I really didn't think I was going to be able to do this video. I tried recording this at night but I had issues trying to record and then uploading them to my computer. So, I just gave up and decided to have Michelle in the video.
To summarize this once again the point of creating a sacred space is that you can tune into the Receptivity of the Subconscious. There you can consciously plant the seeds of your intentions and what you want to manifest into your life. There are a few details that didn't include into the video: The Sacred Space is timeless, you leave technology outside of your sacred space. No cell phones and no clocks. You can set a timer on your phone but don't bring it with you into your sacred space. No outside distractions should be in your sacred space. No 'work' in your sacred space. No balancing the checkbook in the sacred space. This is a place where you cultivate serenity and peace...so these actions don't belong in this space. Also, you can include figurines- if you collect dragons, unicorns or Star Wars action figures- you can put those in your sacred space. The active meditation that you can do with these is cleaning them and arranging them. I have to admit getting this video done and sharing it with all of you was a tough one and I'm exhausted. Tomorrow I have my date day with my husband and my birthday is this coming week so I'm going to head into Birthday Week mode as soon as this YouTube video publishes. I love all of you and I hope you enjoy this video.
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I'm passionate about the Framers of our Constitution.
That a group of men (and yes it was men) came together and created a government that was, based on the articles and biographies of these me, the idea that the Government would have very little power. To understand how these men were thinking you have to understand the strangling hold monarchies had in Europe. Monarchies controlled morality through religion in their countries and they taxed people like crazy. The United States Framers set up our government so that no one person would have all of the power in the government. The main purpose of the way the government was set up with Checks and Balances was to organize the infastructure of the countries. The Framers really tried to remove any other form of power. They were against taxes. We wouldn't have taxes introduced until the 27th President William Howard Taft. Naturally, over time, however, the legistlators have slowly dismantled this intention. The funny thing to me is that over the years they stopped taking care of the infastraucture completely. Instead they have been trying- and failing- to legisltate morality. I admit this was insipired by the YouTube video by Edgar Cacye which I attached below. What I realized was not only does that make absolutely sense...but our government is failing their one true job. That job is infastructure. That's making sure the levy's don't break, that there are roads where traffic is so that people are stuck in traffic jams, making sure the power grid is effecient and that people have acces to water. These are the things the government should be doing..but have been failing constantly. Conclusion The government really has only one job but they are too busy trying to do something impossible- legislate morality and give everyone the same lifestyle- that they are failing there one true job. The funny thing is that no one in the United States is holding them accountable. No one is calling the failing infastructure out. Too many people are distracted by the morality issues the government is wasting their time on. I don't even underestand how the people in government can think that they can dictate what people feel. People will have their opinions no matter wath society or the government decidest hey should think. Psychology has proven people are unique individuals and will act unpredictably in the same exact scenario. Trying to limit how a person can act isn't going to change what's happening within them...including their opinions and feelings. That's just a circus show no one really wants to see...but people who watch television are so used to that they don't stop to think about what really matters. That's a terrible shame. The US government needs to stop wasting their time and actually fix what they can. They need to get back to work on the infastructure on every level- city, state and nationally. The Subconscious Rising-Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Underground By Lindsey Stirling6/26/2019
I've been covering some weighty topics so I want to share this music video with everyone. I've pointed out in entertainment (most notably Captain Marvel and Dark Phoenix) and astrologically this is what seems to be occuring on the level of the Collective Unconscious.
This music video is filled with so many good symbols it's pretty amazing. I love Lindsey Stirling because she compeltely unique, totally involved with the creation of her videos and incredibly talented. There is absolutely no one that can compare. She is so in tune with the Collective Consciosness it is uncanny. She is very Christian from my understanding so all of this must be subconscious archetypes. The Triangle, The Square, And The Circle The Triangle is a conducter of energy. Interestingly, you can see Lindsey's breath as though she's cold. In particular a pryamid that points upward is the evolution of Spirit upward. In the sacred image of the Merkaba one triangle points down representing the involution of Spirit into Matter and one points upward representing the Evolution - or Ascension- of Spirit out of matter. The Square, is the very same symbol I spoke about in my last YouTube Video in Travelers Notes where I shared how I do Shadow Work. In that video I showed a modified version of the Devil Card, the first Tarot card depicting the Path of the Seeker, as a square with two people chained to it. In this, however, which inovkes the same idea...a male (Lindsey's Intellect) and the female (Lindsey's Intuition) are trapped within the square. The Circle is the Subconscious. Here Lindsey is dressed completley in Silver depicting her higher self. While curious it doesn't seem to know what's happening. The Tower The Tower, of course, represents the Tower Card in Tarot. This is the Ego that has been built up with a lot of labels and other ideas. While it seems as though it is a structure that will last forever that's not true. The Music The Music is what allows Lindsey, as herself, to control the Square Conscious and the Circle- the Subconscious. The music first awakens the couple in the square and then wakes up the Higher Self in the Circle. The Gymnast This represents the heart. There is simply a beam of light and the gymnast. The perspective changes so the viewer isn't sure if the gymnast is simply suspended in air. The Music Continues As the song goes on the perspective is shifted and we see that Lindsey is actually in multiple squares. She's just standing at the upper corner of that square making it look like she's in a triangle. Lightning appears as she continues to play, again, invoking The Tower Card. We're shown the couple in the square trying to get out and growing extra arms invoking the image of Hindu Goddess Kali the Destroyer. They are no longer synchronized. One rests as the other is active. We are also shown the Higher Self walking curiously in circles alought unaware. This is representive of the ingorant state of the Samsara cycle of life and death that the soul is stuck within. The Circle Falls The Triangle light on top of the Tower blows out and the square goes out as well knocking off the circle. However, the Higher Self has a bow and arrow. She fires the arrow. The Bow is our Soul's Will and the Arrow is Intention. The term 'Sin' literally translates into 'missing the mark' and it is an archery term. We're shown that the gymanst catches the circle. The circle is shown engulfed in darkness. Lindsey sags in her restraints as though all of the energy has left her, the gymanst sits in the cirlce like a swing forlorn, the Higher Self is blinded by all of the rain and the couple in the box are sitting back to back...not even seeing eye to eye...as though all hope is lost. The End Then the female in the box reaches out to the male lifting up his head as though to make him see. Lindsey looks around realizing she's not dead and begins to play again. Now the couple is working in unison with one another. The restraints come off of Lindsey. The Circle is revealed as the clouds are pushed away and the Higher Self is shown within a globe of light that looks like the moon. The lighting of the square changes so that it now looks like a tunnel with a way out. The Gymanst looks as though she's being retracted upwards. Lindsey turns as though to escape the triangle. The multiple triangles now look like a track with multiple triangles over it and the viewer is flown a long it like a ship taking flight. Conclsuion This is a beautiful video depicting the enegies of right now. I really don't know what else to say. I hope you enjoy it and I think it's a wonderful validation of seeing the Rise of the Subconscious in the Collective. This is one of those blogs that is hard for me to share because there are some many people who are hurt by these events. However, on the Path of the Seeker we have to look at things from both a logical and emotional point of view. That balance has to be there.
I don't watch the news very often. The few times I do it's not only apalling to see that another school shooting has a ocurred but the really bizarre response people have to the shooting. They think that getting rid of an object that the kid often has illegally in the first place is going to do something. No one seems to be asking the important questions. On the Path of the Seeker we take personal responsibility for situations. In this case, as a part of society, I bear some of the burden for allowing the psychological state of our current teenage generations to degrade to the point that a lot of them commit suicide and some of those kill as many of their peers as possible in the process. School shooters usually don't have an exit strategy. Although, I don't like writing posts like this I have to do so because I choose to be part of the solution. How is our society failing so many kids that they are resorting to the desperate act of suicide? I never see compassion in these stories and the kids motive is never disclosed on news broadcasts (I'm sure there is an entire channel dedicated to solving crime reinactment type shows by now). Clearly a non-sentient inanimate object is not making these children so miserable they lash out at their peers. Society is clearly creating an environment where these children are suffering so much they feel it's intolerable and become suicidal murderers. So why aren't we doing something to help these kids before they reach that point? Society's Role There is a conglomerate of people that contribute to the creation of a child's identity/personality structure/ego. Parents contribute to it, teachers, the entertainment industry, and, of course peers. I have yet to see any attempt to go back and explain the motives for these shooters. Not a single news station has delved onto what common factors these children have in common. Do they listen to the same music, video games, are they all adopted or have divorced parents? There could be so many different factors. Did all of them believe the propaganda that we are living in the end of days because of Climate Change? Why don't these kids have hope? The government and news media are too busy promoting these shooting to take away guns...which is as unamerican a policy they could create...to solve the issue. Children will still get a hold of them because I seriously doubt the police will ever be able to disarm the mafias and gang bangers. That would not go over well...so there will always be a black market for guns. The market will just be much larger and far less regulated then before (and some people will clearly benefit from that fact because, undoutedly, those pushing for banning guns are probably those who sell them on the black market). What can be done? Psychologists in every school. Not just counselors. That way these kids have a safe outlet. Education in school, a required class, that focuses on teaching self-analysus and coping skills. The Myers-Briggs test and so many other methods could make the class fun and exciting. People love learning about themselves because they really don't know themselves at all. Normalize Psychology Also a campaign normalizing going to psychologists. The stigma around needing psychological help is *the worst.* The entertainment industry can have *the biggest* impact on normalizing asking for psychological help and promote self-help sources. Through television shows, music, movies and videogames (like Celeste) mental health can be explored in a good way. Too often psychological issues are only used in horror and thriller movies. This leads to that stigma where people are scared to death to ask for help. Who wants to be locked up in a mental asylum? The very reason those movies are so scary is because they are so likely to have happened to people that were considered 'abnormal' in the past. There is a very real fear there for most people (and a lot of times it's left over from a past life. Most adults can't begin to wrap their minds around karma from past lives...let alone kids who are trying to navigate in the most cut throat and frightening environments I've encountered in this incarnation). Teen Suicide Has Increased 70% Since 2009 Read that again. According to this USA Today article () Teen Suicide has increased 70%...just as the school shootings have increased. Again, this is proof that on a psychological level our children are being triggered by society in a very horrible way. Why isn't the news covering this story just as much as the school shootings? Why aren't we finding out why the children of hte United States are so misrable that they want to die? Conclusion We, as a society, can do so much better! These are actionable items we can do that *will* make a difference. Banning guns will make life so much worse for so many people in the United States. Whenever a black market is created- be it illegal drugs, booze, cigarettes or guns...people end up suffering. That's putting money into the hands of the most morally degenerate human beings on our planet. That is not an option in a sane society. The policy makers should be calling for real change and not use the deaths of innocents to push a disempowering agenda. People need to make a connection between the 70% increase in teen suicide and the School Shootings...and realize that this is a huge problem that our children are going through. This started long before Trump was President so we can't blame it on him. This is a real world actual issue that needs to be handled by society and can be easily researched. I cannot comprehend why mothers aren't marching in the streets demanding real action. They came out of the woodworks wearing vagina hats to protest sexual predators when Trump was elected...where are they as their children kill one another? Why aren't mothers demanding real solutions to the teen suicide and school shooting problem? Are so many people in this country really that brainwashed by the television news shows that they think banning guns will stop these kids from snapping? Can't the News Networks and the peole with the anti-gun Agendas see that it's not going to succeed? Do most mom's think it ok for the kids to kill themselves or would they want to ban knives and cars too? Why aren't the Mothers of the United States demanding he government investigate and address the issues that are causing so much death among the Teen population? The government has been concerned about the declining birth rate (hence, why at one point they believed there would be a job shortage and they really wanted immigrants to keep up the GDP of the country)...but they should also be concerned about keeping those kids alive through their teen years.
(Above Left- An Image From The Videogame Celest, Above Right A Scene from Inception)
I'm sorry if I post a lot about Astrology in the coming days. I have just started to study astrology and it's an exciting time to learn. The July 2nd Solar Eclipse seems as though it's going to Activate the Subconscious of the Collective Subconscious. What that means is that Shadow Work may become even more acceptable which is fascinating. The idea of working with the Subconscious has been out there for a long time but to see it become common knowledge will be so exciting. We truly live in important times. Saturn, Father Time, and the South Node means that it's purging Karma and family 'programming' (psychology calls this conditioning. The July 2nd Solar Eclipse is an exciting time. I'm just starting to understand astrology. So, we may start the Alchemical process on a Collective Consciousness level. That will, essentialy, change everything. Once we bring into light all of the repressed feelings, emotions and information on a Collective Level more opportunties will arise on an individual level. There are a lot of changes I would like to see occur. Why Is The Collective Subconscious So Special? Our dreams and our feelings are our direct telephone lines to Spirit. For a long time people have been told only special and certain types of people are connected and commune with Spirit. That is nonsense, it does take some dedication, but it's within everyone's nature to commune with the divine. Unfortunately, those who claimed that the power was only availaible to people they trained killed anyone who attempted to say otherwise or appeared to have a spiritual practice where they communed directly with the Creator. This has left a huge psychological imprint on the Subconscious of the Collective and even today the majority of horror films are based on the superstions that rose in popularity as a result of that persecution. I'm always amazed by the people on the Spiritual Path that don't realize ther feelings, dreams and intuitions are their connection to their Higher Self! The trick is to learn how to listen! So much of my personal healing has occurred by working with these powerful connections. I've had these insights validated by numerous outer sources out of the fact but I don't think that I'd attain the level of peace and incredible manifestation that I have without those sources. Each time one is validtated it's a bit like opening up a Christmas present. The Slaying Of The Minotaur I know, the bull symbol again. I ran into this today watching the Breakdown of Inception by New Rockstars. Eric was talking about how the Greek Minotaur Myth ties in with the movie and that it's the main protaganist's wife- Mol. I haven't seen Inception in a very long time. Watching the Breakdown I realized how much of that movie is symbolic of the Subconscious. When I first saw Inception I was not very far on the Spiritual Path. I'd had two 'false starts' (in 1998 and 2007) where I took it up for a time and then became distracted. In one case I moved out of my parents house and in the other I met my soulmate who is now my husband. Clearly Mol, the main charecters wife, is his Animus. Now New Rockstars didn't make this connection but the symbolisim is obvious. The Subconscious, much to my surprise, is what the Hebrew Kabbalah teachers refer to as the Animal Soul. Fascinatingly enough, they see it as something seperate from the Higher Self (soul) but I have a more complex opinion on that...I believe it's the part of us that is can't detach from Material Reality and it's the reason we keep coming back. That's the part of us that is carrying the Karma that's going to be purged during this upcoming Moon Cycle. Just like any Shadow that we are trying to Repress Mol is vindictive in Inception. The fact that Eric from New Rockstars connected her to the Minotaur in the Labrynth blew my mind. Greece effectively 'slayed the Minotaur' by dismissing feelings and intutions that arise from the Subconscious as nonsense. This "slaying of the minotaur" mindset started with the rise of Greece as a world power 2919 years ago. They were the first to dismiss intuition in favor of the power of mental reasoning...which is a very limiting paradigm and cut us off from our divinity. Greece is the origin of, "I won't believe it until I can see it," mentality. That started the repression of emotions and intuition that would culminate in to the Roman Church killing anyone that was not a sanctified authority for following their intuition. If you were able to intuit some piece of knoweldge without being able to explain why it had to have come from the Devil (in other words, the subconscious, since the devil is also half-man and half animal). Now, there was absolutely a reason and a need for this descent from Spirit. Things were really confused and there had to be a certain low point before people started to consciously do the work to reconnect. Without a cantalyst things would have stayed the same and that would have led to stagnation. Subconscious Archetype Symbols Of The Ocean, Underworld and Shadow The Ocean, the Underworld and the Shadow are the archetypal symbols for the Subconsious and, naturally, it is a beautiful accurate metaphor. First, the ocean must be looked at and the following quote from Joseph Campbell comes to mind: "The psychotic drowns in the same waters that the mystic swims." Why is that? The state of the ocean, or subconscious, of the individual is based on the individual's psychological state. The less a person represses...the more placid. The more a person tries to escape from their reality which is a frantic state of being- the more turbulent and vindictive the subconscious. I remember when I was so caught up in Conspriacy Theories (of which the Annunaki is one) that I was almost addicted to them. That was one of the weirdest phases of my Awakening experience by far. I attracted those to me because I felt out of control and I was tuning into the people who felt equally powerless. Conspriacy Theroies are the ultimate projection of powerlessness because they justify a persons state of being by blaming someone else. That's where the shadow comes in and I think of Peter Pan's Shadow, the charecter Part Of Me from the video game Celeste and Mol from Inception. The more we repress and ignore the subconscious the more it takes on it's own personality. The Shadow will actively sabotage an individual until the person works on the issues that it's holding. Until the Shadow is integrated subconscious self-sabotage is guaranteed. For some it may be a spectacular explosion all at once (for example they walk out of work and never return) and for some it may be a slow drip by drip (small action after small action) where they make poor choices that will lead to one huge problem that becomes so much of a burden they have to pay attention to it. The reason that the Underworld also represents the subconsciou is because for may people...the repressed part of them is literally below the surface of their conscious. Just as we may not be aware of a labrythine gave below us as we stand at the summit of a mountain...so too many people do not perceive that they have a subconscious. The idea of a subconscious and a recognition that it exists has only developed within the last 100 years. Scholars visited Edgar Cacye and told him that it did not exist when he first started talking about it because it was not an accepted idea. When working with the Shadow you're going beneath the surface superficial part of the personality. Depending on how honest a person can be with themselves the part under the surface might be a huge labrynth full of scary monsters and uncomfortable emotional states...or it can be a placid mirror like pool. Conclusion The return to the Subconscious being recognized for it's importance and the increase of awareness as people do Shadow Work to integrate what they've disowned has been huge. As it continues to grow and more people become aware of their ability to work with and absorb their Shadow through intgration all of society will become healthier. We've been repressing this vital and important part of ourselves for thousands of years. Throwing off the yoke of that oppression is huge. Of course, it's not easy so people will be acting out like crazy. People who prefer to escape will find it harder to do so through drugs or alcohol. Yet, I think the majority of people are ready for the experience. A lot of people may try changing the outer world by force instead of changing themselves...but that's been tried a lot in the last twenty years. Besides, I believe that it's possible that we are in an Expansion Phase on the Pyramid Timeline that John Van Auken wrote about in his book 2038 The Great Pyramid Timeline Prophecy. I will write about that in an upcoming blog. The effects will trickle out through the entertainment industry first because they are the most connected and uses to working with their subconscious for inspiration. We probably won't see outer effects for a couple of years. Yet, I can't wait to see how this plays out!
(The image above is from Rachel Lang.com.)
I know I have talked about this symbol way too much. Thank you for checking this out if you went throgh my obsession about this symbol! The symbol, for the most part, has exited popular culture but it's important for our spiritual development which I didn't comprehend at first. I have been fascinated by this symbol since I had a dream about an ancient structure in the shape of a mound. An old fear based teacher that I used to follow in 2007 was standing outside of the sacred mound he had constructed based on his sources. However, I saw there were two golden screws loose. One said around the head, "In no cent." The other said, "Accept The Bull." I recognized early on that these were puns...one meaning Innocent but also eluding to the fact that spiritual mysteries won't reveal themselves to those only seeking money. That can be an entire subject of a blog on it's own! The other pun was, "acceptable," meaning that I had been accepted and allowed to enter this sacred mound...even though I had no idea at the time what that meant. I had officially become an Initiate of Spirit. I had no clue what the Bull symbol meant. If you've read this blog you know that I only associated that symbol with the Anunaki and that actually scared me. I don't really like the Annunaki story and I am so grateful that Bashar says that the Annunaki do not exist in this reality. I also associated it with the Devil which was also a scary implication. I didn't want to accept a God that was foreign to my Christian foundation or accept the villian of the Christian reliong. So, that trigger a bit of an obsession with the symbol of the Bull. When I started seeing the bull and little girl symbol (maiden) show up in a lot in movies in 2017 I was intrigued. What the heck did that year theme say about the Collective Consciousness? I didn't figure that out during 2017. That year was super emotional for everyone but I get it now. My Intuitive Interpertation Of The Bull After all of the meandering interpertations and examinations of the Bull system I realized the bull symbol represents the four lower chakras often referred to as the "lower" or "earthy" self. As we discovered with the exploration of Maslow's hierarchy of needs...when these lower chakras have blocks people often can't access or activate the higher chakras. They are stuck on the level of development that they reached during their childhood or teenage years and they simply never become adults. When running just on instinctual Root Chakra energy, for example, we are just surviving day to day. This focus on survival ensures that we are unable to work on our relationships with others leading to a lot of isolate. That's that ultimately defensive position and that's not living. Taurus Esoteric astrology is not explained concisely when studying astrology in general. You really have to dig for the information. However, I recommend the book High School Astrology Not to mention I dismissed astrology almost entirely. So, the last thing I expected was connecting astrology to symbolism. That seemed arbitrary since the signs are based on constellations. However, when studying astrology until I discovered Molly McCord and I finally started to grasp out it works. I learned that a persons astrological chart is more like a spiritual fingerprint with it dang near impossible for them to be exactly the same. To really get your 'astrological forecast' you have to read the forecast for your ascending, sun sign and moon sign. I only knew about the sun sign from the newspaper and that was junk. As soon as I learned about Taurus it clicked for me. Taurus, the bull, in it's most basic sense represents the Earth. Here is a short quote from High School Astrology by Granny Rainbow: "Everything starts in spirit, goes through a continuum process, and ends in form...Taurus is our Sacred Mother Earth. Beautiful Taurus occurs in May, when springtime is in full glory." Traditionally, springtime is associated with childhood so it ties Taurus to the Root Chakra and the Eastern direction on the Medicene Wheel. Kabbalah and Taurus While some might think that the Jewish Rabbi's ignore astrology that is not true. Prophets and Jewish matriarchs consistantly refer to the stars and interpreting stars in the Torah. Below is a YouTube video of Rabbi Aaron L. The Animal Soul is not something to be hated but with patience and understanding can be trained. In the Jewish tradition it is the aspect that desires physical pleasures but it also gives rise to compassion. In other words the Animal Soul consists of the same energy that is represented by the lower steps on Maslows Hierarchy of Needs and the lower chakras. This teaching aligns right along with what I've been talking about and intuited. While the idea of two souls may confuse some it is no different then the concept of the Anima/ Animus or Waking Mind/Subconscious. The easiest method to understand this, for me, is the concept of the lower steps on Maslow's Hierarchy of Needs and the Chakras. Different cultures gave differnet names to the same concepts because they developed in a unique way...that's one of the most beautiful things about the human experience is that we have so much variety in perspective with each being equally valid and adding much more depth to the entire canvas of the Creator. Only when the Bull and the Spiritual Mind work in unison via the Alchemical Marriage can a person end their suffering (that mostly comes from their "hungry ghost" craving of physical pleasures and delights). Then they can experience peace. What Was Up With 2017? With the Trump inauguration, North Korea launching missiles, and the MeToo movement coming to the fore... A lot of people were operating on a very fear based mode of thinking. People were acting from a Root Chakra level during 2017. Just look up articles and the fact women reacted with "primal cries" over Trump, a known womanizer, being elected. Further the Woman's March on Washington, according to the History Channel, was the largest in history (https://www.history.com/topics/21st-century/2017-events). Then there was the start of the #MeToo movement that transformed Hollywood. Why the image of the little girl facing down the bull? Unfortunately women were reacting from a very "primal" inner child perspective in the Women's March and the #MeToo campaign. There was a certain naivete to both (I still don't comprehend what a knitted vagina beanies were supposed to mean. I would understanding these were about sexual freedom but that seems to contradict the movements of 2017 that were aimed mostly at sexual predatory men)...and the results were relatively subtle at best with Hollywood and the media still struggling to adjust two years later. A lot of people, mostly college students, were running around claiming to be victims and acting like little children saying they need safe spaces because the harsh reality of the world was scary (clearly these people never worked in a customer service job). The media and some women still haven't let go of those Root Chakra fears. While some of it was valid...some of it wasn't and still running around holding onto those grudges is beyond unnecessary. Animal Soul, Monkey Mind And Lower Self: Different Names For The Same Teaching Symbolized By The Bull What do all of these teachings mean? Well, the majority of people operate on the root chakra/sacral chakra levels. Unaware or disinterested in the Spiritual Path they are like zombies who's thoughts are controlled by their physical urges. They are controlled by their monkey mind, their animal soul or their Inner Child that is protected by the Ego. Meditation is by far the main method people use to tame this part of themselves. However... The Inner Child Is The Key! How would you describe the most wise of the Buddhist monks? Childlike. That's the word that comes to mind. I perceive Jesus the same way. After all, he said we have to be like little children to enter the kingdom of heaven that is a staste of mind and can be experienced on Earth. Developing a relationship with the inner child, in essence, that resides primarily concealed in the root chakra (what do you think all of those chakra blocks/walls created by the Ego is protecting?) turns out to be neccessary. The inner child in general has the keys to the psyche (kind of like how the child personality of Kevin Wendell Crumb in Split could always control the light). Taking time to ensuring we take time to experience joy through play (dancing, playing music, exploring nature or practicing art accomplishes this) is one of the ways to bring out that inner spark of divinity. The Dream Meaning I disowned the lower chakras really early in childhood and possibly through many lives. Also, as long as we are in these bodies we are Avatars which are very much the Animal Soul. So, not only was the mound saying it was accepting this Avatar but I also had to accept those lower chakras. Clearing and balancing those chakras was an interesting experience. I had a fascinating dream about that I'll share in a more meditative blog. Slaying Of The Bull There is a fascinating myth from Greece involving Crete. Crete had been a powerful culture and the center of trade in the Mediterranian. In the myth the Minotaur was slayed by Theseus. To me, that archetype suggests that Greece slayed the lower chakras...ignoring their emotions which are a part of the Animal Soul and focused on the Intellect. Prior to that the Bull was considered holy and in Egypt was worshipped as an incarnation of Ptah (part of their patriarchal trinity). That was a very big part of what formed the skeptical contemporary culture that considers the women inferior because they can be emotional and placed the intellectual scientific perception on a pedestal. Conclusion I might go through a blog on the Slaying of the Bull concept. I defintely cannot promise I won't go into this symbolisim some more becuase there is so much more to this then what I'm sharing here. The Bull symbolisim is very potent and important. Below you can find the Rabbi talking about Taurus and the Kabbalah. Enjoy. I wanted to share this strange synchroncity with you.
I don't really know what it *means* but I don't dwell on these things. I think people can go a little banana's when they try to find a deeper meaning in things when it's not time. Usually, if it is time for them to know the deeper meaning it will just come automatically. Lemuria According to what I've picked up on my Spiritual Quest Lemuria was a non-physical experience. There was a group of souls that were Starseeds, basically, exploring the Earth Experience. Sirian, Orion, Pleadian and probably others. I think that Sirius, which is linked to whales (and if you've read this blog you know I visited in an OBE and feel very much that is more home then here) and the watery element was very much involved with Mu (and Atlantis). Lemuria, also known as Mu, was where the first being felt/perceived the idea of being Seperate from the Collective and the Creator. The lack of Oneness threw the entire community into a huge amount of fear and chaos. Literally, Lemuria rocked the entire creation because it was the first time a soul perceived itself as seperate...an I AM...with a will of it's own. This was big news. Anyhow, I feel connected to Lemuria but, aside from listening to the channel Kryon who says that the Lemurian's are the ones attracted to his channeling...I don't have that pop up too often. Lemuria is off most people's radars. Turritella Fossil I had never visited the Sage Goddess website and I was really stuck on this particular offering she had called the Lemurian Duo.That just happened to be on the Home page the day I decided to look at the website. I thought it was really beautiful and I love fossils so it was one of those things that intrigued me when I was looking. Then I dreamt about it three days in a row. So, I gave up and bought the set. This was the first thing that I bought from Sage Goddess and I don't think that I would have bought anything else if it wasn't for what happened next. I was blown away that the Song of Lemuria perfume smelt just like my Grandma Alta. She's one of my guides that works with me often. I know that when she shows up there is something going on and dreams about her have evolved. The odds that an essential oil blend that smelt like the perfume she always wore is just beyond insane. Now, I would dismiss this odd coincidence...if I hadn't gone to the Learning Light Center. Lemurian Quartz Point I had never heard of a Lemurian Quartz Point. That wasn't something in the book on Minerals that I have and I really don't seek out Lemurian products. The practical side of me knows that the name was given to that type of Quartz point to target a particular audiance. What is fascinating to me, though, (based on my experience studying this sort of work) is there isn't much of an audiance for those items. There is a far larger audiance for Atlantis stuff. Of course, entertaiment has really skewed the public percept of Atlantis with it now being a lost civilization in the ocean. I went up to a table that had a variety of stones. They were far more 'alive' then the other tables. When stones are used in ritual I can sense it. There is a more..wet texture to them...with the colors more vibrant and alive. Those that are not used in ritual tend to have flat tones. What had drawn me was the Kambaba Jasper which I had decided I wanted a piece of because the swirls really remind me of Van Goghs "Starry Night" which is one of my favorite paintings. There is must something wonderful about it. I asked how much the stone was and the proprieter asked if he knew me.I replied that I hadn't met him before (as far as I can recall) and he put the Lemurian Quartz in my hand stating: "This stone was waiting for you. It's Lemurian Quartz." I was shocked, he then proceeded to tell me he knew me in my Hindu life. I've shared elsewhere that I remember a life where I lived in a Hindu temple. So, it was a very fascinating experience. I didn't ask him why he said that the Lemurian Quartz was waiting for me but it just felt right. Especially after just receiving the Song of Lemuria perfume. Then the Reiki Healer that I had chosen to do a healing for me randomly asked, "Do you have a Lemurian Quartz Point?" I was shocked and stated I had just bought one and showed it to her. She explained that there was a teacher who talked about a specific place, called a keyhole, to hold it and that the striations inside were information. The chances she would ask if I have that particular stone...especially since I'd never heard of it (and I've been *way* into minerals and crystals for decades...) threw me for a loop. Further that she then told me how to use it was even more amazing. The experience at the Learning Light was wonderful and amazing for me. I wasn't ready for it...I never am because the energy there is crazy but it was so much fun this last time. Conclusion If you read my blog about choosing to be a Healer you know that Sage Goddess played a *HUGE* role in that choice. The Familal Healing set was the second thing that I bought from Sage Goddess and as I said in that blog when I sat holding that piece of amazonite with the Healers Hand on it I was...speechless. I still don't know how being a healer and having spirituality as my center focus ini life is going to turn out. I was going to push learn Reiki before I get pregnant again but it's not meant to be...and I realized as I worked with that question that I have five years to figure that out. This Lemurian Synchroncity though...I don't know why it happend. I find it a curiousity because it is so bizzare. As I said, I hardly hear anyone but Kryon mention Lemuria so to have two items come up so close together. I haven't sat down with the Lemurian Quartz Crystal. There is a book by Shelley Kaehr about the subject called Lemurian Seeds. That's very fascinating and I might pick up that book. I haven't sat down to meditate with the Lemurian Quartz Point yet. I just haven't had the opportunity. I run on the, "Does this have a deadline?" type schedule these days and there are a lot of events so I keep myself busy. When things like this happen, though, I sit up and take notice because it's a bit...magical! =)
I had to share the above videos because they are in such agreement with one another. I recommend listening to both. Even though these are particular weeks I think that it speaks to the energy of now. Even as the planets move on...it captures the moment and I think that it really captures the message of this year.
Recently I've been studying astrology more. With the right people it makes sense. Molly Mccord was really the difference as she talks about the different planets talking together. Add into that studying the book High School Astrology that Feancesca Simeon suggested and my mind has been blown. Now I've stumbled over Leo King and it's pretty fascinating. Not only does my astrological chart make complete sense to me now but... In the last couple weeks the Astrologer LeoKing and Molly McCord both mentioned this as a year of endings and the story being written. Molly Mccord uses that exact phrase. I was shocked because I stated that with my movie preview of the upcoming year that this was a year of endings. Again, artists, writers, directors, producers, muscians are our shamans tapping into the collective consciousness. I really didn't expect it to come out so clearly half way through the year. To see it reflected in astrology is shocking! Franchise Conclusions So, to review...Avengers Endgame, Game of Thrones, X-Men, IT, and Star Wars Reye's Saga...all concluding this year. I might be missing others but those are what come to mind. Side Note Also worth noting is that The Dark Phoenix originally had an ending so similar to Captain Marvel they had to reshoot the third act. What are the odds of that happening? My opinion is the female in both represent the integration of the Subconscios with all of it's emotions which is our connection with our soul and spirit! This is a cutting edge change in Collective Consciousness and a new story that's starting to emerge...and it totally makes sense that writeres are struggling to express what they are perceiving. I don't think it's being forced by social circumstances. Some might that argument...but it's the idea that the Subconscious has been...killed off and dismissed for centuries. Rise of Christ Consciousness I've been meditating on the other current theme in movies that started last year and into this...the Return Of The Rightful king. I know that's practically the Tolkien title but that's what fits. Black Panther, King Arthur: Legend of the Sword, Aquaman, Game of Thrones, Godzilla King Of the Monsters (who is chillin' in Atlantis at the start of the movie), and of course Lion King. That's a lot of movies coming out with the rightful king being crowned. I had no idea what that meant until a couple of days ago when I was meditating with a Lumerian Quartz Crystal. I like to stare into the crystal and meditate. Thoughts come and I dismiss them...but then this realiztion dawned on me. The rightful King of the mind is Christ Consciousness. Christ Consciousness is the same thing as Unity Consciousness...so I'm not saying one spiritual system is above another. The concept ties directly into the Subconscious...the only way we can achieve Christ Consciousness is to do Shadow Work that helps dissolve the Ego personality constructs that we thought were set in stone (I will write about that in an upcoming blog). This doesn't wipe away Individuality, the purpose of humanity is for the IUC (individuated units of consciousness- yes, this a reference to Thomas Campbell) to become unique and remain that way so that the entire collective evolves. The idea that our minds will be slaved together is a wrong interpertation of unity consciousness...but I'll go into this in two upcoming blogs - The Bull Symbol Demystified and Fall Of The Ego And Rise Of Christ Consciousness. Conclusion I have so many fun things to share coming up. This year has been awesome for me and I know what the next 7 year cycle entails. We have hit June, and for me, it always feels as we hit this point that we start hurtling toward the end...it's kind of like being at the very top of the roller coaster...you start to see the lay out of the roller coaster and...whoosh we descend in an extremely fast rush. The great thing about the cycle is once recognized we can work with it and when things come full circle we get another chance to get it right. I also wanted to share this fascinating statement by Bashar that was released. He states that the Annunaki don't exist in this Parallel Reality. Back in 2015 Bashar used a metaphor of two parallel realities/timelines and that we have to choose between them. Interestingly he said that 2019 is Crossing The Threshold The Year of Decision and Revelation. Previously he said that the Annunaki were real and so was planet 9...but now he's saying that the Annunaki never existed in *THIS* reality suggesting we are on the positive timeline! I just wanted to share this because there have been *SO* many negative fear based systems created surrounding the Annunaki. I'm glad to see this door closed. Again, a year of endings.
This month, since we are in Gemini, appears to be a really good month to do Shadow Work.
I've come out of the situation that I was in and I am taking small managable steps towards the goals I have set. Buy myself one gift per month, take time out for myself at least once a week (which ends up being at night when the Little One is alseep), record one video a month and get back to posting on Wednesday/Fridays on this blog. I have felt so much better already this month as Summer seems to be kicking in finally. Not that I am complaining. I really enjoyed the rain this year because I didn't have to drive and my yard is looking beautiful! To see the Mulberry Tree that we planted in honor of my daughter makes me a very happy camper. Shadow Integration I haven't delved into Astrology as much as I would like but I am studying it and I'm fascinated by Gemini. My mother is a Gemini. What is really interesting is the Dual aspect of Gemini. They really have two sides- which all of us have. Yet, like never before, it seems like Integration of the Shadow/Repressed side and our conscious pesona is the theme. When those two halves of us are not working together- when we are not integrated- it's like two people in a row boat and each person has a paddle but they are paddling in opposite directions. We end up going nowhere. I've been seeing this theme everywhere and I want to share it with you because it's possible you're experiencing this same theme. Celeste There is this game that came out a couple of years ago. I just happened to be watching an old Ryukahr stream and he was playing it. I realized the story was pretty rad so I looked it up on YouTube and watchced the storyline (I don't have the time to play a video game right now) as my daughter napped in my arms. The story is about a girl who has PTSD. She goes to climb a mountain called Celeste. She's doing it because she's running away from her fears. During her quest the repressed part of her escapes from her and takes on a form of it's own. By the end of the game she accepts her shadow side and starts working with it. I thought the story was absolutely amazing and the gameplay looks really fun. That a game like this exists blows my mind. Really, anyone who is on the Path of the Seeker is aware that it is referred to as Climbing A Mountain. Clearly, Madeline has had a Dark Night of the Soul experience that has driven her to this point. Shadow Integration is the Alchemical Marriage and a very important stage. So, this is one of the best Hero Journey story I've seen in a long time. Add in the Heart Cave at the end of the game, a sort of bonus level, and you even have the Cave of Wonder. This little video game is a good metaphor for the Path of the Seeker. We live in exciting times. Here is a clip showing Madeline trying to disown her Shadow:
We Are Our Own Twin Flame
Lune Innate also posted a video on a similar theme. She talks about how we are our own Twin Flame. I totally understand what she is saying. I felt like I had a portion of myself missing for a very long time. That was the source of my depression when I was younger. Then I started out on the Path of the Seeker and as I've integerated more and more of my Shadow Self (which was huge, there was so much unowned energy from multiple lives!) I started to feel more and more whole. The truth is that until we really connect with our Soul Self we will feel as though something is missing. Our soul, our divine spark, is what's missing. Most people seek to fill that hole with drugs, posessions, people, and objects. None of those ever fill that aching hole that makes you feel so empty and hollow. I call people who are disconnected from Spiriause...in a lot of way that's what they are! They are easily led by marketing campaigns to get them buy the latest and greatest thing to fit in or a church that tells them they have to donate money or buy a certain t-shirt to go to heaven. Tithing is a great thing...but not when it's done out of fear or with an underhanded motivation for good karma. I can say now that I not only feel Whole but I really feel like I don't 'need' anyone else. I have and can live on my own and be perfectly happy. I love my little family and can't wait to see it grow...but I know when all is said and done when the kids move out...I'll be happy. I don't 'need' them to stay with me out of some sort of weird co-dependence. That's one of those things I've seen a lot too...people having kids to try and complete themselves or have companions for life. So, you really should check out the video below...it's well said because our Shadow Self tends to be our Anima or Animus...the part of ourselves that we repress the most and all of us have both Male and Female. Our bodies are a gender but mentally we have both and the Integration of both in Alchemy is the Alchemical Marriage.
Finally, there is Athena from Sage Goddess's Full Moon ritual video. I loved that she joined the two candles together to show the combination of the Conscious mind and the Shadow. What a beautiful way to symbolize the two.
The questions she asks are brilliant as well: What does your Conscious Mind want to manifest? (For me the answer is a beautiful happy home- my astrological sign is Cancer afterall and we're natural homemakers). What does your Shadow Mind want? (To play!) ​Check out that video below:
Conclusion
Shadow work has really been the theme recently. I think that's beautiful! I hope that if you are walking this part of the Path of the Seeker that you take heart, as I do, that you're not alone. This can be rough but this is where we find our Spiritual Gold and really plant the seeds for a new Paradigm...which means a new chapter of our lives! We get to choose if it's a tragedy, a comedy or a love story. I prefer a love story, myself, not just with my partner but with life itself and all of Creation. I wake up in the morning and I feel so much Gratitude for the life I have right now because it was my biggest dream! To have achieved it so unexpectedly and almost against my will is hilarious! Thank you Brave Soul for walking the Path of the Seeker with me! ​You are so very precious and I'm sending you infinit love and support on your path. |
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