Thanatos, the Wish for Death.
This is a basic philosophical principal. This is also, undoubtedly, the meaning behind the name of the Marvel Villian Thanos. Mankind has a kind of love affair with Death. When the first person gained a sense of unique self- due to the combination of Matter and Spirit- the Death Wish was born. Ego was also born...and selfishness. That selfishness is, essentially, what led to death. When we have a 'My way or the Highway' sort of mentality...when we try to force our vision of Creation onto others...that's when we know we are coming from Ego. This Human Wound is what's being healed this year...this desire for death...for the constant reset of reincarnation and starting from scratch with no memory that we are Eternal Souls having a temporary experience...that seems to be unique to Earth. Out of all Creation this world is the only one where Death and Forgetfulness seem to rule. All the rest remain connected to Source. We alone are those souls strong enough and filled with the desire to gain the experiential mass necessary to step into the role John Van Auken calls, "Godling." Our ultimate destiny, once we can stand within the presence of the One Creator and not lose our sense of 'self'...our identity...is to create our own universes so that growth and expansion may conti ue to occur. We have to be alignment with the Creator, however, and not pursue selfish intentions. That is thet double edge of having a 'sense of self' that is separate from the rest of Creation. Really, the Earth consists of nearly 8 billion unique Worlds co-existing at the same time. No one can truly experience another's world (the Creator can) and this can lead to loneliness and selfishness...both of which were originally foreign to the Hive Mind that Souls originally possessed before becoming 'trapped in physical matter'. In order to live up to our destiny we must heal this Thanatos- this death wish- that has haunted the Collective since that first being gained that sense of self (leading to selfish behavior) that spread like a virus to everyone in the material realm and "created chaos" in heaven. While humanity and the Angel's seems to think this was mistake...some imperfect flaw in the system that needed to be wiped out or corrected...it was always the destiny of those souls curious enough to become "trapped" in matter to be 'a little higher' than the angels. There was a reason the realm of matter was created that Spirit could become "trapped in." I've explained this in depth elsewhere. In effect, it was this Thanatos- this Collective Death Wish- that lead to the ultimate catastrophe of Atlantis where they called down the Executioner- a Comet- to wipe out their civilization giving rise to the flood. Being separate, being alone, can be frightening. That Fear, in effect, is what lead to Death. Even if you read the story of Adam and Even in the Garden Fear was a big part of 'the Fall.' The thought that we are alone and no one can truly understand us/know us can give rise to the Death Wish or lead us to try and remake creation in order to feel safe. There's a reason that most villain's have that selfishness and desire to recreate the cosmos to fit their will. Here's some examples...
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In Star Wars: The Rise of Skywalker it's the Hero's that realize that it's the feeling of being Alone that leads to Fear and the 'Dark Side' winning.
The thought was that if that experiment was wiped out Spirit would no longer be enamored with 'fleshly experiences' and that the order of the universe would be restored... Those souls, however, were indebted to the Earth- they owed Karma to the Earth- for the destruction they caused...leading to the karmic cycle of reincarnation. The Pause Some are calling this year, "The Pause." I like that name. With major theatrical movies not being released, essentially the ever-evolving story the Collective Unconscious tells itself paused, and with the lock down...our lives are indeed paused. This forcing people to go inward and as we struggle we are dealing with our Shadow where the Death Wish lurks. Unfortunately...most of the ways that people 'escape' or 'release' their tension in a community environment has been removed. From Bars, Gyms to Theme Parks...experiences are severely limited. In The Movies I've realized we had an indication that this was going to happen in theatrical releases....to the point where most of us left the theaters feeling dazed. The Coronavirus is being hyped to the level of "The Snap" or "The Blip" in Infinity War. If you believed the media the person working beside you could be gone in a moments notice...just poof in a hospital bed in an ICU. This is a very Christian 'Rapture' like feeling to it and the horror of being left behind for those who are believing the hype. The morose solemn feeling in the next two scenes...the aftermath of Thanos' snap from Avengers: Infinity War and the other when Amilyn Holdo sacrfices herself the save the rebels in Star Wars: The Last Jedi is similar to the emotionally stunned morose feeling that the Earth has right now. I think the use of silence in both films really brought it home.
I remember how silent and solemn the theaters were when leaving this movie. I remember people's eyes being downcast. There was this somber respect for the scenes that were witnessed.
I didn't really expect that silence to enter my life. This Pause really does have the weight of silence to it as the world seems to collectively wait to see what happens next. Even the Face Masks that seem to be universally embraced (despite the CDC saying they didn't work a year ago) looks like muzzles (a type of contraption used to silence animals- usually dogs). The Cancel Culture also effectively silences anyone that disagrees with the current Media Narrative. When you think about it...right now the only Narrative is the Media. There really isn't a trendy television series that everyone is talking about at the moment...the majority of the Collective is focused on the Coronavirus and the governments while public gatherings are being shut down left and right. Hollywood has no influence on this year and the music industry lost it's influence on culture around 2005. There really isn't any form of distraction from this manufactured crisis. What's really creepy is that this moment feels a lot like this clip from the end of the Watchman movie that came out in 2009. Only instead of a nuclear blast a virus is being used to reach the same goal.
A Damaging Self-Narrative
I've heard this said far too often.. Man is an unnatural virus on this Earth that's destroying it. People agreed with Thanos argument that "balance" needs to be restored. Heck, it's not just in pop culture...I was taught this sort of stuff in school starting with Earth Day in the '80's. If you didn't recycle...you were killing the Earth. Don't you remember Captain Planet? From people blaming ourselves for environmental disasters- the hole in the ozone layer that was supposedly created by aerosol hairspray (healed), Global Warming That's Now Called Climate Change (but actually due to the poles shifting from Canada to Russia and an 11 year Solar Minimum affecting the atmosphere) to the threat of Nuclear War due to the arms race. To the idea that the world is horribly overpopulated that will lead to certain death by using up the Earth's resources... Mankind has stated that the Baby Boomer generation has 'broken the world' and that the newest Generation needs to fix it. I was going to share a quote from 2015 Fantastic 4 where a charecter Dr. Storm says that his generat broke the world and 'you kids' are 'going to fix it' but that's not on YouTube (it was a poorly received movie) but it really shows that people believe that nonsense. There is even a song out there, I think it's a Christian one, titled 'The World is Broken.' Talk about a lack of faith. No wonder Millennial and subsequent generations hate history, there is that annoying phrase, "Okay boomer," and they hate their ancestors. MTV did a poll and it came back that the generation after the Milennials wanted to call themselves 'The Founders' because they have been taught that the Baby Boomers have destroyed the world to the point that they will have to rebuild it from it's foundation. This dangerous narrative that the world is irreparably broken is a dangerous one. I've shown the prevalence for the belief that the world is destined to destroy itself...and there are plenty out there that agree with that...and even more who think that the Baby Boomers already did. Of course, the idea that things have to be 'fixed' only comes about when you look at Creation point of view that this is all a random bunch of chaos and mistakes. A series of rare random events occurred and humans evolved to the point where we are using up all of the planets resources. The problem is you have to ignore thousands of years of testimony and knowledge to believe this nonsense. The random theoretical scientific notion of the pointlessness and uselessness of human life has only existed since the Victorian Era...when technology started to explode and repression was rampant. If you look at the world there seems to be absolutely no reason to hope. Of course, this reminds me of this scene from X-Men Days of Future Past.
On A Personal Level
In my New Moon Blog for July 20th 2020 I shared I had a dream that I talked to "Ancestor Ants". I didn't share what I said to them because it feels too self-important. Not to mention I'm not sure how such a 'purpose' can be achieved. I told them, "I came here to prevent a Nuclear War, do you think it worked?" Then they danced in spirals in agreement that it had. Bizarrely, when I got up the following morning and turned on the television the screen was black except the words, "I knew it would," as though from the question in my dream and then Mickey Mouse Playhouse on Disney+ started playing. I found it super bizarre but weird synchronicities like that happen to me way to often. They're often hard to describe and freak the heck out of me because it sounds so insane. This reminds me of the Awakening I had back in 2007. My mother reminded me that at the toughest part of that experience I told her that I was out of my body working with a group that was stopping war with Russia. I totally forgot about that until Hilary Clinton was trying to get elected and her main thing was that she needed to 'defeat Russia' which, insanely, would have led to World War III and a Nuclear War. Don't ask me...I get little glimpses of the meaning behind this stuff but at the end of the day I'm an overweight stay at home mom and no one special. Then I was confronted by a very unpleasant past life memory around the time of the Full Moon. I realized that I've struggled with a Solar Chakra blockage for some time. A block in this chakra can lead to a low zest for life. I was working with that energy in meditation before falling asleep...directing love and light to that chakra. I felt an immense relief but then I had a dream about the origin of this blockage. The memory had to do with the Death Wish and when it originated in my souls experience. I remember that I had a lot of children and I was worn out taking care of so many. In the dream I told myself I would only live until someone else died (I can't recall the name but it started with an A and it was a love interest in the dream) and then I would rest too. I guess that's where the term 'rest in peace' comes from. Of course, I know there is truly no death in Spirit...and really don't need to rest when in Spirit. When we physically die our consciousness continues to exist...the experience of this avatar is added to the knowledge of the soul...so seeing death as a respite or of a period of rest/relief from toil is an error. I'm still integrating and healing the energy from that particularly toxic past-life experience and it's given me a lot to consider. I entered this life extremely tired. I wonder if most of my incarnations were like that as this past life memory seemed extraordinary ancient...maybe even cave men level. Conclusion The Coronavirus is far from the End of the World or the worst case scenario for the world to experience something so shocking that it caused Compassion to rise on the planet. We could have experienced and healed the wound of The Death Wish in catastrophic ways. This virus that only kills the very sick and old...for which a vaccine will probably be developed and mass produced by December...is a gentle way of confronting that Karma. We could have called comet Neowise down on us. We could have unleashed a Nuclear War...the potential of which started in 2007. Things could be so much worse...and even better we can wake up to the fact that the Universe's Creation is not complete...that the Creator created us to help make the next level of Creation. Knowing that Science can't know all of the answers because things are not complete...is important. The Rule of Academia and Science on this world has come to an end. Science has a dirty little secret that they discovered in the seventies...that the bias of the scientist determines the results of the experiments. For another scientist to get the same result they have to hold the same point of view and belief system. So, science and academia tried to force everyone into the conformity box...to make 'bricks' out of all of us...or robots is you prefer that metaphor. Yet, the world is subjective...each human being is unique and responds to stimulus in a unique way (unless Group Think is applied). The knowledge of and the use of Group Think has been the greatest weapon ever created...because unlike guns there is nothing overt to fight. The karmic debt to the Earth has been repaid. A new human cycle is being born...it's not a pretty birth...but just as the mother often doesn't know where the strength for that final push comes from before a child is born... We've pretty much made it...and we're on the edge of a new extraordinary experience. Yes, it's long and drawn out because those who are less awake have to be given extra time to make their choices and acclimate to the new energy. I don't think any of this will make sense except in hindsight and maybe not even in our life time. Already, the news has switched to the statement that the Earth's population is in a downward trend. Here's the article: https://www.irishtimes.com/news/science/earth-s-population-may-start-to-fall-from-2040-does-it-matter-1.3808527 First, we're told it's catastrophic that we are overpopulated. Now countries may start instituting policies to try to keep their populations and productivity high. Oh well, that's humanity (and government) for you. Human survival is a fickle thing. Of course, we know how Rey's Star Wars triliogy ends...and how End Game ends with everyone showing up right when it starts to seem like everything is lost again...so I have to share those here to leave this on a happy note. I'm not sure how this is going to manifest in this world...but it's already been decided that this is the conclusion to this historic, "Pause." I also think that the movie that comes out first...whether it's Black Widow or Mulan may be important. I don't know if that will happen this year or next year they'll release when things were supposed to show up this year but it will be interesting to see how that plays out.
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This video, to me, was common sense.
However, I see this video as a great accomplishment in self-expression at the same time. This is distillment of knoweldge that I have gained over the last ten years. Now, had I not been on the path that I have walked I'm sure I wouldn't know half of this and it's not something I consider obvious. Belonging To A Group Is Not The Answer As I show in the video Groups are not the way to find Love & Belonging. Group Think pervades and that mentality is extremely deterimental. As the Standford Prison Experiment, the Milgram Experiment and the Asche Conformity Experiment shows...in groups and with authority figures people lose all sense of moral responsibility. Is it any wonder why so many "protests" turn violent? A mob is a mob no matter what they call themselves and whether they are trying to kill Frankenstein or destroy a politicians career. Healing Self-Rejection In the end, Love and Belonging comes from within the individual. I know most people reject what they consider 'themselves' or have a feeling of unworthiness. That's why a person needs to turn within and explore who/what they are and define it in some way as different from other people. Knowing that it's perfectly okay to be different and that 'normal' is an exteremely flexible subjective term that means something different to every person...should be common knowledge. At this point, the most important part should be defining likes and dislikes of the individual. Different Levels Require Different States Of Being Now, when we get to the top of the pyramid, Self-Actualization, I'll talk about Oneness and how in meditation you discover that you are not your thoughts. That, however, is too advanced for someone at this level. Just as I wouldn't expect someone who is starving to be thinking about their likes and dislikes I wouldn't suggest that someone who isn't even aquaintend with themselves to start meditating. In fact, at this point I would discourage meditation. If you do not feel loved or a sense of belonging the last thing you need to do is start meditating. Meditation only amplifies the state of mind you are in so you will just become more aware of your sense of lack. Instead, it's better to start journaling. I strong sense of identity, likes and dislikes need to be formed...in many ways you are creating your ego at this state. I am this, I am not that...I have this accompishment but I don't want that one. This level and this step in the process cannot be skipped without devastating consequences. Someone who tries to go from this state to that of Self-Actualization will completely confused. Enemeshed Relationships The people who have the hardest time with this level are those who are in Enmeshed Relationships with their parents. They never reached the point of rebellion and seperation with the parents. This phase occurs twice within childhood- Once at the age of two and again in the teenage years. This seperation is extremely important because it requires the child to identify their needs and wants as different from the parents. When this seperation doesn't occur the nees and wants of the child are often repressed while the needs/wants of the parents take dominance. The child does not have an identity that is seperate from their parents. In fact, a child will psychologically 'own' anthing that happens to their parent as their issues. This is doubly burdening and depressing because that child (even if they are in their forties) can do nothing to change or help the parents situation. Only the parent can do that and so the child is left in a psychological state of limbo resulting in a lot of resentment. Simply put, this is horribly unhealthy. People trapped in the Enmeshed state with their parents will often form enmeshed relationships with other people. They might wonder why their love life doesn't take off...and it's because enmeshed people will only attracted enmeshed relationships. Again, the resentment will build and the unidividualized person will leave the relationship blaming the other person for being too narccistic and suffocating. Spiritual Mission I've explained before that Edgar Cacye stated that the purpose of experiencing life here on Earth is to, "Know theyself, as yourself and yet one with the Creator." In Group Think you don't have a sense of self. You don't know yourself because you're just an anonymous gear in the big group machine absolved or responsibility. In Enmeshed relationships you don't hae a sense of self because you cannot define the boundary between the people love and yourself. There is no seperation there and no boundaries. A hungry man must have food to eat in order to reach the Safety level of Maslow's Hiearchy of Needs... A person who doesn't feel safe and is always running from danger must have a safe place to rest his head to reach the Love and Belonging level of Maslow's Hiearchy of Needs... A person who doesn't filled loved or that they Belong must turn within and learn to love themselves or they won't reach the next level of Esteem. This is the reason why the schools idea to teach self-esteem failed so horribly. They were skipping major steps in the process. Groups cannot provide Love and Belonging and a sense of identity. That's why so many in the latest generation simply cannot think outside of the group they identify with and have such suffering when confronted with something they consider 'different.' The very idea of different threatens their self-proclaimed group identity. How Did I Reach This Point? Oh, there have been many cycles of failed attempts. First, I've never been able to associate with a group completely. There are always people who I think are absolutely ignorant and they usually end up as leaders. I've always been a loaner striking out and doing my own thing. Even as a teenager, as I was discussing with my best friend Jennifer, I never plaid truth or dare because- quite, honestly- I had no interest in telling other people scandalous truths or dares that they could use against me. I never really fell for group peer pressure. My writing really helped me. While writing I created a charecter, not based on me, that I thought was really strong and I started to emulate the charecter that I had created. I literally transformed myself into that charecter bit by bit. Her name was Talonea. I created a charecter in the Final Fanasy Online Game with that name. I still have a gmail account in that name. I also returned to college and earned my three degrees. All of this gave me a sense of identity. I could say I was the Starbucks Barrista that was going to college and that's something our society absolutely admires in every way. Being a Barrista and going to college is highly respected in our society for reasons I can't fanthom. This all contributed to what I thought was the state of self-actualization at the time. However, I've discovered that was only this level of Love and Belonging. This is when I met what I consider my tribe. I still have strong ties to everyone I worked with back then. I love tracking them in their various courses after the 'bucks. My family, my tribe, is all over the country and many of them are still at the 'bucks or returned to it as I did...but that is a tale for another level. However, I did remain enmeshed with my mother. I also went on to create an enmeshed marriage that has since been recalibrated. So, I am not hypocrite here. Everything contained in this blog is 100% what I myself have gone through. That's why I understand it so intimately and understand the people stuck at thish level so well...because I've been there and done that. That level of understanding is what psychologists lack because they usually aren't interested in self-development or self-undrestasnding...they're still looking 'out there' for answers. Again, I thought this stage was self-actualization when I reached it back in 2007. Instead, I would call this state of achieving identity and wholeness of self. This is the part where you learn to, "Know yourself as yourself." Here, a person needs to create their identity. Even if you borrow it from a ficitional charecter and emulate that charecter to whatever degree you wish...you become the person you can admire and love. The part about being One with the One Creator will not come until you complete this stage. How can you come to know the One Creator if you cannot tell the difference between the One Creator and yourself? Well, folks, I think this is the first YouTube video where I go into more of a pop culture metaphysical subject. I've mostly been working on other topics, a bit more psychologically based and more about thinking. This is one of the most interesting topics I'm interested in...because it's a phenomena that is happen on a wide scale. I've known about synchronicity since 1993 when I first read Celestine prophecy as I mention in this video. So it's a very familar concept. Back then I'd never imagine the 11:11 phenomenon. Further, I was shocked when studying Psychology that Carl Jung coined the term. James Redfield really didn't go into the terms or history of the terms. I find such information fascinating. Someone, Carl Jung, was experiecing synchronicities back in 1955! The story of the golden scarab beetle is fascinating. What I didn't go into in the video is that the Scarab Beetle is super sacred in Egypt. The Dung Beetle rolls it's little pile of dung filled with it's eggs towards the sun. Then the sun dries out the dung and the little baby beetles are born. In Egypt this is a symbol for rebirth and regeneration. Out of the dung of our lives comes the most amazing transformations (thank you John Van Auken as that is very close to a quote). The color gold, of course, is symbolic of Truth of the mind or value or power of the soul (Here is a great resource for dream symbols: https://www.edgarcayce.org/the-readings/dreams/dream-dictionary/). How beautiful and powerful of a sign showing that all of life- the inner and outer worlds- are connected? I have never read Carl Jung's book on Syncrhonicity. It's at the top of my list of books to read... Either way, this is a fascinating subject and this is my current take on the situation. As I said, obsessing over numbers can be very harmful. Take it in stride. If you feel curious look up what the number means in my Repetitive Numerical Sequences blog...but remember it's not there to drive you crazy. It's just there to show you there you are connected to something bigger. Thank you for taking time out of your day to check out this avenue on the Path of the Seeker. In the next few videos we are going to start exploring what I call Maps....I'm going to present four systems that deal with the Path of the Seeker...and let you draw your own conclusions. I see the connections but I'll start off with sketching an over view. I think it will be a really fun journey...and I'm doing as much for myself as anyone else. I realized when I was writing an upcoming video I needed to do this one first. I think I'm ready, though, to head into the introductry video: Syncrhonizing the Heroe's Journey, Maslow's Hierarchy of Needs, The Chakra System, and the Tree of Life. That's the working title...although, I'm sure it will change because it's a bit unwieldy. A lot of people are seeking answers regarding synchronicity. When you experience synchronicity such as looking at a clock and seeing 11:11 or various other numbers (55:55:55 has been my most recent one and my last YouTube video was accidentally exactly 3:33 long) they let you know that you are in the flow.
Yet, do they carry another meaning and message as well? Does the universe speak to us in numbers and do those numbers have more meaning then a cosmic wink indicating you're on the right path? If the universe is created from data, as scientists say, then it makes sense there is a sort of numerical code throughout the universe. Numbers are universal. The numerical 3 means 3 in Japan, Norway, Germany, Brazil and the Ukraine. The universal number game of mathematics applies to everyone. Galileo said, "Mathematics is the language in which God has written the universe." Different Number Systems Doreen Virtue has written Angel Numbers based on guidance from supposed contact with Angels. Which I don't doubt but I don't resonate with her numbers at all. The Jewish Kabbalah system also has specific numbers (up to ten) but again that's not something that resonates with this phenomenon for me either. The system that most resonates with me is the number system introduced by Dan Millman in the book, "The Life you were born to Live." In this book Millman explains how Life Path Numbers directly impact a persons life. You discover the number by adding each single digit in your birthday. For example mine is 7+5+1+9+8+2= 32. Then you add the 3 +2 to get five. So my life path number is 32/5. I'm going to only cover the first nine primary numbers with a brief description so that if you see that cosmic wink in the form of 11:11 or any other repetitive number you focus on that number and have an idea of what it means. I've never looked this up for this purpose before so this blog is going to be a revelation and a journey for me as well. So, let's walk this spiral of information and see where it takes us! Life Path Numbers 1 - 9 1: Creativity and Confidence - Bringing Positive Creative Energy Into The World. 2: Cooperation and Balance- Clarify the limits of responsibility and learning to work with others in the spirit of harmony, balance and mutual support. 3. Expression and Sensitivity: Utilize emotional sensitivity to bring positive, heartfelt, self-expression into the world. 4. Stability and Process: Achieve stability an security by patiently following a gradual process towards selected goals. 5: Freedom and Discipline: Find inner freedom through discipline, focus and depth of experience. 6. Vision and Acceptance: Reconcile high ideals with practical reality and to accept themselves, the world and the present moment through an expanded vision of life's inherent perfection. 7. Trust and Openness: Trust the light or spirit within and the process. 8. Abundance and Power: Work with abundance, power and recognition towards the common good. 9: Integrity and Wisdom: Live in highest integrity, align life with the hearts intuitive wisdom and inspire others. 0. Inner Gifts: Represents manifesting intensely. Strength- either in physical strength or endurance. Sensitivity- profound empathy. Expressiveness: the ability to communicate. Intuition: an inner feeling when making decisions. Conclusion I've always felt this system profoundly reflects whatever person or whatever is going on in my life. Let me use myself as an example. My number is 32/5. The number 5 was my primary life number. I had huge issues with freedom and independence. I had hugely controlling parents. Then it became a ex-husband who was totally controlling. I've had extremely controlling managers. I kept willingly giving my own power over to other people. I kept having this situation where I gave my power over to other people and their opinions instead of trusting myself. Once I realized different levels of inner freedom and that I have control over how I respond to other peoples desires...that issue has become less and less of a focus in my life. That's where the number 3 comes into effect. Expressing my spiritual beliefs and exploring these different subjects in my blog has been extremely helpful to me. I've discovered a way to express myself and complex ideas that were not accessible to people who did not study esoteric mysticism as I do. Heck, two years ago or even ten years ago I wouldn't even have been able to tell you that's what I do...study esoteric mysticism nor, for fear of being stoned, would I ever even remotely contemplate claiming to be a mystic. I'm learning how to convey my thoughts and ideas in a sensitive manner as well as just learning to express myself. Finally, there is tricky number 2. Ask anyone and you will find out I take responsibility for everything. I mean, everything. You would think on some level I thought I was the architect of the world and all of this was my mis-creation. I apologize when it's not even remotely my fault for something. I take responsibility in situations where it's not my job, nor my place, to take responsibility and in many cases at work that has led to horrible exploitation in the past. I continue to struggle with this as after being trained so deeply on how to be a good leader and manager it's natural to step into that role. As a result I tend to carry burdens that are not mine, judge others harshly for not being good leaders and worry about things that are none of my business. This is currently my greatest struggle, although, I think I've realized I need to let go of it and be a happy little pretend clone. Just so that all of the other people who would use me for their self-aggrandizement can find someone else to try and exploit. So, there you have it, how the numbers work and how I've seen them in my own life. Oh yeah, that 5:55:55 I've been seeing...tells me that I've hit that point of freedom and experiencing the universal flow again where my will is matched with the One Creators effortlessly fueling life forward in a positive direction. The 33:3 of my video is the essence of Sensitivity and Expression. They all tie in beautifully. Everything ties in beautifully because all are one. Oh, and if you're wondering about binary code like a snarky fellow on the Awakening Community today...just know 0 is ultimate unity of self and the One Creator...if there is zero it is a seamless integration. 0 is a place holder...and it does represent the absence of something (self?). Edgar Cacye, interestingly, had a 0 in his Life Path number. He was a master manifester and after looking into that I had a dream where I was asked, "Do you want everyone to be 0's?" The answer is no. A lot of people would really abuse the crap out of that power. Just look at Edgar Cacye's previous life where he was a gambler and used his ability to predict for the detriment of others.
Today is going to be a little bit of a deviation and a recap before I move onto other subjects. My heart is telling me to post the blog I wrote about Service but I will do so soon. This one, however, is more timely given that I wanted to include the above video.
The amount of things that I want to write is tremendous and I'm putting the blogs together now as the writing bug has bitten me. I still need to write the Ages post for The Shift series but as I am going through a period of renewal after a busy stretch in my life I'm putting aside researching that topic. Currently, I am just enjoying the pure pleasure of reading about Atlantis. I will probably read and research the three books that I have on the subject a couple of times before I write blogs on the subject as there is a lot of material I want to double check. I never take anyone's words at face value. My next blog will be on Service but I just want to share some synchrnoistic experiences that I have had recently. Including the video at the start here by Collette Baron-Reid where she explains the Universal Energies. I find it fascinating that just as I wrote a blog on the subject of the Disconnection From Spirit that people have experienced thanks to the influence of the Religious belief that only the elect can approach God and science telling us that we are nothing but animals (more on this in a blog I am currently writing) that other people are becoming aware of this issue. At the very least, it seems I am in tune with the readings that Collette gave this week on the Universal Energies. If, these Energies are true, and a great deal of the world is experiencing this realization at the same time it is a beautiful moment to be alive. I have heard spirit works that way, new ideas pop up simultaneously and spontaneously around the globe at the same time- take for example both Edison and Tesla working with electricity which would redefine how we live. We may be entering a true thought Renaissance. Atlantis Preview Strangely, I have never really believed in Atlantis or given the idea much thought. In our society the current skeptical scientific paradigm has been so set in stone that we really don't allow for much. A lot of people, and I am sad to say far more than I would ever suspect, find it really challenging to their faith to look beyond the accepted parameters of a the paradigm they have been taught by their parents and society since they were children. Further, sciences paradigm that we have evolved over a period of time, starting off as cave people, evolving to "primitive" Hunter/Gatherers and then slowly began the process of agriculture further alienates us from the idea that our ancestors might have been wise let alone that a society once existed that was 'advanced' compared to the rest of the world that consisted of 'stone age' cultures. We are taught that it has only been since the recent ages that mankind has earned the mental capacity to create advanced technology and civilizations. Only recently, within the last few years have I heard that different cultures that were at different rates existed on Earth at the same time. This is partly due to the realization that only a small fraction of people are the descendants of Neanderthals who were here before modern humans and we now realize must have interacted with modern humans. Originally, it was thought that the human race was the evolution of the Neanderthals but the scientific proof that both species lived on the Earth for a significant period of time and DNA has proven that this is not true. I might add that the process of human fossils being created is so rare that those bones that we do have do not give us a very clear picture of the history of mankind. Gobekli Tepe is one of the places that is rewriting the rules and challenging scientific dogma that has built up around the accepted scientific process humanity underwent in it's evolution. There megalithic architecture, agriculture and "religion" appear to have risen at 9600 (as suggested by Edgar Cacye and Plato) and at the end of an inexplicable cold spell called the Younger Dryas. Further, evidence of a flood caused by a comet impact on the northern ice sheets that spanned both the North American continent and the Eur-Asian continent suggest that there is a very good reason the Flood Story exist in so many cultures. Modern science or comparative religion classes would tell us that the fact so many societies have a Flood story only indicates that there is a universal archetype or template that humans use to relate to their natural world. Usually, they explain that this is born of out fear and reverence based on the need for survival. Again, we get the idea that our ancestors were brutish creatures unable to understand natural processes so they worshiped them. Perhaps it was not the Annunaki who introduced the idea of civilization to the Hunter Gatherers but human beings from Atlantis who, once their homeland and culture was destroyed, sought to preserve it. Further, perhaps it is true that as Burley suggests in the following article that I will provide a link for that the creators of Gobeki Tepe actually buried the site to be uncovered at this specific time. Is it possible that Gobekli Tepe is nothing less than a time capsule that they knew would be discovered at this time of the changing of the Ages? Here is the link to the article and I apologize that you will have to copy and paste it into your browser : https://grahamhancock.com/burleyp1/. I will be covering this topic in depth later in other blogs. The information about Atlantis comes from Edgar Cacyes Atlantis (Drs. Gregory and Lora Little and John Van Auken), Rudolf Steiner's Atlantis (Rudolf Steiner) and Magicians of the Gods (Graham Hancock). Each has a different perspective of the puzzle and strangely they are in agreement. Two More Sevens In a previous post I covered the significance of number 7. The number 7 has cropped up in two other places. One is the story of Moses which can be seen on the John Van Auken video I shared but was placed in Edgar Cacye's Atlantis. The other mention of 7 is from Graham Hancock's book so I will be sharing snippets for both of these as I find it fascinating. I will add that I had a dream after thinking on this topic a few nights ago. In it, I was shown that there were Three original emanations from the Source, Then there were the 7 emanations that are found in the Dreamweave. I was told then, in the dream, that these together make 10 which is the number of completion. An odd dream but it's an interesting idea. Paraphrased from page 93 Edgar Cacye's Atlantis (Drs, Gregory and Lora Little and John Van Auken) Jesus gave Nicodemus three key teachings (John 3:14). The first is that "we must be born again." We have been born physically but we need to give birth to our spiritual self. The second teaching was that no one ascends to heaven but he or she who first descended from it, referring to the involution of mind into matter prior to the current evolution up through matter... Key to our study is the third teaching which Jesus stated as, "As Moses raised the serpent in the desert, so must the son of man be raised up to eternal life..." Here Jesus is referring to the time when Moses left the kingdom of Pharaoh (so symbolic of the outer ego- power and worldly possessions) to search for his true self and God in the desert. In his search he comes upon a deep well around which seven virgins are attempting to water their flocks. Seen virgins in the desert; is there some deeper meaning here? Of course there is. These seven virgins, daughters of a high priest, are symbolic of the seven spiritual centers, the seven chakras, and the seven lotuses within each being. Moses waters them and their flocks, ultimately marrying the eldest one. Afterwards, he meets God in a burning bush and for the first time is instructed how to transform his staff into a serpent and raise the serpent up again into a staff." (Exodus 2,3, and 4). From Graham Hancocks Magicians of the Gods pg 28: "The fullest account we have of Oannes is found in surviving fragments of the works of a Babylonian priest called Berossos who wrote in the third century BC. Fortunately, I have a translation of all of Berossos fragments in one volume in my library so I dig it out along with a few other sources on ancient Mesopotamian myths and traditions. It doesn't take me long to discover that Oannes did not do his work alone but was supposedly the leader of a group of beings know as the "Seven Apkallu"- the "Seven Sages"- who were said to have lived "before the flood" (a cataclysmic global deluge features prominently in many Mesopotamian traditions, including those of Sumer, Akkad, Assyria and Babylon). Alongside Oannes, these sages are portrayed as bringers of civilization who, in the most ancient past, gave humans a moral code, arts, crafts and agriculture and taught them architecture building and engineering skills." Polarization This is the perfect world to describe what is happening across the globe. I came across this word when watching reviews for multiple movies this year. I realized that it perfectly describes what I started to observe based on the upcoming movies of this year and the election at the start of the year. I could see that people were becoming more divided than ever before on subjects. This, for example, has become extreme in many things. There are movies coming out that only half the population can get behind and the other half simply can't comprehend. We also see this Polarization in our national election as neither side can seem to understand the reasoning of the other. In fact, we are reaching a point where there are two distinct aspects of society and they can no longer comprehend each other. This polarization, is a symptom, I think, of the changes that we are going through on Earth. This is where people are dividing into camps based on how they view the world. This can be seen as the Negative and the Positive. I have mentioned three different sources, although now it is closer to five that I know of, that suggest that this would happen. One reality will get to experience the Rainbow Whirl Dream and one set will "not end so well." In fact, I'd say that the latter is more likely to go down the path of Ancient Atlantis. This idea is exactly why I decided to study Atlantis. More or less, Atlantis became very fearful and chose to dominate the landscape of the Earth modifying it based on their fears. Their fear based actions caused a Comet to come too close to the Earth and it destroyed them. To me this brings to mind Revelation 6:16 that says: "They called to the mountains and the rocks, 'Fall on us and hide us from the face of him who sits on the throne and from the wrath of the lamb!" If mind is the builder and the universe responds, in a way, to human thought (through interactions with the Dreamweave/Akashic Record) than those who wish to be destroyed will have their wish fulfilled. This makes sense if we are mini-creators in training to join the Great Spirit in creating all of the universe. Matter and the creation naturally bends to our wishes and if that is our own self-destruction because we look around and can only see evil negative things than we will call destruction down upon ourselves. Experiencing Polarization In My Own Life I have acutely felt this separation caused by this polarization in my life on many levels and it is becoming more acute as the year progress. Prior to this, I could easily slip in and out of other peoples points of view with ease even if it was negatively charged or charged by 'shadow energy.' I could tolerate scary movies depicting demon possession and the Dark Age Christian view of the world. Yet, I have reached the point where I can no longer do this and I realized that it means that these two forces are charging up...and will seperate. Bashar describes this as the two train tracks. He explained that the ability to shift from one reality to another is going to become harder and harder. He explained we need to decide which alignment best suits us and work to remain in that alignment and in that energy. Soon, he explains, with the Splitting of the Prism we won't be able to bounce back and forth from those points of views as we once did. Boy can I see this in my own life! Here is a link to someone discussing this subject in more detail: http://teleportation.co.nz/e-t-wiki/splitting-prism/ Watching Rihanna's video Sledgehammer I understood the concepts and the ideas that the music video conveyed in Symbol which is the language of Spirit as anyone who works with Dreams knows. I saw that it was a beautiful and empowering video that was speaking of Wholeness. Wholeness is a very important topic that I hope to cover by the end of the year. Wholeness can only be achieved with a great deal of personal work and clearing out old belief systems/habits that didn't benefit the person. Very few have gone through this process, Buddha and Yeshua are both examples of people who mastered this after many lifetimes. Wholeness does not come magically just by accepting Yeshua as a our personal savior but is something takes dedicated work on the part of the individual that he instructs us in the New Testament to undertake.. As this work is completed, when we have traveled the 7 paths of initiation, we discover that we are an aspect of the universe but that we are simultaneously the universe. This is a very enlightened point of view. So, to me the video was extraordinarily profound. When watching the Dark Age Christians, however, as they tried to explain that all that I saw as positive was "work of the devil" I became sick. To them the language of Symbolism belongs to the Devil and is to be feared because it is 'entrapping' human beings! By looking through their eyes I absorbed some of the Negative energy that they were pouring off. Their "energy" or "vibration" is so completely opposite of that which I possess that they simply did not mesh. If I did not actively try to understand what they were saying and seeing their words were appeared to me to be utter lunatic ravings. They were, in short, incomprehensible to me at this stage of my development unless I devoted a lot of my energy to try to understand them. I felt the same way when I was watching the Batman vs. Superman movie. The dark disgusting depiction of the DC world utterly did not appeal to me. They are creating a universe of such darkness that even beloved characters are not appealing. Upon watching those movies, unlike the Marvel Movies, I find that I would not wish to be a part of that world. My complete and utter lack of desire to exist in such a negative world is what prevented me from being immersed in that world. Often, at the movies what immerses me in the movie is the desire to want to be there. The concepts, the characters and the plot are so appealing that they are desirable experiences. I would love to meet Iron Man, Captain America, or Black Widow. They are uplifting characters. Even Deadpool was highly enjoyable and I'd love to have his experience even though it doesn't sound so wonderful. Not so with the DC universe where I felt disgusted and immersed in shadow material after watching how it portrayed such a negative world view. Strangely, the movie Watchmen was of a similar vein (Lex Luther's charecter in Batman vs. Superman is the same as Ozymandias, the villain of Watchman willing to kill people in a nuclear blast so that the Earth will be united in peace because of the devastation) was not so uncomfortable. Perhaps because I felt it was a spoof of other comic movies and so in an alternate history sort of way that I would not want to be a part of I could learn how a really twisted person thinks but it was not as polarizing. I have in my own life realized how incredibly important it is important to distinguish between good and bad teachers or leaders. Well, films are a form of teaching in many ways and it is a way of experiencing things we do not in ordinary life. I have found, that just as I have to be picky about what teachers I listen to, least I pick up their energy, I must do the same when going to see films and listening to music. This has reached a point where I am repelled, like two ends of a magnet that are the same, from music, people and entertainment that are equally filled with negativity. The amount of positivism that I carry and faith in humanity because the Creator put enough faith in us to allow the Human Experiment to exist is equal in opposition to the faith people put in the idea that humanity is a corrupt virus in this world created by the Devil. Naturally, when two equal but opposing energies collide they repel from each other and that is what I think that we are seeing with this polarization. We are seeing people this with people as they organize into specific frequencies by the polarizing effects in multiple areas of our lives. Final Thoughts As I have said before, it can drive a person insane if they focus on any particular set of numbers. 11:11, for example, pops up in my life a lot. I watched Collete-Baron Reid's video this morning at exactly 11:11. I take it as a nod that I am in the flow of vibration, especially when there is pertinent information that correlates with my own point of view that I developed. Yet, it is significant to me how often the number 3 shows up in spiritual belief systems of antiquity (Think the Trinity) and how often 7 shows up as well and I have to wonder if it is a coincidence. Not to mention to the people outside of the individuals experience it seems a little bit much (I personally don't care too much about the synchronicity regarding numbers that people experience as I do the meaning they take from it in their own lives). As always, I am continuously going deeper into these mysteries and exploring them. For reference, one of the reasons that I have always looked deeper into the belief system's of all cultures came from the rather mysterious phrase: "Whoever has ears to hear, let him hear." Mark 4:9 To me, this always suggested that these were not physical ears that he spoke of but something more. Everyone has ears to hear but that doesn't always mean they understand the deeper meanings. To me, Yeshua always hinted that there was deeper knowledge. The person just had to develop the ability to truly hear what was being said. Dogma, to me does not develop this ability to truly hear the teachings but buries them under layers suggesting only a trained elite can possess this knowledge. That only the elite dare approach God. Yet, in "mystery traditions" around the world the curious, who asked the right questions and learned to probe deeper into the "the mystery" that is life were the ones rewarded extra and deeper knowledge. Very few people really search for knowledge in a selfless manner. Yet, there are more Seekers now than I can ever recall. Finally, I want to leave on a note that is quite curious. I was watching an interview of Daryl Anka with some sort of UK mainstream magazine. When asked if Bashar was demonic he replied in a very curious way. He said that was racist, to think entities outside our normal realm of experience are automatically evil. I agree with him, that is absolutely wrong. Although, again, we need to practice discernment with all supposed teachers. For example, I find Rudolf Steiner fascinating but it is clear he wants to be seen as an authority on the subject of Clairvoyance (clear seeing) and all things spiritual and not a servant. I have learned the clearest channels for the divine are those who have chosen to Serve humanity, first and foremost. (I will get into this in my next blog on Service.) Ultimately, along the path of seeking, I have found, there comes a time when that which is outside merely serves as a form of validation for personal internal revelations. We have been taught to doubt our own intuition and guidance in preference to someone who claims to have knowledge and authority directly from God. I find it interesting that we have been so trained that a Doomsday will come or that we have experience doom in order to wash away the corrupt and 'begin again'...as though we are stuck in some sort of cycle and unable to free ourselves. We have been dwelling so much on dreading and fearing the One World Order, fearing the idea of the End of Days...despite that it might herald the return of Yeshua...that at any single "special date" such as 2000 or 2012 people automatically assume that it is bad and will usher in the Apocalypse. What is with our culture wanting to believe and create a reality where everything must end horribly before it gets better? Is it, perhaps, the memory of Atlantis? Or is it that we have been so negative seeking dominance over one another for so many years that being positive and optimistic is foreign to us as a species? I personally, take my role in ushering in the Rainbow Whirl Dream as a privlage. I can see it leaking into our culture bit by tiny bit as people begin to explore ideas outside of the limiting paradigm that we have been taught for generations in the West. I am very optimistic about the future of humanity. |
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