cannot sacrifice my own happiness or take a back seat to make room for the Husband to do as he desires. I don't desire much..my children were my deepest desire (and it took 10 years into our marriage to achieve that because first he had to buy the drum set he always wanted, then he had to buy the Motorcycle that he always wanted (at the expense of my dream honeymoon), the he had to buy the House, then he had to buy all of the music mixing equipment he wanted, then he had to buy the truck he always wanted, then he had to buy the RV he always wanted, then he had to buy the Jeep he always wanted, then he had to buy the Guns he always wanted...you get the point I'm sure. Like the majority of people he has a endless black hole f desire that will never be filled. I feel fulfilled with my daughters. I just want to supply them with the things that the need. I desire taking them to all of the places that I love most so we can build those experiences. I want to make them year books so they have a story that they can visually see about themselves. Taking Michelle to Disneyland next year is so huge for me...it's like a rite of passage. I thought I wanted a Husband who was veyr involved with the family and wanted tehse same goals. Yet, for some reason this ws the man who the Creator provided and I have a deep soul history with him. Clearly what I wanted was not meant to be and funny enough as I was thinking this Collete Baron Reid's Astrology article said just that for my Cancer/Capricorn signs. Here is the receipt: https://youtu.be/IlOmVPdgtMk The lesson of this life has been Service to Self for me. I've masterd and done Service to Others lives. I need to stop carrying others pain and loving myself more. I realized what I thought were energetic blocks in my right hand and foot (the Masculine, active, giving force in our bodies- Lune Innate works on them in her POV sessions and so dies Reiki With Anna- both on YouTube) was actually brusing from giving too much. As soon as I realized that my wrist issue cleared up. I go into this in my Personal Update Blog but there us a deep question I'm meditating on...How can I build myself a beautiful heart? You see a while ago in a dream I saw my Heart Chakra. My bed was there but it looked uncomfortable...almost painful and childish. The rest of the room was filled with dusty heavy furniture from other people. There was also a big dirty mop with a big yellow bucket filled with black dirty water. Meditating on this I realized my heart was a Janitors closet. I spent so much time fixing and cleaning up after others in life that I didn't take care of myself. I simply figured I could handle sleeping in an uncomfortable bed in a messy room with almost no room to walk because I had taken other people's unwanted furniture. Ultimately, I realized I have a fear of giving love to people (not my kids) because it's been the people that I loved most that have hurt me the most. I love people but the nurturing aspect that I used to have with everyone is now solely reserved for my kids...and that may be a really good healthy thing. As a kid I gave advice to my mother as a mother would- after all she was my kid in a past life where I was a single mother (widowed) that sacrificed a lot for her. That Mothering aspect of myself is the part that always wants to rescue others. Knowing that Suffering is the name of the game here on Earth and that it leads to developing a unique history and becoming what Thomas Campbell called Individuated Units of Consciousness that can, once we have amassed enough of a unique history and have a unique sens of self, become the Companions of the Creator...rescuing people from suffering his actually harmful...if anything it's a 'Sin.' I don't know how to make my heart chakra into a lovely room but I think this Taurus North Node may be able to teach me. I do know how to release the heavy furniture and the Mop...energy work videos are perfect for that! After crying I had a vision while meditating. I saw the left side of my body, the feminine receptive half fill up with darkness of the Mothering void that rippled with an iridescence bubbling up through my Root Chakra from Mother Earth. Then I felt a bolt of white energy shoot like lightning down through my Crown Chakra filling up my Masculine giving side of the body and penetrating deeply into the Earth. With both I felt balanced and the thought, "I am a force of balance on the Earth bringing Peace and Love to the Dark and Light." Then I saw a man dressed in a nomadic leather clothes with long dark hair in dread locks bound in leather thongs and he said, "Good job, kid," which caused me to cry snapping me out of the meditation. I don't know who or what that was but it was powerful. I'm curious to see what this New Nodal story will bring. Clearly, it's going to be difficult and I am to do the opposite of sacrificing myself for others. I have to walk the Path of Service to Self to gain more of a self-identity instead of merging with the Husband. We defintely merged at one point and I lost myself in his world trying to make him happy by making the amount of money he wanted me to make. He has a more established sense of self and its hard to compromise with that...I also merged with my Mother who had an iron will and I had no choice but to obey...so I have this very obeying side to me...that servant side that I need to balance out. Venus is undergoing her Retrograde Underworld journey- complete with Pluto's embrace on Christmas- in my First House of Identity. That journey will not end until March...the month where I usually break down. The Star Point itself is on January 8th 2022. Anasatsia did a lovely video on the subject that you can find here: https://youtu.be/CzyOwb_86Ds Plus, we have that last Uranus/Saturn Square. We have that Omicron Variant- a Greek Letter that translates to "little o" but is equal to Hebrew's Ayin- or the Eye. Think the Eye of Ra or Odin or in the Lord Of The Rings The Eye of Sauron...the Bull's Eye but it's the little "I".. the Animal Soul humanity has so long tried to snuff out. I don't believe that is a coincidence. We are coming to the end of the Age of the Animal (Indigenous Tradition) but destroying the Ego or Desire Mind (killing the Bull) is not the way to embody the true Human Expression. In the Inanna myth of Sumeria that Anastasia discusses in regards to Venus the Goddess descends to the domain of her sister that is the Goddess of Death because the "Bull of Heaven" is killed. Destroying our individated self to reunite with the Creator is not the purpose of material reality...we wouldn't be much of a Companion to the Creator if we were just absorbed back into it...no more then a cell in my body can be my friend. I cannot consciously have a deep conversation with that cell....I can talk to it but it won't reply. The next Lunar Cycle and next year's New Power Structure theme will be interesting. References: Perakis, Athena. (2021) Sage Goddess. www.SageGoddess.com Victor, Arisa. (2009) High School Astrolgoy. Fraternity Of The Hiddne Light. Carson,James and Sams, Jamie. (1999). Medicene Cards. St. Martins Press New York, Ny. Hoffman, Edward. (1998) The Hebrew Alphabet A Mystical Journey. Raincoast Books. British Columbia Dobin, Rabbi Joel C. (1999). Inner Traditions International. Rochester Vermont Callahan, Kathy. (2010). The Path of the Medicene Wheel. Trafford Publishing. BC Canada. Lembo, Margaret Ann. (2013) Crystals, Minerals, and Stones. llewellyn. Woodbury, MN Lotterhand, Jason. (1989) Thursday Night Tarot. New Castle Books. Los Angeles California
This is a reaction instead of a review because I'm not sure when the series will end. There were several books in the series and I'm not sure if this is going to go for another season or what's going to happen with this show. I don't think that it's received the attention they wanted.
One of the things that my husband and I had in common when we first met was that we had both read the Wheel of TIme series of books. So, naturally, when this series came out we had to watch it. He has Amazon Prime anyways because he gets bored with Disney Plus (which I have because I love Marvel and Disney). So, we didn't have to sign up for anything we didn't already have to watch it. First, the casting really surprised me because it was very diverse. The book was not diverse and I had imagined everyone as caucasian so it took me a moment to adjust to the diverse cast because it ws so different from what I had imagined. As I became used to it I really like the actors and actresses that were chosen. The only one that I don't really like that much is the Matt Cauthon charecter because he wa smore of a maverick blond heartbreaker and they went with a brunette shady looking actor/portrayl. They are really keeping accurate to the books which I have really enjoyed. Oneof the things I love about the Wheel of Time series is the emphasis on Reincarnation. The Wheel is literally Reincarntion with the gypsy like Tu'athan (I think I'm spelling that correctly) explaing that the Way of the Leaf is non-violence and that with time the leaf falls off, fertilizes the tree and then eventually comes back. I have always loved that beautiful description of Reincarnation. This is also the best depiction of Magic in the Fantasy Genre. Morraine is actually drained when she touches and wields the light. I think they captured the magic fairly well (especailly the men touching the Light and going mad) but I could see why some might have some disannonce watching it because they don't understand how the magic of this world works. So, in that regard they haven't done very good because I think that it does require a bit of exposition that I think they plan on doing later but for people who've never read the books it might be confusing. The series is shot in the same gritty style as Game of Thrones and the opening credits of the show is in the similar style of Game of Thrones. In scenes where there is violence there is a lot of blood. Which is unfortunate because it's hard for me to watch (at least, thankfully, Jordan didn't have secenes like Martin). I find the series a bit hard to watch because of that style. I stopped watching Game of Thrones after the first season because I found it too unsettling. I'm very careful about what I put my attention on as I do believe that what you focus on brings things into your reality and at the very least will affect your dreams. So, I'm not a big fan of that. In fact, my husband wanted to wake up and watch it while I breast feed at night and I said no way. I knew that would lead ot horrible nightmares. So, yeah, I kind of have a love/hate relationship with this one. I love the story but I don't like the style. I can't believe the Pandemic has lasted for over a year and shows no sign of ending. When I log into FB the majority of posts are about Coronavirus still and what the Collective focuses on is what grows. My gut feeling is that this energy and mask wearing won't end until 2022 or 2023. Too many people are reluctant to go back to normal.
That said, I want to share the stones I've been using/keeping with me through this Pandemic especially when out in public. They are alchemical stones to work with and transmute the energy instead of trying to block the energy. GARNET This beautiful Root Chakra Stone is very protective. If you have any issues with feeling safe this is the stone to work with. There is a primal energy that is very maternal and protective about this stone. Since so many people (on both sides of the issue) have been in fear (and it's contagious) this is a must to carry in public to keep that fear energy out of your aura. That way you can be an oasis of peace and calm in a sea of fear. Choosing to be that refuge is the heart and embodiment of being the change you want to see in the world. Snowflake Obsidian This stone has come up the most often as the Oracle Stone for me this year. Humanity has been engaged in a lot of Shadow Work since the Pandemic began and people face the very scary reality that Death is a necessary part of life on Earth (I would never want eternal life in the material world). Again, this stone works with this energy helps with that transformation providing a refuge. Blue Rose Quartz Since the Trump Era began loving communication has been a challenge. First people disowned friends and family members for supporting Trump. Now people are disposing friends or family members who don't get the vaccine. This stone of heart based communication helps us build compassion and understanding with others.I can't believe the Pandemic has lasted for over a year and shows no sign of ending. My gut feeling is that this energy and mask wearing won't end until 2022 or 2023 (or ever for some people who are really germaphobes or kids who think it's the only way to be safe). Conclusion Remember what you resists persists and what you focus on is what grows. These stones work with the energy surrounding the Pandemic without trying to change them. Instead you can embrace and transform the experience through choice. References: Perakis, Athena. (2021) Sage Goddess. www.SageGoddess.com Victor, Arisa. (2009) High School Astrolgoy. Fraternity Of The Hiddne Light. Carson,James and Sams, Jamie. (1999). Medicene Cards. St. Martins Press New York, Ny. Hoffman, Edward. (1998) The Hebrew Alphabet A Mystical Journey. Raincoast Books. British Columbia Dobin, Rabbi Joel C. (1999). Inner Traditions International. Rochester Vermont Callahan, Kathy. (2010). The Path of the Medicene Wheel. Trafford Publishing. BC Canada. Lembo, Margaret Ann. (2013) Crystals, Minerals, and Stones. llewellyn. Woodbury, MN Lotterhand, Jason. (1989) Thursday Night Tarot. New Castle Books. Los Angeles California Sophia. Wisdom.
This is the purpose souls on Earth have...to gain experience (that leads to Wisdom) and to achieve individuality so that we can be companions to the One Creator or what some call Source, others call All-That-Is or the Oneness Consciousness. All Spiritual teachings imply this but Edgar Cacye states it openly. That's why I wasn't surprised that John Van Auken wrote about the Gnostics and Sophia in the Edgar Cacye quarterly magazine Venture Inward. I had heard that Sophia meant Wisdom but I've never looked deeply into the Gnostic Christian tradition and didn't know that it pre-dated Christ but took Jessus as the savior from their prophecy. What surprised me is the stories he chose to share about Sophia which confirmed some visions that I've had. Essentially she, not the One Creator directly, created Earth as a way of return to the place from which she had 'fallen'. In the 'highest heavens' she had the impulse to know the One Creator. She knew a sort of father but she wanted to know the 'ultimate father' or the Oneness Consciousness. In one version of the story she is stopped by a boundary spirit that informs her that if she keeps going she will be absorbed into the Oneness and lose all sense of identity. The other story is a bit different... Here is how John Van Auken described it: "In Pistis Sophia (chapter xxix) Sophia was seduced by a demon who used a ray of light she mistook for an emandation from he First Father. She pursued the light, which led into chaos below the Twelve Lights... where she was captured and imprisoned by the dark powers... Once Sophia became captive in matter, the Good God emanated two new Lights. Christ and the Holy Spirit. ...These two take hold of Sohias 'formless substance' and give it life and form, whereupon Sophia tries to rise again to the father, but in vain. To help her, the Good God emanates the Savior who must come down into the realms of matter and unite with the man Jesus, the Son of Mary. The Ghonostic Saivior is not a human but a light that enters humans. The Gnostic savior is the messenger in Jesus, rather then the man. A distinction that Edgar Cacye also makes (991-1). The Good God is seen as the opposite of the World Creator, or the Lord of this World who captures and imprisons souls. When someone knows Jesus and his gnosis (knowledge) the become free of the yoke of the World Creator..." Immediate Reaction I'm definitely intrigued enough that I want to research the Gnostic beliefs around Sophia further. I can't take one source as an authority. Although, I trust John Van Auken when it comes to research and his distillation of the myth (which has farm more detail then what I have written here but you'll have to get a copy of Venture Inward to read it). Unfortunately, it will probably be 3-4 years before I can do the research on the subject myself. First, and foremost one of the stories he shared implies that the Creator of our Solar System and Earth is the female Sophia and that her son is the 'ruler of this world'. There is a lot of evidence implying that she is (and I've had both dreams and visions confirming this) but I've never read of a group openly saying that! Second, it implies thst there are two Creator's that exist prior to our Creator. The usual Triad of God's. Third, it confirms the idea of how, without individuality, the "primordial" Creator (Absolute Unbounded Oneness/Brahmen) would "absorb" anyone that approached it. Fourth, is that the story of Sophia's descent is the same as Persephone and Inanna. Fifth, the story of the Goddess having a child out of wedlock is like that of Shakti and Ganesha.* Shakti, of course, is associated with the Kundalini. Let's take a moment to consider the Correlations to other belief systems. The Creator Is Female While unpopular during the Age of Pisces it's believed that during the Age of Taurus society was overseen by a Matriarchy that worshipped the Goddess instead of a male God. Laird Scranton relates in the Mystery of Skata Brae that a mysterious group tied to teachers not from Earth taught people to build their homes in the shape of a woman. In fact, it's implied that spirituality started with the teaching about a 'Sleeping Goddess'. In his research he connects dwellings in Scotland, Egypt and even New Zealand...all made in the same shape of the Goddess. There is also the basic fact we refer to Mother Nature as a Mother. Nature has always been referred to as a Goddess by mainstream society. That's how deep and common sense the idea of a Female Creator is engraved in the Collective Conscious. A Goddess's Descent The Descent of the Goddess is a familiar Archetype often connected with Venus reappearing as the Morning Star. (There are two morning stars- Mercury and Venus but there isn't a myth about Mercury descending into the Underworld and getting stuck). The story of Sophia most closely resembles that of Persephone. Only Persephone is captured by the God Hades who symbolizes death. Then there is the Sumerian Goddess Inanna who descends and is captured by her sister Ereshkigal who plays the role of death (literally turning Inanna into a corpse). Both Inanna and Persephone end up spending half the year on Earth (Spring/Summer) and half in Heaven (Fall/Winter). Triad Of Gods Another common archetype is the Triad of God's. In Christianity it's the Father, Son, and Holy Ghost. In the Hindu tradition it's Brahma, Vishnu and Shiva. In the Egyptian tradition it's Amun, Re and Ptah. The all male triad does to be a newer trend that emerged with the dominance of the Patriarchy but they are the more familiar to us these days. (Not surprising as Jewish tradition tried to destroy all evidence of a Goddess in their tradition- the Shekinah In Egypt there were Triads of two males and a Female. There was Amun, Mut and Khons. The most popular is Osiris, Isis* and Horus. There was also Ptah, Sakhmet* and Nefertem. What makes the story of Sophia different is not only that both the primordial Father and Son are Creator's but so is the Son's Daughter. Of course, the Father usually represents what Thomas Campbell calls the Absolute Unbounded Oneness and the Son the Absolute Unbounded Multiplicity. Both of which are referred to as exactly that in John Van Auken's retelling of Sophia's story. Absorbed Into Unbounded Oneness I've written entire blogs on this concept and idea. In fact, it's a central belief to my own personal belief system. Some Buddhists goal is to be reabsorbed into Source and to lose their identity. Ultimately, the purpose of Creation is that we may become what Edgar Cacye called, "Companions to the Creator." Why would we need to accumulate experiences to become a unique individual in order to be a companion to God? Why is the One Creator always referred to as a mystery? Well, as the story of Sophia related by John Van Auken states...we would be absorbed into the "hive mind" Oneness of that original Godly Father. The only way to remain ourselves and be a companion to this being is to have developed a firm individuality- to "Know Ourselves as Ourselves," by developing a unique history/personality in Material Existence. The Goddess's Child/Unwanted Son The idea that a Goddess had a Son that didn't know it's parents (referred to as the Prince of this World by the Gnostics) is also common. Laird Scranton has worked a lot explaining how the Goddess Shakti and Ganesha are related to the Civilizing Group that taught humanity to build the Goddess inspired homes. Shakti wanted a child but Shiva didn't. So she created a Son while he was gone by scraping off some of her skin. The "wayward son" story ties into two other story's (as Ganesha was not wanted by Shiva). The Hawaiian trickster Demi God Maui was an unwanted son who helped create the world by "pulling up" islands from the water. The trickster Pale Fox in the Dogon tradition escapes the Womb of it's Creator not knowing it's parent. Ganesha is, of course, not a Trickster but a healer that removes blockages from the path of those who seek his aide. Personally, I believe that the Wayward Son aspect represents the Collective Conscious of Humanity that seems to be abandoned and doesn't openly know its purpose. Conclusion I defintely need to look into this more but the timing for this blog and idea couldn't be more timely. Venus, in the Month of December, will be going retrograde December 19th and she will be retrograe until January 29th. Venus is in an extended stay in Capricorn, which she entered on November 5th and will be staying there until March 6th 2022...ad as Capricorn is an Earth sign she is defintely 'descending into matter' during this retrogarde and she will be emerging as the Morning Star. We also just had a Luncar Eclipse in Taurus and the Moon Nodes will be switching to Earthy Taurus which is a feminine sign that is the ultimate representation of the Earthiness or Material Reality in the zodiac. Also, very interestingly I came across a musician who uses Tuning Forks who's just getting started named Cassie Spires. She stated on her last broadcast that she believes she channels Sophia when working with the Tuning Fors and asking questions. https://youtu.be/JNVTRhZmINw |
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