The first set of dreams that I want to share with you that came to an end with the December 25 2019 Solar Eclipse in Capricorn was a major cycle of dreams that I've had as long as I can remember. As I said elsewhere, I'm a Capricorn Ascendant and Moon making my astrological chart very heavy in Earth energy. Capricorn, people may be surprised, is a feminine astrological sign. (Just a quick recap, people are familiar with their sun sign- mine is Cancer- but you can look up your ascendant and moon sign at astro.com to find what element is heaviest in your chart). My South Node also falls in Capricorn which according to modern astrology means that is an energy my soul is working on releasing in this life. Knowing all of this information does explain why this particular eclipse knocked me on my butt and why so many dream cycles reached a sort of conclusion- especially this big one.
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I've started doing a tiny New Moon and Full Moon ritual every month. The value of doing these rituals is to connect with the natural cycles of the Earth and to make an offering to the Creator as a form of Communion. I do use physical objects but each is symbolic and I keep it super simple- as I do with all things because I believe we operate best when using the KISS principal. As a part of the little ritual that I do (which I will detail and explain why in a Post Script at the end of this blog so you can do your own) I pull a card for the Collective regarding what we are all learning in this Lunar Cycle (Lunar Month...remember prior to the organization of Rome most cultures followed a Lunar calendar and when it comes to planting and collecting harvests we still follow the Moon). I've been sharing these on Instagram because it's easier to go on there to post then here but I will do my best to post on here every New Moon and Full Moon. I use Jamie Sam's Animal Medicine cards asking for an animal guide to teach us the theme we need to work on for the Lunar month ahead. Alligator Medicine Gator medicine is all about integration. Alligator calls on us to re-examine our current situation. Is it possible that we are missing an important part of the puzzle? Alligator tells us that we must examine all of the information before forming a conclusion. Gatgor teaches us how to digest all of life lessons- good and bad. With the number 50 reduces to 5. The 5 life path number represents Change. In Numerology 5 this is a dynamic and unpredictable energy. In other words we will probably see a lot of progress over the next two weeks until we experience a slow down around May 10th as several planets go into retrograde. The Astrology Below this video you will find a link to Molly Mccord and Acuyta Bhava Das sharing their insights regarding this New Moon. Molly usually releases her videos a month in advance while Acuyta usually releases his videos the day before or the day of the New Moon/Full Moon. However, I want to share with you what one of my favorite astrologers, Sara Paasch. You can follow her on Instragram and she posts her interpretation of all major astrological events. "Today, Sun in Taurus squares Saturn in Aquarius, and the lessons can feel heavy. With the additional dark moon in Aries, this day is one to deeply reflect and release. Ultimately Sun-Saturn seeks to build self-mastery and enhance personal integrity. The gifts of maturation and wisdom are anything but easy to integrate. Genuine growth requires a tremendous amount of patience and self honesty. The willingness to face our failures without falling into a submission to defeat is a skill of resiliency that is developed over time. "After a cycle of incredible collective uphevel and unexpected circumstances, how we go forward will need to be informed from an honest inventory of our initial experiences. Seeing where we are out of alignment doesn't need to weigh us down into despair. Every failure is an opportunity to learn and grow deeper, solidifying a more authentic foundation for future success. "Some questions to reflect on and work with this energy...What is working? What is healing?What is working against your healing? What have you not tried? What do you want to be different going forward? What are your responsibilities? What is draining your vitality because you are misplacing your duty? The willingness to learn and let go, goes a long way right now. Be gentle with your growing process. Be patient with the people growing around you. Be courageous in your willingness to not give up on yourself, as you completely surrender to your current life lessons. Keep your chin up buttercups. Life unconditionally loves us, and approves of our unique learning process." You can go to Sara's website where you can buy a full astrological calendar at sarahpaasch.com. The Big Events Of The Astrology This Cycle We have some big astrological events happening in this next lunar cycle. First, Saturn just entered Aquarius on March 21st. The reason this is big news is that Saturn only visits a sign every 30 years. This is why people make a big deal about their Saturn return. As the planetary symbol of karma we get our Karmic update every thirty years...and few people live to see more than two. In Capricorn Saturn tore down the societal structures that didn't pass the karmic test. In Aquarius Capricorn builds the new system that will influence society for the nest thirty years. Saturn will go retrograde on May 11th and will back out of Aquarius into Capricorn to meet up with Jupiter again. When Saturn and Jupiter meet up think of it as an extra large dose of Karma. Venus will go retrograde in Gemini on May 13th (this will last until June 25th when we will have a doozy of an Eclipse). When Venus is in this air sign beauty is intellectualized. Jupiter will be going retrograde on May 14th (Untile September 13th) in Capricorn. ​ I won't unpack what all that means here because I'm not an astrologer. You can check out Acuyta Bhava Das channel for a two part series about the meaning of Venus In Gemini here (https://youtu.be/OsrK5SFOIZQ). Conclusion With Saturn in Aquarius this month we will get a tiny taste of what 2021 will be like when Saturn goes into Aquarius for several years. Although, I admit, most of us don't want to hear it this next month will be one for introspection and integrating what we personally learned from this strange Coronavirus lock down experience. Most of what I've seen indicates that the vast majority of people in the United States will return to the jobs as long as the company they worked for survived during the lock down. I will share my own perspectives and explorations this month (I held back because I had no intention of feeding the fear virus). The world has faced a massive karmic life lesson. Clearly, as restrictions are slowly removed we will start to explore the fall out from this experience and integrate it into our new perception of reality. As it becomes increasingly clear that this 'pandemic' resulted in a slightly more deadly flu season (the virus has not killed as many people as the flu season that we have statistics for of 2018-2019) people may start to ask questions. Lawsuits have already been filed by some churches that were shut down by their local governments. Since there was no federal shut down order it's important to note that the local state authorities (mostly and Governors that made that choice are the ones that are held accountable.
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I just want to describe briefly my little New Moon and Full Moon rituals for you. For both rituals I include the elements of Fire, Water, Earth and Air. The reason for this is in accordance to the fact that Malkuth, the physical realm, was split into the four elements when it 'fell' because the 'light' (soul consciousness) came to it too soon. I choose to symbolically unite the four elements with consciousness as a symbolic offering from the deepest part of my soul to the One Creator to restore Malkuth to the Creators intended state of being for this reality. For Air I use a stick of incense. I try to use one that associates with the season and the Zodiac sign of the Moon. For Earth I use crystals/stones that represent the energy of the particular season and sign of the Moon. For Water I use essential oils that correspond with the season. For Fire I use a candle 'dressed' with a few herbs (rosemary and basil work well) that I let burn down completely as an offering to the One Creator to show my desire for at one-ment with his will by being in rhythm with nature. (Chanting or instruments can be used as an air offering in place of the incense if you prefer). At the New Moon I pull an Animal Medicine card to find out which animal wants to offer it's support for the nest Lunar cycle. With that in mind I asses the coming Lunar Month's astrology and prepare myself for upcoming life lessons and tests. I also build a new crystal grid every New Moon. At the Full Moon I play the Tibetan Singing Bowls as an offering of gratitude for the completion of another cycle. I also look back at what has happened and appreciate how there truly is a Divine Order. I also dismantle my New Moon grid leaving the plate empty until the following New Moon representing the 'dark moon' phase. As a result I find that my gratitude level and level of peace increases. (The above image is from Mt. Rubidoux in Riverside California January 12 2020).
As some of you may have noticed I went absent around December and popped up again recently. This was partly to do with the fact that I couldn't find the charger for my laptop and partly to do with the fact I was in a bit of a crisis for a while. This blog is about to get weird. I'm just letting you know right now. If you are not into the weird esoteric right brain not so logical side of spirituality that is not based in hard science like thought...it's time for you to bail. For those of you willing to walk on the wild side thank you an advance for giving this even a moments thought. I'm being very vulnerable in writing this as I am more of a left brain logical thinker thanks to the 'conditioning' (programming) of my college education that is heavy in the patriarchal yang energy that has dominated the planet. I am not a hard core feminist. To get ahead in this world I adopted a very masculine approach. I've done hard labor loading trailers. I could keep up with the best of the guys. I was very much of the Group Think when I was younger. Having studied the Divine Masculine and Feminine I don't think they could exist without one another. In a world where there is only one masculine God portrayed by multiple religions that will kill those who do not believe in it...it's hard to be someone who appreciates both archetypes. I am guilty of blaming my husband, originally, for the crisis I went through in December through the first part of January. I thought it was brought on by stress. He was home for two weeks and we had a lot of meaningful family engagements occurring during those two weeks.Things had been ramping up between us as he continues to be secretive. I had planned way in advance for Christmas 2019 because I was hoping to be pregnant and that it would go smoothly. Instead it was pretty awful. Thankfully, although originally disappointed by it, I wasn't pregnant because that would have made that time period and this Coronavirus experience so much worse. Everything is in Divine Order! A Little Background The events started with the end of a cycle of dreams that I had since I was a small child. I have already written that blog and it will follow this one. While it is with great trepidation that I say this- I think the crises was brought on by something spiritual. I am guilty of being a bit of a bliss bunny. I focus on the positive side of the spiritual experience. I have no desire to feed the perceptions of duality or the battle of good vs. evil/ light vs darkness. My research and internal explorations (highly influenced by psychology) have led to the fact that I now believe there is no way to 'win' such a war...and knowing that we are all One at the level of the One Creator there is no doubt within my mind that the only way to end such a conflict is not the Yang energy of battle but the Yin battle of receptivity...in other words integrating the shadow By integration the Shadow on our level of Creation we are literally deconstructing all of the levels that have been in a non-violent but loving manner, through many spiritual belief systems, been associated with Hell and helping to create 'a new heaven' just as Yeshua prophesied. I honestly believe the Earth Plane is a bit of a cosmic gate way to the Heavenly Realms and the Hell Realms. The Hell Realms, in essence, were created by the though forms of human beings that didn't know they were Creators. That's not a new idea- the concept of Midgard on the Nordic tree of life is well known even if that religion was utterly destroyed. The idea that we are Creators that created the Hell Realms and had to be sealed away from the rest of the Tree of Life is not new either as the Jewish Kabbalah hints at that (and perhaps some dark teachings say it out right but those are probably oral or not something you could buy on Amazon). I bypassed all of those levels of the Tree of Life and went straight to the One Creator who is both Light and Dark. Both A.U.O. (Absolute Unbounded Oneness) and A.U.M. (Absolute Unbounded Multiplicity). The Light is often associated with the Male Yang principal that creates via ideals and the darkness with the Receptive Yin energy that is latent potentiality of everything. In computer terms you could call the Yin energy the Operating System that runs in the background and the Yang the code that creates the specific applications (Apps) with the result being our reality. Yet, the Yin and Yang are not the One Creator that is composed of both qualities. I recognize that there has been a battle between the Darkness and the Light. I don't when it started or how long it has been going on. I believe the idea of Shadow Work has ended that war. What we are now seeing is the birth of something new as a result of that war ending. Of course, it's all within Divine Timing because it coincides with the Astrology. The Astrology The energy of Rebirth is potent for everyone right now. Those of us who have strong Capricorn and Cancer in the charts are really experiencing this energy. If you read my Jupiter/Pluto conjunction blog where I sought to provide as much information for your own evaluation of 'The Event'....I was not a believer! I was very much a skeptic. The entire reason I started paying attention to Astrology was to study the classic 7 planets and their symbols. I didn't get into it because I thought it was predictive or had much to do with our personal lives. That our fortune could be told in the Stars seemed a fairy tale. Having dived into the symbolism of astrology (which is deeply related to alchemy) I became absolutely fascinated. Well, my skepticism went out the window on December 25th. (I think the skepticism of many people went out the window because of the Coronovirus.) On December 25th we had Capricorn Solar Eclipse. On January 10th we had a Cancer Lunar Eclipse Then we had the Saturn/Pluto Conjunction in Capricorn on January 12th Right now the North Node is in Cancer. Now the North Node is not actually a celestial body but a hypothetical spot based on "points where the moon goes nor or south of the equator" (Granny Rainbow, High School Astrology pg 131). The North Node, hypothetically, is where we are heading in our evolution...the direction we are going towards in our lives. Right now we are headed to this very Yin Mothering energy. In Vedic astrology the North Node is called Rahu and it's the head of a demon. The head is eternal because the demon swallowed the elixir of immortality before being killed. I will go into some speculation and synchronization with this myth in a much longer blog. The South Node, naturally, is in the opposite House of Capricorn. The South Node is what we are leaving behind or letting go of as the past. In Vedic astrology it's called Ketu. This is, in evolutionary astrology, what we are leaving behind. As you can tell the energy right now on the cosmological level is all focused on Cancer and Capricorn. Both are Yin (Feminine/Receptive Energy) signs. Cancer is the Sign of the Mother. Capricorn is the sign of Structure. My Personal Astrological Correspondence To The Current Astrology The reason I probably got slammed by this cosmic energy is obvious when I look at my chart. First, there is my Sun Sign. The Sun Sign is the one that everyone is familiar with because it's the one that you would find in the Newspaper. I am a Cancer Sun Sign. Within Cancer is my North Node. That means that my entire life has been heading in the direction of being a mother. Also, when I was born there was a complete Lunar Eclipse which means the light of the sun could not reach the Moon because it was blocked by the Earth. The moon was literally cut off from the sun.I think that's very interesting. I have never really heard a good explanation for what that means although I probably will later this year (as the same event is occurring on July 4th!). Second, my Ascendant and Moon sign is Capricorn. Obviously, a Moon Sign means that the moon was in the sign of Cancer. The ascendant is a little bit different. That was the sign on the horizon when I was born. Add to that the fact that my South Node is in Capricorn and I have that much more energy in the sign of Capricorn. I also have Black Moon Lilith (the first wife of Adam) and Juno (Eve in the bible or Hera in Greek mythology) in Capricorn which is an entirely different complex subject I won't touch on here.I will say it gives that sign an added dose of feminine energy and weight. Also, my chart is something called an 'Interception' meaning that I am missing certain astrological houses (Aquarius and Leo) and I have particular Astrological houses twice. My Interception is Cancer/Capricorn. So Capricorn is both my 1st house of identity and 12th house of 'undoing.' My fifth and sixth houses are Cancer. So, I have twice as much energy in these two house which are super activated right now. Oh, and Saturn and Pluto are conjunct in my chart. From what I can gather based on the Astrologers I listen to (Acuyta Bhava Daas, Anastasia the Cosmic Astrologer, Molly Mccord and the Leo King David Palmer) this means that I am undergoing one heck of a dismantling and rebirth of identity (1st house) and in the 12th house which Granny Rainbow in High School Astrology relates as "Ocean, Oneness, infinity, return to Source) or in other words Soul/Subconscious. At the same time there is a lot going on in my 6th house (Integration/Career) and 7th house (Partnership/Marriage). Based on all of that it makes absolute sense that I'm getting my butt kicked by this Eclipse Season. What Happened? Well, to start off with I had two dreams. The first dream I will go into detail in the next blog (End Of A Dream Cycle #1). In that dream an ever present character in my dreams (referred to as my brother but not my physical brother) was removed. That dream honestly had me floating on cloud nine. That dream coincided with David Palmer saying that he was seeing a split in the Collective Consciousness.That has to do with the splitting of timelines and what people call 5th dimensional Earth and 3rd dimensional Earth. I've talked about Timelines elsewhere and I will touch on this briefly in the next blog. The Failed Student Dream This one freaked me out. I had another dream which I will go into detail here. I was in a Muslim classroom tutoring a girl as she worked on answering a quiz. I knew that I was a tutor for all of the classrooms. I looked up because one of the students, dressed in the colors of Iran's flag, slammed down his book. I knew that he was being expelled from the school never to return because he had failed. He had done something very wrong that would lead to a lot of deaths, and in particular, the death of a lot of people in his own country. I was horrified by this and looked up at his teacher telling him, "This is all your fault. You're a terrible teacher." The Teacher replied, "Who are you to say that to me?" When I told him who my teacher was (which I wasn't allowed to hear so I knew I was replying but I don't know what that reply was- this happens often) he went pale. I woke up in a cold sweat. I told my husband, my Dad and my Mom about this dream. I theorized that he would set off a nuclear bomb that would fail because that's the only way I could see so much death, especially in Iran, as a result. I also knew 'the student' would die. For me the Classroom symbol, as I hinted at in my Earth Is An Incubator Blog, doesn't represent the Earth to me. Instead, it represents the Spiritual Realm we go after we die. This realm (described in books like Journey of Souls) is a little like Limbo. We study there and prepare before we are cycled back into the Earth experience. So, this person wasn't just killed physically- he was expelled from the entire cycle of reincarnation. That never really happens. Well, this turned out to be predictive. Qassim Sulemani was killed by a drone strike right after and I believe he was the one from the dream. That really freaked me out. Add to that the fact that Iran has been ravaged by the Coronavirus with a huge death toll considering it's small size. Christmas Day I knew I was not doing too well on Christmas Eve but I still made it to my parents and celebrated Christmas. I remember showing my mother all of the Grounding Rocks I had. I told her I was having major anxiety and about the Failed Student Dream and what I'm calling the Levitation dream. My mom knew I wasn't doing well because I didn't take pictures and I actually sat down and watched the television. When I enter this altered state, which is what I have to call it, everything suddenly makes sense. The synchronicity is off the charts and it's like a queasy dream. I say queasy because it's similar to feeling like I have motion sickness. I've entered it before at acutely stressful periods in my life and usually in March not December. I will get into this very uncomfortable topic in End Of A Dream Cycle #2. Christmas Day, sense I was in this altered state of consciousness, I was babbling. My husband pretty much quarantined me to my room. He thought I had been sleeping and didn't realize that the state of being (we call it crises mode) was because of my dreams. He gave me sleeping pills but they didn't have any effect. The end result was I pretty much missed Christmas except for some awkward moments here and there. I mostly spent it crying because I felt this really deep sorrow and fear. I was able to distance myself from the experience and become the observer during this time. I became aware that my husband reflected back to me a similar state. He was in a crises himself with an altered state of consciousness where time and events went just as weird but he would not consciously admit it. He does admit that he doesn't remember much about those two weeks. This altered state of consciousnesses slowly wore off and was pretty much at an end on January 12th. The Saturn/Pluto Conjunction I really wanted to get out of the house so we went to a bunch of places while I was in crisis. One was the a beautiful Nature Preserve in Long Beach. On the actual day of the Saturn/Pluto Conjunction, however, I climbed a mountain. I let the husband decide where we were going to go (I was pretty much just along for the ride at this point). We went to Mount Rubidoux in Riverside. The experience was surreal. I was pushing my daughters stroller. People blessed me for pushing the stroller up the steep path of the mountain. My daughter had a blast. One African American woman stopped me and said she knew that my daughter was a Miracle Baby. I had Michelle dressed in boys clothes (dinosaurs) because I didn't want any of her lighter girly clothes to get stained by dirt if she ended up playing while we were there. At the top of this Mountain was a huge open air cathedral with a cross. Apparently, back in the day it was the location everyone went to (including celebrities) for Easter Service. (Strange that I am writhing this on April 11th 2020, the day before Easter). The location was absolutely stunning. I couldn't help but think of the connection with Capricorn and the Goat. The symbol of Capricorn is of the Sea-Goat. The story (you can look it up under the mythology section of Capricorn in Wikipedia) goes that the Constellation is of Amalthea- the Sea Goat that suckled Zeus when his mother Rhea threw him into the sea to keep him from being eaten by Kronos (I love the name Rhea and actually had a character in one of my books named that. I had no idea it was a part of a myth!). The constellation is also said to be Pricus. Pricus was the father of the Sea Goats (half fish and half goat). His children would climb out of the sea and up a mountain eventually becoming normal goats. Kronos (Saturn) had given him a device so that he could turn back time to bring his children home. Eventually, he gave up on keeping his children in the sea and asked to die but was turned into the constellation of Capricorn instead. The Sea-Goat is seen as very stubborn, as you can tell and climbs that mountain! So, to find myself climbing a mountain to a place that was idealized version of where Christ was crucified was very symbolic. Conclusion The Saturn/Pluto Eclipse Sandwich was a difficult experience for me. However, as usual, I learned a lot very rapidly and I was grateful that I was able to 'regain my seat' as it were. My dreams have been very prophetic recently. In one dream I was in a hospital that was being burnt down. I had been trying to keep it from burning and save everything in it along with another girl. We both admitted that the fire was coming and there was nothing we could do. Then the fires in Australia happened. I don't know what to think of having prophetic dreams other then they are a bit of a nuisance. Yes, it's a great demonstration to me personally that it is possible and spirit is real. All of this stuff I've been studying has really brought a deep magical component to my life. I don't blame my studies for the altered states I experience from time to time. I think they would have happened anyway. Instead, I'm grateful because without my studies I wouldn't be able to recover so quickly. Oh, and in this time period I went onto Facebook. I was thinking it would be a good way to connect with readers but boy was that a mistake. I had hundreds of friend requests from Muslims all over Europe and those I added tried to add some of my friends who are pretty. I received multiple messages from those friends and family members believing I had been hacked. So I deactivated my account (it has since been restarted) but I'm not on there. I have no explanation for that experience. I did start an Instagram and I pop on there at least once a week to post a weekly Stone to set the tone for the week. For example, this last week was Mahogany Obsidian. This gorgeous stone is known as the Warrior Stone. The stone is very protective and grounding. I keep these stones in my Medicine Bag that I always carry so that I'm in the energetic field. I draw the stones out of a small box that I have as a kind of natural oracle as opposed to oracle cards (I only pull a Animal Medicine Card on the New Moon to help me know the theme of the current lunar cycle). In these ways I've become more in tune with the Cosmic ebb and flow of life...and I'm starting to recognize the patterns as well as the cause and effect more easily. Thank you for joining me on the Path of the Seeker. I promise it is not always as weird as this blog or the next two. I really try to ground all of this in a practical left brain sort of fashion but there are spiritual experiences that just don't fall into that category. Sending you infinite love and support in your subjective reality experience!
(The video above is from Molly McCord who shared how the Schuman Resonance spiked on 4/4/2020 and talked about how she felt about this massive virtual meditation as well!)
I'm writing this on 4/4 and you won't see this until 4/11. Right now Venus has just entered Gemini (it's position in my birth chart) and is conjunct Venus. Plus there is the 4/4/4 portal. The reason I share this is because the archetype of the combinations of symbols directly connects to the miraculous phenomenon I've been witnessing. Venus And Vesta I'll touch on this really briefly. I encourage you to do your own research. Venus is, of course, the Goddess of love. While most think of physical love she consists of all forms of love including universal love. Vesta is the Goddess of the hearth fire. As Laird Scranton demonstrated in Skara Brae the Hearth Fire is one of humanities oldest archetypal symbols. The Hearth represents the heart of the home (usually the depiction of a sleeping Goddess). The flame represents that Spark of the Creator that is often hidden in that heart. One of the important parts of the Spiritual Path is awakening that Sacred Heart Flame. The 4 numerologically means: service, devotion and organzation The 4 Life Path Number is: Stability and Process Add to that the power of Easter (or Ostara if you wish) and you have this powerful Rebirth energy. Massive Worldwide Healing Group Meditations One of the most amazing beautiful things I've ever witnessed is occurring right now. I've been watching is a lot of virtual group meditations. I've participated in several of these. Since I'm a mom and my main focus is my daughter I missed some of them. For now it seems that quite a few of these are spontaneous. At most they are planned a day in advance. What is really beautiful is that these small groups of people uniting their love in real time (and even if a person chooses to watch and mediate afterward they can tune into and expand that group energy) definitely has an effect on the Collective Consciousness. Right now the Collective Consciousness is in extreme contraction. The Collective is in deep need of this life giving energy of love. Bashar has said that even a small percentage of people focusing on the vibration of love can raise the vibration of the entire group. Since the vibration of love that these groups are purposefully creating together is so powerful it may have several positive effects: Buffer the collective fear Curb the reaction of violence in the collective. Awaken others by proximity Heal the collective energetically Heal the Earth I could probably think of some more if given time but I'm still very busy. I won't have time to myself until the day this is posted. Deeper Connection There may something even deeper here. In a way, this conscious and purposeful energetic rise of vibration may be helping with the Goddess energy. In my Subjective experience the Goddess energy has been off the charts. People are recognizing the Eris connection with the Jupiter Pluto conjunction. Also, this Full Moon in Libra on 4/7 is conjunct Eris. There is a powerful healing of the Eris energy at this time. Eris is the Goddess of Discord but she is also considered Pluto/Hades wife. If we synchronize that with other myths she is Persephone and she is also tied to Maleficenr in Sleeping Beauty. As I've written elsewhere Eris is a dwarf planet just like Pluto. She should be our 9th planet but astronomers chose to downgrade Pluto instead of include Eris as a planet. There is a stream of thought that the Goddess was split. My dreams reflect this. There is the original Divine Goddess and the Dark Mother. This resource talks about it and quite frankly if it wasn't for my dreams and what I've studied I would think it's nonsense but it matches too perfectly: https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Tiamat This glossary was apparently a 2012 creation and not maintained after nothing happened on that date. I would never have comprehended it then. According to Zechariah Stitchin Tiamet was known as the Mother of Dragons. In the Collective Cinsciousness Tiamet made her appearance in Game of Thrones as Daenerys. Since she represents a deep archetype for the primordial Goddess (Source/AUO) it's no wonder everyone was so unhappy with the ending of that series. Conclusion There is a much deeper beautiful meaning to what is happening right now. When I say deep, I mean only a very few small people may be aware of what is happening on an esoteric spiritual level. If my analysis of my dreams and the information I've gathered is true we are witnessing the rebirth of that premordial Mother Goddess into a new evolved form. I've often felt we were in a period of labor since 2012. Bashar called it the years of expansion and contraction. That sounds a lot like birth. If that is correct those who are participating in these world wide universal meditations of love and healing are acting as the midwives to this new archetypal energy of the Goddess. (I am deliberately not sharing work regarding the Covid-19 Coronavirus Pandemic because the astrology suggests that this is not the time. I had planned a lot of other posts prior to the outbreak in the US and so I'm sharing those first. If you follow this blog closely you may know I'm way behind since I lost my electrical cord for a few months. Sending you so much love, peace and positivity. Remember to breathe).
There are three popular descriptions of Earth that I commonly hear. The first and most popular concept is that Earth is a School. The third held by a cross section of spiritual people and conspiracy theorists is that it's a giant experiment. Third, held primarily by conspiracy theorists is that this is a prison planet. I've explored these elsewhere. While I like the school concept it never rang completely true with me. I've never heard anyone mention the idea of Earth as an Incubator for new born souls. This theory comes from my years of research into spiritual ideas and systems along with my dreams. This may feel a little advanced but I'll try to mop things up by covering some sources at the end. I'm going to share this in story form first. Struggling For Individualization Prior to the Earth experience souls were essentially the same. They were made from the essence of Source. They were like robots programmed to perform specific tasks in fulfilling the desires of the Creator. There was no desire for these souls to do anything other then the desire of the Creator. All souls were, in essence, identical. This is similar to how ants and bees work. Essentially, it's a hive mind with all of the workers fulfilling their tasks. Somehow, a soul or soul group developed the ability to do something they desired that was not directed by the Creator. They attempted to hide what they had done for selfish purposes. These souls became human souls. The other souls (which we call Angels), still working the will of the Creator and having no desires of their own beyond the task they were created to do, saw this new development as an error. Either from the start or along the way the Creator saw this as an opportunity to have a companion. Think of the Creator as someone surrounded by banks of computers. The computers fulfill their tasks but are they companions? Perhaps, the Creator had set the material realm so that souls with the potential to become individualized would be lured to the material realm. Similar to leaving out a puzzle for a toddler to see if they want to solve it. Either way, souls became trapped in this push and pull of wanting to fulfill their own desires and guilt that they had personal desires became trapped here on Earth. The Veil of Ego was created. In each incarnation the soul would forget it's history as a eternal soul, lose conscious connection to the Will Of The Creator, so that it could builds a sense of self based entirely on Earth-life experiences. This allowed the soul the space to feel separate from the beings around and the Creator (least they fall into the hive mind they experience in Spirit) and create their own unique experiences that make them unique souls. While they bare a copy of the Creator in every way certain traits become more emphasized while others diminish. This also allows them to learn about themselves- what they do and do not like to experience- and through knowing themselves thoroughly they intimately comprehend the One Creator. The Souls also had a Shadow as a result of Earthly experience. In the Shadow went all of their Past Lives, the knowledge that they are eternal souls in a temporary human experience, the memory of Spirit and all of the parts of themselves they did not like. Thus incarnated souls have Free Will but also Karma. In Spirit they choose what parts of their Shadow to integrate which can only happen rapidly on Earth where their energy is "separated." The Creator even made a place for them to safely explore their Free Will as mini-creators. One potential day in the future those souls would become fully individualized and freely choose to align their will with the One Creator. These souls, filled with their own unique ideas, opinions and talents developed over multiple human lives could then go on to create in new ways expanding Creation in new and exciting directions on an exponential level that the One Creator alone could not. This is why it is said that humanity is a little above the Angels. However, since souls have a tendency toward hive mind they also struggle to be individualized. Souls have a natural tendency towards Group Think (also known as herd mentality or mob mentality). This is why they are not allowed contact with specific entities and any contact in a human body with non-human souls is severely limited. When in the presence of non-incarnating souls the human beings Shadow rises up and they also have the potential to revert to hive experience. The typical soul in a human body simply cannot handle the experience and it obliterates progress toward individualization. The Group Think Dilemma Since our purpose is to evolve as individualized souls that can be conscious co-creators with the One-Creator...Group Think is the main dilemma. That's why I consider Earth an Incubator (or a womb if you want to think of it that way). Immature souls reflexively fall back into Group Think because that is original state of the Soul. In fact, very few souls have reached individualization to the point where they could continue their learning elsewhere. Other experiences for souls that don't want to be fully individualized as rapidly as human experience allows but want a sense of self seem to exist. Souls that experience Earth and don't want to continue to learn here allowed to go on to other experiences or merge back into the Creator. We can see the tendency of humans to fall back into that Group Think mentality on social media and group behavior. Social media allows for near instant communication similar to what souls experience in Spirit and it's reflexively led to a more Group Think. Evidence That Supports This Concept This theory explains why it's rare for a soul to directly experience the Creator in books about life in between lives, Near Death Experiences or Past Life Recall. Uniformly, whether in historical visions, modern regressions or NDE's there's an intermediary. Michael Newton in his books (most notably Journey of Souls) seemed confused by this. He was rarely surprised by his clients as most seemed to have similar experiences. The only exception I know is Eben Alexander. That may be because he was such a non-believer that he had a very firm sense of self. What he experienced, however, was very abstract and more an impression then interaction. Why Religions Encourage Group Think Undoubtedly, there was some confusion when individuation first started. Feeling separated from the Creator and each other felt unnatural. After all, it was not the normal experience. In fact, it was easy to assume it was a mistake or error. Enter teaching people they have to return to a state where they are the perfect servants of God (which is hard to do without direct communication). Add in Souls believing that their desires were the same as the Creators and still others consciously looking to exploit the natural desire to serve souls naturally have to their personal benefit..and you have most religion. The religions seeking to return to an innocent primordial state also fall into this category. To do anything other then to seek reunion with the Creator was not comprehensible until recently. Atlantis and Lemuria There is an extremely esoteric stream of teaching that suggests that individuation originally occurred in Atlantis. That prior to that experience in Atlantis souls could dip in an out of material experience at will. Souls were experimenting with possibilities when the first soul experienced individuation. Then the experience spread like a virus leading to greater amounts of fear. That fear lead to more than one disaster. Especially as the physical body became more dense and they began to lose their soul memory. Finally, survivors of Atlantis and Lemuria that were in a different form the ones they could take on when dipping into material reality at will went to specific locations around the world. Specifically, the knowledge they retained of the original souls that explored Earth was left in symbolic form in Egypt and South America. They knew that Spiritual awareness would drop to the same point that an animal experiences and they left records that would not be fully understood until it could be regained. Conclusion We live in rare times. The idea that we are Eternal Souls having a Temporary Human Experience is becoming common knowledge. The potential of dissolving the Ego and ancient knowledge of how to do so through meditation has become widely practiced. Records across the world point to this time as a pivotal moment in human experience. However, the idea that there is a Timeline split suggests that not all souls are ready to leave the incubator. Those souls not ready to leave the incubator state are splitting from those who are ready to enter a new stage of development. In fact, a new level of Creation may have been created for those souls ready for the next step in the individuation process. This can be an alternate explanation to what Yeshua meant when he said he was going to help create a New Earth and a New Heaven (perhaps, Daath on the Kabbalah Tree Of Life) and being reborn in spirit. Perhaps the rebirth on the level of Spirit he was referring to was as a fully individualized soul that has a sense of self strong enough that it can interact with other aspects of Creation without returning to the 'hive mind' state of being. |
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