This root chakra stone is perfect for Grounding and feeling Protected.
I can't think of a better stone for the Grand Earth Trine between the Sun In Virgo , Uranus in Taurus and Jupiter in Capricorn. I personally need as much grounding energy as possible. This is also a very masculine feeling stone. I can almost smell the musk most men wear when looking at this stone. According to Sage Goddess this is the stone of the warrior. This is an awesome for this Mars Transit in Aries with its energy of frustration since it won't really progress forward until January 2021. I don't know about you but I've seen a few YouTube personalities just lose it the last couple of weeks. I think B's Weekly on YouTube said a while ago that the Guru's were going to fall and prior to that I had a dream that a lot of the spiritual 'leaders' would cause people to doubt them this year. I've gone back to my exercise routine to help keep me in my body...that's essentially what grounding is in spirituality. Visualization that tree roots are coming up out of the Earth and holding you firmly into place is another great method. As is Shamanic drumming as I've shared previously. Dancing, which is a form of exercise is another great way to ground into the body. When we ground energy we help manifest it into reality. I feel as though this Full Moon and this Grand Earth Trine is leading to some major manifestation breakthroughs for all of us. I've been having some serious de ja vu moments but I have a very warm and at peaceful feeling about this time. The fact that Mahogany Obsidian works to heal and protect the Root Chakra is important. Right now in the United States a lot of people are feeling afraid and untethered from reality. Part of that is the lingering Coronavirus. Part of it is the presidential election in the United States. Part of it is the continued tolerated rebellion of anarchists. The death of Chadwick Bosemean, the actor who played King T'Challa in Black Panther, hit me hard this week that such a beautiful person could die of such a painful disease as kidney cancer. We're living in strange times and it's likely to continue through the rest of this year and into next year. Interestingly, I received this particular stone as part of set dedicated to Capricorn. I bought the set because I'm a Capricorn Ascendant and Capricorn Moon. With my Nodal return (Cancer/Capricorn) happening the last two years and all of this Capricorn energy this year... I've gone through a major transformation in my identity on a soul level. As a result, I associate Mahogany Obsidian with the constellation of Capricorn. I think it's more important then ever to be present in the Now instead of lost in golden memories of the past or dreaming of what is needed for a "perfect future." That on a soul level I choose to be optimistic and share that optimism with others is a powerful motivator for me to continue with my work on the path of the Seeker. There have been times that I wanted to give up. For me, this year has taught me to be fully present in the Now. Tomorrow and yesterday, from the perspective of this moment does not exist. I can't hear, touch, taste, or see the past or the future because the past only lives in my subjective reality and the future is only endless potential. However, I can seize and luxuriate in this moment.
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I had to move the blog I had scheduled for this weekend for this update.
I follow a critic named Christ Stuckmann and I'll put his review of Tenent below. He actually went to the theater to see Tenent. He got to see a preview and as all of the theaters that can open are due to open with this movie...this is big news. The reason this is big news is that I believe that movies are absolutely reflective of the Collective Consciousness. While I have read another blogger who responded to the idea say it's impossible I wouldn't dismiss it quickly if I were you. I understand skeptics but it's similar to the video I did on Shadow Work...I did that video with so much trepidation of calling it Shadow Work and then boom...it was everywhere. I don't give my video the credit...but I do give the fact that I took an idea delivered to me from the aether and put it into some format. That is the main purpose of this blog..to disperse and ground new ideas from the aether into a solid form so that it takes shape in reality. That said, I think that people who conceive plots of movies are also doing the same thing and they are ahead of the curve. What they create actually helps create reality because they allow people to experience different realities and decide between them. Now, I do believe in some degree to a sort of 'time heist' that happened. I think it was actually a combination of the Gray Aliens (future humans in one Timeline) and John Titor. I think that they along with the Star Seeds intervention has led to a brand new Timeline that everyone in Creation is watching occur. Bashar has called it 'The Eye of the Needle' and the Pleadian's Jayme Pryce calls "the ring that shall not pass" as though some of us are going through a very rare transition and not everyone is going there. Of course, there is Dolores Cannon described it as a split in the Collective Consciousness as some choose the Gray's timeline and some choose this new experience. Okay, all that said, I like the Time Travel movie idea. The fact that Tenent is the very first movie in the Theaters and it's about, "The people of the future need us," and what appears to be a Timeline War is exactly what I'm talking about here. People say time is a loop. If you read the Ascension Wiki review that I did it talks about alternate Timelines and that people in Atlantis started to experiment with Time and Artificial Intelligence. I can make a whole case using myth for both of these ideas. Edgar Cacye appears to confirm this idea because Spirit came in and started experimenting with Time and Crystals in general which lead to it's destruction. In many ways, the rare Timeline that we have the opportunity to choose this year by choosing love and peace over fear and war, is the combination of the Future and the Past working together to create a new Timeline. This movie, Tenent seems to hint at these ideas in the trailer. I think it's all going to center around the blonde woman, based on what Christ Stuckmann said. I also think that the plot is going to be a lot more simple than the whole Timeline Wars/Future Help/Gray Alien helping to create a new Timeline that leads to a Golden Age and the continiuation of humans in our current form (instead of the Singularity where we combine ourselves with Machines like the Borg along with going down the path of genetic engineering). In essence, instead of being stuck in a destructive Time Loop we will break off into a Spiral with a lot of branches creating a Multiverse like we see illustrated so well in the Marvel Movies (which are heavily influenced by the Kabbalah, Alchemy, and Myth). The annagram Tenent seems to suggest that the past is the future and the future is the past idea is going to be a factor in this movie. Tenent is the same word forward and backwards. That this movie instead of Mulan is the first in theaters is huge. I'm grateful that it's not Mulan because I'm starting to think that the Phoenix that I've been seeing in so many movies- especially Disney movies- actually hints at the Timeline of the Nuclear War. I have to admit that a Nuclear bomb does look a little like the mythical Phoenix and while I love Phoenix energy I am not excited about living through a war like that one. Tenent coming out first and Mulan being put onto a Video On Demand it seems that in this Timeline, at least, the future/past working together to change the Timeline has succeeded. I don't know what that will lead to but I'm excited about next year! Even weirder is that the extreme vengeful woman type Archetype seems to be being 'walked back' by franchises. I think this is good as well because there is a bit of the feeling of Kali in those types of charecters and archetypes. Kali, of course, is the Goddess who destroys the world in fire or water at the end of every other Age when we are at the bottom of the great cycle of the Grand Years. In the Hindu tradition we are in the Kali Yuga and the destruction is inevitable...I will cover this in a upcoming blog called "Thirteen Years On The Path of the Seeker and Awakening." In so many ways I feel as though we made it into the rare Timeline! Congratulations if you're reading this because I absolutely believe you're right here with me. This is such a rad crystal!
She is a master healer and is meant to ensure that any Journey Work you do (from Guided Meditation to Dreams) is protected and grounded. She is going to go on my personal Altar because she's so unique and special I can't imagine putting her anywhere else. I personally need her wisdom in wading through the deep emotional work that I am currently navigating. This is not one I would carry in a Medicine Bag because of the crystals on the stem. I'm a little hard on my medicine bag so it does take a little bit of abuse and I do need stones that rate higher on the hardness scale. (I wouldn't carry my natural Lepidolite in my medicine bag because it would fall apart...tumbled is fine but the natural is actually grainy.). If you have the opportunity to buy this crystal I say take it! How often do you get to hold something that's 1.5 billion years old in the palm of your hand? She is also perfect for using in healing people. She fits very neatly into my fingers. I hope to eventually do hands on crystal healing and crystal healing on YouTube. This will be a very neat tool to help extract negative energy from people's aura. This is, unfortunately, a rare crystal that comes from only one mine in Canada. You can get a hold of it somewhat easily but it may be expensive. The name, Auralyte, is inspired by the Aurora Borealis that can be seen from the mine. These crystals are 1.5 billion years old. You read that right, what I'm holding in my hand here is billions of years old. This stone predates dinosaurs. This one is so interesting that meditating with it is just profound. There is so much to see and look at it this one. The rutile looks like two Inner Children within the stone in the picture above. I have a picture of it with the Sage Leaf that it came with from Sage Goddess below this post so you can see what it looks like when light is not shining through it. If those are inner children, which it certainly does look like it, the value is even higher because that's even more rare...especially two inner children. Inner children, of course, are connected with doing inner child work. However, that could be an illusion created by the rutile. Often rutile looks needle like and I think that lines up with how this looks...and after a quick search it looks as though red rutile is often Titanium...so I'm guessing the red is the Titanite that was listed as one of the minerals contained in Auralyte 23. This one is just in a rare crystal looking shape! I love that it's in a natural V shape, or the roman numeral 5, because my life path number is a five. The number five (and seven) have both played a very large role in my life. So that is so much fun! Stones don't 'talk to me.' I always thought that was interesting for people who say they do. I do tune into the energy of the stone and I do see them as having a personality. Each stone/crystal/gem is unique and has a unique energy. I see the same in plants and animals (especially pets). As all things are aspects of the One Creator this makes absolute sense to me. The energy of this crystal is beyond wise and complex. She (sorry purple always makes me think of girls) is very complex as well...and if I were to pick a pop culture character that imbues here energy it would be the Wise One from the Doctor Strange movie. There are 23 different "types" of minerals in this powerful little crystal. The ones I can see with my layman's trained eye is Amethyst (purple), Smoky Quartz, Quartz (darker purle), Hematite (that black line) and Epidote (yellow inclusions). Since 23 different minerals are contained in this small crystal it carries the vibration of all of them. Talk about a crystal for Transformation! Sage Goddess says it helps with psychic abilities while keeping you grounded and safe. As far as being psychic...well I do have that going for me. I do have that tendency. I don't think it's for any purpose that I can apply in this life but...oh well, it's there. Sometimes I think it would be nice to "turn it off" but it's such a part of who I am I don't think it's really possible...and it would be weird not to be tuned in. I understand that the majority of people try to 'turn it off' by using everything from prescription drugs, to marijuana and even alcohol. Minerals Included: Titanite Cacoxenite Lepedicrocite Ajotle Hematite Magnetite Pyrite Goethite* Pyrolusite Gold Silver Platinum Nickel Copper Iron Limonite Spharelite Covelite Chalcopyrite Gialite Epidote Bornite Rutile You might already know I love Sage Goddess. I quote SG gem meanings every week.
Trust is the big reason I love SG. At first, when I began buying "rocks" from SG there were days where you could buy something for $2 and get another stone that was a $10 value for free. That's stopped. The minimum is now $20 to get the free gift on most days. What I love most about SG is their quality and price. I've bought gem stones from other shops and been really disappointed by the quality. At the gem shows Athena hand picks the stones she buys (Tuscon has been my favorite). So, you know they're awesome (although, they may not look exactly like the picture on the website because stones are different and unique which is what makes working with them so much fun). Better yet is the intuitively chosen items. The Black Tourmaline Palm Stone was an intuitively chosen item with a purchase. I couldn't have chosen a better stone for myself. You can add an intuitively chosen stone to any purchase for $3 and I always love that because I end up with stones I never would have thought about. Finally, you can tune into the live gem shows. Not only can you buy museum quality gems and minerals but I learned a lot by tuning into the Gem shows that happen every other week. My favorite part though is the New Moon and Full Moon rituals. The ritual itself is free on SG's YouTube channel. I love watching them especially when Athena drums. Her shamanic drumming is the best. Every month you can buy the ritual set. Most are around $60 and usually include a perfume, stones and candle. Some include entire grids which is pretty amazing. I have loved every ritual kit that I bought. I've bought about 4 of the ritual kits. I will be doing a detailed review of my beautiful Capricorn Full Moon kit sometime soon. I wrote it and lost the information but I promise that is coming soon! Here is the website address: https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Main_Page
I find these types of websites fascinating. I've never reviewed one before they are the equivalent of a free online book. You can become absolutely lost when studying these sorts of things. At first, I thought this was mostly a remnant from the 2012 explosion of spirituality. I did discover, after days of checking out the content, that it is being updated and that it's linked to another website run by the person channeling this information: https://energeticsynthesis.com/index.php I don't recommend this website for beginners on the Path of the Seeker. The reason is that it will lead you to fear and confusion which may lead you to giving up the Path. When something brings up fear or confusion in you...that's a good sign that it's not for you. I always take this with a grain of salt and read it as though it's fiction. This website could easily be a glossary for an online video game. I've seen some wiki's for games that are just as complex. Often with these sort of websites, and I get this from a lot of material originating in 2012 and having to with extraterrestrials, there is an underlying tension to the work. I've come to information very similar to this elsewhere since it's been very popular since 2007. After reading this I understand some of the more obscure references a tiny percentage of spiritual people I follow make. Starseeds in particular seem attracted to this information and since I can't find a reference to a Guardian Timeline or Timeline Wars anywhere else those two phenomenons seems to have originated from this website. To me this website was extremely interesting because I always love knowing the true origin of ideas. The glossary is an easier approach for me to get a bearing when it comes to a content creators work then a website like Energetic Synthesis. There are elements that may have been directly from the Edgar Cacye material (the sons of Belial for example) or from the Dogon religion. However, the information is described in a slightly off way that lends credit to the idea that it may have been channeled by the websites author and not borrowed. If it was channeled it would be independent verification of a very interesting esoteric historical story. Unfortunately, the author doesn't state that all of the information in the glossary is channeled. I don't, ultimately, think it's necessary to know this story. Yet, it's interesting because it's a very similar story to the one I've mapped out through my research... there is some resonance there. Criticisms My main criticisms is that there is a lot of negative information. Most of the glossary leads to information about 'negative aliens', evil artificial intelligence and 'sexual misery'. I don't think information like that is actually helpful on the spiritual quest of 'knowing thyself.' Too easily a person can become trapped in the belief that they are a victim of these harmful negative beings...when really any time someone has contact with what they describe as negative entities it is a symptom of something going on within their psychology. The experience is real, but the idea that the contact is not desired is not. When we experience these spiritual situations it's either because on a soul level we agreed to it so we may learn of that experience or it may because we are interacting with someone that holds that energy or it may be karmic. When I was depressed I had a lot of negative entities attached to me (mostly what I call abstract thoughts forms others created that take on a sort of life of their own in the astral realm...one example is 'hauntings' that play out a particular sequence of traumatic events...the experience in that space was so intense a permanent psychic echo has been left behind) but as soon as I started to work on myself they naturally detached. In dream time I've encountered many negative beings that have tested me. These sorts of beings detest positive energy and will go away if your not fearful. As soon as you truly accept that you are an eternal soul and that nothing can harm that essential part of you...these things lose all of their power. My next criticism is a major one. There is next to no information about practical ways to "ascend" which is just a new name for Enlightenment. Ascension and Enlightenment aren't things that can happen to people without their participation. Fortunately, although it would be an interesting experience, you can't zap someone into Enlightenment. I find Thomas Campbell's interpretation of Enlightenment to be of the greatest benefit- he refers to it as 'growing up' on a soul level and that it's 'lowering your entropy' in other words lowering the chaos within your mind. Awakening and Enlightenment are two different things. You can be zapped into an Awakening (what Jamie Sam's called 'Wake Up Calls' in the books she wrote in the '90's) where you realize the world doesn't operate on the rule set that you thought it did. A lot o people were recently zapped into an Awakening because of the Coronavirus At that point you have two choices: you can choose to return to ignorance or you can embark on the Path of the Seeker. Each person's Path to Enlightenment is unique and deeply rewarding to them. That Path may be longer or shorter. That Path may include investigating the 'darker' shades of spirituality such as Wicca or Witchcraft. Eventually, all those Path's come down to an essential point- tireless dedication to The Path. That Path has many ups and downs. Those who hold true, particularly those who can incorporate daily discipline into their life such as Meditation or Chanting or Dream Recall...will receive the greatest rewards. As Joseph Campbell so famously said, "Take ones step towards the God's and they will take two steps towards you." Thomas Campbell (funny that they have the same last name) recently said in one of his YouTube Fireside Chats that to get the attention of the LCS (his acronym for All-That-Is) you have to show an interest in working with the Larger Consciousness System. Of course, when I say rewards I mean peace, understanding, joy and compassion. There isn't much information about the positive forces or even the Law of One. Although the Law of One is mentioned it's not really explained...which does suggest that people who follow this particular channel are already familiar with the concept. That Concept, of course, is that essential underlying belief that we are One Being (God or the LCS if you prefer Thomas Campbell's depiction which is more like an intelligent computer system). The origin of the term Law of One can be found in the Ra Material Books which I've discussed elsewhere. This channel does seem to be inspired by the Ra Material. My next criticism is that the Kabbalah teachings are twisted to suggesting they're evil. At the same time they refer to some parts of Kabbalah in a positive ways. Merkaba, for example, is from the Kabbalah. Yet, they say that the tetragrammaton is evil. I know there is a weird anti-Jewish subculture that runs through some of the more extreme levels of spirituality and this website seems to participate in that. I have read a lot of material over the years suggesting the Jewish God is evil and that it created a false structure on Earth to gain control over people...but that is not helpful in anyway and is totally debunked when you study the material. Kabbalah is in agreement with the Law of One. The information is shallow at best and the website is convoluted. I would love links in the glossary to the blogs that might have deeper stories into the different topics discussed. This is an issue I have with most channeled material...it's usually very superficial without really getting to what I consider to be 'the good stuff' or the meat of an idea or meaning behind it. Instead, an idea is usually listed off but not really developed. A good deal of the information is old news. have to say I found the bit about the Global Elite using a global pandemic to gain control of the world a little unsettling given current circumstances. I'd heard it before (David Icke has talked about it for years) but it was an interesting topic to revisit. If you are grounded about the Pandemic (I will remind you that I am extremely optimistic about it) you can check that out here: https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Pandemic_Psychological_Operation What I Found Fascinating Not much on this website, as I said, is "new." Many of the concepts seem to have directly influenced the movie Jupiter Ascending. Right down to the zeta gray alien as slave's and Draconian soldiers. Again, David Icke has shared similar concepts in his numerous books and YouTube videos. Yet, there are concepts that were new to me that's worth pointing out. The Dark Mother- When discussing the 'negative aliens' it's explained that they are exploiting the Goddess energy of the planet by twisting it into The Dark Mother. They refer to the feminine as being "crucified" at one point. There's not much depth but it's fascinating. Of course, we have crucification elsewhere with Jesus and even more ancient examples in the Dogon religion. Timeline Wars: An interesting concept that led me to this website. There is very little explanation given. The reasons for why multiple timelines were created (random experiments?). Is not adequately explained leaving me with a lot of questions. Also not explained is when, why and how Artificial Intelligence started creating timelines on it's own. Yes, it sounds like a tangled complex web and that's a potentially fascinating subject but it's not really developed. I think i would make a great movie. The Black Cube: Sounds like the cube of space. This is described as having to do with the Timewars and linked to Saturn but no additional information is provided. Who invented/discovered the cube and why? Ascension: In the website it's described as building a light bodies and eliminating negative ego/pain body. Building the Merkaba light body is central to Kabbalah and this information is so close to Shadow Integration that it's meaningful. There was a very brief mention of the Shadow but it was very underdeveloped. Timeline Trigger Events: These are described as shifts in consciousness due to pre-planned events. One of these is a global Pandemic and I'm sure if I looked more into this I'd find that it's been tied to 9/11. Guardian Founder Races/Guardian Timeline: A new timeline created by the original Guardians of Earth's as an intervention. Yeshua and the Essenes are described as genetic descendants of the Guardians. This sounds very much like the Rainbow Whirl Dream that Jamie Sam's discusses that she describes as running parallel to this reality. So, again, not a new concept but it is offered in a different way. Disappearance Of The Essenes: The Essenes were wiped out so that another Christ couldn't be born. The fact the very existence of the Essenes was wiped from the records suggests this is true to some extent. I've always found the Essenes to be one of the more fascinating Esoteric subjects, especially given that Edgar Cacye talked about them and many thought they were just a myth until proof came to light. Lumeria Genocide: I've never heard of this one. The concept isn't really explained. The reason for the genocide is not given and I'm not sure if it was Atlantis that performed the genocide. This is the first I've heard of this concept. They don't explain why the people of Lemuria were killed. Although, in all my research, the only mention of Mu's extinction has been that it was destroyed in the same calamity as Atlantis and that it may have been at war with Atlantis. Conclusion A good amount of the information provided is in agreement with the research that I have done. Some of it is new. Unfortunately, most of the website is about the negative forces that I don't care about. Dwelling on that information is not healthy since it leads to fear and a feeling of hopelessness. I could really try to dig deeper into this content and the Energetic Synthesis website to find answers. Yet, at this point on my Path of the Seeker it's not exciting to me. Overall, if evolving or growing up is lowering Entropy (i.e. chaos) within our own consciousness this website does the opposite. I think it can lead to a peak in chaotic thoughts. I've dealt with the fear produced by many of these ideas in the past so for me...so it's a little like watching a rebooted movie from my childhood. I think it's really weird that there are very intricate descriptions of negative influences but very little information is provided about the positive forces. This leads me to consider the website interesting but not very effective. I doubt the author is trying to be a negative influence. The only effective and most practical methods that I have found for lowering entropy within my mind has been the Buddhist 'Mind Training' techniques and Shadow Work. Maybe that's not as exciting but that's what has worked for me. All of the interesting ideas in this website might help make the Path of the Seeker more exciting, especially for those just Awakening, but it's not really neccesary. Further Thoughts On The Law Of One The websites author seems to fail to grasp the most important concept of the Law of One. That concept is that we are all One. Since we are One that means the "negative aliens" are us as well. In the "Now" we are having co-current lives as those negative beings. In essence, an aspect/avatar of ourselves would be farming negative energy from our Earth Avatars. This is why studying these middle layers of the Tree of Life can be so confusing and I don't recommend it. They're all emanations of ourselves at different levels of existence exchanging energy. I don't doubt that 'negative E.T.' versions of ourselves that exist on a different dimensional level/frequency then what we can perceive are harvesting our negative energy. I have flat out experienced that in dream state and transmuted it...to where that aspect/avatar has been changed. Owning our Shadow means we own the potential of being that "negative alien" and consciously choosing a different path (i.e. Timeline). We don't hate or fear that aspect but embrace and integrate it so it ceases to exist. Everyone makes mistake. Fearing or rejecting any aspect of yourself leads to higher entropy and away from Enlightenment. That's one of the ways I can tell where someone is on the Path of the Seeker. A lot of people have been on the Path for many human years, and even lifetimes, but they're just spinning their wheels. The key to the one Creator that any Jewish Rabbi will tell you is that God is both good and evil. In fact, the knowledge of good and evil requires that we experience both to understand the Creator completely which is one of the primary reasons we chose to experience the Illusion of Separation. In the Kabbalah it's referred to as the "plane of correction" and was created before humanity. There is a similar concept in the teachings of Bhakti Yoga. Ultimately, it's the realization that evil or selfish acts won't lead to happiness or self-fulfillment. We put aside the 'evil inclination' and seek only reunion with the One Creator. When we do that the level of entropy or dissonance in daily life is lower leading to more time spent experiencing joy and wonder. Basic Website Summary There are a lot more details but here is the essential story: A long time ago a Galactic War broke out over the Lyran system considered the cradle of life. This involved Orion. This war was between those who followed the Law of One and those who did not feel connected to Source. (Edgar Cacye shares the same story only it's on Earth and happened on Atlantis). The negative aliens that are no longer connected to Source are using certain Timelines on Earth to Harvest negative energy from human beings so they can live longer. Earth was quarantined from the rest of creation to keep the corruption from spreading. The positive aliens (called Guardians) have created a new Timeline, called the Guardian Timeline, has been created so that the other False Timelines can be ended that will help the Earth and humanity ascend. An idea of what that ascension consists of or what the future of humanity on the Guardian Timeline looks like has not been shared.
I love this stone.
I took a second picture of it on a white piece of paper so you can see the pink coloring of this stone. I was reading about different crystals in my book Crystals, Minerals and Stones by Margaret Ann Lembo when I saw Kunzite and thought to myself, "I don't have one of those and I would really like to have one." The very next day I saw this on Sage Goddess for far less than I could imagine. They currently have them for $3-$4. While it may seem tiny it's very powerful. Size doesn't matter, as far as I'm concerned, when it comes to the energy of crystals, minerals and stones. I prefer to have smaller stones to keep them in my Medicine Bag that I safety pin into my bra. This particular Crystal does have a nice hardness level. There are some stones that will chip if you put them in a medicine bag with other, especially bigger, stones. I have it in my medicine bag with my Hypersenthe tumbled stone that is much smaller (about the size of a chip) and a tear drop shaped Labradorite that I adore. The fact I pulled it this week when I've really started working on my relationship with my husband is beyond coincidence. This is one of those reasons I believe in synchronicity. This is the stone of love and relationships. I know that it's hard to believe it's a heart chakra stone as you look at the picture I took in the sunlight. However, it has that beautiful soft pink when you see it on a piece of white paper. When I meditate with stones I gaze into them and connect with their energy. Often I'll use a flashlight to help illuminate different striations and interesting shapes within the crystal (this is particularly fun with a stone like Labradorite) and this stone does not disappoint. Just carrying this stone brings a sort of ease to communication to help with working on relationships. Now, Sage Goddess focuses on relationships but Margaret Lembo describes it as, "Miracles and Love." I love Margaret Lembo's book because each stone entry has a beautiful affirmation and this one is, "I am love. All that surrounds me and all that is attracted to me is love. I look within and love myself exactly as I am. I attract love, joy, and happiness into my life. I am comforted. I am Blessed! I have an entrouge of angels and spirit guides." I don't think you can get any better than that. This stone is now my second favorite, next to Hypersenthe, that I will carry with me daily from now on. Hypersenthe is a soothing stone that helps with anxiety. Kunzite is a beautiful way to tap into the fact that all is Love. We may face trauma and very challenging experiences (on a scale of 1-10 my current life challenges ranges about 9...it was 10 just a few days ago)...but as long as we can tune into that loving nature of our Eternal Soul everything falls into place. This reminds me of the song jigsaw puzzle falling into place by Radiohead. This is an old song and album I bought when I worked at Starbucks in Big Bear which was probably one of the happiest times I've ever known.
For me, this moon cycle has been a butt kicker but it's been a big eye opener.
I have already experienced the Coyote trickster energy when I had insomnia for three days and my husband took me to a psychiatric ward with a 5150 hold. I had only heard of that in songs, so I had no idea that it meant a danger to self or others. My husband told everyone that I was a danger to my daughter because I tried to walk outside with her. He screwed the front door shut so I couldn't leave. He also claims I tried to burn down the house when I lit a candle that was too close to a book. So, he was being overly dramatic. I tried committing suicide back in 2007. I prayed beforehand to the Creator and said if I had a purpose I would wake up. I took a bunch of sleeping pills. I woke up the next day and went to work. So, long story short I would never ever try suicide again because I promised Creator I never would and I take that seriously. I would also never hurt anyone. I let Flies out of the house if possible instead of killing them because I know every being is important to the ecosystem. I was out of it but I'm super compliant in that state. So, I'm not sure why my husband dropped me off at the hospital. I think it was a combination of hormones, stress, and apparently I had very high blood pressure (which I hardly ever get). I honestly think it's a shamanic trance state where I am walking between the worlds but we'll put that aside...and I don't do drugs (because it's too easy for me to go into trance) or drink alcohol. I wish it was as easy as getting rid of an addiction. I'm not even really addicted to coffee since I usually drink decaf. My take away was huge and positive. First, I see only myself when I meet others. I don't see skin color, I don't see religion, I understand all of those points of views...I see myself and I am what those people need most. I've always considered myself a bit of a chameleon. I don't look my age. In fact, at the hospital everyone assumed I was in my twenties (even my husband when I came home wanted to argue with me about my age thinking I was younger!). I met all races and religions while there and it was really nice. Yes, I could conceal what happened. Yes, I could hate my husband who was going through his own crisis and had no idea when he dropped me off at a 24 hour facility that I would end up being gone for a week. Yet, I believe in transmuting obstacles into opportunities. I also know myself to be an eternal soul that cannot be harmed by anything that happens to this physical avatar- or meat bag if your less inclined to enjoying physical material reality (a Thomas Campbell Term from My Big Toe that I adore). So, I ended up having a lot of fun and I learned a lot about what is wrong with our current system- at the Psychiatric Ward itself and with the Mental Health stigma. A long time ago I decided I could stand naked before God by doing and acting in a way that I am not ashamed. I don't do anything that I am ashamed of in life. I follow my intuition and it's never lead my wrong. Only when I doubted myself do things go wrong. I knew the spiral of the Grouse card was a red flag. I didn't realize that spirit would smack me upside the head with reality so hard. Yet, I saw countless miracles. I helped with issues I never imagined I could help with...and I met some of the sweetest most awesome people in my entire life while on the Psych Ward. I was with a lot of suicidal people and talking it out with them...I helped many of them heal. I will write a blog about the experience because that's how I heal and process my experiences but...this has been a positive life changing experience. In addition, I realized how small I made myself in order to make my husband happy. I also realized he's been bored in our relationship because he thrives on drama. I'm a very boring individual on a day to day basis. He has a lot of personal work to do...he was breaking down as much as me...but that's going to be his call. If he wants to be with me he's going to have to go to marriage counseling and I'm sticking to that now. At the very least they can help teach him coping methods and how to help me de-escalate when I'm in crises instead of making it worse. Ground Yourself The energy is so intense it's like trying to ground a lightning bolt. If your struggling with your emotions or just the reality of right now...it's okay. All of us are in the same boat on this one. Divorces and suicides at an all time high. As we go through this crazy bananas Coronavirus Experience, along with a bizarre election in the United States, stress over government funding and a new stimulus package, wearing masks, and the coin shortage...well, those Toilet Paper Wars that happened earlier this year seems tiny in comparison of the insanity of right now. There are multiple ways to ground. Walking on grass or soil with bare feet. Imagine roots rising up from Mama Gaia and connecting with your tiny feet chakras and then vines climbing up your legs to hold your root chakra in a loving embrace. Listening to Shamanic Drumming...this is one of my favorite techniques when overwhelmed. I'm embedding a Shamanic Grounding Drum song by Calm Whale at the end of this blog. Smelling is a powerful one...wear an earthy perfume or put earthy smelling oil into your diffuser. My favorite is called Bonfire that invokes the wonder of a sea side bonfire. Musk usually helps me ground. The Astrology I haven't had the opportunity to get into the astrology as much as usual because I've been preoccupied. However, here are the bare bone details and videos I recommend. The big story is Mars squaring Jupiter, Uranus and Pluto. These are Mar's uncles and it's like he wants his inheritance. The archetype of Jupiter is like that of Osiris...there is only one God there...in Egyptian folklore Osiris is the God of the Living and becomes the God of the Dead. So Jupiter and Pluto might as well be twins. Then Uranus is their father. The story goes, in Greek mythology, that Uranus kept eating his children until Rhea, Uranus Wife, hid Jupiter with a sea goat nanny. In some myths Jupiter killed his father but in others he just made him puke up his siblings. Then Jupiter had children and fearing the same thing as his father he tried to kill them but Rhea, Uranus wife, raised the child Attis. Mars, much like the others may think that it's through destruction that the world can move forward. I believe Starseeds like myself are here to prevent that destruction. To create a new way forward for humanity. Remember Mars is joined in Aries by his twin sister Eris, the Goddess associated with Maleficent but also a warrior. Some say War is on the horizon. I don't believe it will come to that and that people are holding the energy of love to help navigate the Collective through what would probably be catastrophic war. Picking fights with China and Russia is wrong. I've never understood the perspective that war brings prosperity because when you look at the numbers it only brings money to the people who already have a lot. Economics is a strange area anyways since they are mostly BS artists. Meanwhile, in New Zealand they're unleashing drones to make sure people are wearing masks...just as they did in Spain. The world is getting weirder. All that said, check out the following astrology YouTubers to get a better picture: Coyote Star: https://youtu.be/U2fzPqh0z2E Molly McCord: https://youtu.be/uIL4n0LFs8Q Pam Gregory: https://youtu.be/6te77fAmVBc Finally, here is a great video by Acuyta Bhava Dasa on the Mar's Squares. I also highly recommend his video on Suicide since that is defintely a theme that came up in my life this week: https://youtu.be/lwtaORCjyNA
Let's get into the fun stuff...
The 13th Indigenous Moon When looking at moon cycles from my books I was excited last month that this is the 13th Moon Cycle in Indigenous lunar based calendars. A blue moon is the second moon within a month. Our Julian Calendar is based on the Solar cycle. You can learn about the deceptive nature of that Calendar by watching this video by the Leo King called the great deception: This moons animal is Coyote in the Indigenous American tradition. I equate the Coyote to the archetype of the Jackal in the Dogon religion or the trickster gods Maui (Polynesian) or Loki (Norse) traditions. The take away is to expect trickster energy to be at it's height. Illusions will abound. The trickster is not hateful, nor should you be afraid of this archetype because it can be fun, but it will reveal what you don't necessarily want to know or be known to others in cataclysmic ways. The plant of this New Moon is the Nettle. Nettles are trickster plants. To handle them is uncomfortable (a glove is needed) but there is a wonderful tea made from Nettle. I have a tea bag I will be using in my ceremony. The tea, for me, is very healing and therapeutic. Here is a wonderful video on Nettle Tea by my favorite herbalist that I will also embed at the end of this video: The Stone Is: Pyrite. Fools gold has long been known to be exactly what the name means. I love Pyrite because I like that it grows in cubes. The fact that it takes cubic form is fascinating to me but even more fascinating is the fact that the cube represents many things in Tarot...most importantly our Ego and sense of self in this world. The Animal Medicine Card I will admit I am happy to leave behind Grouse Medicine. Phew, that medicine of the Spiral is not for the faint of heart. We have Eagle, the 1 card, as our New Moon Card. This is the card of Spirit and perspective. Boy does it ring true for me! I pull this card the most often and to me it's a little like the astrological sign of Aquarius...it navigates between the physical world and spirit. "From the heights of the clouds Eagle is close to the heavens where Great Spirit dwells." Pg 41. "Eagle represents a state of grace achieved through hard work, understanding, and a completion of tests of initiation which result in the taking of one's personal power." Pg41 "It is only through the trial of experiencing the loss on life as well as the highs, and through trial of trusting one's connection to the Great Spirit, that the right to use the essence of Eagle Medicene is earned." Pg 41 "In being astute, you may recognize the places within your soul...that need...refinement." ph 41 "In learning to fiercely attack your personal fear of the unknown, the wings of your soul will be supported...by the Great Spirit." Pg 41 "Eagle asks you to give yourself permission to legalize freedom and to follow the joy your heart desires." Pg42 Sam's, Jamie & Carson, David. Medicine Cards. (1999). Hebrew Letter Our Hebrew letter for this New Moon is Tav. This is associated with the right kidney. This is also the letter associated with enlightenment or self-actualization because it starts the word teshuvah although it's typically translated as repentance. This is the final letter in the Hebrew Alphabet. Sense this is the last letter it represents cycles. Most importantly it begins the word Tikun that means "to redeem" or "make whole." Tav also begins the word prayer (tefila). Kabbalistic Astrology by Rabbi Joel C. Dobin The Hebrew Alphabet by Edward Hoffman Tarot Card Our Tarot Card for this New Moon is The World Card. As the last of the major Arcana Tarot Cards and the last of the 7 Cards of the seeker (see my video here: https://youtu.be/LtKEL1rNxxk) this is a very significant card. This represents the energy of completion of cycles, becoming whole and also self-mastery. "This is how you feel when you are free to enjoy yourself and improvise in the Dance of Life. In plain terms, cosmic consciousness means that your ego trip is over and you are living in the wide, wonderful universe." Pg 335 "The idea is that we shall move to our own inner music. When we do we are absurdly happy because this is the way we are supposed to be." Pg 336 My Ritual I'm using mostly golden stones. I felt that was appropriate not just because of Leo, which I associate with orange, but because spiritual gold came up as a topic a lot this week. Jack pot and lottery also came up...so, I decided stones with golden hues were appropriate. Honey Calcite: Heals unresolved mother issues also helps us ground into mother nature. Root Chakra Congo Citrine: Abundance, courage and brilliance. Manifestation stone. Also brings balance and stability. Smoky Quartz Generator: One of my all time favorite stones. Perfect for transmuting whatever you are working with at the moment. Obsidian (Apache Tears) (2): Supports the grieving process and process of letting go. They give you strength when dealing with emotions such as betrayal, disappointment and abandonment. Obsidian Chips (2): Responsibility. Root chakra. Connects to the Great Spirit. Peridot (2): Abundance, growth and loving heart chakra energy. Pyrite: Opportunity and the ability to manifest goals in reality. For incense I'm offering Frankincense and myrrh. That's my favorite and most holy. As for the candle, I bought some votive candles that I can reuse each New Moon and this will hold my intentions. This one is Red for the element of fire sense this is a New Moon In Leo. I had a wonderful and beautiful experience not very long ago.
I went hiking with my husband at a Wilderness Area here in California. We started off in the West hiking up a mountain covered in vegetation with trees and beautiful flowering plants of all kinds. We passed Wild Thistle as we climbed upward. Than we descended back into the valley and climbed again to the East and we reached this one hill as we climbed to the top of the ridge. The going was slow. I was winded. The path was very steep. Yet, every few feet and every time I stopped I marveled because I kept seeing Rose Quartz and Amethyst stones. This entire steep hill seemed to be made of Rose Quartz. The Amethyst was far less. As you may know Rose Quartz is a heart chakra stone that brings loving compassion. Amethyst is the ultimate sobering stone, literally meaning "not drunk." So, here I was climbing up this hill of sobering love and compassion. At the top of the hill was a beautiful big sage plant. Sage, the sacred herb of my maternal Cahualla heritage is a sacred head of purification. Boy did I feel purified and triumphant as I looked down at the valley below in the huge ridge I had climbed. Sweat pour down my back and I breathed in the sweet fresh air of this ridge that was mostly desert cactus and scrub. Yet, even a I gloried in the moment (we hiked over ten miles that day!) I looked down into the valley where we had passed many who were having lunch in a meadow. They weren't out here on the trails. Many avoid this location because it's known for having Mountain Lions. So many fear Death! In this year of great grief people are having to look the Grim Reaper in the eye. I've done so many times. I have no fear of death. I know, from my OBE's and Past Life Regression that death is nothing but walking from one room to another. Yet, so many, on that day were cooped up at home or wearing masks out of fear. Those same fearful people would hold others back from their full potential out of fear, grief, and selfishness. There are many things in this world that cannot be done from the home. There are many experiences that we cannot have from home. I do not begrudge those who choose to live vicariously through others but I do not condone those who force their wills on others even if they think it's for the other person's safety. How many times was a child spanked because it was thought ot be beneficial? I can name so many wrongs that violated people's Free Will that were done with 'good intentions.' Hitler, no doubt, had nothing but good intentions in mind for 'his people' and the same goes for Stalin. Why would anyone truly want to dictate to others how to live their lives? Living by example is good enough...force is never an option. I ask you, are you Living As Though You Are Dying? Are you staying cooped up at home afraid of getting out and seeing the world? You will surely die to this world at some point. The one thing I can guarantee you is that your body will die. To try to live forever in the flesh is an attempt to thwart the will of the Creator. Yet, your Eternal Soul will never die. To come to Earth as a human is to take a risk. Each breath you take is a risk. Don't let the fear force you to squander your opportunities for growth. Michelle,
I can't believe that you are two! The last two years have passed so quickly. I can't believe all that we have done and where we've gone. You are truly a dream come true as I watch you grow and learn! I love teaching you and playing with you. You have given me a fresh take on life and taught me how to play again! I treasure every moment with you! You are so smart! That you know your colors and can count to three before your two is amazing! You also know most of your ABC's! You still love Pink and Unicorns. Daddy just painted your room and I went a little overboard decorating with Unicorns and Faeries that I have been given over the years. You have inherited quite a collection consisting of many years of gifts that I was given! Your favorite words are "Bubble," "Candy", "Bye Bye," and "Car." So far the colors you say most are, "Blue," and "Purple" but you can say "Pink" too. You can also say red, green, black and yellow. Orange andwhite are the only ones you get stuck on. You can also say "Apollo!" Recently, you learned how to say Butterfly. You try to say Unicorn but haven't quite mastered that word yet. Your saying a lot more than that too! Every day you seem to learn several new words! On Mothers Day 2020 you started saying, "Mama!" (You've been saying Dada for over a year! That was your first consistent word and you used it for everything!) You also started saying, "Grandma," on our last visit to see Grandma and Grandpa Carr while they lived in California. Your favorite toys is your ball pit, blocks, sand pit, your V-tech flashlight and V-tech lap top. Your favorite shows are Peppa Pig, Blippi and you still love Singing Walrus. I give credit to Super Simple Songs and Singing Walrus on YouTube for the fact you know your ABC's, numbers and colors. Your favorite song is, "Where are all the bees?" By SuperSimple Songs. I'll embed the video at the bottom of the blog...hopefully it still exists years from now if you read this as an adult. You know all the words! We are throwing you a Unicorn Tea Party for your birthday this year with just Mama and Dada. Grandma and Grandpa Korns may be here too but I think they may pass because of the Quarantine/Coronavirus since Grandma Korns has MS. In 2020 we haven't done much. We had plans to go to the LA Zoo every year with your Grandma and Grandpa Korns for Easter. We also had planned to take you to Disneyland for the first time in March. We also planned to go to a botanical garden in San Diego to visit one of your cousins. All of that was cancelled. Then your Grandma and Grandpa Carr announced they were moving to Texas. Of course, your Uncle Doug went too. Your Aunt Brandy and cousins already live there. By June Grandma's house sold and they bought the house in Texas. We spent three days at the house they sold in May and June so we could spend time with them. We got a splash pad for 4th of July and you love it! (That's what we were playing with in the picture above!). We will hopefully still go to Disneyland this year but that might be the only thing we do. That may happen at the end of the year since none of the theme parks or Zoos are open in California yet and it's August. I love you so much! Love, Mama
Right now there are incredibly potent energies on the planet. Three events have lined up at approximately the same time.
Llamas, the 8/8 Lions Gate Portal and of course the Full Moon in Aquarius. All of these are very extreme energies right now and miraculous energies. The above image of a Thread Ripper, that my Grandmother Emma used to use all of the time when making Quilts and the black threads will be explained below. Saturn and Uranus I could write an entire meditation on this topic alone and perhaps I will in the future. For now it's very timely that I get this out to you now. Most of you know that we are in a situation where we are choosing between two timelines at the moment. The choice, boiled down is Love or Fear. In the heavens, with this Full Moon and with Aquarius in general...we see the choice between these two options. Two astrologers that I love shared perspectives that I feel are important . I love and adore all of the astrologers that I follow because they represent reality. Unlike scientists each pick up different intuitive perspectives of the charts they read and while you wouldn't think they were all looking at the same thing...they absolutely are but the each pick up priceless treasures based on their sacred unique perspective. One of my favorite Astrologers, Anastasia, shared a video about the Full Moon and Lions Gate. She explained that Aquarius is ruled by Saturn...the planet of limitations. Yet, it is also ruled by his father Uranus who is the Awakener. You can either work with Uranus or you can work with Saturn...and as I shared before it's Uranus that has the stronger effect on the Moon at the moment. Chiron, the wounded healer, is the rainbow bridge between the two. Uranus represents that which is outside of Saturn's limitations and it is also Saturn's father. However, Uranus, like most people is usually in the past or the future...not in the present moment. In that case our reality is fixed...the only moment we can act on is now and that will determine our future...and if we have healed the past will have nothing to do with the future either. I think it's really important to tune into Uranus energy at the moment if we can. So I'm Sharing Rick Levine's Poem gorgeous poem that explains who Uranus is either in the past or the future. Yet, if we focus on this moment we can expand. I'm also sharing a second link to one of Anastasia's videos and that's because it's on the Saturn to Chiron to Uranus. The fact Chiron is called the Rainbow Bridge is important because it reminds me of the Indigenous American story of the Rainbow Bridge. The video is a chart example and I don't think it's as helpful as one of her full meditative videos but Chiron has had a tremendous influence on the energy of this year. He has been healing Mars and Eris in Aries. Rick Levine: https://youtu.be/EI3B7BMP04I Anastasia Cosmic Astrologer Video 1 (also embedded): https://youtu.be/-u1gtcB1-9E Anastasia Cosmic Astrologer Video 2: https://youtu.be/-PZZ3qADmB4
The Lion's Gate Portal
I didn't understand that the 8/8 Lions portal has to do with the Stars of the Orion belt including Sirius until I listened to Molly McCord. The belt stars of Orion in Egypt were associate with Osiris and Isis and connected to the Pyramids: https://www.constellation-guide.com/orions-belt/#:~:text=In%20ancient%20Egyptian%20mythology%2C%20Orion,and%20instigated%20the%20human%20race. On the Lions Gate Portal the three Pyramids of Giza are lined up with the three pyramids of Giza. I am a huge Egyptian history fan. I've had huge powerful visions regarding Egypt and I have a little Egyptian collection that really looks like a shrine in my house with a black Pharoh that I found on sale at Big Lot's. I just realized I subconsciously created a shrine to Osiris and didn't notice it...I'm always doing these things. Anyhow, in the myths of Egypt, according to John Van Auken who I trust entirely...the lions depicted in tombs is the "Lion of Today and the Lion of Tomorrow." The image of a lion pulled chariot is associated with three important Goddesses. The Titan Mother Goddess Rhea, the Goddess Hera and the Goddess Inanna. The Sphinx has a lion body and they believe the face was not always that of a male pharaoh. There is a lot of evidence that the Sphinx predates the pyramids and was set in place during the Great Astrological year of Leo. (I will go into some of that when I write blogs regarding what I learned in the book Kabbalistic Astrology). In Tarot the Chariot card is pulled by two female Sphinx...again the concept of the lion of today and tomorrow. The name Lion's Gate portal reminds me of the Ancient Babylon Ishtar's Gate. As homework I challeng you to research that one. Here is a link to get you started: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ishtar_Gate My daughter was born on 8/7/18...I find it interesting she was born just before the Lion's Gate. Most importantly, what Molly McCord picks up intuitively is 100% in correlation with what I have dreamt. She is absolutely spot on about the fact that the Divine Masculine is what has been regenerated. I already wrote about that in a blog coming up before the Leo New Moon so I won't spoil that here. Just plase give Molly a listen. I'm also including Glacia Rain's Lions Gate energy video but I'm not embedding it because the information in that is not as pertinent to the theme here. Molly McCords Lion's Gate Video: https://youtu.be/fvO-0ITo-60 Glacia Rain's Lions Gate Video: https://youtu.be/MvCrmCdgOiQ For a long time I've associated Venus/Inanna with Persephone. I haven't made the argument on this blog yet. That is a topic I was looking to develop further, I guess, before I shared it but it's something I will hopefully share this year. Ceres-the mother of Persephone and considered the Earth itself- (and Hera for that matter) have been important players in the astrology this year. Llamas is the first Harvest of the Earth. Persephone is the Maiden aspect of the triple goddess. The Three Fates that share one "I" are the ones that weave the Tapestry of humanity and in a way that's the Triple Goddess too. In single form the Mother Goddess in the Indigenous Traditions is Spider Woman.
I find it really interesting that three different Goddesses are associated with the Pomegranate...not just Persephone. The pomegranate is connected with the three Goddess that I connect with the most...The Titan Mother Goddess Rhea so often forgotten, Hera and Persephone (Inanna).
Fascinatingly, the High Priestess (who becomes the Mother and the Crone in the Tarot Arcana) is surrounded by six Pomegranates connecting her to the Persephone Myth. Symbollically keep in Mind the Pillar on the Right would be Persephone and the Pillar on the Left would be Hades. She is poised so that she herself represents the Tree of Life. I highly suggest the book Thursday Night Tarot by Jason Lotterhead https://www.amazon.ca/Thursday-Night-Tarot-J-Lotterhead/dp/0878771476 Here is an article explaining the symbol of the Pomegranate and also that the three Goddesses that I have pointed to have the pomegranate as a symbol: https://thedelphiguide.com/pomegranate-in-ancient-modern-greece/
The Dream
The reason I'm sharing this is because I've had some incredible dreams. I will share the entire dream but my interpretation will focus on only one part. Mostly because I am uncertain what the other symbols mean. In the dream I was at Thanksgiving. The person hosting it was a grim looking old man. He looked a lot like Harrison Ford or Clint Eastwood as they look now. An old grandfather look. I didn't know how I was related to him. He seemed disabled with servants waiting on him hand and foot even though he lived in a mobile home. Next door they were having a wedding in a three story Southern Gothic inspired house with the top floor being open to the air and where the wedding would take place. The groom was late. Somehow I ended up in the que for that but my relatives came and got me to being me back to where I belonged. I was outside where his grandson was worrying about whether or not he would get his inheritance. Then I was eating a sub sandwich and it was a mess. I was kind of sneaking it because even though it was Thanksgiving no food was being served inside the house. As I ate the sandwich a jalapeno pepper with it's seed I had really looked forward to eating fell out. I was disappointed but then they urged me to come back in. I looked down and I saw that three very tight black strings were around my three fingers on my left hand. I freaked out a little because it looked like it was cutting off the circulation and they were turning purple. I went into the house. I saw the servants had set up a table. The old man sat tall and grim at the table a deep frown of regret on his face. Before him was a white plate and a very tall flute of champagne. At the two story house next door I could see the wedding ceremony, I saw that the bottom two floors were raging with fire. The wedding was continuing at the top. The bridesmaids with very long stemmed bizarre white roses with blue edges were walking in a procession. Even though the house's bottom two floors were roaring with fire the cooks were somehow still managing to serve food to the people on the top floor. When my attention returned to the trailer I saw there were no servings or chairs for anyone else at the table. The rest of his family surrounded the host in the darkness behind them so that they appeared in Shadow but I knew they were hungry and waiting to see what he would do next. I saw the seamstress that worked for him at her sewing machine. I went to her and asked if she had a thread ripper (the tool featured in the picture at the top of the blog). "Of course," she replied, "all of us have them now." "I'm a little old fashioned," I replied. She smiled at me knowingly. I broke the three threads binding my fingers. Immediately I had a vision of a Past Life. "I'm going to die," I told my husband in that life, "I will come back as your niece." Then I proceeded to tell him my maiden name in this life, Bridget Carr, and my parents name so he could find me. I looked at the grim old man at the table and knew he was my spouse in that life. I knew that I had made a mistake. That mistake was the desire for children and, in particular, a son. I wondered if he would forgive me. I had a feeling if I put my hand on his shoulder in that old familiar way in that past life...he would recognize my essence and I would be able reach him when no one else could. Interpertation The Three Black Strands: Immediately upon awakening I thought of the three black strands around my fingers in the dream. They were like the three Persephone seeds. I knew that represented the Persephone archetype. Yet, it also hints at that Thanatos dream I shared in my Full Moon Blog...because Hades was the forbidden lover...and what is Hades but Death? So Lover of Death right? Totally makes sense to me and in the comments he actually courted the Goddess Death (along with Deadpool). The Three Strands represented stitches in my souls Tapestry of Life. When I cut those three strands with the ripper...I was free. |
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