Yes, another dream blog.
I share these with you not because I think I'm special. I want to give you examples of how working with dreams can open up a whole realm where you can communicate with the spiritual realm. I am more of the mindset that you should be focused on the Source, or I prefer the name The One Creator, then dead relatives or someone you think might be wise on the otherside but that's a whole different conversation. I'm dividing this dream up into three parts...but I want to start in the middle. We'll go back to the start and then go over the ending. This little dream packed a lot of information into and I don't want a huge blog on the subject. First, let me explain the events prior to this dream. I had been watching Anthony Bourdain's Part's Unknown which I love to watch. The episode I was watching was Season Six: Episode 7 about Instanbul. Near the end Tony is up at the top of a high rise bar with people. He talks to a real estate developer that voted for the AKP party in Turkey which is a pro-Islamic group. At the end Tony asked where Turkey was looking to and the man said, "To Russia, China, and Vietnamn. Europe has grown increasingly weak." This troubled me and I went to sleep thinking about it...is our world headed to war where the countries of the East band together and take out the weaker countries of the West? I thought of telling you the dream in it's entirety but I'm going to chop it up into a few blog posts. Yes, after years of recording my dreams they are epic. My dreams were marvelous sources for the fiction that I wrote in my teens and early twenties. Part of The Dream So, I will just include a snippet of the dream. This was one of those pseudo dreams where you feel like it's real life and you wake up and you're like, did that actually happen? I will be going back to this scene in a later post but it's really fun: "I went to the garage of the house because there was a sound. I found the garage door was open and there was a man from across the street there. There was a party going on over there. I hit the button for the garage door meaning to keep the man out but it ended up trapping the man in. He didn't seem to mind but smiled at me. He was very nice and looked a lot like Jesus. I hit the button to open it again and it wouldn't. So I yelled at Ross that I needed his help. The garage door opened. Then a bunch of partying people and people looking world weary but amazed including my Aunt Paula came into the garage. This was a wide array of people of all colors and types...most with a drink in their hand. I realized I was naked. No one else noted or pointed it out or anything. I felt bad for these visitors, I didn't want to upset anyone with my nakedness. I sought to create clothes for myself in the dream (at this point I was aware enough in the dream to know I was dreaming and usually I can control matters in dreams...even to the point of flying which is called Lucid Dreaming) but then I couldn't. I was a bit frustated but said oh well curious to see where the dream would go. Someone was trying to talk to me and I felt as though these people were trying to distract me but I had this sudden strange feeling... I said, "Shhh the One Creator is listening to this, though, I don't know why." I could feel the presence and focus as though many we're watching this dream closely and what I did in this dream. I looked to the door of the garage expectantly and curiously. The presence was heavy but very blissful. I wasn't afraid, just curious and hopeful not knowing what to expect I looked into the night. There was a question about my nakedness. This wasn't from an audible voice...it was more telepathic communication. The question was honest but not reproving or judgemental. The 'voice' filled the entire garage but it came from no discernable source or person. I was the only one naked among all of those people. I gestured to myself and said, "This is but a vessel," dismissing the idea that my nakedness or body was important because it is only temporarily holding my soul. I don't identify the essence of myself with my body. So, why should I be embarressed of it? "Why are you so awake this early in the morning?" There was much love and a bit of amusement in the voice. "I know," I said looking around at those I stood among. They were there but they didn't seem so awake. There eyes were glazed over as though from drink, "I don't know why." Thoughts and Interpertation The Man With The beer? Hmm, hilariously he looked a lot like Yeshua from my past life regression. Yeah, I know some people who are super religous will think that's a really low brow depiction of him. I'm always reminded of the wedding where he turns water into wine and that he had wine at the last supper. He was not a yuppy by any measure and enjoyed the little things in life. He looked exactly like the Yeshua from my past life regression, only carrying a beer, wearing blue jeans and a shirt. I have to admit that's a far more approachable Yeshua then some guy wearing a white robe who is so beyond me and so unapproachably holy that I don't deserve to hang out with him. He was down to Earth and practical. He posed no threat. He just wanted to hang out and catch up with me about what I was doing in life. Further, I really wonder if 'across the street' has to do with 'across the veil' because it was a wonder to me at two am in the morning (yes, I knew the time in the dream) that they were partying so much. Possible. I'll go into what I think the garage of my house represents to me because this is not the first time I encountered a 'god' in the garage. In The Presence Of The One Creator The part where I shushed all of the other people who were distracting me and I said that the One Creator was listening but didn't know why is fascinating to me. I didn't want to be distracted by the party goers who were just having a good time. I turned my attention to the One Creator whom I could sense. The party goers did tempt me though by talking about interesting things. However, I feel this is indicative of what I have achieved on a soul level and based on my research it's not an easy feat. The entire spiritual path, which occurs over many life times in my belief system, is geared towards that reversal of wordly goods or desires and a return to the desire for the One Creator. Clearly, in this dream I indicated what my highest desire was for the One Creator. I can honestly say that I never I wished to experience the Presence of the One Creator. Was it a direct contact with the One Creator? I don't know. I'm not that important in my opinon, I'm more of a minor charecter on the landscape of life...so that idea wasn't something I felt was a possibility so I didn't desire it. I am aware of the psychological concept of a 'God Complex' and have no desire to be a religoius leader what-so-ever. I can't really describe how the sense of the presence of the One Creator felt. Yet, what boggled my mind was that I wasn't afraid and that was a surprise for me. Most express fear at the idea of being in the presence of the One Creator but I realized that I have completely purged myself of all of that nonsense. I just felt this amazing wonder and absolute adoration for the One Creator along with a curiousity. Why would I be afraid of the Creator who so desired for my existence that I was created? That is like a child being afraid of their Mother because they were formed in their Mother's womb...that makes no sense to me. Of course, I didn't realize that's how I felt until I sat down and meditated on this dream. I have no way to put this in context. No references that I can think of but I do think it indicates I've reached a spiritual maturity. I was fascinated and curious that the One Creator would care about little old me and the message I was going to receive. I mean how awesome is that? Do I feel it was for the whole planet or that I have to go out and tell others to convince them of the encounter? No. The experience was real for me and very personal but I think it's a good example to share with others. Being Naked Naked dreams are normal. Being naked before the One Creator? Not so much...why? Well, that goes back to Adam and Eve. Remember Adam and Eve hid their nakedness from the One Creator? This kind of flys into the face of that idea and again shows spiritual development. I realized that I was naked and feeling bad for the people around me and their possible discomfort. I wasn't ashamed to be naked. Too many trips to the hospital has completely eradicated that from my mind. I'm just more worried that other people will be uncomfortable with my nakedness. The question came, "Why am I not ashamed of being naked?" I gestured to my body and said, "This is just a vessel. I am not my body." Further, at that point I knew I was in a dream. I had tried to summon clothes but couldn't which is abnormal. The Early Morning Of The New Age Third, I love, love, love the amused, teasing and loving message of, "What are you doing so Awake this early in the morning?" Why do I love this? Well, if you have any idea about the Awakening...you know that the statement of being "Awake" is "spiritually" awake. The thing I love most is the statement, "This early in the morning?" Wow! Now that kind of gives me a time table of where we are at in this whole Awakening and 'dawning of the age of Aquarius' known to the Hopi and the Jewish Kabbalah as the Age of the Human. The saying, "It's always darkest before the dawn," is what comes to mind when I meditated on this subject. There was a *huge* amount of hope in that statment. Right now, we live in dark times. I think they could have been very different and far worse then they are now. Yet, the best part is that when it is darkest you know that the Dawn is just about to come. I wake up a almost 3am every day now that it's colder...because the temprature drops so much at that time. That's also the time when it's the darkest outside. I would say we are ten to fifteen minutes away. Feeling Lonely I admit, my response to that question was also very telling. "I don't know why." I looked about at all of the drunk partying people and realized that they weren't awake or aware. Their eyes were glazed over with alcohol. They were aware I was speaking to the One Creator but didn't care! They didn't cast me out for it or abandon me for it since it was my garage...but they really didn't care because in their subjective realities cultivating personal contact with the One Creator is not a priority...and based on what some people said about Pence in the bast few months they think talking to the One Creator and expecting a response is insane (because they don't really believe..it's a nice idea that falls from their mouth from conditioning but not 'real'). What is odd is that this is highly symbolic of how I feel in life right now. I have no desire to be a spiritual guru. In my heart of hearts I'm just a psychological healer and everyone has the potential to be like me. I am only pointing out what is obvious to me...I'm not trying to tell people how to live their life. Each path back home is unique to the individual and more then likely won't be anything like mine. I'm sharing because I feel I have been spiritually pushed to share my experiences. There was a pressure that disappeared once I started sharing. This also a place where I sort out my thoughts. My hope is to create a source of information I wish I had earlier on the Path of the Seeker. I hope that people will be able to take the steps I have to find peace. Is my blog really helping people? Am I speaking into the void with my words falling on deaf ears? I missed a few weeks...did it really matter if I posted or not? I've struggled with these questions. I've had many dream answers and this is not the first. In fact, leading up to this dream was a series of dreams holding that message. The essence of the answer I have received is that I may not see the effect but like a boulder in a stream...it is having an effect. I just want to help everyone reach the peace and inner balance I have achieved. Yet, I'm lonely. I can't say that I've contacted anyone who is on my "frequency" for a lack of a better term. I find very few true seekers and none of them in my direct waking life. Many don't understand what I'm talking about nor are they interested in my particular insights. No websites or blogs exist similar to mine where I can find a kindred spirit. Oh, there are people who want to know the future and get ahead of everyone else. They want to secure all of the physical pleasures of life...but those aren't Spiritual Seekers. I have no desire to help people pursue the pleasures of the flesh with fortune telling, intuitive readings or dream interpertations. I know if they achieve what they want, the pleasures of the flesh, it won't fulfill them anyways. I only respond to the many groups that I'm in if someone is truly suffering...not idly curious. So, it's been rough for me recently. I have stopped following a lot of spiritual teachers that just aren't evolving or improving. I'm actually bored of hearing them say the same old things. Conclusion This dream was amazing. I'm glad I had it because it alleviates a lot of things. The idea that we are at the Darkest Hour before the Dawn of a New Age is exciting. I know some people hate hearing those words but there is so much evidence that is the case. That gives me hope, especially as an expectant mother, that all of the Hate I've been hearing will end...whether it's people hating the NRA, people hating Gun Owners, People Hating Trump Supporters, South Africa ruling to take land away from their white population, the Hate of the Republicans agains the 'insane' liberals, the Hate towards 'Snowflakes,' the Hate over films like Ghost In A Shell being white washed...there has been so much Hate recently expressed that it saddens me. The absolute disdain expressed by that Turkish guy in Parts Unknown. There has been glimmers of hope here and there. Expressing my sadness to be so Awake so early to the One Creator was freeing in a lot of ways and I feel it was important. The other parts of it were really telling of my current spiritual state. I'm glad I've reached this point and that it is has become so...comfortable for me. I just consider it another part of life, that I'm blessed to have, and it does give me a lot of hope for the future. The Man With The beer? Hmm, hilariously he looked a lot like Yeshua. Yeah, I know some people who are super religous will think that's a really low brow depiction of him. I'm always reminded of the wedding where turns water into wine and that he had wine at the last supper. He was not a yuppy by any measure and enjoyed the little things in life. He looked exactly like the Yeshua from my past life regression, only carrying a beer, wearing blue jeans and a shirt. I have to admit that's a far more approachable Yeshua then some guy wearing a white robe. He was down to Earth and practical. He posed no threat. Further, is across the street representing a celebration in heaven? Possible. In The Presence Of The One Creator The part where I shushed all of the other people who were distracting me and I said that the One Creator was listening but didn't know why. I didn't want to be distracted by the party goers who were just having a good time. I turned my attention to the One Creator whom I could sense. That is indicative of what I have achieved on a soul level and based on my research it's not an easy feat. The entire spiritual path, which occurs over many life times in my belief system, is geared towards that reversal of wordly goods or desires and a return to the desire for the One Creator. Clearly, in this dream I indicated what my highest desire was although I was tempted by the party goers. I can honestly say that I never I wished to experience the conscience Presence of the One Creator. Was it a direct contact with the One Creator? I'd say no but I'm not sure to what or whom that 'voice' belonged...maybe Yeshua since he had shown up at my door step and left a gift? I'm not that important in my opinon, I'm more of a minor charecter on the landscape of life...so that idea wasn't something I felt was a possibility so I didn't desire it. I am aware of the psychological concept of a 'God Complex' and have no desire to be a religoius leader what-so-ever. I can't really describe how the sense of the presence of the One Creator felt. Yet, what boggled my mind was that I wasn't afraid and that was a surprise for me. Most express fear at the idea of being in the presence of the One Creator but I realized that I have completely purged myself of all of that nonsense. Why would I be afraid of the Creator who so desired for my existence that I was created? That is like a child being afraid of their Mother because they were formed in their Mother's womb...that makes no sense to me. I was fascinated and curous that the One Creator would care about little old me and the message I was going to receive. I mean how awesome is that? Being Naked Naked dreams are normal. Being naked before the One Creator? Not so much...why? Well, that goes back to Adam and Eve. Remember Adam and Eve hid their nakedness from the One Creator? This kind of flys into the face of that idea and again shows spiritual development. I realized that I was naked and feeling bad for the people around me and their discomfort I started to form clothes but was prevented. The question came, "Why am I not ashamed of being naked?" I gestured to my body and said, "This is just a vessel. I am not my body." The Early Morning Of The New Age Third, I love, love, love the amused, teasing and loving message of, "What are you doing so Awake this early in the morning?" Why do I love this? Well, if you have any idea about the Awakening...you know that the statement of being "Awake" is "spiritually" awake. The thing I love most is the statement, "This early in the morning?" Wow! Now that kind of gives me a time table of where we are at in this whole Awakening and 'dawning of the age of Aquarius' known to the Hopi and the Jewish Kabbalah as the Age of the Human. The saying, "It's always darkest before the dawn," is what comes to mind when I hear this statement. Right now, we live in dark times. I think they could have been very different and far worse then they are now. Yet, the best part is that when it is darkest you know that the Dawn is about to come. I would say we are ten to fifteen minutes away. Feeling Lonely I admit, my response to that question was also very telling. "I don't know," I looked about at all of the drunk partying people and realized that the weren't awake or aware. Their eyes were glazed over with alcohol. They were aware I was speaking to the One Creator but didn't care. What is odd is that this is highly symbolic of how I feel in life right now. I have no desire to be a spiritual guru. In my heart of hearts I'm just a psychological healer and everyone has the potential to be like me. I am only pointing out what is obvious to me...I'm not trying to be a spiritual guru or tell people how to live their life. Each path back home is unique to the individual and more then likely won't be anything like mine. Is my blog really helping people? Am I speaking into the void with my words falling on deaf ears? I missed a few weeks...did it really matter if I posted or not? I just want to help everyone reach the peace and inner balance I have achieved. Yet, I'm lonely. I can't say that I've contacted anyone who is on my "frequency" for a lack of a better term. I find very few true seekers and none of them in my direct waking life. Many don't understand what I'm talking about nor are they interested in my particular insights. No websites or blogs exist similar to mine where I can find a kindred spirit. Oh, there are people who want to know the future and get ahead of everyone else. They want to secure all of the physical pleasures of life...but those aren't Spiritual Seekers. I have no desire to help people pursue the pleasures of the flesh with fortune telling, intuitive readings or dream interpertations. I know if they achieve what they want, the pleasures of the flesh, it won't fulfill them anyways. A good majority of the other people are stuck writing Fear Porn of some sort usually conspiracy theories or talking about the Annunaki but using other terms. I've found tons of blogs covering those ideas. Others get stuck on Doomsday watch hoping to watch the World get destroyed before Jesus comes and triumphantly watch all of those they hate suffer as a result. I understand both but I was into the Annunaki back in 2006-7. I was into the Doomsday stuff at my lowest and most unbalanced point in 2014. I have no desire to even hold a conversation with people in those unbalanced states of being. They are just on the first steps of being Awakened and still hold a lot of bias/ego. *Let me clarify that what I was speaking with wasn't really a voice, This was more of a telepathic communication consisting of feelings more then just words. So, when I said, "I don't know," and felt that pang of loneliness it was conveyed to the One Creator. Which I felt was very significant.*
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