I had a dream a while back that troubled me.
In the dream I was in a house shopping (this usually involves making choices in real life). The house belonged to an Aunt I don't really respect or like. She had turned part of her home into a shop as as a job. I was with my mother. I was looking at clothes and at purses in the room to the North. Then I went to the room at the center and I saw a dish filled with green stones, the size that will fit in your hand. On these green stones was a hand symbol that I didn't recognize. I put the stone back, thinking I shouldn't really buy anything, and turned around to leave. I really felt I should buy that stone. I wanted to go out into the back yard because no one had gone back there in a very long time (the backyard usually represents the past). I headed out the South side of the house to the side yardr and followed a path to the back yard. There I found the ruins of an ancient city with statues, fountains and ornate stair cases. I went to the furthest one back and found what had once been a huge Jack in the box devil...it wa broken and I could tell this was an illusion meant to scare people away. I had the feeling that I shouldn't continue but I did anyways. Behind it was a carnival and the experience didn't end well. When I woke up I became convinced that stone had to exist. A green stone with a hand on it somehwere had to exist. People put all sorts of things on stones so I googled it and couldn't find anything. The closest thing that I could find was a plastic Hamasa Hand on a green background necklace that I bought and love. I really wanted to ground into this reality that I had made the choice to go for that stone and not for the carnival...but when I exhausted what options I had I put it to the side. These types of dreams, however, stay with me. There are certain dreams i know are important warnings about the future. I know that when I don't like the outcome I can change it if I start to see the signs. Finding The Stone As I have shared, I have done some deep Shadow Work. I'm going to make a YouTube video on the the journey...now that most of it has been completed. Those of you who have read my blogs will know the entire story but I am going to do an extremely edited abbreviated version in the video. As part of realizing that I was sacrficing my needs, desires and wants for no reason...I decided to buy myself little gifts. Since I now have my own credit card and my husband can't criticize everything I buy life has been so much easier. By far my favorite has been items from SageGoddess.com. I love the stones she sells because they have a livliness to them. When minerals are in a space where the spirit of the stone is respected the spark of the divine within them seems to be activated. I can see the difference in a stone that has been in a spiritual environment as opposed to those that have been in a purely money making environment. The SageGoddess team, just by working with Spirit the way they do and bringing that reality into their every day life, have activated these stones. They do ceremonies with them and honor the spark of the divine in the stone. I knew that right away when I bought the very first item from them that the shop was special. I had to buy a set (now sold out) that I think was called the Lemurian Duo. The marketing is brilliant but the stones themselves hold the spiritual energy of the shop. The perfume that arrived smelt like the perfume that my beloved Grandma Alta, who always shows up as a Guide for me, wore. The second thing that I bought from there, at the start of this month, blew me away. I decided to buy the Familial Healing Set (https://www.sagegoddess.com/product/familial-healing-gemstone-set/) because that's an intention I really want to set. While th stones themselves don't do the magic, they can assist us by bringing into reality our intention...the same thing goes with when we work with a specific color to invoke a specific intention. I bought the set solely on the intent to heal my relationship with my family members and for them to experience healing. My parents are both going through a lot of health issues. My mom had a stroke at the start of the year and she's started to wish she had died last March. I think that's awful and my Dad is going through his own battles. I didn't have the chance to really sit down and bond with the stones as I normally do...and I still haven't really had the time. I usually sit and meditate with new stones. What I was shocked by is that there is a stone that has a hand on it...and it's a green stone. Not a dark green stone but the one in my dream wasn't either. When I bought the set I didn't realize that the stone was green. I kind of saw the symbol on it but I didn't look too closely. Well, once I sat down with the Amzonite stone with the symbol on it...and realized that it was green and had a hand symbol. I was stunned. I had never come across Amazonite before and I had never seen that symbol before that I could remember. The symbol is known as the Healers Hand...a hand with a spiral. How approriate is that? The meaning of the dream dawned on me...either choose to be a Healer...or choose the carnival which will not end well. Immediatelly, I set the intention to be a Healer. Why I Can't Put It Off Now, if it wasn't for the Shadow Work I had done I would never have bought that gem stone set. I wouldn't have realized the meaning of the dream. Another dream, that I've shared, that occurred in the first part of last year predicted this...which is amazing! In that dream I was deciding which side of the mountain to go down...one had a raging ocean...the other had Aladdin trying to teach but everyone knew that was nonsense and everyone was sitting down to watch the first rays of the Dawn. Aladdin comes out on May 24th. I had no idea at the start of last year that Aladdin was being filmed. They were filming it in 2018 but I hadn't heard of it because films don't get my attention until they have a trailer. Afterall, some films that are announced never come out. As I've also noted, this is the year of endings. Big energy is ending on the Collective Level...what are the odds that the Infnity Saga of Marvel (22 films), Game of Thrones, The X-Men franchise, and Star Wars franchise would all end the same year. This is a year of big endings on the Collective Level. Why I Put It Off My father and my husband. Those are the main reasons. Plus, I think in an ideal situation I would go to the Edgar Cacye school of massage and I would take Reiki sessions. I would even lear how to do Past Life Regressions. I would be the one stop Healer and I would meet people at their budget level. The thing is that my husband already told me that he thinks I've spent a lifetime worth of money on my Bachelors in the Science of Psychology and Masters In Business Administration. He believes that the people who practice energy healings are knowingly crooks and anyone who goes to them to be suckers. My dad has been a cowboy and when I was younger made it clear that if we were in the Old West and I was a witch he would have hung me. He thinks everything is being a witch. I don't think he's that way now but when your dad says he would gladly burn witches if it were the old west...it's a detrrent. Plus I had a life where I died because I expressed my spiritual beliefs so that triggered that old fearful reaction. So, I've felt that I already passed the point where that was a possibility. I put it off on the next life...and I decided to focus on the wordly concerns...a corporate job which ended disastrously in 2014 and recently it's been focusing on building a family. I'm A Healer Already However, I know that a person can become a hands on healer at any age. Whether that person is 50 or 70...it's not something that's age exclusive. I also realized that in some ways I'm already a healer by having this Blog and YouTube channel. The fact that Shadow Work became such a huge shift in the collective consciousness...that's awesome. I remember sitting there waffling back and forth about using the term Shadow Work becuase it's sounds so witchy I didn't want to turn people off. I'm a mystic, not a witch but people are idiots after years of Christian brain washing. Yet, it was just the right phrase and I knew I had to go with it. So, just the service that I provided by helping with that shift has been huge in my mind...and that is being a healer. I'm not sure that it takes certificates to being an intuitive energy healer. I would love to learn Reiki but I felt th energy shift in Ross' uncle last year when I rubbed his back. I intuitively moved the blockage I felt and I remember coming away with my hands absolutely buzzing. I found that really curious so I looked it up and found that was normal in healers. He did go to the Hospital once since Christmas but it was a very minor stay. He just came to visit for Easter and he looked so much better. I know I have the intuitive gift...I'm just not sure how to go forward with it...and I would like to find a teacher. Although, the two events I went to that were Spiritual Taught me that I have a more advanced knowledge and acn feel energy better then most in demand healers. That surprised me. Conclusion I don't know what form choosing to be a Healer will take. I trust in the cosmos to provide the right message at the righ time for it to happen. I feel so relieved making the decision to be a healer. To stop focusing so much on the worldly pursuits. I realized, once I held that Amazonite in my hand, that the part with the carnival in that dream was very much like Pinnochio...in a way it should have been obvious. In some ways, this is the fourth time I've been faced with this decision...what will I choose? This is what I came here to do...this was the energy I came here to express but I had to work through a lot of Kamic blocks to get to this point and I set up some pretty impossible circumstances. So now, I'm really working on receiving and we will see what happens from here! I think it should be fascinating to see how things unfold. P.S. I wrote this yesterday and just found out that my favorite Reiki YouTuber (the only one that actually affects my energy) can teach remotely. I will have to use birthday money for it but I'll start that in July! Ask, and if it's meant to be you'll receive. Also, Lemuria keeps coming up in my life. But I will write a blog about that soon, hopefully.
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