This is one of the best things that I bought for my eldest daughter for her birthday backnin August.
I cannot recommend this product enough. If you have a child that is as Unicorn and balloon Obssessed as mine this is what you need to buy. The balloon is only $5.95 on Amazon just look up self standing Unicorn balloon. This balloon has lasted six months. The string is set up at the throat so kids can pretend that the Unicorn is their pet. I think, like the small balloons sold in flower departments in grocery stores....this thing is going to last forever as long as the kiddo is not too rough on it. Seriously, this thing blew her mind on her birthday and continues to be one of the best items I've ever bought.
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Here is the link in case the embedded video above decides to be difficult: https://youtu.be/L5mZKBSz3Jk I think it's a little sad that these are not the most popular videos. I find these the most interesting so I am going to be doing these anyways. I will continue to do Oracle Stones for this channel for the different months. The Animal Medicene Card for the Month was pretty popular so I'll probably keep that up. I'm still learning what does and does not work. I find it intresting what is successful and what isn't and I continue to experiment with things so that's been an adventure. The video covers everything so I won't go into it but this reading really shocked me. The short for this did post on the day of the school shooting in Nashville. I don't thin I predicted that in particular. I think that Mars entering Cancer after being stuck in Gemini since October has more to do with the confrontational energy in this reading. Yes, that brings out the 'Mama Bear' energy as Adam Ellenbaas and L. Natale brought up and that energy is defintely high after the school shooting. The Mama Bears are out in force because of that...and no it's not Mars that caused the incident. The energy was swirling around, as was set up by the One Creator, and what humans do with the provided energy- little tests from Divinity you might say- is up to them. Right now, the Wounded energy is so high. I stated posting the shorts for the Tips for the Dark Night of the Soul. They didn't come out as well as I wanted since YouTube shorts decided to make the screen smaller. So I'm not happy about that but what I say is more important then the visual.The videos didn't do as well as some- some of my daily shorts hit 400 views- but there are some people watching them which is better then none. So, that's really interesting. Anyways, I hope you learn something from the reading and sending all of you so much love.
Dearest Lily,
Lily, that's the name I decied that if I ever had a daughter I would name her. Your father liked the story of Lilith so we named you Lilith-Ann instead of simply Lily. I still love the name Lily and I decided to use that instead of yoru given name on your birth certificate for now on. I find it hard to believe that 8 years ago I gave birth to you. Yes, you passed away three days later. The memories, for me, feel like yesterday. Yet, on March 28th of 2014 my life changed forever. I'm still discovering the layers of how it affected me. I'm back to the Psychiatrist, this time with your fathers blessing and no one is accusing me of faking. That anyone ever did was bananas. I've been so busy this year that it really felt as though things crept up on me. I cannot believe that it's your birthday once again. This year we are going for an outing. As usual, we will celebrate with a cake on the weekend before. I just finished writing a book. I wrote it over the course of two months but it holds my personal philosophy of life. I like to keep things simple a day sweet so it's short but still...that I feel confident to write a book at all is amazing. I also just finished writing thr astrology forecasts for next year. I thought I had seen wold years but that was nothing. There is a chance we might see World War III. Though, I pray it never happens! Your little sisters are thriving. Michelle co tinues to be a hilarious delight. Katie is a little tank that just keeps going no matter what. Both of them amaze me every day. We also added two new family members- Sparkle and Bandit. They are puppies from your Grandparents dogs. They are super adorable. I was hoping each would belong to one of your sisters but they are both mine. Your sisters and the dogs literally fight over my lap...so most of the time I stay on my feet. I'm working on my YouTube Channel. I hit 1k subscribers without really trying. Right at the moment when I could start making videos again. My format changed a bit although, I probably will go back to that other format. I know that I am lucky in so many ways. I was so lucky to have you. I am so lucky that you changed my life forever by inspiring me to step onto the Path of the Seeker. In so many ways, I lost everything I knew but since then I gained everything that actually matters. There isn't much in this world that matters, nothing you can hold, but there is a lot that doesn't matter. I surprised myself this year by completely stopping watching everything but Astrology, ASMR and occasionally Breaking Points. I'm just not interested in entertainment anymore. Real life- such as Astrology and the cycles we exist within- is so much more interesting. Only when people reduce it to a boring routine of work and sleep does it seem so...well, boring. I keep surprising myself by growing and changing even more every year since your birth. You will always be the first miracle that I witnessed that convinced me magic exists. I send you so much love. I know you are with us and that always means so much. I can't believe it's been so long. I wish I could go back and change some things but at the same time I have no regrets. I did what I could at the time with what I had. I've forgiven myself...and I celebrate you even more. Love, Mama
Pluto into Aquarius Chat, Unintentional ASMR and Symbols.
Here too is just the Medicene Wheel Short: https://youtube.com/shorts/TkWOmWHemb8?feature=share Here is a Pluto Into Aquarius Symbol Meditation Short: https://youtube.com/shorts/HR5EDsWaLDo?feature=share This is a slight variation on what I did for the blog. I prefer to just say it without a script because I think it comes out better and more authentic. I almost forgot to post this because I am over halfway through with next Years astrological blogs. There is still a bit more work to do but I've gone through the Astrolgy. Similar to last year there are a couple months of great energy...and a couple months (April and October) that are like, holy moly, including a Conjunction with Black Moon Lilith in October. There are a lot of really good months though, alot better energy then anything I've seen this year, so that's really good. Anywho, hope you enjoy! The other day I went to Target with the family. My eldest daughter and I always walk through what used to be called Bullseye's Bargains. That's where a bunch of stuff is usually under $5.
I found this little thing and, while it turned out to be three dollars or so...it was worth it! Back in Middle School we used to make these sorts of things and then use them for Divination. One part would be colors, another would be labeled with boys names. Then another would have numbers of kids. I didn't really like any of the boys in that school. I don't remember a single crush but it was still entertaining. I wonder how many girls played those games and how many still do. Of course, this is just colors, but it's still fun. The kiddos like to see me cycle through the colors. Maybe they will one day play with it as a fidget toy. The memory and seeing something I totally forgot about being sold as a fidget toy was just neat. Not to mention remembering that the old games I used to play were Divination. No wonder I grew up loving them.
Here is the YouTube Link in case the above is something random and not my video: https://youtu.be/2xW2hJ7gBdU
Holy moly the fire energy is intense this morning. I was just doing my New Moon Ritual and the flame on my Red Candle was high enough to be alarming. So I didn't leave it on my altar but brought it with me to work on my laptop. Today is another cold and rainy day where I live in Southern California. I felt as though the Creator was making up for that with one of the biggest flames I've ever seen on my candle. Remember, it's not time to hit, "Go!" that energy is coming soon (the next New Moon). Sending all of you love! Things are getting weird! I was lucky and my mom sent this in a box of goodies that she sent to us. She's getting elderly and doens't shop in person as much so she will get on the Target website and send me things she thinks I'd like. That's the kind of thing when you never get to see each other because you live in seperate states when, quite honestly, we were probably over involved in each others lives prior. Although, I must say that this coffee came out way too early for the actual Spring Season...I think it's been out for a month or more. I didn't try it until just recently and will be brewing it the first weeks of Spring (I've been cutting down on my caffine intake and have been somewhat sucessful even though I'd thought the medication I started would end up causing me to drink more coffee- thankfully, so far I've suffered no adverse side effects).
Either way, I felt lucky because it gave me something to review for Spring! First off, this was a ground coffer not a Whole Bean. So, the taste isn't as flavorful as a whole bean. Aside from that I did my usual routine of 3 tablespoons in the French press with two cups hot water. I then let it steep for three minutes and it's good to go. Black Coffeee Wow! This took me back. Right off I tasted Kenya and I though, "This is a medium roast from Africa but I think it has a little Columbia coffee too." Kenya is my absolute favorite Starbucks coffee. I haven't had it in forever. They don't sell it in grocery stores. So that was an awesome surprise. Columbia is more popular and it's my second favorite. I buy that the most. You never can go wrong with Columbian coffee. With Cream: I do prefer this just with cream. Starbucks tends to be more acidic then other companies Coffees so I always need cream. This would be amazing with Breve- steamed cream but since I don't have that at home. This is one of those rare cases where the coffee literally made me wish for some Breve. With Sugar: I use Splenda, but still it brightens the flavor of the light roasts that they used. Conclusion This would taste amazing with Breve. I'm convinced that Starbucks uses a similar blend foe the coffee base of their Frappuccino's. To have a thick frothy milk with this just seems right. Such an indulgent wonderful blend. I really enjoyed it and if I could buy it regularly would get a milk frother and drink it every day. I almost miss being a Starbucks partner and receiving a pound of coffee a week!
Here is the link in case YouTube messes up on here: https://youtu.be/K_gfuoWJL_s
I decided to share a grid for the Equinox that I made on YouTube with a video. I am okay with how the video came out. I decided to do a Rune pull at the end of it for our Equinox. Funny enough I received the same one that I did for ths week- Fehu. Fehu is one of my favorites. The Rune of Abundance is one that I personally wear each day on a bracelet (Ansuz is the other Rune I wear every day- a Rune of protection and together they balance out the Divine Masculine and Feminine). I really had fun making this video and I hope that you guys enjoy it. I'm not entirely sure why nothing posted on Saturday so I'm glad I did that extra post last week. I have to check on my scheduled posts to see if there was an error or if I missed something. I worked ahead on YouTube so I could finish up with other monthly tasks...and I've also start going through the Astrology for next year which, so far, looks pretty nice. There will be a little bit of a throw back to current circumstances but it does look as though we will turn over a new leaf. I will be making and posting the April Medicene Wheel Reading that I did which blew my mind. People think "The Event" is happening this month. Well, next month, I think is where we are really going to see something happen. Hopefully, it's a decisive act that ends the potential for World War III or it could be the start of World War III. Although, I don't think I'll say that in the reading but it did have a happy outcome. I'll say more when I post that video after I make it. I was really shocked and a bit horrified by what I pulled at first. I take some time to meditate on things, instead of doing them right off the bat, and I realized that it was...in the end...a good thing.
Here is a link to the YouTube Video that I did since I checked this and for some reason someone else's video popped up. Sometimes Weebly just gets things wrong but here you go: https://youtu.be/sW_TmgTg8rk
Alright, I could focus on what I shared with the Saturn Transit in Pisces video above but I think I covered most of that in the video. I broke it down simply in my Shorts video where I explained that Satrun In Pisces is going to Breakdown our perception of Collective Reality so we can re-connect to Source. That was the easiest way for me to describe it. Now, I chose to do the Medicene Wheel reading because I did one for Pluto entering Aquarius which I find more interesting. However, that reading was so compelling and surprising I decided to do one for the Saturn Transit. The Pluto Transit in Aquarius short and long form video will be posting tomorrow, I think. I've created and scheduled all of the videos for the next three weeks. So, first off I've put a lot more time into YouTube then I originally intended. I always have a ton of ideas. My two most popular shorts (only hitting 1k but that's good for me) are my dog Sparkle(https://youtube.com/shorts/FR-iu7Ekzso?feature=share) and simple Quartz Oracle Stone video. I think that's hilarious. What I've realized with YouTube is that with time and consistancy they reward people and start pushing the channels. I think that one day with the Oracle stone was just a test to see how many people would click on it but it will probably take a year to get there. On that note, I will be trying to update this Blog with all of the content from there by embedding it and then I will try to elaborate on it. I don't know if I'll be successful. The next two weeks or so I intend to share a lot of content. Mostly- it will be little stuff here and there. I share some Nature Symbolisim from my yard in Shorts which I can't embed here. In fact, I can't embed any of the shorts so I will be sticking to sharing the long form videos. I also will be investing in some equipment, I think, and defintely a gimble. I'm working on adding memory to the phone that I am using for recording. I had majore issues with it when trying to do the St. Patty's Day video which ended up being quite the fiasco but instead of tossing it all out (it ended up being low quality because of the way I had to transfer it to my computer) I decided to post it anyways. One thing about being broken down so many times on the Path of the Seeker by Dark Night of the Souls is that you hit the point where it just doesn't matter. I don't think that I could be embarressed or surprised by anything at this point. I'm also one of those people once I make up my mind to do something I do it. I am changing up the Oracles I do for the Zodiac Season and for the Monthly Oracle. Since I'm doing a Daily Oracle Stone on my channel I didn't want to do a Zodiac Season or Monthly Oracle Stone. I think that I will keep them on here (as I don't post dayily with an Oracle Stone) but on my channel I will be posting an Animal Medicene Card for the Zodiac Season and an entire Medicene Wheel Reading for the Monthly. Aprill's Monthly really took me by surprise, so much that I called my mom with an, "Oh crap!" moment. I don't like to draw the cards and share in a video because I like to meditate on readings for awhile but man! I really think the mixed Oracle style of reading that I've been doing is really potent. I will try and post the Zodiac Medicence Card and the Monthly Reading on here...on the day that it posts on YouTube instead of my normal Wednesday/Saturday pattern. Popping on here is a little difficultand I had no intention of doing so today but I had an opportunity when the one and a half year old (she just hit 18 months yesterday!) and the four and a half year old wore themselves out playing on the swing set and are taking naps. The other reason I fired up the old laptop is because The Husband sent me the .PDF file for my book that I am going to publish: The Purpose of Life: A Brief Scientific And Magical Approach For The Age Of Aquarius. I tried uploading a .doc file and boy did Kindle freak out. Apparently, it really prefers .PDF's. My goal with the book is to have it published by the end of April. The Husband is currently proof-reading it so I'm waiting for him to finish that process. Hopefully, he'll read it pretty quickly (for me, it's about a day's read...when I say brief I mean brief althought it may end up being around 100 pages in paperback form). I'm opting for Kindle and paperback forms...if I can do both (which I think I can). So, that's an entire adventure of it's own. I will see how this one goes before publishing the very lengthy Seven Code: An Esoteric Guide. Other then that everything is going wonderfully. I went to a new dentist and my dental adventure continues. Although, the did say something really encouraging which I'll cover in a Product Review. I also went to a Psychiatrist. That was an entire fiasco. They did put me on a medication. So far I've had no adverse reaction to the medication. We won't really know if it works until next year. They did confirm that the fact he gave me two old pills out of the blue would cause an episode and I know he did that for two years. At the same time, I would prefer to be safer then sorry and just taken the medication. There are some down sides. One of the side effects is possibly diabetes so I will be closely watching my sugar intake. I'm almost sugar free now, but every now and then I'll have a sugary dessert (we usually split it between myself, The Husband and the eldest kiddo). That's no fun. At the moment, that's where things stand. I will be upgradeing my equipment for the Videos. I defintely want to get a Gimbal so that the shaky camera thing is not an issue. I was a little worried that the shakiness was just me...but then I realized they invented Gimbalsl for a reason. I know about Gimbals because of ResortTV1. People would always ask what they used so that is something I want...of course, if I want to do videos with me in them I probably need a ring light. Previously I used natural sunlight (which I prefer) but I can only really make the longer videos at night. I think it will help with the more ambient videos that I like to make. Truth is, even though the long form videos don't get as many views as the Shorts I do like them a lot. They do the most for me when it comes to over all views. I have to hit cetain requirements and the long form videos go a longer way then the Shorts. Plus I love creating little ambient scenese. That must be my Cancer Sun. So, my videos are unique and a litttle all over the place. I like using different ideas and creating something new. Is it too new and different? We will see...low quality at the moment is probably my biggest challenge but I'm working on that one and I've already improved some things dramatically. Thank you, to all of you who have tuned into this blog for so long. I really appreciate it and I'm looking forward to these two new adventures- the book and the YouTube channel. I don't expect either to really mature until next year but it's totally fun. Astrology
This Full Moon makes me think, all systems are...almost...go! Right now, however, it's a heart felt moment of self-analysis as we stand on the precipice of a new astrological year. The potential for a heart healing moment is here. The Aries New Moon is at 0 degrees of Aries which is the symbol of endless potential. However, it's more of a count down to the moment that we will experience progress. The Chart is actually a balance between sweet and bitter. We have the Sun, Moon and Mercury conjunct in Aries. We also have Chiron and Jupiter in Aries. We also have the Asteroid Vesta in Aries and she is conjunct Chiron and Jupiter. In this Stellum Vesta, who represents the heart, is leading the way in Aries. That's for planets, adwarf planet and an asteroid. That's a lot of energy. Meanwhile, Venus, the Goddess of Love, is conjuct the North Node. With Vesta and Venus really setting a tone for this New Moon it is very much about the heart and love. Pluto is Sextiling the Sun and Moon as though giving his blessing to this neblous position of being on the edge of a new beginning. We're in that no-man's land where we haven't quite commited to a new start...that sweet spot of Rebirth that Pluto rules. The main sticking point in this Chart is Mars. This is a bit of a problem because Mar's is the Ruler of Aries so this chart doesn't have the energy that it should have. Mars is still stuck at it's detriment in Gemini where it's Willpower is confused...does it go down the road of Chivalry of the Knight or does it go down the road of a tyrannical War Monger? Mars is at a very important decision point. Venus seems to be saying, "Follow your heart and choose Chivalry," but with all of the Gemini noise Mar's can't hear her plea. Mar's is square the Sun and Moon as though to say to the King and Queen of the sky, "You cannot go without your knight," but it is also in a Supportive Trine with Jupiter. Even though Jupiter is in Aries, he seems to be indicating that contemplation within this 0 point is neccesary instead of rash behavior. Mar's is also square Neptune, whatever lies within the Master of the Subconscious realms knowledge base is not welcomed by Mars. Another indicaiton that it's probably not a wise moment to go forward is Black Moon Lilith, who Chris Witecki used to refer to as representing all of our fears, in Leo- the Zodiac sign that asserts that it is special and rises above all the other signs. Lilith is in a supportive trine to the Sun, Moon and Mercury. Our greatest fears to protect our status as a special person within our own mind seems to be the reason we want to launch optimistcally headlong into the next cycle. Black Moon Lilith is also square Venus suggesting that she doesn't want us to listen to our heart this time around...she wants us to selfishly go for the gold at all costs. Pluto, meanwhile, is also square Venus as though to say that this time of rebirth is not a time to place the heart first. Perhaps, it is a bit naieve to enter this cycle guided primarily by our heart while our Willpower runs low. Hebrew Letter: Hei Hei represents the breath of life. Hei is seen twice in the name of god Yod-Hei-Vav-Hei. This letter always reminds me of Aslan breathing on the children in Narnia to give them courage. That is more or less the archeatypal energy I associate with this Hebrew Letter. In the Esoteric tradition taught by Paul Foster Case and Jason Lotterhand this Hebrew is the Window. This is the method in which we Tarot Card: The Emperor The Emperor is Key number Four of the Tarot. Chris Witecki used to say, "Four is the Door." The top of the Emerpor is drawn in the form of a Triangle atop a cross- the symbol for Sulfur in Alchemy. He bears he Ankh- the key of life. The Emperor represents the Desire Nature that gave and gives rise to the desire to experience life in an incarnate body. He is the one who attempts to Square the Circle using his desire. He is not the one from which the life giving force proceeds but the one who shapes it to his will. He is dressed in Armor, a Mar's quality representing that while he is a leader he is also a soldier willing to sacrfice if needed for his empire. Faery Oracle: The Sage: Reversed When wisdom is turned upside down it tells us that things are not as we assume. Here, wisdom is being twisted. Instead of marching ahead it is time for us to question ourselves and our intentions. Why are we doing things? Tools I feel that this is a sacred moment of choice for each and every one of us. The decisions we make in this Moon Cycle will decide whether we evolve in this life significantly or not. Prophecy fortells, as I hope to cover in the Pluto Long Form YouTube Video and I have shared in the past on here- that the Age of Aquarius is when we Ascend and regain our Spiritual Self-Awareness. The Goddess within us wishes to Awaken. To honor the Inner Goddess, represented by Venus conjunct the North Node and Vesta leading everyone in Aries...I want to emphasize that energy. Therefore, I'm using Latin Lover from Wildberry as my Incense (to honor the direction of the East who represent Air), Rose for my Essential Oil (to honor the Guardians of the West who represent Water), Rose Tea in my little ceremony, and rose petals to decorate my altar during my own ceremony to sweeten everything up. I am using a red candle to honor the direction of the South and Fire which is the primary energy of this Aries New Moon. For the Earth (Nortern Direction) I will use these stones and minerals in a grid: Labrodorite Obelisk: Obelisks are representative of the divine masculine...it is also a pyramid on top of a generator adding to that Four Energy. I felt that this was really approriate for the Emepror Symbol. Labrodorite represents having the Bigger Picture in mind instead of focusing on details. Margret Ann Lembo in her book refers to it as, "Wide Angle Lens." Azurite Blueberry: This gorgeous little stone is the Stone of the Priestess according to Sage Goddess and I agree. This stone works with the third eye chakra to enhance intuition. Apophyllite Point: An Aura stone that purifies bringing insight to any situation. Ammonite: This Fossil reminds imus of the Spiral Path of life. I brought this in to honor Neptune and Saturn's entrance into Pisces. Fluorite Square: Fluorite is the stone of inspiration and green resonates with the Heart Chakra. This will help us perceive the Merkabas: These represent what some believe the Soul looks like, it is considered the "vehicle for our soul". The word Merkarba means "chariot". To me they represent the concept of "As Above So Below," and the four directions. Clear Quartz: For Clarity and Amplification Sunstone: To represent the Solar Plexus Chakra and Will Power in acknowledgement that Mars is the ruler of this chart. Amethyst: A third eye chakra to help us perceive clearly so that we may plan appropriately. 4 Clear Quartz Points- For Amplification, clarity and to direct the energy Meditation At first when I looked at this chart I agreed with Anastasia the Cosmic Astrologer that this was going to be "the ultimate Aries New Moon" but as I got into it I don't agree with that assessment. I see this New Moon as really urging us to think before we leap...to take a moment to look at what we are doing and think about it. What are our motivations? What is prompting us to make these choices? What are we looking to start and why? This New Moon is about Potential...not intiating anything. The Sage in this case seems to be saying, "Look before you leap...do you want to really leap into that?" Looking at the Full Moon for this Moon Cycle what really hit me is that though Mars will gain ground and finally get out of Gemini...it's going straight into Cancer where it will lose. At the same time there will be three planets in Taurus (two in Aries) and I feel that what we are really going to see is some sort of Result that is Defeat. Don't take this Aries New Moon lightly...we are destined to be defeated in whatever it is that we start this Moon Cycle. This is a Moon Cycle to really Observe. We are going to receive results that we do not like at the culmination point of this cycle, that is simply the energy- neither good or bad- simply the result of what has come before, but we have the choice at the New Moon to set an Intention asking to blunt the pain of that Defeated Willpower...and the inspiration to see beyond it. Now is not the time to be motivated by selfishness. |
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