"Dreams Are Answers To Tomorrow's Questions." - Edgar Cacye
Well, why hadn't I heard that statement before? I know dreams can be boring but I assure you...this is going to be a bit interesting. I've never heard of anything like this one... With this in mind I was contemplating a healing I had this past weekend. I was not terribly happy with the healing. I left feeling bruised and uncomfortable. The healer told me, that when working on me, she discovered that I had been leaving my body through my crown chakra. That was not the portal I was supposed to be using. I was supposed to be using the portal in my heart chakra. I just about had a heart attack. I had a dream that I relayed to both my friend Jennifer Lara and Diana Dire who have been tremendously uplifting hand helpful. I consider them soul sisters. Never did I think this dream would come to fruition in such a fascinating way. I knew the dream was of importance and I thought it was beautiful...but the second dream had a fascinating and almost...scary...bit of information. Dreams often happen in series. Multple dreams in one night are usually interelated. I've remembered and recorded up to seven dreams in one night. I know, you would never think that you might have that many but it's just a fact. At this point I've recorded 101 days of dreams. This dream was June 2nd of 2017...about two months ago. Here is my entry: "I was at this place. Like a funhouse. You walk into it and whatever you expect to see the walls change into...there were walls made up of every type of rock set into frames. There were differented sized doors in different parts of the walls...sometimes they were hard to find. The experience was a little scary because I realized that you can trap yourself and not know what is real. I overcame a couple of obstacles. I began to create doors where I wanted them to be and was marveling at how I could pass through what had appeared to be dead ends into new rooms. Then I encounted a womand and realized she was testing me. I didn't want to be tested so I created a portal to escape the fun house, a tiny little door that I had to crawl out of and into a green meadow. Then, I was transported back into the fun house abruptly. I heard a woman's voice tell me that my portal was closed. That was not what I was supposed to be doing. I was supposed to be showing people how to navigate the illusion. The illusions completely fell away. I saw it for what it was...made up of shoddy brown construction materials. There was nothing pretty, scary or magical about it at all. I was pretty grossed out as I walked on the spongey carpet matting that wasn't even nailed down yet and stared at the unadorned beams. I reached one girl in a hallway. I told her that it was all an illusion and there was a way through it. I don't think she saw through the illusion but she started following me and I knew that she would comprhend what I was doing soon. Then I came to another that had made a cage for herself...she wanted me to scratch my left cheek to show I was real so I did but she couldn't stop making illusions. I touched her fingers as she seemed to sink into the cage she made that was fillwed with water and I saw the waves slosh as she went down. Then I woke up...and when I went back to sleep... "I remember I picked up a book and it said, 'If you can read this it means you already made a pact with him.'" Explaination Now, at the time, when I told my two friends about this dream both identified themselves as being the one drowing in her own box...of beliefs. I've realized since making my videos that the symbols I go to create in videos are right out of my dreams. The box of beliefs...well, that's what this perseon had created for herself and she couldn't see a wI ay out of what she had created. We've all been there, where we can't see how we are going to create our way out of a situation of our own making. That's a hard experience. The creepy part, for me, though is the portals. Beause the healer I talked to told me that she had closed the portal that I had created and that I needed go through the heart chakra. I had total Deja vu at that moment and a memory of the dream. Further, I had a dream, two nights later. At first, I was fighting what felt like an entity that was on my heart...some sort of essence I can't explain. That had been there since the healer had done her healing. I felt that essence of energy depart from my heart...I sent it happily back to the healer knowing it was her energy that she had stuck to me...was that the test? That night, in that dream I saw myself floating down a river looking as though I was dead towards a male figure that looked like my ex-husband. Let's just say that's a bad symbol for me. This was symbolic of where I had been going...realizing where I was going I said, "OH Heck no!" swam out of the river and woke up. So, now knowing that dreams are answers to tomorrows questions...based on this dream I can almost bet that healer was testing me. When I walked into the room she had asked if I was a healer and explained people can heal in different ways. She explained that she knows an accountant that is a healer. I may just be healing by making my cups of java with the utmost of love for each of my customers. That might be what brings certain customers back to me. Further, now being ableto tie my dreams to a particular date...perhaps my dreams after that point will point me in the direciton of what will come. There is a deeper teaching, that everything starts off with the essence of our being on a template level by our higher selves...and then "later" occurs in our lives. First, it's created in the template reality (I suppose we would call this Eden) and then it becomes part of our material world. Dreams may be where we are in touch with that template reality and actively create, with our higherselves, what will happen tomorrow. Conclusion A dedicated practice of working with dreams can be life changing. I find it eastiest to just record them on a word processor and put them in a file with the date of the dream as the title. First, upon waking, I do an overview of my dreams remembering particular symbols that stood out the most. Then I get up and write them down on the processor before I go about my day so none of my waking thoughts can analyze the dream. Sometimes my writing is terrible and later on my entertained because I do not write the dreams in a voice that matches my waking conscious writing style. Now, I am going to perform a little experiment to see if the timing continues to be correct...where items I've covered in my dreams show up in waking life and if the delay is really two months. Because if that's true...it's freaking awesome.
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Reincarnation
"Elisha has already been here but you did not recongnize him...(he was)...John the Baptist." Matthew 17:12 "All of you shall be here in those days..." Matthew 24 How My Thought Process Evolved I was just like everyone else in school that was brought up in a Christian household when I first crossed the idea of Reincarnation. The classic version that I came across involved coming back as some sort of an animal equivalent to the life that was lead. I found the idea strange and abhorrent. Then I came across a book called Journey of Souls. For various reasons it seemed to reinforce the ideas that I had taken to be true in the bible and really expanded on them. I was always puzzled by passages in the bible that seemed to imply that people would somehow 'come back' again. That seemed to be some weird zombie like experience and defied scientific knowledge. While I am in no way discounting that some people might choose to believe in that I had a hard time doing so given the physical evidence that our bodies decay. As I studied the stories about life in between lives and then, eventually, people who recall their past lives (without regression and with regression) I found the idea even more compelling. The idea that I had found so strange and bizarre before- that people would come back as animals as punishment was removed. There are still some who do believe that but for the most part in stories regarding reincarnation I've found very few that recall past lives as animals. A Too Real Dream I am strange that I do have dreams that seem more of a reality and form more of a memory than actual physical life. Dreams have influenced my thinking process, I am highly imaginative and have very detailed dreams, and there are some that I can remember crystal clear even from childhood. One when I was eighteen years old really stands out. I have told it to multiple people and they say that it was a Past Life. I was male and Middle Eastern. When I was eighteen I was facing a choice similar to that of the Middle Eastern life where I would possibly leave my parents against their wishes. The dream was much like the experiences I would later have with the Past Life Regression sessions. Only, here, I looked in the mirror at myself, knowing it was me and not me at the same, and saw a male middle eastern person who was truly terrified...no doubt because he saw my face (he was high on drugs smoked out of a hookah- a word an object that I would not identify until later on in my adult life). I was then asked by an impartial voice, "Do you want to experience this again?" I chose to rebel against my parents and move out so apparently I did. Experiencing Past Life Regressions I decided to do a Past Life Regression after my daughter passed away. I had always wanted to do one and I had some extra money so I figured I try it. I was scared of the experience because I thought it would be evil or I would be under someone else's power. Society almost seems to teach us to believe in demons (just look at the movie the Exorcist or Poltergeist) and think that's what's talking or something when someone goes into hypnosis or channels. There are still remnants of those strange people who believe in witches and that anything that is "not of the church" is "of the devil." This powerful form of Group Thinking makes it absolutely terrifying to consider anything that might even possibly be witchcraft. After the initial session with someone trained in hypnotherapy I did an online version and got some results as well (although, not as detailed or immersive). (https://youtu.be/xTnAqDPBsoY) Hypnotherapy for the Past Life Regression was nothing like anything on television. There was no part where I was not in control, where I couldn't pull myself out of it, or that I was unaware of what was happening. I would know if I had any gaps in my memory but I was completely aware the entire time. In fact, I was pretty much listening to myself tell the story and even had an illustration. I'm sure it is different for everyone but my recall wasn't real time, like a movie, it was more documentary style. For example, in one of the past lives that I recalled in the session with the actual therapist was a life as a orphan child in Jerusalem during the crusades. The scene opened up with a illustration of a alleyway with ragged fabric tents made out of torn rags and bits of wood. I saw children, that I explained were orphans, running in different directions. When asked why the children were running the camera seemed to zoom out from what I was looking at to a third person point of view. I then saw two men on horses with red crosses on their chests, long shields and helmets that covered their noses gleaming in the sunlight. I sighed saying, "Oh, the crusaders," in a kind of impartial voice. I knew, even as I said those words, that the orphan child that had stayed very still and pretended to be dead as the Crusaders killed all of the other children in cold blood around her did not know that answer. Instead, something else seemed to be telling the story from an outside perspective even though I felt the emotions and the horror from the first person perspective of the girl. Conclusion I in no way say that what I experienced in those sessions are the truth or that I can say that reincarnation is 100% real. I cannot even say that what I experienced rules out the possibility that it was somehow an induced dream. However, I did not feel lead in any way by the person who regressed me. The feeling was too much like a dream for me to rule it out aside from a sense of self that was different from what I normally possess in waking life. However, I gained an immense amount of perspective from the experience. Just as I can say that I did not experience anything that convinced me it wasn't real or couldn't be real. I have not been able to corroborate the information that I have from that past life history, however, I haven't really tried. For some reason, having validation actually creeps me out as I don't think it's too healthy to fixate on the past. Finally, the lives that I experienced in the sessions were not something I would have chosen nor that I would fantasize about. In fact, from the perspective of how we view a desirable life in our society here in the United States none of them were truly 'desirable'. In the case of the last life that I lived, I did not know there was a Jewish Mafia and I've never watched the God Father because I always felt mobster films were abhorrent. Therefore, the details in that life were absolutely not something I would have expected, nor a life where I was 'like a nun but not a nun' during the occupation of Jerusalem by Crusaders (which I have never really studied in detail but there were abbesses). In fact, I've never encountered stories about the Crusaders from any perspective other than that of the Crusaders. The will go over the spiritual perspective I received from the past life regression experiences. |
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