Dearest Lilith-Ann,
Happy Birthday my first Little One! You could be in a new life by now (since I believe in reincarnation) or you could still be in Spirit. Either way, I strongly believe that you will sense the love that is going into this letter. You will forever be a part of our family no matter what your Soul is doing. Well, it's officially six years since you left a huge mark on my life. I feel as though you crossed over yesterday. I can still remember everything about your brief stay on Earth. We're still in lockdown in California from the Coronavirus. Your first few years of school would have been majorly disrupted. Your generation is being called 'The Lost Generation' which is really sad to give that name to children who are so young but so many are growing up with millennial parents that are themost physically and psychologically unhealthy parents in generations. I'm a milennial but I don't consider myself among their number because I'm more like your fathers Generation X. Luckily, your little sister, Michelle, has been mostly unaffected. She cried whenever she met people with masks on at first and would try to pull mine off. She hasn't had to wear a mask since she was two but that will change in August. With the vaccine available I'm hoping the lockdown and mask mandate will end by the end of this year. That way your little sister will never have to wear one. Things are loosening up and Disneyland is opening up but, unfortunately, I won't be able to take your little sister. We were supposed to take her to Disneyland last March but the Governor of California shut everything down for a year. Your sister did get to go to Sea World which she absolutely loved because she loves animals and got to pet a lot of animals. Also, this year there will be another sibling added to the family! We don't know the gender yet but in September they will arrive. The pregnancy has been difficult because everything is more complicated because of the Coronavirus. Your father and I will always be grateful to you for everything you showed us during your brief time with us. You taught us so much during your brief stay. Both of your siblings owe their lives to the experience that you gave us. As always, this year we will celebrate with some cake and visit your grave. I don't think your sister understands our little celebration on your birthday yet but I'm sure she will one day. She's just grateful to have some cake. Love Always, Mama
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I wanted to share the lullaby that I made up and sang to my daughter every night since she came home from the N.I.C.U. While I am not a singer or a write of poetry or songs...my husband does say this got stuck in his head and it works very well to soothe my daughter to sleep. She's always had nightmares and the first time I sang to her and she fell asleep it felt so magical!
I hope you enjoy and I would love it if someone set to this music and shared it on YouTube. I do not copyright claim this...but I do ask that you acknowledge where it came from if you do decide to use it. * * * It's time to go to sleep my love, Time to dream, It's time to go to sleep my love, It's time to dream. We will explore gum drop houses, And meet beneath a sapphire tree. Dream with me my love, Dream of me my love, Dream with me my love, Dream of me my love. We will run with Unicorns, Across Emerald Studded Hills Time to go to sleep my love, Time to dream, It's time to go to sleep my love, It's time to dream. We will visit a dragon To find he's not so scary Dream with me my love, Dream of me my love, Dream with me my love, Dream of me my love. We will swim with Mermaids, Beneath the sea Dream with me my love, Dream of me my love, Dream with me my love, Dream of me my love. We will visit Cotton Candy Castles, For Cake and Tea. Time to go to sleep my love, Time to dream, It's time to go to sleep my love, It's time to dream. We will visit a mystical fire, To hear a phoenix sing Dream with me my love, Dream of me my love, Dream with me my love, Dream of me my love. We will dance with Faeries, In a Ruby Forest Time to go to sleep my love, Time to dream, It's time to go to sleep my love, It's time to dream. We will explore endless caverns, Filled with treasure you and me. Dream with me my love, Dream of me my love, Dream with me my love, Dream of me my love. We will sing with Pixies, In a Citrine Forest Time to go to sleep my love, Time to dream, It's time to go to sleep my love, It's time to dream. We will fly through Lavedner Clouds, On butterfly wings Dream with me my love, Dream of me my love, Dream with me my love, Dream of me my love. We will run with wolves, Across Snowy Plains Time to go to sleep my love, Time to dream, It's time to go to sleep my love, It's time to dream. We will explore endless Ocean Shores, Collecting Sea Shells You And Me. Dream with me my love, Dream of me my love, Dream with me my love, Dream of me my love. Will Climb A Mountain, To Watch Pegasus Take Wing. Time to go to sleep my love, Time to dream, It's time to go to sleep my love, It's time to dream. We will visit a magical waterfall, and watch it dance with a stream. Dream with me my love, Dream of me my love, Dream with me my love, Dream of me my love. On the Full Moon I look at the overall perspective of the moon cycle as well as the actual Full Moon Event. This one is very interesting after meditating on this Moon Cycle. This cycle was focused on Subconscios forces. In spirituality we have to work individually with our Shadow that resides in the Subconscious, bringing it into our Consciousness, so that we can become whole and complete people. There were also several indications that a 'new cycle' was being initiated by this Moon Cycle. That means that we will immediately see this 'new' experiences but that this is the inception point of something new. The New Moon was in Pisces, a very confusing sign that has a focus on the Collective as it ties in closely with the ocean. In the Age of Pisces we saw a lot of Group Think and during this Moon cycle there has been a tremendous amount of Group Think. Group Think taps into the Collective Subconscious Shadow controlling people via a Knee- Jerk conditioned reaction to stimulus. Given that the Collective (despite an unprecidented amount of people actively working with their Shadow) has not done the work neccesary not to be controlled on this level it has been very interesting to watch this play out on a societal level. Group Think, particularly in the case of Identity Politics and Cancel Culture, are at an all time high with the highly conditioned College Graduates. While society seems to associate independent thinking with education that simply isn't the case. That's why the college educated tech sector is leading the Group Think and Public Opinion. Colleges are one of the most prevalent places of conditioning and training people to be compiant to authority but that is a subject for another blog. Libra Full Moon This Full Moon is fascinating. There is a common saying that, "Nature hates a vacuum." Back in December, the last New Moon blog that I wrote (and when I found out I was pregnant) I noted that all the signs indicated that the Medicene Wheel was out of balance for the Collective. When there is an imbalance it creates a vacuum one side. On an overall superficial level this Libra Full Moon seems to be all about balance. Libra itself is the sign represented by the Scales of Justice. Further, the number 8 is associated with balance and there are five 'wanderers' (the original name for the planets that included the Sun and Moon) that are at 8 degrees in this chart. The Sun, Chiron and Venus are all at 8 Degrees in Aries. Uranus, which has been in Taurus for awhile is also at 8 degrees. The Moon is at 8 degrees of Libra. All of those planets at 8 degrees suggets that Balance is what this New Cycle, indicated by the New Moon, is all about. Usually, something has to become a major problem before people undertake 'fixing' it. So, while it may seem that we are at a Crisis point when it comes to balance in our Collective...it's the tipping point and apex of that particular situation. Now that the problem is out there and well known there are people who are going to start to work to fix it. We may not see the solutions now but they're on the horizon. A significant amount of planets are at that 8 degrees point and most importantly the Sun that is opposing the Moon (as it does every Full Moon) is in Aries. The Sun represents Consciousness and the Moon represents Subconcious. The Initiating Energy of Aries, the first Ram Headed sign of the Zodiac, is opposing the Subconscious in Libra that represents Balance. Aries reinforces the fact that there is a new bigger Collective Cycle starting and the fact that it involves Equality is reinforced by the Subconscious Moon sitting in Libra. Add in that we are at that Initiative time in the Solar Wheel where we turn to the Eastern direction. Easter is is within this Moon cycle and Spring is the intiation of the Zodiacal Year. Tools I'm using the same Crystal Grid that I did with the New Moon in Piseces so you can take a look at that post. I'm using Jasemine Incense for Air and a Lavendar Scented Calendar for Fire. These two plants represent Spring and the blooming of flowers. This works with the energy of change that all of us are embroiled in at the moment. Change is hard, I know, but it's best to embrace it and work with the energy instead of resisting it. After all, as they say, "What you resist persists," and in fact it usually comes back with a vengence because the very nature of Life on our level of existence is of constant change. Trying to resist change is very unhealthy and often change is good...and trying to keep things 'the same' leads to dysfunction and disastrous results. Full Moon Stone: Amazonite Every Full Moon I pull an Oracle Stone and this one is Amazonite. Amazonite is all about Communication and sharing your truth. Right now there are a lot of people who's truths are being shotdown. Cancel Culture has shut down a lot of people. As a writer and a fan of diversitiy and individuality any form of Censorship is evil. Another part of telling your truth requires the acknowledgement that truth can change with time. As such I am going to share my truth about some very charged subjects in the Mediation. So if you are someone that's triggered when hearing what is currently an unpopular opinion it's probably best that you stop reading now. Meditation We're going to go into a bit of politics because Equality has been in the news a lot recently. The idea of Equality has been taken to an extreme level in recent weeks. To the point where Illinois Senator Duckworth has said she will not vote for anymore White Straight Male Biden Adniministation Nominees. Also in the news there has been a push to focus on Anti-Asian violence to help get that group (usually Conservative) to identify more with the Democratic Party. I hate to say that 95% of the News is strategic Partisan Politics Propaganda but at this point it's Common Knoweldge (CNN and Fox News makes the divide and their agenda obvious). Identity politics has been the name of the game with the Biden Presidency. He faced a lot of criticisim when he said that people who didn't vote for him, "Ain't Black." (People wonder why he's not allowed to give Press Conferences?). When Neera Tanden faced huge opposition as a Biden nominee because she had posted hateful Tweets about many members of the Government- including Bernie Sanders- the White House Press Secretary Jen Psaki made it about race saying that she was the first 'Asian Woman' nominee and that was the reason people hated her. She wound up eating crow and opting out of the position but that's the rhetoric that this White House and the Collective is pushing right now. Meanwhile there was an interesting video by The Hill Rising explaining that the Republicans are going to get into the Idenity Politics game as well. Now, since we know that we are at the start of a New Cycle of Equality we could get all starry eyed and say we are starting to see a New Societal Order being in place. A lot of people who believe a Utopian Society is possible are probably having wet dreams over this moment in time undoubtedly seeing whatever label they embrace the most as being the victor. I consider myself an American Mutt (I have South Asian, Indigenous American and Caucasion ancestory...I've posted my genetic background) and I admittedly have a history of bisexuality even though I've been straight for over twelve years (I don't think who we have a relationship bears any significance when it comes to personal development) so I'm not part of these ubalanced extremes that are playing out on the Collective level in the U.S. I don't think there is going to be a new pecking order where only one race dominates the narrative. That really hasn't been the case for decades now. Washington D.C. is always famously behind the rest of the nation. Instead, I think the government of the U.S. and Media are starting to get with the paradigm that the rest of the nation has been a part and the Millenial Age Group grew within. A lot of it is overwhelmingly influenced by the Edcuational System and I am not going to claim on any level that the Millenial Generation is better then their predecessors (The Boomers were far healthier physically and psychologicall- actually- I have an article planned on that subject) since that Generation has been largely destroyed by the conditioning they received from the Educational System Psychologically and Financially (I have a lot to say about this since I'm a part of this generation). Additionally, the response to and the effects of the Coronavirus response- Lockdowns, Shutdowns, and Mask Mandate will also play a major role in the re-shaping of the Collective Consciousness. Now that citizens have had their own countires oppressively lock them down, which is a common form of life in Socialist and Communist countries- there will be repurcussions and reform even if they don't happen immediately. The generations that grew up during this time- particuarlly the ones in school- are going to have a very different perspective of society than the previous generations. How that will play out- whether they buy into the dystopian future narrative of the Millenials or seek major reform- is going to dominate the story that generation creates. I actually think that this time is going to be looked back upon as a teachable moment about how zealous conditioning leads to bad results...whether it's the Nazi's that demonized anyone that was not a straight white Christian blue eyed male or Identity Politics that demonizes the straight white Christian male (often associated with the Republican Party in todays politics). The Symbols As I was meditating upon the symbols of this Moon Cycle I realized that the Moon is obviously a sign of the night and the Racoon, a nocturnal animal, also symbolizes the night. This New Moon also fell under the Strong Winds Moon and that represents change. The Night, to me, obviously deals with the Subconscious and the Shadow. In addition, I can't help but think of the "Dark Night of The Soul." That, to me, given all of the hate and favoritisim currently being expressed out there suggests that this cycle is one of the Dark Night of the Soul. Perhaps we are facing a Reckoning of an entire age (the age of Pisces) where White Males sought to conquer and 'civilize' the world- whether it was Alexander The Great, Napoleon, Christopher Columbus, Hitler or President FDR (via the UN). Further, that this Cycle of Cultural Battle is one of chaos and clearing out of the old that's setting the stage for the New Paradigm. Right now both political parties are latching on to Cultural Identity Politics as their platform but that's not going to last very long. That message is too divisive, chaotic and outdated as far as the Millenial Generation that's just come into shaping the societal story. No one really knows what the new 'message' that will set the tone and ring true for this new Millennial Generation will be because it is going to be totally different from the Regan, Clinton, Bush Jr and the Obama Politics. Based on the fact that Bernie Sanders has had the most influence among the Millenial generation...that may be an indication of where the new message lies but he too was very divisive. Even more deeply I see the reflection of all of this in the Moon Tarot Card. The Moon Card is number 18- again bringing up balance. Balance is also represented in the symbolisim of the Card with the Dog and the Wolf. The Wolf is the undomesticated and wild form. The Dog is the domesticated and tamed animal form. The Wolf represents the Undisciplined Mind that has not done the work of Self-Examination and runs off of instinct/subconscious. The Dog represents the loyal Disciplined Mind that knows itself and it's role within society. Conclusion What happens during this New Cycle is setting the stage for a new Collective Subconscious. In the United States, which I am the familar with, it's clear to see how the symbols reflect what's going on in the country. There are deep subconscious patterns and conditioning being worked out. As we shift out of the Age of Pisces and into the Age of Aquarius we're seeing that shift in the human story. What does an inclusive society that doesn't resort to War look like? What do we do with so much of history that mostly lists generals and leaders that fought war forgetting the common citizen? Our society is clearly shifting from a perspective focused on exploration, war and conquering to one that honors more of the traditional values emphasizing a holistic balanced approach to Humans place within Nature held by the Nomadic Hunter and Gatherers of Ages Past. That point of view is so alien to our currenct materialistic society that it's going to take tremendous phases of shifting perspective for us even to conceive of how to obtain that balance within nature. Just like with The Moon Tarot Card society is undergoing the change from the undisciplined subconscously survival mind point of view of the Wolf that would bite the hand of any dog parent to the Disciplined Dog that knows it's role/place in the world. References: Senator Duckworth: https://www.rollcall.com/2021/03/23/duckworth-to-vote-no-on-non-diverse-biden-nominees/ https://youtu.be/wWh3S8oQ27E Biden Article: https://www.cnn.com/2020/05/22/politics/biden-charlamagne-tha-god-you-aint-black/index.html Neera Tanden: https://www.newsweek.com/jen-psaki-defends-neera-tanden-susan-collins-nomination-blow-1571003 The Hill Republican Identity Politics Campaign: https://youtu.be/LiKxYgHU3O4 This was a fascinating book.
In this book I have 18 markers which means there was a lot that I liked. I also can make the case regarding a certain astrological archetype that I think Ganesha represents.All of that aside I highly recommend this book. Again, Laird Scranton has hit the right tone again with his writing so it's easy for a lay person to approach this book. Even if this is the first book by Laird Scranton you pick up you can totally understand this book. He's finally stopped giving the same long explanation at the start that establishes the foundation of his work based on Egyptian and Dogon shared language. That really helps because for those of us who read all of his books that started to get old. That said I loved this book and it made absolute sense. I think this explains why so many are attracted to Ganesha as a diety. So without further ado here are some quotes that I tagged with my little post-it book markers: "Cosmologically speaking, Ganesha is associated with the first sound, Om, which was thought to have reverberated through the universe." pg 8 "Similarly, Ganesha's mother's name Sati joins the syllable sa, meaning "respond" or "answer" with the syllable ti, meaning "one"The Dogon syllable Si can also imply the curious idea of a thing that "stands in equilibrium on two supports over a vacuum." Such definitions could play Sati's symbolism at the very first stage of material creation, where mass of material forms responds to an act of perception by rising up from nonmateriality." pg 38 "...the phonetics Ga Nu Sa. The syllable ga is a Dogon subordinate particle that conveys conditions of temporality- past, present and a speculative future, expressed by the phrase "as if in a story." Nu is a Dogon and Egyptian cosmological word that refers to waves or water. The syllable sa, again, means "respond" or "answer." So from a phonetic perspective, the suggestion is that Ganesha's symbolisim pertains to the stage at which waves respond to temporality - in other words, the point at which time comes to work its effect on matters in it's wavelike form." pg 38 "In most versions of Ganesha's origin myth the head was not original to Ganesha, but understood to have been acquired. In these myths, In these myths, Ganesha first took form as a kind of molded doll who then became a living boy." pg 43 "The word pa'sa is essentially 'loop', but it is also 'the eye of the needle', which is the sun Door and 'strait gate' through which the Worthies (arhat) came from the cosmos. To slip through the noose without being caught is to have passed unscathed through the jaws of Death." pg 48 "...some of the Hindu myths seemingly felt compelled to provide a more coherent explanation for why Siva, who is cast in the familial role as Ganesha's father, wasn't involved in a procreative way with Ganesha's conception and birth. From one mythical perspective this circumstance arises because Parvati becomes miffed at Siva, and so, because of her mood, has no interest in conceiving a child with him. This upset is exacerbated when her attendants defer to Siva and fail to prevent his entry into the privacy of Parvatis bath. Once gaining admittance, Siva is then able, against her will, to watch her and observe her as she bathes. Following this, Parvati's understandable desire for a more loyal and capable gatekeeper leads her to fashion Ganesha, much like a doll, from claylike material and breathe life into him." pg 75 "We know, based on comparative studies, that conditionality is one of the aspects of material creation, and that the process of material creation are often imagined as flowing from South (upper/non-material to North (Lower/Material." pg79 "The question of how Ganesha, once materially fashioned, was then infused with life also resolves based on meanings that cluster the term "to breathe." These again coincide with other traditional elements of the story line, and so, as we understand cosmological myths to be formulated, properly belong to the tale. Moreover in traditions such as Buddhism, the metaphor of breathing is one that is intimately associated with the action of the two energetic spirals. We see this even to the extent that the act of breathing, itself, is expressed by the English term "inspire" meaning "to breathe air." In the context of the scrolling energy, Sati, who is symbolic of the nonmaterial energy thta flows through the aether unit, quite literally "breathese life" into the spiral of matter that we believe Ganesha symbolizes." This is one of my favorite books.
This was one of the biggest deep dives into astrology that I've ever read. Although, the premise of this book seems to be to prove that the Bible was based on the zodiac. That doesn't mean that the events didn't happen but that Joseph, for example, had 12 sons because they were meant to represent the 12 zodiac signs. There is the possibility (and it is argued by another author that it is) that the 12 apostles were also based on astrology. Here are some highlights: "Although most astrologers are aware that the triplicities are in some way connected to the ancient concept of the "building blocks of matter, many are not aware of the origing of the order in which they are related to the constellations of the Zodiac. The order is found in the very first verses in the Bible and concerns the order of creation (Genses 1:2-3): 'Now the earth (1) was unformed and void, and darkness was upon the face of the deep, and the Spirit of God (2)hovered over the face of the waters (3) and God said: "Let there be light," (4) and there was light." pg 26 "Jewish astrolgers were very observeant of the actual positions of the Heavens and of the transts of the planets in their constellations. They noted that Jupiter-Saturn conjunctions took place approximately every 20 years...Since Saturn is such a slow-moving planet , and the farthest planet visible without instruments, the acnients considered Saturn to be the transmitter of mysteries...since the Jupiter-Saturn conjunction was a 20 year occurance, teh idea developed that God passed on the message of His Divine Will at every Jupiter Saturn conjunction. Jupiter than passed the message on to every planet in the Heavens during the year following the conjunction since the planets sunward of Jupiter make at least one conjunction with Jupiter each year." pg 27 "...there is a great concern over the exact date which will begin the Age of Aquarius. IF our ancests were correct, it is very easy to determine that date. Remember that there is one extra Jupiter-Saturn conjunction that a heralds the beginning of every new Prophetic Age. That conjunction, a Magnificent Conjunction, occured on February 19, 1961 at 28 degrees Capricorn, marking the four Conjunction in the Earth Triplicity and the end of the Age of Pisces. The new conjunction in 1981 on New Year's Day almost at midnight...will be a Great Conjunction in Libra, marking both a change in triplicities and the arrival Age of Aquarius." pg 31 "The Age of Gemini existed 26,000 years before the emergence of the dynasties of Egypt and the ziggurats of Sumer. People worshipped the heavenly twins, the Sun and Moon, and the Moon Cult of mother-earth worship and the beginnings of fertility cult worship began here. This is astrologically to be expected, since the Ascendant Cardinal house would have been Cancer, Moon-ruled and devoted to the home and fertility..."pg31 "The Age of Taurus, an Earth Triplicity, followed, and the first national groups dependent on areas of the earth arose. We had the Assyrian, and Babylonian Empires developing, growing and dying ,as the fortunes of war governed the control of land areas. During this time, Gemini was the Ascendant Cardinal house, and we have this twin influence reflected in the entire Egyptian experience..." pg 31 "The Age of Aries is the Age of of the Nomad, the age which heralds the decline of the Egyptian dynasties. Aries is the Ram, impetuous, driving, prolific. It is the age in which Israel is born, in which Abraham is told to wonder with his flocks. It is the age of the wandering of the patriarchs in search of pasture for their herds..." pg 32 "The Age of Pisces...it's influence as a symbol in Christianity; Jesus, who is called the "Fisher of Men," miracles on the water. The leader of Christianity in its earliest stages is known as Pontifex Maximus, "the Great Bridgebuilder," implying that there are waters to be crossed. However, the First House...(was)...ruled by Aries on the Ascendant...Christianity takes all of the lamb-ram symbolism of Judaism and the Passover and political freedom and uses it to spread its gospel of resurrection and freedom from sin." pg 32 "...the Age of Aquarius....Pisces...the Ascendant House Constellation. Christianity (originated in the Age of Pisces) will now either become more attuned to the inner occult needs of the human spirit or it will wash away! Judaisim will find that its earthiness (Taurus Ascendant House in Age of Aries) will be fructified by the 1st house waters of Pisces in sext (60 degrees apart) to it , and a new development of its spiritual heritage will mature." pg 32 "God says to Abram that indeed, you have read yoru horscope well. As is true;you will remain childless. But beacuse of your faith in Me, you have earned a change in name, that is, from Abram to Abraham and from Sarai to Sarah. Now if you will cast your new horoscope using the moment of your name-change as a new moment of birth, you will see that your planetary influences indicat that you will begat a child." pg 155 "...an interesting custom derives in orthodox Jewish life. When an orthodox person is gravely ill, his or her nearest male relative will go to the synagogue on the morning on which the belessings for the reading of the Tora, and then during the ceremony of the reading of Scripture, he will ask that he readers say those spercial prayers which will 'add a name' to the Hebrew name of the sick one. This ceremony of 'adding a name' stems directly fromo this Midrash wherein God agrees that Astrology is valid, but that the giving or taking of a new name indicates the necesesity of a new natal chart for the symbolic new birth." pg153 Hello Everyone, I know that I haven't been on here for about a month now. I'm pregnant and I've had really terrible morning sickness. I'm usually sick most of a pregnancy so I'm just on survival mode right now. I've also been sleeping a lot. Usually, I would do all of my laptop work after my daughter was in bed because she always wants to play with it but I haven't had the energy to do that. I also won't be doing YouTube for awhile...and I may never go back to it. I'll cover everything in upcoming blog after I have cerclage surgery next week.
I'm going to keep this blog very short and simple. To summarize this New Moon...it's Deep Subconscious Transformation. This isn't the type of change that you will see immediately in your life. Instead, you'll probably feel or see the effects the transformation several months from now. Astrology The New Moon is happening at 23 degrees of Pisces conjunct Neptune and Venus. 23 breaks down numerologically to 5 which represents transformation. Neptune is the Higher Octave of the Moon so this New Moon is all about the Subconscious. Pisces, my least favorite zodiac sign, is represented by the Ocean which is the Archetypal Symbol of the Subconscious. Pisces is also the last sign of the Zodiac and represents completion. Hebrew Letter Kuf "Hasidic masters taught that to reach a higher spiritual state we must neccesairly sacrifce aspects of our lowerself, letting go of egotistic thoughtsand desires,sotheholy can flow into us." pg 75 The Hebrew Alphabet by Edward Hoffman. The Tarot Card The Moon The card of the subconscous and personal evolution. "New attitudes are actually built into the body during sleep. Then, as our physical capablities improve, these in turn make it possible to advance our spiritual growth..." pg 294 Thursday Night Tarot by Jason C Lotterhead Indiginous Moon Strong Winds Moon "This is the third (and Final) moon of the North, when the winds blow strong and fast, signaling the change which is soon to come as all live prepares to leave the silent contemplation of Wint and burst forth with the new life of Spring." pg 25 The Path of hte Medicene Wheel by Kathy L. Callahan. The Grid Moonstone Generator- This is a natural Moonstone generator. Moonstone is one of the best stones for self-reflection and working with the subconscious. Turquoise- A powerful stone to help us and align with the Divine Will during this transformation. Larimar- This beautiful stone that comes from the ocean helps tap into the subconscious depths. Sodalite- The stone of peaceful dreams. Kunzite- The stone of Romance to bring some sweetness to the transformation pointed outward to release the energy. Morganite- The Queen of the love stones to help us remember to be gentle with ourselves during the transformation. Amethyst Root Crystal- Pointed towards the center to help draw off toxic or negative energy to helps with the transformation. Clear Quartz- Pointed outwards to help amplify the Grids Energy. Tools Rain incense to tap into the water depths and help cleanse. Anti-Bio Blend of Essential Oil to promote healing. I am so grateful that I finally finished the Medicine Wheel information.
While I understand if people are a little disappointed I didn't cover this on YouTube. I intend to eventually put these up on YouTube in the same format of the previous videos. I quit YouTube because I just didn't have the time as a mother to continue making those videos. Then my computer crashed and I lost all of the information, programs, music and pictures to make those videos. To get all of that will be a little bit of work. Why It Took So Long That it took me two years of meditating and studying other systems to finally feel as though I could cover the 7 directions of the Medicine Wheel. Part of that was deciding in what order to cover the final three. What I realized was that the final three were multidimensional and that the best order would be to follow my intuition and see what matched with the other systems. Plus my concept of the material was altered by my own experiences on the Path. Mostly I feel relief to have finally finished this system after two years. I also find it interesting that the answers revealed themselves to me as I chose to return to YouTube albeit in a different format. Big Choices This also comes as I make a few different choices regarding the future if my own spiritual path. I feel as though I've reached the end of my much of my searching. I'm satisfied with finding the 7 Code weaving through all of humanity's systems. Aside from quietly writing this blog, the YouTube channel and the two books I intend to write about the 7 Code I feel that this portion of my life is at an end. One thing I would hate is if the 7 Code somehow became solidified into a religion or even a Spiritual Group. I don't want people to argue it's validity or to try to say that it's superior to the different perspectives that it portrays. The entire point of doing this work is to create unity through diversity instead of trying to create some Homogenous Group Think. The entire point of the 7 Code is for people to keep their specific religion or spiritual discipline...or a conglomerate of them as I do...but realize they are "One Thing" viewed from multiple perspectives. That's why I choose to distance my message from anyone that has marketing platforms. What To Expect I'm just going to wrap up the seven Code, continue the Oracle Stone of the Week because it's fun and see where life takes me. I'm not really sure what's next spiritually or even in my personal life as I feel very satisfied and grateful for where I am. I honestly wouldn't change anything about the personal details of my life at this moment. I used to have this deep questioning point of view. I was always searching for something. In a series of dreams I realized that I was trying to escape from continuing to share this work. I didn't know if I wanted to share what I had discovered or even continue to learn. The 7 Code is something that's always been there right in front of our faces when you synchronize the story...and I wasn't sure with all of the other information out there if it was important enough to share. I realized that, in essence, it's a love story or love song from the Creator that was given to us when we started this crazy human experiment of Free Will. This story has been retold and received set in all our myths/religions and the stars themselves (I'm reading a fascinating book right now on that subject) so that we can remember we are Eternal Beings. I didn't need to go anywhere to find this love letter from the Creator...I just had to open my mind to receive it and translate it on all of it's forms. I wondered if people who are truly on the Path wouldn't just find this out for themselves. Thoughts Of Quitting As I see the spiritual movement hijacked I did consider quitting. Somewhere along the way there is this entire industry that's built up around spirituality where it's become big money. From people spending a lot of money to follow people on Patreon to having to pay for websites of spiritual people to get all of the content people are creating...there's just too much. I have wondered if I should add an option for donating to this website or even offering to do readings to keep it going but decided it against it for tax reasons. I really don't want to have to figure out how to do taxes. While I wondered if it was a prosperity block or a block from receiving (which it's probably both) I really don't have the intention of doing anything about it at the moment because Spirit is meeting my needs through other means at the moment. A lot of what drives people to spirituality is uncertainty. People are uncertain and need to know what direction to take in their lives. I understand that and I think that spirituality is always going to have a place in society. I just don't like to see people who are desperate being taken advantage of and I think when people become obsessed with Oracle, Tarot or Astrology readings it can be a really bad thing. I realized that what I am doing here is a little different and I'm here to provide the guidance I can in the most grounded way possible. I don't mind sharing what I believe to be the energies of the moment with the people who resonate with me by doing an Oracle Stone Of The Week...and I may do a daily stone of the week in the future but that doesn't feel right at the moment. Just getting back onto YouTube took a bit of courage. I really believe that people need to discover their own version of the Path to the point where they feel satisfied too. I certainly don't want to 'lead' or 'mentor' anyone anywhere. I just share what I know and allow people to come to their own conclusions. I trust that the people who find the information I share are brought to it when they need it. Why I Choose To Stay I'm not sure when I will feel uninspired to share. There are a lot of systems of 7 code to explore and share in the future. I really enjoy writing my blog and this is my preferred method of touching base with other people. Mostly, while contemplating quitting I was reminded of a dream where I went through a cave to the top of a mountain. In that dream I studied spirituality deeply. I had a child and I was told I had to return and share what I learned with "everyone down there." In the dream I didn't want to leave. I had that dream in 2015 and recently I had a dream that I was returning to ordinary life. I didn't resist the directive but said that if I was to return I wanted another child. That just delighted my teacher as I prepared to depart. For some reason, in that dream I left twice and then it was in a subsequent dream where I shepherded a few people I don't really like (aspects of myself) through the Path of Return that I was 'back'. So, here I am returning from the adventure of learning all of that knowledge. I feel that part of the Path is complete. The rest of my life's work will probably just reinforce what wisdom I've gained. I can't forsee many revelations. I no longer feel like the student, I think that's the major departure, and instead feel like the teacher. That may also be because I'm nearing 40 or because I've mastered all that I am meant to accomplish in this life. Quite frankly, and I know everyone says this, I don't forsee returning to Earth after this life. I'm really excited about exploring other dimensions of reality but not very excited about physical material reality. I think that distinction occurred when I realized that I was never going to be entirely satisfied with anything in Physical Material Reality because the Creator isn't here. My research has revealed that the Creator had to be outside of this part of Creation to give us the ability to individuate...and now that I have achieved that goal and while I see the Creator in everything that is here I miss that part of Consciousness. I hope to 'return' to that energy when I die. Conclusion I will be sharing my Review of Kabbalistic astrology next followed by the 7 planets. I'm pretty well grounded and have no uncertainty with the future of our planet. I understand, as we came to the brink of realizing all our fears, that it's been uncomfortable for people who haven't done the internal work. Goodness knows, the energy of the planet has affected me too. Yet, I never wavered in believing that the plan that's been in place for eternity could fail. Everything is changing rapidly but I trust that the natural compulsion of life is to evolve in a positive way because there is a plan in place for the Human Collective that no one knows 100% and can never manipulate. I do believe in destiny, I just believe that we can take as long as we wish pursuing side quests before that destiny has to be fulfilled. |
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