I debated what I wanted to write tonight but I was meditating on how this movie fits into a larger trend that I didn't realize until just now. So, I decided I would write this review.
I know this review is super late but...better late than never right? The Movie Review I really enjoyed this movie. This is not a movie that you take seriously or think has a deeper meaning. This a very shallow sketch of an idea. Given the really difficult nature of this material- I mean, the cartoons are the epitome of silly childishness and the actual comic books never really rose above that. I have that complaint about most of DC- there charecters and plots tend to be shallow- and that's why I rarely bought those comics when I was a kid. I think of it more of a piece of Art then anything else. The director, James Wan, clearly had a fun time making this movie. The images are breathtaking. The underwater sequences were brilliant. Given how difficult the material was and how thin the plot he really pulled off something I thought was impossible. I loved how unapologetic it was when it came to huge plot holes. For example, when Arthur and Mera are stranded in the Sahara there are jokes about how they might not be able to get out of there...but the movie doesn't cover that struggle. They simply go to the next scene which is a town in Italy, I think, and they never explain how they left the temple in the Sahara. That's a huge difference from most movies...but this is the type of movie where you have to suspend any notion of reality. I give Aquaman a solid B. I wouldn't list it among my huge list of favorite movies but I'll watch it a few more times. I consider this one of those films you can pop in when you're having a bad day and just need to watch something silly. Could it have been better...yeah, whoever wrote the script could have done a better job but the only other DC movie I own is Wonderwoman so that says a lot! Although, the idea that Atlantis still exists with 'evolved' people is nonsense (I don't know where that idea came from) at least they got the story right. Almost all sources agree that Atlantis destroyed itself by miseuse of technology. I think that concept and that warning could make for a really good movie but it wasn't explored in this movie at all. The Archetypal Message The ocean is the subconscious. The "One True King" sequence at the top of this post really captures the archetype in this film. He goes to the deepest darkest place within his subconscious to retrieve the Trident and he faces his greatest fear. For me, in my dreams it was fish and eels that represented my fears. I was afraid to touch them for some reason. That goes back to my childhood...but even on the Indigenous American Medicene Wheel the West Directon of Water is Black...the ocean is the symbol of the underworld. In the Mayan tradition the caves of initiation had flood caverns and tunnels that had to be passed through. Arthur retriveing the Trident from the ocean depths is much like the legend of King Arthur pulling the Sword from the Stone. The Stone, of course, is the mind. Here it all goes back to owning our own personal power and soverignty. We are literally the Creators of our personal Subjective Reality. Athena at SageGoddess just released these awesome Agate Plates that say: "Energy follows intention and words create reality. Speak and write your visions with confidence and love. Amen, A'ho, So it is." That sums it up. Isn't it time you took control of your Subjective Reality? The Collective Consciousness Here is the thing, and it really wasn't until Game of Thrones came out and Bran was crowned that I realized this theme. Aquaman really belongs to last year and last years theme that was being worked out by the collective consciousness. That theme was the Rightful King being crowned. I didn't really understand that theme. You can really see it in Black Panther, King Auther: Legend Of The Sword (which had so much potential but was awful) and Aquaman. This year this trend continues with the Game of Thrones and, of course, Lion King (coming out this July). While Lion King is an old Disney movie I'm sure they will put a little bit of a spin on it to 'update' it especially since it will be 'live action' (CG?). I was pondering what this means and realized that it's the Colelctive Consciousness saying, "We're done with people who want to rule." The monarchy system, for the most part, has been dead for a long time. The Big Shift in humanity will be not to give people who are 'rulers'- whether they are called Presidents, Kings or Queens- power. Instead, how we perceive those who become leaders of nations has changed...and their motives, in particular, are coming into scrutiny. Power, as Tyrion pointed out in GOT, is an illusion. The people, by thought alone- through belief- are what give leaders power. If no one feared them and no one followed them...if they were ignored...they would cease to have power. Personal soverignty is so important. Here in the United States the Framers of the Constitution knew the importance of personal soverignty. That's why a centralized government was soomething they strongly debated. That's also why a standinig army for the centralized government was discouraged...each state was to have a standing militia that would unify if the country was in peril. The thought was that a standing army had to DO something and so it invited war. They didn't want a powerful ruler over all fifty states. As time evolved, however, that's what happened. We ended up with a system where the President has too much power. He can Veto and use Executive Orders to ignore the House and Senate. We have a standing Army, Navy, and Air Force that's awlays engaged in war. People are starting to wake up to this concept. They are starting to take responsibility for their own lives. If a President issues an Executive Order and everyone unanimously ignores it what would happen? That order might as well not exist. Almost all people who end up in a position of power, who desired that position above all else wishing to reshape the world into thte idealized image they hold, have resorted to using their armies to enforce their will. Think about that for a moment. That's why the Framers of the Untied States weren't sure they wanted a centralized leader- a president- because that power is so intoxicating to the dominant war-hungry idealists. In all of these films you have the same plot. The unfit person who wants the throne wants war- in Black Panther it was to arm terrorists with superior technology, in Aquaman it was Atlantis attacking the surface dwellers, in GOT it was a number of people but Daenary's who was going to start taking out other nations that had slaves was the biggest one, and in Lion King it's Scar who upsets the balance of life. Conclusion We live in exciting times. That the Collective Consciousness has completely fallen out of love with the concept of people who are power hungry to be leaders of nations...is awesome. I'm not sure what system can replace the ones that are currently out there. Right now, it's the power hungry people who are attracted to politics and no one else. How do you put people who are not power hungry idealists into leadership positions? I can only think of some sort of random lottery but that seems...archaic. I have always beleived that the year 2023 would be an important milestone for humanity. That the bulk of the suffering and termoil would end then as humanity grasped the idea of how to move forward. Could humanities thinking regarding who truly holds power in society change that much? Absolutely, humanity has changed far more then I could ever have imagined in the past twenty years. I wish I had access to Reiki teachers back then, or Sage Goddess.com, YouTube channels about spiritual topics and the Learning Light Center in Anaheim. There is just so much more information and it's just so much more accepted.
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I love that Lindsey Stirling did this homage for the ending of Game Of Thrones and Avengers : End Game happening at the same time.
I have to say that this month was one of the most interesting and I experienced tremendous growth. The Scorpio full moon with the Moon and Sun opposed by Pluto and Scorpio carried a very potent mixture. Saturn is closely associated to time. Pluto represents endings (symbolized by death as Pluto is the God of the Underworld). A dream I had also caused me to realize another synchronicity between Avnegers: End Game and Game of Thrones. In both franchises women who were sterile died. Daenary's, according to the books, couldn't have children after the birth of her stillborn son because of a curse. Black Widow was surgically sterilized so that she wouldn't be distracted when doing missions. The only reason I realized this was because of a dream I had at the time of the Full Moom. When I woke up and spent time meditating on the dream it occurred to me that was a theme for this month. The Dream In the dream I went to see an older woman I knew. Her daughter had died in birth and she was known for being very bitter. I was told she was refusing to see other people but I knew she would see me even though I had not visited in a long time. She allowed me in and then the dream skipped to a future time. The woman had been moved to a less private wing of the home. Here she was on a ventilator and she was expected to pass away. There was a toddler boy in a bubble. He was on life support because he was very fragile. He was brought to witness the death of this woman. The woman took her last breath and that was the end of the dream. Interpetation The daughterless mother is the old frame of mind that I once held. I had it starting back in 2007 when I experienced a blighted ovum pregnancy and it really took root in 2014 when Lilith-Ann passed away at three days old. I was very bitter for a while and I had trouble being around children or babies. That old mindset died because I now have a wonderful daughter which has been a huge healing experience. Further, I had the impression that this woman was very worldly and not spiritual. As I commit to a spiritually focused life it was time for the mindset of that worldly, bitter, and daughter-less woman to die. Mind you it's the death of a paradigm and perspective of the world that I buried...I didn't want to look at that aspect of myself but it was definitely there for the last 12 years. By consciously choosing to be a healer instead of pursuing a worldly career as I have in previous choice points my entire paradigm has shifted. Also, as my daughter nears her first birthday my paranoia that something might happen to her has lessened considerably. There was a part of me fearing something like S.I.D.S. would happen because I have had such terrible experiences of loss. So, as we come to the first year market it's finally sunk in that my Little Seashell isn't going anywhere What form and what that will entail exactly I have no clue. The baby boy might have a two-fold meaning. First, is this new perspective...which is fragile. In previous lives I chose the worldly life to my detriment. There is a soul tendency to throw in the towel because a spiritually focused life can be difficult. I was listening to a YouTube video (I don't tend to watch the video but listen to videos as I do chores) by Rabbi Aaron L. Rankin and he made a good point. People who choose a life of celibacy removed from the world are taking the easy way out...and in a way, miss the point. In the case of Jesus, he did take time away from the disciples, teaching and healing...but he was an active force in the world. He didn't seclude himself. The second meaning, and this will be interesting to watch unfold, is that it is possible the baby boy symbolizes the fact I will have a boy next year. My husband and I intend to start trying for a second child in August. A Possible Bigger Picture For me the Divine Mother aspect....the Subconscious...is under going a massive change. The way women have been behaving...taking on masculine qualities and worldliness...isn't working. So, in a way, for life to continue forward women need to release the hold on masculine values and traits so that they start celebrating being women. This ties into a fascinating interview today between Collete Baron-Reid and Marcela Lobos today that was talking about the womb. I won't go into this here but you can follow this link to watch it: Instead of focusing on survival in a man's world...women can create new options and career paths. I think it's no coincidence that with the balancing of the masculine and feminine in this world the numbers of healers and holistic healing modalities have increased. **As a side not I'm disappointed that Diseney's live action Aladdin changed Jasmine so that she wants to be the first female Sultan. What made her so endearing was that she didn't want to be treated like royalty in the original...changing her to being power hungry ruins that innocence. The song "speechless" is also terrible. Conclusion I'm happy to see the old paradigm that I held falling away. I'm more than happy to let go of that childless bitter woman that existed within me. I'm excited to see the future. I had another significant dream that I will share in an upcoming post. Right now, though, I'm enjoying taking my time integrating this new energy and feeling out this potential. I'm not going to make any rash decisions but the shift on my mindset has occurred. What a wonderful time to be alive!
Interestingly, the idea for this blog comes from an Oracle Card reading that Colette Baron-Reid shared the same week as the Scorpio Full Moon.
I don't advocate that people tune into a ton of Oracle or Tarot card readings. Gregory Scott, for example, does daily forecasts. Some people- especially someone focused on wealth or finding a lover- can really obsess over those so I really think that can contribute to a person's overall feeling of unease when they are going through a hard time. I really don't recommend getting more than one reading in a day or listening to a bunch of sources. There was a time when I would pull an oracle crad each day to meditate on but that's different. I also don't like using decks to tell the future...I like Collete's description of a prescription not a prediction. The idea that the Oracle/Tarot can be a form of medicene is powerful because I think that's it's intended purpose. I rarely use my own deck and usually it's when trying to gain an insight into why I'm in a funk or for a video for added insight. I have been watching Collete Baron-Reids weekly Oracle for four years now. Sometimes it's the highlight of my week. She had a lot to offer and, best of all, she teaches life lessons. Undoubtedly, you've seen me share her videos because they *always* have to do with the life lessons I'm going through...especially if I pull three additional cards which I don't do unless I'm in one of those dunks like the Shadow Work I did from Decembee through May. Since Ive been watching her for a number of years I think that's pretty significant. May (Maia) The Eldest Pleadian I found it really interesting that there is the possibility May was named after the Goddess Maia. Now I have to acknowledge that it might be for the word Elder which follows with Youth for June (which makes no sense really...shouldn't it be the opposite?). Maia is a Spring Goddess. Even cooler is that she is a Pleadian and she is also the mother of Hermes...often referred to as Thoth and Mercury. What makes this interesting is that Mercury was opposite the Moon during the powerful Scorpio Full Moon that helped me tidy up my Shadow Work. Pleadian Starseeds The reason I find it so fun that the month of May is named after one of the Pleadian Goddesses (though not technically considered a goddess) is the fact that so many resonate with the Pleadies. There have been famous Pleadian channels for a long time. The Pleadian's, according to the metaphysical community, were involved with Atlantis and part of the reason they are here in such strong numbers- physically incarnate and also in other forms. Since the Pleadians are said to be the daughter of Altas (the God holding up the world but you could really think- foundation or founding of the world) and Oceania it's interesting they are also referred to as Atlanteans. The Pleadian Starseeds are the ones I run into the most. I can usually recognize them. The Pleadian channels and star seeds carry a lot of feminine energy. To me they also have a very...vietamese or korean mannerisims which I find fascinating! Most of them are talented at attuning the chakras through toning. (I find this interesting because in Edgar Cacye's incarnation as Ra Ta in Egypt the way that he rejuvianted himself upon returning to Egypt was by attuning his chakras. John Van Auken was just talking about this with Peter Woodbury so I'll put that video below.) There are a variety of Star Seeds out there but the Pleadian's seem to be the most common. I haven't really gone into the Starseed idea because there is a lot of generalization which I feel is unnecessary but it does appear to be a real thing for some of us. Reality is Subjective and I can understand people rejecting the notion. (I resonate with the Sirian B starseed energy (the Star Sirius B) as I went there in an Out Of Body Experience a few years ago and there are a lot of other coincidences. I'll write a blog on that subejct soon hopefully.) That a Pleadian "Goddess" had a month named after her really surprised me. I always thought all of the months of the caldender were named after male Roman Leaders. Timing What is interesting to me is the timing (the 7th and youngest 'missing' Pleadian has a tragic story). So, it really feels like poetic timing that Avengers: End Game and Game of Thrones came out this month. There was so much strong feminine energy in boht of those series. With Black Widow sacrificing herself to bring back half the universe and that girl power scene wth Captain Marvel...or Araya Stark killing the night king or Sansa being crowned the Queen of The North...one could even say with Aladdin's Jasmine wanting to be the first female Sultan (although, that ruined the relatablility of that charecter for me...I prefered the Jasmine that just wanted to be a normal citizen). The reason I find this fascinating is that under the watchful eye of this Goddess several powerful female charecters stories unfolded. Alchemcial Tending To The Garden The beauty of spring is that it's the first sign of results and a hopeful future. This is when the sprouts burst forth from the ground with the flowers gently opening to be pollinated. This is when those seeds planted at the end of winter begin to show the first signs of life. To have such heavy storylines shift the energy flow now is beautiful. Further, the Shadow Work that was involved and people moved through with the Scorpio full moon could possibly be seen as laying fertilizer for the new growth. Old energy that we let go of is ultimately recycled by the cosmos and returned to us in a new form. Conclusion The month of May is a beautiful wonderful time to be alive. That it ties into such a powerful Full Moon this month with Mercury opposing the moon (symbolizing a truth being revealed) is just an amazing cosmic coincidence. The more I pay attention and live in synch with the forces of nature the more I'm amazed that everything is interlinked. I don't see the stars as directing my life...but just a tide to let me know what the energy of the moment is like...and then I can make wise decisions based on them. In the Old Testament this type of work was common and it was encouraged. I just wanted to draw your eye to the beauty of this moment. Well, I can't say I was horribly surprised.
A lot of what was foreseeable happened. Bran as the one to end up on the throne was a bit disappointing. I would prefer that the 7 kingdoms simply ruled themselves and were not centralized under the king. Although, at least they took some of the power away from the King and made it a rule that the children didn't inherit the kingdom...instead the new King had to be chosen. I do find it sad that they handled the charecter of Daenerys the way they did. The burning of Kings Landing was just so out of character for her. She had gone through so much worse but there could be a lot to be said about that since she had reached the end of her quest and that was all she had lived for...she took out all of her pain and suffering on the people of Kings Landing. Yet, it doesn't fit the charecter that was built up. The brief love affair with John and the fact that he killed her made no sense either. Yes, she had done some wrong but he didn't even try to reason with her at all. Some could say he was scared of her or something but that doesn't fit. I would have been far happier if a Faceless Man had somehow assasinated her. That would have been a far more satisfying end. I agree with Chris Stuckman that the end that Dani came to wasn't earned. There was no justification, motivation or indication that she would go that way in previous seasons. I still love Daenary's. I think Daenary's will always be one of my favorite characters. I'm glad that John Snow didn't end up on the throne. I think it would have been better if he was simply killed by the last dragon. I really didn't like that actor or the way they portrayed John Snow in this last season. He wasn't strong or a leader in any way shape or form. Cersei and Jaime needed a better ending. That was horribly anti-climatic and short. That all of the Stark children except Rickon and Rob had a happy ending was...bizarre. In a world that was set up to brutal where other charecters were eliminated so often it made no sense. Sansa, clearly, died in the book so that entire story line never happened in the books. I ignore that charecter for the most part. Araya was the only one who's ending I liked that felt true to the charecter. Bran, the Three Eyed Raven and the entire magic system was pretty disappointing. I really thought that he was just a plot device so that we could learn the secrets hidden in the history of Westros. That this was really his story is pretty awful. In fact, because he knew he'd end up on the throne one could say that he was the most evil character. If he was playing one large chess game letting everyone else do the dirty work of killing each other as he waited them out... and he warned no one that Daenary's would kill the innocent people of Kings Landing that makes him as responsible for the deaths of the innocents as her. If he knew of the travesty that other characters were going to do such as Cersei destroying the Sept with wild fire without warning anyone...again, doesn't that mean he shares the guilt/blame for allowing it to happen? So, already in his reign it's clear he is probably not the best choice. Final Thoughts On The Series I can only say that, just as when I read the books, George R.R. Martin had some vision but he never quite captured it fully. The entire saga was a bit sloppy. A lot of world building and prophecies but dissatisfying. Once the directors and writers were past the part George R.R. Martin wrote they started mishandling the charecters. Tyrion's charecter, in particular, was mishandled. He started making dumb mistakes. Bran too might have been handled better. I'm not sure if it's the actors lack of charisma or if it was the directors lack of vision that left most people genuinely hating him. Bran never earns anyone's love. He appears to have no emotions...and he no longer considers himself human. He's so disconnected from the world around him he can barely interact with it...how would he make a good king? People could argue that he's enlightened...but the few enlightened people I know have smiles that feel like the sun. Why It's Disatisfying I think the main reason the conclusion is dissatisfying is the perapective the books were written from...is that humanity is evil and ugly without redemption. Unconditonal love in the Game of Thrones world does not really exist...it is just relationships of conveinance based on agendas. No one rises above their own selfishness in the entire series. That's just a very dissatisfying perspective of the world and it's very sad. Also, it is the typical depiction of women. While at least the women were not helpless damsels in distress...they were victims of their own passion and emotion...which is what led to their downfall. A character even states that a woman should not have the throne because the men will not support her. Westeros might as well have been conquered by the Night King because Bran is just about as 'alive' as a zombie. That's the shows main statement about how people should be...emotionless. Emotionless, cold and calculated people are the only people rewarded. Those who are loving and passionate are killed. Again, over all, it was a disatisfying end but the series has been a little like picking on a gross infected wound for decades. The redeeming charecters shone so brightly that it gave you just enough hope to think that things might have a purpose. I'm so glad this series is over! There was so much potential but, in the end, a lack of heart. Tolkien's Lord of the Rings is clearly superior and Tolkien had a moral to his story. There was a deeper spiritual level to LOTR because Tolkien was a man who was working towards enlightenment. George R.R. Martin just liked to shock and horrify people. There was no real moral aside from "War sucks." Unfortunately that philosophy isn't really what the series inspires.
Finally!
I've had so many set backs when it comes to creating more videos. Sometimes blogs have been difficult because often times I'm not editing what I'm writing. I've been using an app on my cell phone to write the blogs and it's all very awkward. I am very much in a transitory phase in my life but doing so much better then I was...and I have so many blogs to write it's ridiculous. Since I've caught up on sleep and feel well rested now I will hopefully maintain a schedule. Believe me, without working which has regulated my life for a very long time having a schedule for this sharing this work is very helpful. I love every one of those who read these blogs and watch these videos. Even if you don't gain anything from these that you stepped onto my life journey with me for a moment is awesome. So thank you again! Transcript: Welcome Brave Soul and thank you for joining me as we continue to explore the Path of the Seeker. I've been away for awhile because not only am I taking care of my daughter, who is now nine months old, but I had a major piece of Shadow Work come up. I've been really amazed to hear Shadow Work referenced a lot recently. When I spoke about that topic last May it was in a very abstract way. Today, I hope to ground this idea by sharing with you my approach to the Shadow Work I've been doing since December. I'm going to take you on this journey with me. So strap in because this is going to be epic...which is a synonym for long, deep and drawn out by the way. You may need to watch this video a few times. Let's start off with some tools for doing this work. None of these are magical on their own. In Indigenous American tradition, however, minerals were created before man and therefore hold a more pure form of Divine energy. The point of using these tools is to focus your intention to do this psychological work. Tools can help ground these cosmic divine ideas down into material reality hoping you to focus your intentions and create a sacred space. These are the stones that came to me as I did this work. This big chunk here is Tourmaline. It absorbs negative thoughts and also provides a buffer of protection. This one is a chunk of raw Rose Quartz which promotes feeling of love which we will need while exploring our Shadow. Doing this work is the most loving act we can participate in because as we heal ourselves we heal the world. This is Kambaba Jasper. This is the warriors stone that provides protection when doing internal journey work. Then there is Chrysicolla which helps with transforming negative thought patterns. Finally, this is rutilated quartz. This helps to nullify negative thougths and patterns. Then there is a sandalwood incense cone. Sandalwood is used for inner journey work and it's by far one of my favorite incense. Shadow Work is part of the first stage of The Path of the Seeker. We're going to revisit and go further in depth with some of the information from previous videos. I will leave links to those previous videos in the description box if you need to review them. This Sandalwood incense cone represents the First Stage of Alchemy- Calcination. In Spiritual Alchemy the stone of consciousness is burned to ash to reduce it to it's most basic elements. Now, card Fifteen of the Major Arcana of the Tarot is the first marke on the Path of the Seeker. Typically it's called the Devil Card but a better name is Bondage. I've traced certain elements of the Paul Foster Case's version of the card here because I really wanted to focus on what these two people are bound to. Now, from our work on the Tarot we know that the Subconscious is the female in this image and the consciousness the male. They are both bound to this box. They can take off the chains at any time. That box is made of lead. Have you ever heard of thinking inside the box? If you know that team then you know it means a short sighted limited point of view usually dictated by arbitrary dualistic rules. This box contains the blue print for your life. This is the set of rules and beliefs that you use to create your reality. However, they have become so solid, dense and immutable you can't perceive these beliefs. Now, when it comes to chakra work this is the Root Chakra, the home of the inner child. Our Inner Child holds the blueprints to the life we create. In modern psychology it is believed that by the time a child is 8 years old they have a working model within the mind of the rules of this world. In the Tarot we won't see the inner child freed from this lead box of rules until the sixth step on the Path Of The Seeker. In the Kabbalah Tree of Life this lead box is Malkuth that refused to receive the Light because it was too soon. When we do Shadow Work we are slowly healing the Sephiroth of Malkuth and bringing that hiding inner child into the light. Is it any wonder Jesus said in Matthew 18:3, "You must change and become like little children to enter the kingdom of heaven." Shadow Work entails that we are going into this repressed part of ourselves to identify the rule, typically called a belief, that is causing us to create and repeat a dissatisfying reality. Our inner child has the keys to the car and we are not even aware they are the ones driving. To Walk the Path of the Seekers we take responsibility for the lives we've created. There are no victims. Our souls chose this life, knew the possibilities and knew that the possible soul growth that would result from our suffering was worth it. Being triggered is a gift because it illuminates the area if our thinking that we need to work on next. So thank the people who negatively trigger you because they are contributing to your spiritual growth. Shadow Work is the most accelerated and direct form of Soul Growth we can choose to undertake. I think it was D.W. Hauck but it might have been Paul Foster Case that stated your spiritual gold lies in the deepest darkest part of your shadow. The first thing I did once I realized what was happening was to cut off all distractions. I quit social media, stopped my research and stopped watching entertainment in all forms including my spiritual YouTube videos. I then sat with my emotions that were overwhelming at first. I have a natural inclination to repress my feelings which I wrote a blog about and you'll find a link to that in the description box below because chances are you repress your emotions too. The vast majority of humanity views emotions as a weakness. I realized, with some surprise, that it was rage that I was feeling. I normally have a lot of patience and an extraordinarily long fuse so this shocked me. Also, it explains why the feeling seemed so foreign and bizarre. This rage was blinding and disproportionate to the situation that triggered the event. My favorite way to examine my emotions is in a really hot bath with a journal nearby to record any progress I make. I usually have some bath salts. If I have the time incense and bringing in our little mineral friends, especially rose quartz, can be helpful in this process along with incense. This indulgence helps soothe our minds that try to escape dealing with these emotions. Another great place to do this work is in nature. Be it a park, a spot along a nature walk or a secluded spot. Just be safe and make sure you tell someone where you are going if you choose to go out into a remote part of nature. Sitting with and naming a emotion is a little like helping a flower to bloom. Prying the petals apart by force will damage and potentially destroy the floor. The best option is to have the right amount of loving sunlight, nourishing water and patience because it takes time for flowers to reach a maturity where they can bloom. Next, I searched for why I felt this rage. This too was work I mostly performed while meditating in a bath. The thought that came up was that the other person involved in the triggering event was ungrateful. With that thought my immediate thought was, "Uh oh " and I realized I was working on healing a belief that spanned multiple lives. In a past life where I was a single mother I died alone filled with rage at my daughter. I had made countless sacrifices for her inthat life, denying myself joy, and she was too busy taking care of her family to be with me as I died. I realized the key here was the word sacrifice. I looked at all of my relationships in this life- personal and at work- and what I knew about my previous lives...and I recognized the same pattern. Edgar Cacye said we only remember the Past Lives that hold the patterns I always sacrificed my needs, desires and wants for the other people and wound up resenting them. Worse yet, the other person often didn't realize I made those sacrifices, took them for granted and expected them. I realized I had discovered a very deep negative pattern. Next, I needed to identify the specific blue print, the idea, that was creating this pattern. I realized that I felt I had to sacrifice my joy, desires, wants and needs for those I love to be happy because resources are limited and there isn't enough to go around. That is a very old limited paradigm focused on an outer reality. I know and I have accepted on a deep spiritual level that my soul is an eternal and infinite being with access to an infinite amount of resources. Love has no limitations and it is infinite taking many forms. We always have access to this infinite resource. Edgar Cacye said that The Mind is the Builder and thoughts are things. Buddha stated that what a person thinks he becomes. Once you realize that love is the finest abstract building block of all creation, that it is an infinite resource you can rely on and that the quickest way to manifest or spiritually evolve is to hold a loving intention when you undertake any action..all obstacles are significantly reduced and will eventually dissolve as you practice and rewrite these old blue prints. Interestingly, the next stage in Alchemy is dissolution. What we thought was an insurmountable mountainous obstacle is removed. We will cover that in a future video. I realized that this particular blueprint of self-sacrifice and believing in lack probably came from the time I held a nun-like position in a church during the Crusades when there were major famines. Now, there are many tools that can be used to plant the seed of intention into the subconscious to release the blueprint, etheric attachment or vows. There are guided meditations, cord cutting Reiki, and you can use a mineral ceremony. I'll leave links to all three before...but again this is to plant that seed of intention on your subconscious and all of these are fun so your inner child will sit up and take notice. The Spiritual Gold I uncovered on my journey was that I want to be a healer...in whatever form that it manifests. Since I have made this conscious decision the sense of relief I have felt has been intense. I have had this desire for much of my life, but I didn't have access to the knowledge or tools. I felt the opportunity to do it the right intellectual way had already pass ed d me down, especially now that I am laying ththe foundations for a family so late in life compared to the majority or people. Also, this choice will be hard for the two most important men in my life- my husband and father- to accept. This revelation has been a new development. I need to write a blog on the subject to sort out my thoughts. Phew, we covered a lot of ground today. I hope you found this Shadow Work journey to be a valuable example and you can take away elements that you can easily apply in your life. Remember there is no wrong way. There are many Paths and Perspectives. You are perfectly created to find the right tools, healers and teachers for you. Always, use your discernment. Thank you to all of the new subscribers and all of the kind comments. Each and every one of you is extremely precious to me. I am sending you all an infinite amount of love and gratitude for exploring the path of the Seeker with me Brave Soul. Links To Different Blogs, Videos, and Resources: Healer Blog: https://bridgetkorns.weebly.com/blog/choosing-to-be-healer Sacred Space Blog: https://bridgetkorns.weebly.com/blog/category/sacred-space Alchemy: Calcination - https://youtu.be/nDTbHgAX7_U Tarot: Card 15 - https://youtu.be/k3skiyHxGl0 Root Chakra - https://youtu.be/XZenH1G9BEw Kabbalah Malkuth- https://youtu.be/bFqEar6yelM Hebrew Letter Ayin- https://youtu.be/eVhJFQaGmt0 Subjective Reality: https://youtu.be/dZ08GrkEnbI Rose Quartz, Crysocolla, and Rutilated Quartz are from SageGoddess.com Tourmaline is from Rockparadise.com Tarot from Builders of the Adytum founded by Paul Foster Case: https://www.bota.org/ Alchemist DW Hauck: https://www.youtube.com/user/alchemergist Other YouTube Videos You Should Watch: Peter Woodbury Discussing The Big Picture but the talk is on Edgar Cacye on Sensitivity: https://youtu.be/CCk21wJpWL8 Shadow Work Lune Innate Oracle Reading: https://youtu.be/81vP-4Oz2dg SageGoddess May 17 2019 Scorpio Full Moon Ritual: https://youtu.be/JdyMO8drrbo Molly McCord May 13 2019: https://youtu.be/psbmtFax-qw Guided Meditation Releasing Vows: https://youtu.be/vlEHhZ6CvvQ Cord Cutting Reiki By Lune Innate: https://youtu.be/lYxjsNm5AZ0 Mineral Ritual Set For Cutting Cords To The Past: https://www.sagegoddess.com/product/simple-ritual-cord-cutting/ Remember, these are tools. The magic cannot be done for you but you can use these tools to plant the intention into your subconscious. At some point, whe you are ready to heal the change will naturally unfold in your life. I had a dream a while back that troubled me.
In the dream I was in a house shopping (this usually involves making choices in real life). The house belonged to an Aunt I don't really respect or like. She had turned part of her home into a shop as as a job. I was with my mother. I was looking at clothes and at purses in the room to the North. Then I went to the room at the center and I saw a dish filled with green stones, the size that will fit in your hand. On these green stones was a hand symbol that I didn't recognize. I put the stone back, thinking I shouldn't really buy anything, and turned around to leave. I really felt I should buy that stone. I wanted to go out into the back yard because no one had gone back there in a very long time (the backyard usually represents the past). I headed out the South side of the house to the side yardr and followed a path to the back yard. There I found the ruins of an ancient city with statues, fountains and ornate stair cases. I went to the furthest one back and found what had once been a huge Jack in the box devil...it wa broken and I could tell this was an illusion meant to scare people away. I had the feeling that I shouldn't continue but I did anyways. Behind it was a carnival and the experience didn't end well. When I woke up I became convinced that stone had to exist. A green stone with a hand on it somehwere had to exist. People put all sorts of things on stones so I googled it and couldn't find anything. The closest thing that I could find was a plastic Hamasa Hand on a green background necklace that I bought and love. I really wanted to ground into this reality that I had made the choice to go for that stone and not for the carnival...but when I exhausted what options I had I put it to the side. These types of dreams, however, stay with me. There are certain dreams i know are important warnings about the future. I know that when I don't like the outcome I can change it if I start to see the signs. Finding The Stone As I have shared, I have done some deep Shadow Work. I'm going to make a YouTube video on the the journey...now that most of it has been completed. Those of you who have read my blogs will know the entire story but I am going to do an extremely edited abbreviated version in the video. As part of realizing that I was sacrficing my needs, desires and wants for no reason...I decided to buy myself little gifts. Since I now have my own credit card and my husband can't criticize everything I buy life has been so much easier. By far my favorite has been items from SageGoddess.com. I love the stones she sells because they have a livliness to them. When minerals are in a space where the spirit of the stone is respected the spark of the divine within them seems to be activated. I can see the difference in a stone that has been in a spiritual environment as opposed to those that have been in a purely money making environment. The SageGoddess team, just by working with Spirit the way they do and bringing that reality into their every day life, have activated these stones. They do ceremonies with them and honor the spark of the divine in the stone. I knew that right away when I bought the very first item from them that the shop was special. I had to buy a set (now sold out) that I think was called the Lemurian Duo. The marketing is brilliant but the stones themselves hold the spiritual energy of the shop. The perfume that arrived smelt like the perfume that my beloved Grandma Alta, who always shows up as a Guide for me, wore. The second thing that I bought from there, at the start of this month, blew me away. I decided to buy the Familial Healing Set (https://www.sagegoddess.com/product/familial-healing-gemstone-set/) because that's an intention I really want to set. While th stones themselves don't do the magic, they can assist us by bringing into reality our intention...the same thing goes with when we work with a specific color to invoke a specific intention. I bought the set solely on the intent to heal my relationship with my family members and for them to experience healing. My parents are both going through a lot of health issues. My mom had a stroke at the start of the year and she's started to wish she had died last March. I think that's awful and my Dad is going through his own battles. I didn't have the chance to really sit down and bond with the stones as I normally do...and I still haven't really had the time. I usually sit and meditate with new stones. What I was shocked by is that there is a stone that has a hand on it...and it's a green stone. Not a dark green stone but the one in my dream wasn't either. When I bought the set I didn't realize that the stone was green. I kind of saw the symbol on it but I didn't look too closely. Well, once I sat down with the Amzonite stone with the symbol on it...and realized that it was green and had a hand symbol. I was stunned. I had never come across Amazonite before and I had never seen that symbol before that I could remember. The symbol is known as the Healers Hand...a hand with a spiral. How approriate is that? The meaning of the dream dawned on me...either choose to be a Healer...or choose the carnival which will not end well. Immediatelly, I set the intention to be a Healer. Why I Can't Put It Off Now, if it wasn't for the Shadow Work I had done I would never have bought that gem stone set. I wouldn't have realized the meaning of the dream. Another dream, that I've shared, that occurred in the first part of last year predicted this...which is amazing! In that dream I was deciding which side of the mountain to go down...one had a raging ocean...the other had Aladdin trying to teach but everyone knew that was nonsense and everyone was sitting down to watch the first rays of the Dawn. Aladdin comes out on May 24th. I had no idea at the start of last year that Aladdin was being filmed. They were filming it in 2018 but I hadn't heard of it because films don't get my attention until they have a trailer. Afterall, some films that are announced never come out. As I've also noted, this is the year of endings. Big energy is ending on the Collective Level...what are the odds that the Infnity Saga of Marvel (22 films), Game of Thrones, The X-Men franchise, and Star Wars franchise would all end the same year. This is a year of big endings on the Collective Level. Why I Put It Off My father and my husband. Those are the main reasons. Plus, I think in an ideal situation I would go to the Edgar Cacye school of massage and I would take Reiki sessions. I would even lear how to do Past Life Regressions. I would be the one stop Healer and I would meet people at their budget level. The thing is that my husband already told me that he thinks I've spent a lifetime worth of money on my Bachelors in the Science of Psychology and Masters In Business Administration. He believes that the people who practice energy healings are knowingly crooks and anyone who goes to them to be suckers. My dad has been a cowboy and when I was younger made it clear that if we were in the Old West and I was a witch he would have hung me. He thinks everything is being a witch. I don't think he's that way now but when your dad says he would gladly burn witches if it were the old west...it's a detrrent. Plus I had a life where I died because I expressed my spiritual beliefs so that triggered that old fearful reaction. So, I've felt that I already passed the point where that was a possibility. I put it off on the next life...and I decided to focus on the wordly concerns...a corporate job which ended disastrously in 2014 and recently it's been focusing on building a family. I'm A Healer Already However, I know that a person can become a hands on healer at any age. Whether that person is 50 or 70...it's not something that's age exclusive. I also realized that in some ways I'm already a healer by having this Blog and YouTube channel. The fact that Shadow Work became such a huge shift in the collective consciousness...that's awesome. I remember sitting there waffling back and forth about using the term Shadow Work becuase it's sounds so witchy I didn't want to turn people off. I'm a mystic, not a witch but people are idiots after years of Christian brain washing. Yet, it was just the right phrase and I knew I had to go with it. So, just the service that I provided by helping with that shift has been huge in my mind...and that is being a healer. I'm not sure that it takes certificates to being an intuitive energy healer. I would love to learn Reiki but I felt th energy shift in Ross' uncle last year when I rubbed his back. I intuitively moved the blockage I felt and I remember coming away with my hands absolutely buzzing. I found that really curious so I looked it up and found that was normal in healers. He did go to the Hospital once since Christmas but it was a very minor stay. He just came to visit for Easter and he looked so much better. I know I have the intuitive gift...I'm just not sure how to go forward with it...and I would like to find a teacher. Although, the two events I went to that were Spiritual Taught me that I have a more advanced knowledge and acn feel energy better then most in demand healers. That surprised me. Conclusion I don't know what form choosing to be a Healer will take. I trust in the cosmos to provide the right message at the righ time for it to happen. I feel so relieved making the decision to be a healer. To stop focusing so much on the worldly pursuits. I realized, once I held that Amazonite in my hand, that the part with the carnival in that dream was very much like Pinnochio...in a way it should have been obvious. In some ways, this is the fourth time I've been faced with this decision...what will I choose? This is what I came here to do...this was the energy I came here to express but I had to work through a lot of Kamic blocks to get to this point and I set up some pretty impossible circumstances. So now, I'm really working on receiving and we will see what happens from here! I think it should be fascinating to see how things unfold. P.S. I wrote this yesterday and just found out that my favorite Reiki YouTuber (the only one that actually affects my energy) can teach remotely. I will have to use birthday money for it but I'll start that in July! Ask, and if it's meant to be you'll receive. Also, Lemuria keeps coming up in my life. But I will write a blog about that soon, hopefully.
I wasn't expecting to be as shocked by this movie as I was Avengers : Infinity War.
There is so much to unpack from this movie it makes Infinity War look like a one note plot. I cannot hope to unpack it all in this review. Plus, our movie was interrupted. I'll touch upon that below. When all is said and done when I come out of a 3 hour movie and wish I could watch it again...the entire team that worked on that movie has created magic. Avengers : Endgame gets an A++. I would go so far as to say that it's beyond rating. I'm so grateful to every single person who worked on that movie. I don't think such a feat would be possible of it weren't for that army of people working so well in coordination. An interruption At our movie at the height of the scene where Iron Man dies the fellow at the far left end of our row got up after dropping something metal that was very loud and clanging. My husband stood up and went after the guy. I had the same thought, "That could be a home made bomb." I don't go to the movies without thinking about what happened at the Dark Knight movies. After a few moments of considering I stood up and went to the end of the row, after several apologies and examined the dropped item. The man had left behind his coffee thermos and had knocked it over in his haste. Of course, since it was at the peak of the movie I understood why my husband was suspicious. I went out, located my husband, told him it was a coffee thermos and I didn't know how the guy had smuggled into the theater either and we went back in to watch the movie. The very large man, whom my husband could not find, did return with a huge box filled with a mega-sized popcorn, the largest soda and multiple boxes of candy. He proceeded to devour it all before the end of the movie. Additonal Thoughts When I saw Infinity War I knew there would be Time Travel. I thought Capyain Marvel would be the key. I was not surprised by the ending on any level. If the rumors are true and Kevin eige was inspired by the final episode of Next Generation and wanted time travel...I don't think they nailed it. I think what they did do was the best attempt they could to align the twenty or so previous stories and the prior Avengers movies to this one. Out of the two Infinity War remains the best cinematic experience for everyone. People who are not fans of the various characters stand a chance to follow it. The Collective Connscious Level I think I've said this before...this is the decision year for people according to Bashar. Will they go down the Collective Path of destruction or will they go down the Collective Path of Healing? We stand on a brink with the next Presidential election. The extremes are in play and people have the option to choose. So, in a way, this is a year of major endings and goodbyes. The last era that we went through was rough. This new era has the potential to be beautiful. The lighter and heavier energy are seperating themselves out. We are in an extremely rare timeline if we are consciously aware of this shift in energy on this planet. There will be no catastrophe or huge deadly drama on this planet that we will be aware of when this happens. The change will be as simple as walking from one room into another and noting that it simply feels different. That's how this movie left me feeling. There was a huge shift and realignment of how I perceive part of this world (the Marvel Franchise). I do think it makes many of the movies up to this point about Iron Man and how he was transformed from a selfish scientific technical person who that he knew the rules of life and how to win...to a humble servant willing to give up his lives for others. I might add that this is very much the same evolution of the Logos of this planet...going from a self-absorbed entity to realizing, "There is so much more..." That's all I will say for now. Humanity, or at least the United States, has come along way from the ignorance we had during the War In Iraq. When I realized this year that I need to give to myself as much as I give to others...I decided to sit down and make a bucket list. Not many things really went on it because I'm very practical at heart. I can see trends and tendecies and I stick to what's realistic.
One of those was to have a genetic test done because I was curious about my heritage. In particular, I was curious how much Cahuilla Native American heritage I have and if my grandfather was Scottich or Irish. In some ways the experience was a disappointment. I've decided to share it in a story form because I think it makes it interesting and you can kind of share my journey with me as it unfolded that way. Helix.com There were two reasons I chose Helix.com. First, the general test was a lot cheaper then the other options of Ancestry.com and 21andMe. At the promotional price of $50 my thought was, why not? The second was that they did the Neandrathal testing as well and I found that interesting. A third benefit that I didn't realize at that time is that other people don't see your results. You're not going to pop up on someone elses family tree or find a brother or sister from a one night stand that your father had years ago (I know someone who literally found her father that she never knew that way). The box with the genetic sample arrived quickly. The directions on the box were simple and clear. I filled the plastic tube with saliva and then sent it on it's merry way. When Helix received the sample they sent me an email. There was about a week before the results came back. I received an email asking if there were significant traits that I and my immediate family shared. I didn't think much about it but I replied that we all have Stork Bite birth marks and dyslexia. The email also also asked if I had any rare genetic traits and I listed the bicornuate/septate uterus. Now, the main reason that Helix.com was started, it seems, by National Geographic, is to study the people in the population with Neandrathal lineage. I knew, based on this survey, they had found something interesting. The General Results The general test was really basic. My results stated that I was 99% Northern European and 1% South East Asian. Now, keep these results in mind because it's going to get interesting later. More Options Once you receive your results you have access to a lot of partners and options from Helix.com for other tests. You can look up how your genetics affect your metabolisim, you can opt for the Neandrathal Results, and you can get a more detailed Regional Genetic Analysis. Each option is an additional price. I opted for the Neandrathal results and the Regional Ancestry from Insitome. I was still hoping to find in that 99% European if I was Irish or Scottish. I also opted for one that covers diet and tendencies for diet but I don't remember the company that I went through. They had an option for having a dietician follow up that I felt was probably an upsell so I ignored it. Neandrathal Results 1.3% Neandrathal 0.1% Denisovian 98.6% Modern Human Well, I thought, at least it was a positive result. I think if it hadn't been a positive result I would have felt that it was a bit of a waste of money. What's fun is that they then break down the results into traits that were inherited from the Neandrathal DNA. Accoding to Insitome I inherited my Learning, Torso Shape and Fat Storage from the Neandrathal genetic results. They explain what each of these genetic results mean and even say what the name of the exact genes are in the results. Regional Ancestry 85% Western European 6% Finnish 6% Northern Mediterranian 3% Ashkenazi (Jewish) I found the Regional Ancestry results both disappointing and surprising. First, they lump France, England, Ireland, and Scotland together in the 'Wester European' category. That was really disappointing given that I was trying to find out if I had Scottish or Irish ancestry...or both. No one in our family has ever mentioned Finland so that was a surprise. I have no idea which side of the family that genetic lineage comes from. Neither has anyone mentioned the Northern Mediterranian ancestry...which really means Italian. Italy was the only country mentioned in that grouping. So, that ws new as well. The really big surprise was the Ashkenazi Jewish ancestry. According to both families there was German ancestry but it appears that German ancestry is entirely Jewish. This group, according to Insitome, escaped Rome after it's fall sometime around 400AD and went North to create their own unique communities. The surname of Cohen associated with this group suggests descent from the priestly line of Aaron. Metabolisim The results that I received about my metabolisim were interings. The results showed a tendency towards obesity, adaptation to bread, that a heavy carb diet is actually good for me and that I had an adaptation to lactose (milk). The latter one, the Lactose, is interesting because I am lactose intolerant. I know because when I take Lactaid, suggested by a doctor, I can digest milk. Without Lactaid milk makes me very bloated and yogurt or soft serve ice cream actually causes me to throw up. Perhaps, it's more of an allergy to the presarvatives in milk these days since it's illegal to sell raw milk. Where Is The Genetic Indigenous American? 100% of Indigenous American genes that exist in the database descend from the Neandrathal lineage. After some research I discovered that the Indigenous Americans have not contributed their genetic history to the Genome Project. In the Genetic databases the Indigenous American bloodlines are not represented. More than likely the Denisovian and Neandrathal heritage that I have comes from my Grandfather. I know that my Grandfather grew up on the Morongo reservation. My mother was a bit mad when I told her that according to Instome I had no Indgenous American genes. Conclusion While the genetic test was very interesting it did not answer the questions I had. So, in some ways it was very disappointing. I am also very aware of the limitations of the genetic tests. My husband and father informed me they think it was a waste of money. I have no doubt that the 1% South East Asian from the original general results from Helix.com is probably the Denisovian genetics since they came from South East Asia. I guess, in addition to saying that I am a muntant I can also say that I am a Hybrid! Afterall, I descend from three different species (or at least they were once considered different species)- Modern Humans From Africa, Neandrathal, and Denisovian. I think knowing that on one side or the other that we are potentially descended from the Jewish line of Aaron is interesting. I still need to research the subject more deeply. In the end for me personally I was very happy with the experience. Yes, it was a little disappointing on the specific reasons I had for finding out my genetic lineage. Yet, there were some interesting surprises that made up for those disappointments.
This past weekend was a little bit of a doozy.
I knew that this year would be one of endings. A lot of things, particularly in pop culture, simply aligned that way by synchroncity. I choose not to believe that there is someone in the entertainment industry who purposefully planned for The Skywalker Saga, The Avengers, and Game of Thrones to end the same year...let alone both the Avengers and G.O.T. having their most pivotal 'endings' this past weekend. Yes, I believe that the entertainment industry- as all creative people- are unknowing shamans working with the energy of the collective. There are always those who are on the outer edge of the phenomnon which accounts for the discrepancy when it comes to time. I'm usually at least a year ahead of the Collective as are most Healers and Empaths. Those are the two groups I feel have their finger on the Collective pulse more than any others. Pop Culture If you're a fan of the Marvel franchise or Game of Thrones this past weekend marked the end of an Era. As a fan of Ryukahr who plays Mario Maker he also made his final level for that game since Mario Maker 2 is coming out. For me, the goodbye to the Avengers and the Game of Thrones is a big deal. To me they represent very old energy and the end of the previous cycle of learning that I closed out. I'm starting off in my first year of this current cycle and already I'm seeing a lot of change. I've been a fan of Game of Thrones since 2006 when my brother gave me the first book. I named my silver Ford Ranger my Silver after the silver horse Khal Drogo gave Daenerys. That was a sign of liberation and freedom for her after her terrible relationship with her brother. My truck represented something similar to me after the poisonous marriage I had left. I remember seeing Iron Man with my husband on a double date with his ex and her husband. That was a very awkward experience I don't recommend. The Avengers storyline has spanned the majority of my marriage. After these two major events along with watching Ryu go over his final Mario Maker level I felt a finality just settle over my heart. So many things are ending this year! I find it no coincidence that Bashar called this the year of Crossing The Threshold: The Year of Decision and Revelation. There is definitely the sense of a door closing this year. I think it's ok to sit with that a bit, grieve for the way things were and dream a little about the new too. Once a door closes I'm not one for running around to find a new door to open. I think it's important to take a moment and contemplate where we've been...what did we learn? There is a lot to cover in Avengers End Game and I'll eventually write a review of that...but it's fascinating. There is an entire concept of Atlantis that is coming into play right now too that I want to discuss a little bit starting with a review of Aquaman which I found surprisng. My Personal Door That Closed For me, a major karmic hurdle and energetic block was cleared. Whatever debt I owed to my husband from a past life is over. With my help he has everything he ever wanted in this life so I don't owe him anything. There is a sense of finality in that feeling and great relief. Instead of being so focused on nurturing others I'm learning to be more nurturing to myself. I think a great deal of my learning in my life, now that I've realeased the desire for self-sacrfice along with other Karmic baggage, is going to come in the form of allowing abundance...going from that idea of competition and finite resources to embracing the idea of a infnite universe. So, it is the little things like deciding to get myself a little goody every month from Sage Goddess that makes me feel nurtured. No one else will do it for me and really I need to start meeting my own needs. Of coursem there is being a mother which closes the door on the selfish youthful days (this, apparently, only affects mothers... men often don't experience this feeling). At 36 it's about time that door is closed (my mom has made it clear she can't believe I'm a mother at my age but I have faced no negative consequences). I think it's funny because I still feel as though I'm 15...especially when I'm on the ground playing with the set of My Little Ponies from when I was a baby (one is stamped 1983 and I was born in 1982!) with my daughter. I've also dived a bit into my astrology and realized the karmic pattern was more or less written there. As a Cancer Sun and Capricorn Moon with the North Node in Cancer and my South Node in Capricorn it makes sense. I have no doubt in two of the past lives that I can recall I was working out MAJOR karmic energies from the life where I ran brothels in the Middle East. I might do a blog on that subject as I explore it further. There is s book I want to read called High School Astrology recommend by Francesca Simeon, however, before I dive too deeply into that research. My personal hermit mode remains in full swing, although, hopefully I'll record a YouTube video soon. I am extremely relunctant to go out into public, attend events or even really go anywhere. This is a time for me to reflect, celebrate the huge victories I've achieved and prepare for the future. Conclusion I love change and letting go. Especially when it comes to heavy energy. This last cycle upon which the door is closing was particularly heavy. Shifting from believing we live in a immutable solid reality (which its not) with limited resources (the One Creator from which all things come is infinite therefore resources for creation are infinite) has been huge for me. That limiting paradigm caused me to believe I had to sacrifice my share so that others could have something. Now, I see reality as something that is constantly being created (as opposed to a Creation that was completed with the creation of man which was *never* suggested in the bible but assumed by many) and our portion of it is a unique Timeline. No one has our exact past and out future is only a potential. I can go more into this but essentially the future potential is infinite and we are made in the image of the infinite so that's not surprising. |
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