I just wanted to take a moment from all of the pregnancy related posts I'm making (you will see those spaced out over the coming months) to share my plans for this blog while I adjust to the newest member of my family. My second daughter will be here soon so I'm wrapping everything up. I know that the next two and a half years are going to be a whirlwind just like it was with my newborn. My priority for the next twenty years or so will be these little girls and not the outer reality. I've done my spiritual work, I've made peace with my role and purpose in this world and I don't feel as though I owe anyone. My focus on this life has been on being a nurturer/mother and independence which is a big change for my soul.
This Blog Heading Into The Future I will definitely continue this blog. For me writing these helps me ground into reality. They have more meaning then writing in a journal. I have some Mineral Companion suggestions both for pregnancy and with the energies of this year (that I unfortunately believe will go I to next year) that I will be sharing. This blog will primarily consist of an Oracle Stone Blog to start the month. I've had the desire to capture the energy of the Solar cycle, which our calendar is based on, in addition to the Moon Cycle that we've been following closely. The Sun is the active energy of the Month and I'll share So, three weeks will consist of these topics. Those I will write in real time as they happen because it's my way of staying grounded especially in the chaos of welcoming a new little one. Then there will be one week of blogs I've already written. Most of these will be really light, short and easy blogs. My goal is to eventually dive back into the 7 Code. I really want to dive into the 7 Ray's next but that probably won't happen for a couple of years. I will undoubtedly be focused on my daughter's the next three years. Hopefully, when I dive into the 7 Ray's I will also have the opportunity to get back into YouTube Videos. That will take a bit of work- because it absolutely has to be something that I do when my husband is not home. The conflict we had over it (primarily him watching my daughter for a couple of hours so I could record the videos and he hated me staying up late at night to make them because he couldn't sleep) was almost enough to ruin my marriage. There is so much resentment and jealousy, I think, it's best to let it go for now. Skipping Halloween This is one of the most interesting aspects of this year. I *LOVE* Halloween-I was literally married in October because I love Halloween, I had a tradition of celebrating our anniversary at Knotts Scary Farm, I keep out some Halloween decorations all year- but I'm being led by my intuition and discernment to skip Halloween this year. We're even going to do a mini pumpkin hunt in our house instead of taking our eldest daughter trick or treating. I think it's because this year, The Year of the Villain, is just so Dark and Heavy. While I find diving into that Shadow Work to be extremely rewarding this is the second year of Deep Shadow Work for the Collective and I feel that's going to last into 2022 because the things that are unraveling were so deeply entangled it's going to take awhile to sort themselves out. Luckily, the Divine allowed me to disconnect from the Collective during this time so that I can watch the show without being involved. For my husband it's because he's freaked out about how demanding our newest family member will be and, though he won't admit it, he's scared of the Coronavirus. So, I've been led to let go of the things I can't change and focus on being Grateful for the Harvest...grateful for what we have instead of focusing on the temporary changes. The oppression that we are seeing the world over will not last...just as the USSR just faded away. Heroic acts of defiance didn't cause the USSR to fade away...just simply the realization that it wasn't a sustainable system. The weird thing was the last time this happened- where I skipped a holiday- was New Years of 2019 and soon after we had the massive Covid-19 situation. I had a bit of a validation about this listening to David Palmer. He was saying we are seeing a build up to something and that the Astrology is really ugly through November. I haven't looked at the upcoming Astrology to see what he means but I do know we have a lot of planets in Retrograde. I don't know if upcoming events are going to be as extreme as the intitial events of Covid-19. I still remember thinking how everything was being overblown as my Dad breathlessly told me that the virus was mutating too fast for them to make a vaccination and that this virus was going to be a big deal (he's an Aquarian so go figure he'd see it for what it was). I thought he was being Chicken Little and blew it off saying big deal because they tried to do the same thing with the Swine Flue, Avian Flu and SARS. I still think that the whole thing was blown out of proportion to get Trump out of office because he upset the status quo of the Deep State too much and the pharmaceutaical companies (now that Opiod Addiction has caused real repurcussions to the pharmaceutical companies and the people who own them they needed another money maker). Do I think Biden will be removed and Kamala or Trump will somehow be President? Nope. I'm not a conspiracy theorist. I left that area of interest a long time ago. I throw that in with the stuff about The End Of The World. My cousin recently shared that he thinks the vaccine is the mark of the beast which I think is crap. I don't buy into the Climate Change theory that the world is going to literally melt or something in 2030 either. How many End Times concepts do we have to survive until the Collective gets over that obssession and realize this is the Timeline where we survive that crap? In the indigrinous traditon we are in the dawn of the Age of the Human after experiencing the Age of the Animal and no on really knows what that means. What is the full potential of the Human? We've been playing out experiencing the mineral, plant and animal that we had teachers for...we could turn to Sage or Mountain Lion to understand those experiences. We don't have teachers for this Age. Life Path Numbers One of the topics I want to cover with YouTube when I come back (I know thinking about three years in the future seems silly but I'm realistic about these things) is the concept of Life Path Numbers. I think that of all the systems I've encountered this none is the most beneficial. I was looking at the LifePath Number (and Astrology for my new little one) since the c-section is scheduled and I re-read everyone's Life path Number and had so many epiphanies this month (August). I realized that my husband's life lesson is Insecurity. He is extraordinarily insecure. A childhood of emotional neglect (a mother who showed no emotion and a physically abusive former Vietnam Vet father who never wanted kids and wanted him to be 'background noise') doesn't help. Watching him literally self-sabotage and become paranoid because of the imminent big change in our lives has been fascinating. This is the third time this has happened and because I know this is normal for him I haven't been triggered. I've become more secure in myself...but in the last month he's been super paranoid about being fired from his job and freak out abut money (the main reason he's not taking 3 months off for paternity leave is because it's such a small amount of what he usually makes..but then the reason he's taking off isn't really about the baby because he wanted to take an entire month off before she was born to 'clean his slate'- he took on side jobs that he hasn't completed and he wants to go to every cocenivable doctor to find out why he doesn't feel good and he's not as mentally sharp as he thinks he should be...and then just two weeks after...which doesn't work because paternity leave can only start after the baby is born. He alos has a ridiculous meal plan for us during that time and sleep shedule- he sleeps for six hours stragith and I get a total of four hours split up- for when the baby is here as well). I've just sat back and watched the show knowing it'd all his insecurity and none of it is real. When his plans fall apart I'll just shrug it off. He's stubborn so i'm not going to try and talk him out if it, I'll let him try it and watch it fail with amusement (nothing ever goes as planned with kids lol). My own life lesson is about Independence and Dependence. I can really see that over the course of my life. My parents were never there for me emotionally but wanted me to be totally dependent on them (my brother is a great example of that- he's 36, lived and worked fro them his entire life and will never have his own life). I cannot depend on my husband emotionally (as he so eloquently told me back when I was struggling with being pregnant with Lilith-Ann- he can barely take care of himself let alone think of taking care of me) but I can financially. So I've learned to meet my own emotional needs, I stopped asking for permission to do things or even epecing him to participate in things (we've had the splash pad for 3 years and he has not once played with us in the water...he prefers to go into the music room and solo jam while the Little One and I are busy) and be kind to myself. I'm prepared for when I go to a theme park (I plan to go to Disneyland next year even if I have to get vaccinated to do so) to let him sit (probably scorlling through Facebook and maybe taking care of the newest member of our family) while I take Michelle on rides because I know he doesn't want to be left out but at the same time he won't want to paritcipate. That can be hard because his insecurity leads to him having major FOMO issues (if I experience/have something he must experience/have something better than me) while he is perfectly fine leaving me out or purposefully excluding me (because he thinks I'm getting too fat or- right now- it will negatively effect the baby). I needed to have a new phone because mine completely died and even though his phone was fine he had to get a new one because he couldn't be left out. When we had the kitchen remodled to get rid of the uneven do-it-yourself filthy tile of the previous owners- he had to buy a new stove and microwave with the latest technology because that's what his friend did- even though we had a perfectly good oven and microwave- and oddly with the Aquarius Full Moon both of them broke after just three yeras of being used. Take for example one day when we had some left over Taco meat. He literally made himself an extra large burrito and left enough meat for my daughter and I to each have one tiny street taco to eat for lunch. He didn't even consider that he left us next to no food because, "He requires more because he's a man." I really don't think he is capable of comprehending how stupid that behavior and though process is...and of course I had a back up plan for the Little One and myself so when he left we ate some healthy snacks. As I realized how compulsive he is because of his insecurity (his Dad is too- buying/hoarding endless amounts of books he doesn't read, a vast library of DVD and Bluerays that are unopened, and unopened CDs of different orchestras playing the same exact classic songs) I realized how much of this is in his subconscious and just how incapable he is of dealing with that inner demon. He will do anything to escape that subconscious impulse that has more control on his life than his conscious mind. Other people, especially narcisstis, love to exploit that in him as well because he comes off so self-assured/arrogant (a behavior trait/pattern he shares with his father and sister). The behavior is so normal for them that I don't think any of them realize how they appear to others. For me, it's a fascinating way to study someone who doesn't have faith or the desire for self-improvement (he'd argue against the last one because he's all about knowing how to eat well, knows what I believe spiritually and exercise but he doesn't do any of it). He possess a lot of knowledge but lacks application. He knows about Shadow Work and Individualization but those are hard (especially if you are agnostic as he is) and requires a lot of dedication. Just look at how he decided to get the vaccination without telling me- too scared of my reaction. His primary reason was so he didn't have to wear a mask and now he's in one of the only counties in the nation that requires even vaccinated people to wear masks at work (Los Angeles). Afghanistan I'm so glad we are out of Afghanistan. I thought the United States would never leave. I'm also grateful it's taken the attention off of the Coronavirus if only for a moment. Yes, it seems the Villains (the Taliban) won there. But they are a gorilla army opposing an occupation and it's clear that the army we spent Trillions of money training was a sham. Sadly I think my husband is right in that the only reason we left Afghanistan is because the Opiod industry is no longer viable. Now that Opiod abuse in the United States has been shunned and the Opiod based drugs are being treated as the addictive drug they are...there is no reason to stay in Afghanistan. I don't feel sorry for the U.S. citizens that are there or the Afghans that helped us that may be stranded. They were profiting off of corruption and clearly believed their gravy train would never end. They have known for years about the Taliban treaty and yet expected us to break that resulting in more United States soldiers dying. They had no sympathy for our soldiers who put their lives on the line and died for them the last 20 years) not to mention the amount of people who've died of opium overdoses so I have no sympathy for them. If this is a big blow to the U.S. Milotary Industrial System and the start of ending the horrible United States Empire I'm all for it. The energy of Empire is no longer supported astrologically so I don't fear another one replacing the vacuum of the U.S.. The energy of a One World Order/Global Community is not supported and those who hold toit- the middle management brainwashed college graduates that despise nationalisim, tribalism (even as the Woke people speak about finding their tribe)- are going to wake up to the fact the majority of people around the world support/prefer individual nation states. Eleanor Roosevelt's ignorant idea that the U.S. could bring peace to the Middle East and, "Make it bloom," has been revealed for the pipe dream that only a spoiled rich person that had never suffered could conceive (I'm not a fan of her or FDR). Not to mention FDR's dream of the UN acting as a Global Union/United States with the US acting as the "President" of nations descended into impotent irrelevance decades ago. Unlike the Republic of Planets in Star Wars there are enough people that are Awakened to the Divine Order (that the Spiritual Zombies consider Chaos) that the forced Order and "Peace" of an Empire is not supported even if our geriatric politicians still cling to that idea. President Biden I do think that Biden is hopelessly corrupt...or at least tolerates total corruption with Hunter Biden. Yet given that Beau Biden was a Soldier he may have withdrawn from Afghanistan for the truly noble effort of saving the life of U.S. Soldiers. For that reason, I support Biden 100% on the Afghanistan topic and he may even be a hero. Given how his political allies and the media turned on him...he may have just done the single most brave act any president has undertaken since JFK. Regarding Afghanistan he gave one of the best Presidential Speeches I've ever heard I think it's really transparent that all of the Democrats conspired to open up the country for July 4th to validate Biden's speech so he can look better then Trump when handling the virus but I think as long as Coronavirus is still in the healdines and the insanely stupid hope of 'defeating the virus' (as dumb as trying to 'defeat terrorisim' or wage war on an an inanimate object -drugs-) fades and the goal posts to 'get back to normal' fades (3 weeks to flatten the curve, then enough time for the 'ask risk' category to get vaccinated, and now everyone being pushed to vaciante while the vaccinated are required to get booster)...his approval is going to drop like a stone. Coronavirus Paranoia I have to admit I lost faith in the majority of humanity because of Coronavirus. So many people rolled over in compliance it was disturbing. So many more are unneciasrily trying to affect others freedom that I think it's ridiculous. The worst thing that happend was that it was used a political weapon against Trump. I have always been that person who would have died on their own defiant terms if Hitlers forces came to get me. I believe those who were defiant were heros and those who went with the status quo back then were weak. Not only am I of German descent but I am Ashkenazi Jewish...so they would have come for me. At the same time I live that the majority of United States Citizens abide by the law. That's why we don't have the chaotic traffic of India or the multitude of unsafe illegal buildings that collapse in the smallest earthquake like Mexico. However, there is such a thing as too much of a good thing. At the same time the fact they are pushing the vaccine so hard is so weird. Especially since we know it's impossible to eradicate a virus like this one (only ignorant Burecrats would think that's possible). My best guess is that countries/politicians are locked in an ignorant pissing* contest with each other to eradicate the virus in their country which is insanely stupid but intelligent people are not usually attracted to politics and the Pharmaceutical Company is more than happy to fuel the competition. I heard a video that said that this was all about the Pharmacieutcal companies/Fauci to get the country addicted to a vaccien- that they tried it with the Flu but only the elderly bought into that one- so they ahd to come up with something new. My only other theory is that if the Timelines did split in 2019 what we are seeing is an explanation for why the population is rapidly thinning out as vast amounts of metaphysical data said it would (from Edgar Cacye to multiple Prophecies to people who had Future Life Sessions) but in a very gentle way (as opposed to a Nuclear War or panet wide natural disaster, for example). Have you noticed how the US "experts" have reversed course on the whole "over population" thing? We, the U.S. and China in particular are projected to be underpopulated. Thanks to the over population brainwashing at Colleges the educated are less likely to have kids or not very many of them if they do. Few Millenials even get married. Meanwhile Suicide, Drug Overdoses, Heart Disease Due To Obesity, and Alcoholisim are killing droves of Millennials that after years of coddling and being treated as children into their twenties just can't handle the common responsibilities of life. I have a whole blog to share on Milennials (a category I fall into) and how many of them in the United States population are doing what I call "self-elimination" and why it might be part of a failed social experiment. Upcoming Movies/Themes First off, when it comes to the word 'Vairant' -a word that was not in my comon vocabularly- it is very funny that the Delta Variant became such a common topic at the same itme that the serires about a 'Loki Varian' came out. This is just another indication of how Pop Culture is reflects and taps into cultural trends and proof of Divine Timing. While the majority of this year has been primarily movies and series about Villains it does change in the next four Months. The big Movies are Free Guy, Eternals and Shang-Chi' the Legend of the Ten Rings, Dune, James Bond No Time To Die, Top Gun, Ghostbusters Afterlife, Spider Man No Way Home, and Matrix 4. Aside from Venom: Let There Be Carnage in October (which, as I said, I'm not feeding into October energy as I normally do)...the normal Hero overcoming the Villain story is returning in full force with many of thethe wholesome Classics. So the energy of this year is about to undergo a huge shift. Many of these movies have been delayed and the release dates have been rearranged throughout the year to adapt to the Coronavirus politics...and isn't it fascinating that while the Villian movies and series came out on time these were all shifted to come out within the final 4 months of the year? Yes, that might be because they are considered to be guaranteed money makers and they're coming out when movie theaters are most likely to be profitable because it may be political suicide to close them down now that they have reopened but that's not necessarily true since Coronavirus (like the flu and colds) is supposed to be the worst in winter...so people betting on that would be complete iditos (If Newsom gets ousted in California there is the chance that we will see a huge shift in Coronavirus restrictions as the Democrats who've advocated for the strict measures run for cover...but if he remains in office more Lockdowns and the craziness we are seeing in Canada or Australia may come here). Conclusion We live in strange times. I am personally thriving and grateful that the Divine Plan has allowed me to sit this experience out by being a Stay-At-Home Mom. My husband's job is secure (and consided essential) and the company is making more profit then it has since the Recession. I think the people suffering the most with everything that is going on are those without Faith and those who wish for the End-Of-Days. In many ways what we are experiencing is those two groups dreams of dystopia (a Millenial obsession) come true. The government over step is causing even more people to Awaken so this Spiritual Dawn is growing deapite superficial appearances and ill intentioned Zombie self-service people latching onto the Awakening Movement making it appear to be a superficial culture War concept (the 'Woke'). We may even be lucky to be on a Timeline with the bizarre Coronavirus Pandemic compared to other ones that experienced authoritarian abuse due to a world war. This year, in many ways, based on Saturn/Jupiter conjunction was about the Creator's Judgement according to the Kabbalah. In the Old Testament such judgement often resulted in the people of Israel being turned over to enemies so that they could see the error in their ways. I find it really interesting that the Judgement of this year coincides with the Year of the Villain where the 'bad guys' appear to be winning. (As I said before I don't believe in the book of Revelations as a book of prophecy. I go by the Edgar Cacye interpretation of that book of the Bible. So, once again I don't believe that we are in a Doomsday sceanrio). Instead, we are about to have a huge shift of energy that is Old Fashioned (Classic) in nature. So it's going to be very interesting to see how all of this plays out. I do know that what is happening will fundamentally change how we view the government and that eventually the govermnets around the world will have their 'powers' stripped from them so that there primary function is administration- not policies that seek to try to control society.
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I loved this series.
I thought it was so much fun and I was so sad it was only 6 episodes. Every episode seemed like a cliff hangar. The relationship between Mobius and Loki was probably my favorite part but I'm grateful that the series didn't turn into a time traveling detective series. I really loved the last two episodes. When Sylvie decapitated one of the robots that had been running the TVA it was shocking. I loved He Who Remains and his explanation for why he had created the 'sacred timeline' and TVA to protect himself from his more murderous Variants. I absolutely agreed with Sylvie setting free the mutliverse and returning Free Will (I read an article where the writer suggested Sylvie killed God by doing this- but that's dumb. No one said He Who Remains who manipulated time with technology was God). However, it was heartbreaking to see Loki, who also was right they should have thought about their plan before acting, being defeated by Sylvie who he clearly loves. Yes, it seems weird that two "variants" would fall in love but not really if you've been exposed to certain spiritual ideas (that we are all shards of the Creator, or in a way, all Variants of Creator and it's only through using our Free Will to have different experiences that we become unique). I could go further and deeper into the philosophical ideas behind the multiverse and timeliness but I don't think I will. Bashar talks about that subject alot and Loki is in perfect alignment with those teachings. As the Director said in the feature the this is ultimately a story of self-acceptance. By seeing other versions of himself (most of which he refers to as Monsters) and by encountering Sylvie, Classic Loki and even Kid Loki he sees and magnifies the best parts of himself. He, technically, even falls in love with himself (Sylvie). Loki starts off trying to fulifll his self appointed 'glorius purpose' by ataining the throne (ruling Earth) but over the course of the series he transforms from the Monster that's obsessed with finding a "Glorioous Purpose" to a loving individual who puts Sylvies best interests before his own. That's a beautiful story. The only fault I have with the series is that they practically devoted an episode to revealing Loki is bi-sexual. (I'm beyond sick of every Disney movie and series being interpreted as LBGTQ. I refuse to watch Raya and the last Dragon because the actress said she' sees Raya as lesbian. I also refuse to watch Luca sense the director said he was inspired by Gay coming out stories. I don't think its a subject kids are prepared to explore- much as the Kabballah teaches that the 'Work' should not be conducted by the young because maturity is needed- young kids are not ready for the concept of fluid gender)but that's another topic. BTW I am bi-sexual so I'm not discriminating against that group since I belong to it but I believe that kids don't have the ability to grasp that abstract concept and I dont want my daughters to emulate that behavior simply because it's 'cool.'). Loki is weirder then just bi-sexual in the myths and that's the main reason I give this a pass. At one point he turns himself into a female horse, has sex and gives birth to Odin's six legged steed...and he also gave birth to Fenrir. Now we could debate that there are higher spiritual concepts going on there and those are crude inrpertations​ of working with energy...but on face value it's down right gross/weird. This is the second Full Moon in Aquarius and boy has this moon cycle kicked my butt! I don't know about you but this Moon Cycle has felt like FOREVER. There is no doubt that Elk was the right Spirit Guide for this Moon Cycle. Without that helpful advice to be slow and steady I think that I would have faced really upsetting rude awakenings. Instead, I sat back and realized that this year- overall- is just a slow and steady plod forward after the devastating and paradigm shattering world wide government overstep of 2020. At this point I'm so over the pandemic that I'm only morbidly curious how long it will take and how many liberties people will be irrevociably give up before people realize Coronavirus is going to be with us for now on just like the Flu and Cold and we never should have been so freaked out about it. In fact, if the lab theory (the most likely theory but we willnever know because Dr. Fauci and Bill Gates that funded the lab have the iincentive to cover that up forever) is correct the Wuhan Lab took the common cold virus (Coronavirus) and used technology to "enhance" it. So, it's a glorified cold virus. Of the nineteen people I know who've been infected with Covid onlly two ended up in the hospital and it was because it progressed to the point where it was Pneumonia...just like the Flu. Years ago a doctor explained to my mom that people die of the Flu, they die of Pneumonia. Three of the people that I know who had it were far fromhealthy as well so the people who've died of Covid-19 either waited far too long for treatment or were so sick alreadt that they were disabled. Anyhow, lets check out this Full Moon Oracle Stone and the Astrology. Oracle Stone Snowflake Obsidian This is the perfect stone for this Full Moon. Snowflake Obsidian is the ultimate Shadow Work stone. This black stone with white snowflakes helps to show the contrast in our behavior and even the world. With this stone we can integrate the unowned aspects of ourselves and heal on a very deep level. While Shadow Work often feels uncomfortable it really shows us who we are deep down. All of us are, essentially, everything. At this point in humanities evolution if you are on Earth we have played out so many scenarios that all of us have played every role. We've all been the hero and we've all been the villian. This entire year has been about Shadow Work- after all it is the year of the villian- and the movies/entertaingment based on villains have been successful. We're integrating the ugly part of humanity and we're edging closer to something new because Shadow Work always preceeds Rebirth...not on a physical level but on the mental and spiritual level. In fact, that rebirth on the spiritual level is considered the highest form of spiritual achievement in all of the ancient lore and it is the primary goal of alchemy. The suggestion is at that point we start our return to the Creator...essentially we've reached Enlightenment. Of course, it may take a few Dark Night's of the Soul before we actually commit to the Shadow Work neccesary for the transformation and I feel that's what we are working on as a Collective...as many people as possible are proceeding forward into a new Earth Experiment...of course, new always means scary because our imaginations jump to the worst case scenario but, ultimately, all Paths lead to the Creator, some just take longer then others and that's fine because we are infinite souls utlizing potent temporay human experiences for our education. The Astrology Govenor Cuomo sums up the energy of this Full Moon...Old Dinousar Ways Of Thinking are not supported. With this Full Moon in Aquarius we are experiencing the new energy that the Collective is moving into that, as far as I'm concenred, is the Age of Aquarius. The Sun is in Leo so we have that extra Umph of ener:y with this Full Moon...again, the idea of Burn Out if we try to bite off more than we can chew comes to mind. We also have Jupiter conjunct the Moon in Aquarius and even though it's still retrograde it does heighten that Aquariuan Energy emphasising the Collective and yet Rebel Spirit of that sign making this an uneasy Full Moon. Adding to that slow plodding feeling of this year is that we have five plaents Retrograde during this Full Moon: Plluto, Saturn, Mercury, Jupiter and Neptune. So, again, this isn't a Full Moon about Progress but frustration with delays. My Thoughts For me, there was another delay when it came to my pregnancy and not a good one. I had my Gestational Diabetes One Hour test at the start of July. I failed that one but not by a lot. So, the doctor scheduled me for a three hour test expecting me to pass. However, scheduling that appointment turned out to be a chore thanks to the Coronavirus (since it was done at an actual lab). Not wanting my daughter to be bored for three hours in a recption room I had to schedule for my husband to be off so that delayed the appintment a little. Then the original lab that I scheuled it with becuase it was the one that the doctor referred me to sent me packing because they didn't work with my schedule. Thankfully, I did mange to get it done on the day my husband had off but...I failed it. Then, because of the finagliling we had to do to get the doctor I wanted for this Pregnancy we had issues making an appointment with a Dietician. The insurance was trying to send me to Huntington Beach. So that was delayed as I tried to haggle with the insurance to get a dietician closer to home because driving two hours to get to the dietician was just not worth it. Finally, I got my apppointment, my glucose monitor and everything worked out but...it's way later then it should have been. Luckily, gestational diabests doesn't negatively affect a baby- there is a slight chance the baby will be bigger/weigh more then normal (Katie is in the 90th percentile but she's relatively average weight according to the ultrasound- which almost didn't happen because the doctors office didn't realize that it was due), they may have a slightly higher chance of diabestes later in life and they may have a weird Blood Sugar level when they are born (the last one is very rare). Also, luckily gestational diabestes does tend to go away 6 weeks after birth so I will have to go back to do a test for it. I will definitely appreciate being able to eat Carbs and sugar more than ever before. I know that I will be eating less of both but when I do indulge in them I'm going to really enjoy them instead of taking it for granted. Conclusion This is a grinding and brutal year of Shadow of Work. We can see the light at the end of the tunnel but we're just not there yet. We might feel as though we want to accelerate through this time so that it's just over but, as always, our Spiritual Gold lies within this Dark Night of the Soul. More People are waking up to questioning what the role of govenrment should be and that will lead to the true change in that area (what we are seeing now is not the change that's going to define this Age but it is leading to that change). We have a long way to go and I don't expect 2022 to be dramatically different. The energy doesn't significantly shift until 2023...and by 2030 we will see the results of this experience (isn't it interseting that the Climage Change people and the scientist who says society is in delcine both peg 2030? So did Sylvia Brown, athough, she was way off on most of her predictions).
This is going to be a short and sweet review.
I know many people have already seen this series if they wanted to and that I'm really late on posting a review. I loved this series. Yes, Wanda was arguably the villian although once she had found her way through the grieiving proecss..which was far more than just for Vision but for the fact she was vaporized by the snap too and the world as she knew it was gone. I think that's so relatable after the Coronavirus and the whole, "New Normal" that I have compared to as our 'Snap' moment. The world and our perception of it has changed dramatically in the last few years. I don't think there is a good movie out there or any other form of entertainment that so eloquently captures the processing of grief. That's one of the things I love most about this series. Another part I really loved was that all of the actors, Paul Bettany, Elizabeth Olsen, Kat Dennings, Randall Park and especially Katherine Hahn seemed to love doing this series. Their love, joy and overall pleasure of being a part of this project was felt in their performances and that's what makes this the best Marvel Television Series (something that cannot be said for the Falcon and Winter soldier where most performances were....ok). I could watch this series again and again. The last episode made me cry , in particular, because Wanda, knowing that she was letting her sonds go, tells them, "Thank you for choosing me to be your mother." That's a powerful statement that does hint at reincarnation or at the very least souls have a choice in who their parents will be...and in particular I tell my daughter, "Thank you for being my daughter, thank you for making me a mommy," since she was born. Overall, this series (and Loki) prove that the MCU sries are powerful vehicles for telling meaningful stories in unique ways. |
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