(A meteor struck the moon during the Blood Moon Lunar Eclipse. image from: https://www.newscientist.com)
I included this image because I consider the Blood Moon a personal symbol since I was born during one. This is the first image of a meteor striking the moon during a blood moon event (aka lunar eclipse). I realized something really strange about this time of year. Everytime I start experiencing synchrocities around this time of year when I'm 'tuned in' I hit this...imbalance that has a negative effect. Usually, I'm set back in whatever I'm studying. Simply put I start to get freaked out because it's too much too fast...it has to do with...the ancient origin of my soul. Ancient, of course,being relative to Earth Time...not the Eternal which our essence is a part of that experiences not time- Thomas Campbell calls that Absolute Unbounded Oneness...Jamie Sams calls it the Void. Either way, I usually become almost drunk with the Etheric energies around this time of the year. The first time that I can consiously remember hitting this energetic peak where I felt like a raw nerve wtas in 2007 but I think it goes back to 1998. At that time I was very Christian and had a strange encounter with this dark entity that I took to be a Ghost or a Demon becuase I didn't know any better. I literally saw it and spoke to it telepathically. Now, I'm not saying that to say I'm important. I'm saying it because it scared the living crap out of me at the time and really caused me to close the book on the whole Spirituality stuff for a while. Then in 2005 I had an encouther where an entity seemed to take over the ex-husband...which I took to be a demon and scared the crap out of me so I left him (it was coming anyways but that encounter sped it up). Then it hit me hard again in 2014. So, this year, I think it's happened enough that I've now caught onto the pattern. Since I use this blog as a vehicle of self-examination I felt it fitting to share all of this iformation with you guys. Take it as you will and I know there are futher layers to all of this information but I'm just going to report this network of information and at some point I'm sure it will come into focus. At the moment, I'm receiving disjointed, disonant and urgent information. I'm feeling pushed to do something but I don't know what it is exactly. On a spiritual level there is a resistance within me...so I think it's a deep soul memory I'm resisiting. The Lunar Calender Connection Now, in the Lunar Calender we are coming to the end of the year. Now, this year the Lunar New Year is February 5th. I don't know why this imabalance always comes about during the Lunar New Year. I think that's just bizarre but there is defintely a connection between the two. Also, it's the time of year of Aquarius. People might think that Aquarius is water...but it's air. The pitcher that he bears is Etheric Water...the subconscious/spirit. That can drive people mad when too much of it is applied while they have a repressed subconscious. What I Do When I become imbalanced (too much etheric energy coming in) fatty fried foods, a lot of walks outside with my shoes off, listening to the Tibetan Singing Bowl, playing the Tibetan Singing Bowl and writing this blog is what keeps me grounded. This year I have an added reason of taking care of my daughter to hold on tight and just try to release as much of this energy as possible. There isn't a reason to hold onto it but just let it flow. Also, this year the picture is coming into clearer focus. The Dying And Rising Gods Yup, you read that right. The imabalance has something to do with those folks. The male God is Tammuz in Sumeria. Dionysusin Greek. The female God is Inanna, Phesephorone in the Greek Tradition...but perhaps also Helen/Helena. Becoming Clear I bought Shannon Dorey's Book The Master Of Words and it's helped me develop a story I didn't know and draw connections I didn't know. As you will see...there are further connections when I write blogs on the weird stuff that keeps popping up. Take for instance Greece....why is Greece important? The first thing to understand when studying the Nummo teaching is that time doesn't exist for them. They tell the entire story...even the ending. The problem is that researchers- primarily Laird Scranton and S thannon Dorey...are hard scientists. They take it all literally. Just like the Kabbalah it's hard to interpert when you try to look at all 7 views that each teaching contains. Those are the A.U.O. point of view (from which it is told), the Macrocosmic (think in terms of heavenly planets and stars), the individual level (the way our body is energentically structured), the microcosmic (every level that requires a telescope to view it in smaller detail), Psychological (the level fo the mind), actual PMR history often veiled in archetypes and finallly the Spiritual history. When the teaching an be taken 7 different ways depending on what level of information you want to get out of it...you have to manage to filter the 7 layers of information. As I said, Laird and Shannon are fantastic at looking at it linearlly and comparing it to the Physical Material Reality (PMR). They interpert and make connection to it from that point of view. However, they try to engage all 7 interperations as all being PMR. Laird has the least distortion because he's identified specific items that he finds that indicate where the Nummo were. Shannon is more chaotic but she makes the connections to the Gods of various popular cultures. Including the Greek. Both sources are invaluable to study and very much in agreement. Yet, limited and distorted because of their focus only on the PMR perspecitve. Planted Seeds I tend to see the God's as forces- similar to the 7 rays that Alice Bailey talks about. Further, I see them as Oversouls but there is another dimension taking shape around Tammuz and Inanna. I don't like considering them people because it causes a lot of icky associations. The idea that Shannon puts forth is that there were two Nummo 'planted as seeds' into humanity. Those two seeds were the offspring of Lebe...we find in Greek Mythology a Lebe...who gave birth to Helen and a brother...both of which might have been semi-divine...the children of Zeus. This would help purify the chaos caused by the Jackal. The Jackal..according to Shannon, stole and crashed a spaceship into Atlantis to 'kill his mother' or 'kill the Gods.' Now, the story of Atlantis that I have heard is that they, because of their fear, drew down a metoritie that destroyed them (Bashar). The other story I heard was that it was the setting of crystals that were used to power their society being slightly off balance due to the selfish brothers of Baal that lead to their destruction (Edgar Cacye). So, the idea of the Spaceship of the Nummo is a new one...but it is very reminiscent of the story of Enders Game. One of my favorite. In it, Ender, because of Fear, destroys the entire home planet of the Buggers because they tried to colonize Earth without realizing that it already housed life. This is very similar to the story that Shannon Dorey interperts of the First Word (in the Native American traditions that would be the First World). You will see later when we take a look at Helen/Helena of Greek Mythology...and the swan...some weird connecitons there. Anwyays, these Seeds die...they become incarnated on Earth. They look and seem human but they aren't...somehow by them 'growing up' (lowing their entropy) they become a pattern for society to follow. I'm sure you'll make the connection that I made. Jesus is Tammuz. Which is also Paris in the story of Troy. Which may also have been Alexander the Great of the Macedonian Empire. That suggests that he has a female counterpart or 'twin'- Inanna/Helena, that is also an Nummo incarnated in human form. According to Shannon both contain the neccesary information or parts of the pattern that will help redeem the 'corrupted' Earth. (Earth- The Kingdom...that was split in 4 visible parts when it received the 'light' too soon...currently interperted by most as Aliens tampering witht he DNA of the animals on the planet...interperted by Edgar Cacye as an Oversoul pushing it's way into Physical Material Reality). Yeah, I know, crazy stuff...but if this is really a bigger pattern of redemption put forth by the Nummo- the Engineers/Angels/Eloheim/Brick Layers of the Universe- I guess you could call them (also the Annunaki) then it's possible. Plus it's a hell of a story. A deeply buried and convoluted story...but still one hell of a story. Conclusion So, yeah, that's what I wanted to share with you guys for now. I'm still looking into this and I want to examine each topic seperately. When I try to get a big picture of this one I get a headache. I don't usually have that issue but whenever this topic pops up...always at the end of a lunar year...it's that way. My guess is that this is something super deep buried in the collective unconscious. Also, I think that it's important to note the division of the language because the Nummo observed that Humans were becoming too much like them (they are also the Eloheim which is an order of Angels...if you remember our examination of the tree of life...those are the 'brick layers' of Creation). That story comes through as the tower of Babel. So, they confused the symbols.This may have been during the time of Atlantis and why the Jackal was allowed to crash the spaceship? Also, if the 'Gods' do exist on the level above the Angels...this makes it very interesting. Bashar says that the Gods can't look down at the lower levels. If...because one of them is 'planted in the Earth' and doesn't finish it's task...that might lead to Ragnarok. Ragnarok, of the Nordic legends, is a Time Loop that the God's go through. In it...every time they all die. You can look back at the blog I wrote about Ragnarok when Marvel's Thor Ragnarok came out. The Kali Yuga would be that part of the year...and the Hindu's say that's what we are in...so...the Goddess must awaken and return to 'heaven' to prevent that from happen. That's the only way for that Time Loop one their level to end. Again, it all depends on assigning the myths to their appropriate levels on the Tree of Life...which I consider to be the cosmic files of the Akashik Record. The scariest idea to me is that Innana, if that's an oversoul, is the one I belong to and that is why I am able to piece all of this together. This explains the scariest experiences I have and many of my dreams. To have the idea of a much loathed Goddess as my spiritual essence...that I am an avatar of hers...makes me sick to my stomach. Yet, that is a very strong possibility and would explain a lot.
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or that there are multimple gods(Please note, this is an unedited rough draft).
I am not someone who really goes with either the idea of a central God who created humanity in it's image. I most certainly never entertained the notion of a Goddess. I always thought of the Goddess religion as being more of a product of the Feminist movement (a movement that I do not support because any time another group is slandered-men- in order to feel validated it is not beneficial to humanity). Raised as a Christian I do believe that Christ lived and was crucified. I dedicated several years as a teenager to reading the entire bible and studying what the 'authorities' on the bible had to say about the 'Word of God'. Strangely, it is the Bible that inspired my imagination when writing my fantasy series Merosis. The concept of Ancient Days that humanity has forgotten and secret knowledge only a select knew comes from Biblical references. However, I have fundamental conflicts with the core dogma of that religion. I believe that, for the most part, as soon as Yeshua died what he taught was changed to suit the needs/views of his disciples who interpreted his teachings in different ways. Further, in other points in history the story of Jesus was rewritten so often and the dogma reinterpreted so many times that Jesus probably wouldn't recognize the lessons taught in churches today. In fact, if he introduced himself to the clergy they wouldn't recognize him. Many don't know that the name 'Jesus' isn't Jewish and therefore is not the name of the 'Lord' they claim to follow. Based on the oldest known manuscripts of the New Testament his name was Yeshua which is a variant of Joshua. Nevertheless, a Patriarchal (that is male oriented) religion is taught throughout the world. Buddha, Muhammad, Yeshua/Jesus, Siva of the Hindu religion or even Ganesh...all of these are male oriented religions. When organized religion arrived it came packaged in a male form of a creator. One of the more tantalizing tales that speak to a feminine religion is that of Marion Zimmer Bradley's take on King Arthur that started with the Mists of Avalon. There, it shows the Goddess religion practiced by hunter/gatherers was replaced by the the Christian Religion. Literally, the Isle of Avalon (of the Goddess) fades into another dimension (much like Tolkiens Elves) and becomes replaced by a Catholic Abbey. However, I never really entertained the idea that a Goddess religion could be anything but the ideas of a barbaric society. Christianity, after all, has always been purported as being a civilizing method that ended Paganism that was founded upon outdated superstition. However, Marion Zimmer Bradley might have hit upon a hidden deeper truth (which is why her books became so insanely popular spawning several sequels that never quite lived up to Mists). The Annunaki The bible, when I read it, particularly the Old Testament with it's animal sacrifices and bi-polar humanized God, left me with a lot more questions then answers. Further, the treatment of Lot where God and Lucifer are testing him and debating whether or not man was good challenged the way I viewed the Devil/Satan/Lucifer. God seemed to be having a casual conversation with an equal. Later I would discover that the Devil as we know him in popular culture today was largely created based on interpretations of the New Testament and 'Pagan' religions (mostly Revelation which was not based on the teachings of Jesus) and that there is not a equivalent word for 'devil' in old Hebrew. Then I ran across Zechriah Stitchin's work regarding the Annunaki. Within the same Sumerian culture, the writing being the most ancient writing (the epic of Gilgamesh) there was the concept of Gods "that from Heaven to Earth came." Based on his reading of the texts Stitchin believed this pantheon of "gods" genetically engineered humanity as a slave race. Their antics, which were far too similar to the politics (and pantheon of Olympic Gods) revealed two factions- one that belonged to the Lord of the Seas (God of the Seas much like Poisiden- symbolized by a Snake) called Enkii and the Lord Commander of Land (Zeus? Symbolized by a Ram) the Enlil. There is even a Venus/Aphrodite type character named Inanna. Now, around 2012 the idea was sensationalized and people became fanatic about the concept thinking that the Annunaki home planet, Nibiru, would arrive and cause mass destruction to our planet or they would save us or...well, something. There is an entire subculture that has grown around the Annunaki Conspiracy idea that I don't find very important. Here, for the first time, I began to see repetitive symbols and an explanation, on a small level, for the reason we find the same symbols and concepts throughout many religions around the world and the bi-polar representation of God in the Old Testament. Instead of believing that this means all religions/spiritual practices borrowed from each other there seemed to be an inherent underlying unifying story to these concepts. The Annunaki explained part of where the strange concept of religion and where the masculine concept of God but it certainly didn't explain all of it. Parts of the idea fit, but other parts did not. If you want to read more I recommend that you look up Stichin's books. I have the book End of Days. Curiously, despite his interpretations of Sumerin text Stitchin held to his belief in Christianity. He even seemed to imply that Yeshua had something to do with the last passing/intervention of the Annunaki. All Religions As One Religion Now, here is a concept that angers every person who clings to a specific religious dogma as a form of 'salvation'. Of course, to look at religion and spiritual beliefs in general with a logical eye opinion as to what is 'right and wrong' must be suspended. Indeed, a lot of students of comparative religion ultimately give up religion when they see that so many different spiritual studies share specific ideas in common. The most sacred concept in Christianity, for example, is the Resurrection of Jesus/Yeshua. However, he's not the only religious character to have been killed and then raised from the dead. Osiris was recorded in Egyptian history as being killed by his brother and then being brought back to life by Isis. The Sumerian God Marduk was said to have been entombed in a pyramid and then freed...The Hindu God Ganesha is said to have been beheaded and then brought back to life with the Elephant Head. FreeMasons also appear to have a ceremony that puts the initiate through the steps of a 'resurrection' type event that, according to their legend, happened to HIram Abiff whom they claim was the builder/engineer/architect of the pyramids. (Note: groups associated with Egypt in particular and the pyramids seem to be involved in this resurrection topic). The concept of a murdered god brought back to life is a repetitive one. As is the symbol of the snake. The concept that the Gods dwell on a mountain top (Olympus for example) is also repeated throughout many religions around the world. Point of Origin- Gobekli Tepe Then I stumbled across the work of Laird Scanton, a linguist, who began researching what was once a remote tribe called the Dogon in Africa based on 1950's work of researchers who preserved their tradition. The tribe is now largely Muslim thanks to the pervasive brutality and enforcement of that religion in that area of the world. Scranton was able to correlate the ancient words of that group with Egyptian words/hieroglyphs, and concepts that were shared by Buddhism, Chinese Religion, and Hinduism. What he found was an underlying theme of root words and concepts that, thanks to the sacred preserved teaching of the Dogon in the 1950's, traces what seems to be a civilizing course taught to humans to help them re-establish civilization at the end of the Ice Age. If you want to read the entire scope of the fascinating work he has done I suggest you read Point of Origin by Laird Scranton as I will not be doing an exhaustive overview. There is far too much in that book for me to analyze it in one essay nor do I feel I have the authority or right to do so. However, at this point and for the reason of this particular blog I will skip to what Laird Scranton had the hardest time digesting. His research indicates that there was a non-human group that taught selected people from different indigenous Hunter Gatherer groups at the end of the Ice Age at Gobekli Tepe. The matrix of information they taught were symbols, associated with animals, that had several different meanings as the initiates ascended the different stages of learning (which is reminiscent of Free Masons). Further, he believes that the intentional burying of Gobekli Tepe and secretive nature of this information indicates that this group of non-humans were hiding their interaction with humans from a second group. The Wes Penre Papers Another source of information I came across was/is called the Wes Penre Papers. Within these papers the author (Wes Penre) seeks to form a cohesion among various concepts I consider New Age. Various beliefs in certain alien life forms (the Grays, etc) accepted by UFO believers/abductees, the Annunaki, the Hindu Gods (currently the most popular to dissect and reinterpret as proof of alien visitation within this crowd) and information I had not come across. In it he expressed, as all new agers seem to do at some point, the belief that the feminine principal (a.k.a. Goddess) was supplanted by the oppressive Patriarchal religions of our day. He seems to suggest that there are two groups- based out of Orion and Sirius- that are battling for our planet. The Sirius regime are Patriarchs in nature and the Orion are Matriarchs. I only mention this because it is intriguing that two sources that I have read while pursuing my hobby of studying spirituality have come to the conclusion that two groups with two different spiritual concepts influenced/taught humanity in the past. While the Wes Penre papers require a leap of the imagination in order to read them they are curious and paint a very interesting interpretation and synthesis of the New Age movement. Conclusion There are themes and symbols repeated throughout ancient religions and spiritual practices that even a novice can see. However, it seems that at the core of these repetitious symbols and stories there is a Point of Origin. This Original Story, retold and reinterpreted and perhaps even repeated throughout the ages has sunk so deeply into our human collective psyche that Joseph Campbell (who aided in creating Star Wars) studied it throughout his life and psychologist Carl Jung believed it could reveal/heal a person's individual psyche. Understanding what the thread of this underlying story that humanity has been retelling to itself for centuries is important in the development/creation of a new story. Why do I think it's important that this chapter/story is closed and a new one opened? Well, after so many centuries of retelling/rereading the same story isn't it getting a little old? Isn't it time we breathed new life into humanity by consciously reinterpreting/understanding the old story and changing what we don't like into something new? If there is information known by a select few about this story isn't it time everyone understand it? The old story has served its purpose. Society/Civilization has been established. There is no need to destroy civilization again (how many times does one planet and species want to go through such an experience?). Now it's time to understand that ancient story and move on. Curiously, that old story might involve the feminine principal/the Goddess that I really haven't considered. Marion Zimmer Bradley might have been correct. I will go into the concept of how the Goddess was transformed into Mary...and the hints of the original story of the "Mother Goddess". |
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