To The Beloved Who Read My Blog,
I'm writing this update in July. I wanted to take a moment to explain why there won't be a lot of dream interpretation blogs or personal updates until December. The main reason is that I am going into a very different life cycle and whenever there is a change like that there is a little bit of chaos. I didn't want the learning curve that I will be going through in the next few months to keep me from sharing the exciting information I have planned with all of you. Therefore, I'm putting my time on bed rest to good use and I have already written scheduled blogs through December. I have been very inspired and I have no doubt that I will continue to be inspired to write over the course of next month prior to my daughters birth. The great news is because of this my blog will be very consistent, yet, a scheduled system doesn't really allow for spontaneous blogs. I'm embracing the experience of this change which is why I preferred to work ahead on my blog so that there would be no interruption. I'm also working ahead with my YouTube videos.I have videos scheduled all the way through December as well...and I did not schedule many Traveler Notes during that time (just one at the end of this month that was recorded in July). That's because I prefer to record Traveler Notes in real time so that they are relevant to current circumstances. In essence, I am going to take a little bit of a break from this blog and YouTube from August through December and just focus on my family. Saturday will be the only day I will actively post a blog because I can't embed YouTube vidoes that haven't been published. Once I fall into a pattern with my family I'm sure that I'll be back with a personal update. I have one scheduled in December. In December of 2017 I dubbed 2018 as the, "Year of Change," and in many ways there have been dramatic changes in my life...and dramatic tests. I have seen so many of my friends and family move for various reasons or change career paths (at least 9, but I'm sure there are more) and there have been many people going through the Dark Night of the Soul. A lot of people I never imagined would Wake Up spiritually are hearing the call of Spirit during these dramatic Dark Nights and making their choice to continue to do what they have always done or to change on an inner level. While some believe this to be scary...because leaving what we consider familiar even if it makes us unhappy and stepping into the unknown is not comfortable...I think it's a wonderful time to be alive. I am really sick of the hatred I have seen openly expressed over the last four years and I'm looking forward to a real change in the atmosphere of our nation as more people develop a Compassionate Heart as a result of learning the Oneness of Humanity. Thank you so much for the continued support of my blog and my YouTube channel . I love sharing this information that has greatly enriched and transformed my life with others. My greatest joy is knowing that I am helping and inspiring others to do the same. So, enjoy the blogs and YouTube videos on the 7 Tarot Key Cards of the Seeker, the 7 Hebrew Letters of the Seeker's Path, the 7 stages of Alchemy and the 7 Sephiroth of the Path of the Seeker.
Synchronicity Example
I've already identified in previous posts that I knew that I was at the end of the cycle and many things from previous cycles were falling out of my life. I couldn't quite put my finger on what that meant, however, or why it was happening. I was experiencing a bit of fear and uncertainty due to all of these changes. I in no way claim that I am devoid of fear or that I have perfected how I walk the Path. Knowing that I was coming up on such a dramatic change in my life and being uncertain of what it really meant I was not very comfortable. Letting go can always be hard. In her weekly oracle forecast one of the cards Collette Baron Reid pulled was Message in A Bottle. This alerted me that there might be some sort of message that I would receive this week that would help me clarify the situation. Now I'll admit that I doubted this because I entered this week in a very negative state of mind...and, yet, despite that doubt my over-riding intuition kept my mind open to the possibility...and that's exactly what happened. On July 16th I had a dream where I was in a library (my symbol for the Akashic Library) and I saw graduation fliers stacked on tables. There was one with numerous items of mine on it and I was a little upset in the dream because I didn't order them. On it were several pictures, the large picture at the top was a picture of a White Rocking Horse decoration that I have (the picture I attached at the top of my post), followed by a large picture of an absolutely beautiful baby girl, then at the bottom were three pictures...one of my dog Angel Korns who recently passed, my 2006 Ford Ranger that I am in the process of selling to buy a family sedan, and a picture I don't remember. I now realize that this 'graduation flier' showed that I had graduated from an old state of life to a new one. The thing is I really didn't understand what it meant...or at the very least a part of me didn't want to understand. I wasn't really certain about this new cycle and what it held...and, in a way, I felt as though this change required that I give up a sense of my own personal identity. Last night, I couldn't sleep. My daughter had managed to get herself into a very uncomfortable place in my womb. She's currently transverse- which means she's horizontal. This is nothing to worry about because regardless of how she is I'm going to have a c-section due to my medical history. Yet, it does lead to a lot of discomfort on my part...she more then just tickles my ribs when she maneuvers herself into a higher position in my womb. Either way, I decided I would listen to an ASMR video to help me relax and get back to sleep despite the moderate amount of pain. I turned on the Tingles App and saw that one of my favorite people- Lune Innate- had posted a video. She's not really ASMR...she does more spiritually minded posts then posts that cause people to tingle but her voice is relaxing. She was doing a Oracle Card reading for the Full Moon Lunar Eclipse of July 27th. In the video, which you will find attached below starting at the reading I chose the second set of Oracle Cards. You can watch what she shares for yourself below. However, what amazed me is that I received a very direct answer to my question and, strangely, both Lune Innate and I recently turned 36. I realized, as she was talking about in her own life...I'm shifting out of the Maiden phase of my life...the time where I was only focused on myself. That ties in perfectly with the cutting ties with what was, for all intents and purposes, parts of my life that were firmly established when I was single from 2005-2009 (I did date people but that's totally different from being married). Those parts of my life were perfectly suited, necessary and helped served their purpose while I was establishing my individuality at that time. However, as I go into the Mother phase of my life things completely change. As Lune Innate brings up with the card on Sacrifice...being a mother does mean that you have to sacrifice doing things solely for yourself...it requires a change in the Role of a person from self-oriented needs, wants and desires to catering to the needs of the family. In his book (that I am currently reading) Awakening the Buddha Within by Lama Surya Das he explains that even if people choose not to believe in reincarnation they can look at different parts of their lives as 'different lives.' I have advocated that for quite awhile...and that is exactly what is happening. I am letting go of the Persona, subsequently the lifetime associated with it, that I created very carefully in that time period between 2005-2008. That persona (Greek for Mask) was very egoic and filled with labels as well as attachments that defined 'me.' In fact, it was very much based on a villain in my novel. I know that sounds strange but to me that villain seemed strong and for a long time in my life I was more attracted to embodying a Darth Vader type persona than a Luke Skywalker because it seemed more intimidating and powerful...because I was coming from a place of disempowerment and fear. That 'lifetime' as that persona served as a stepping stone to my most recent 7 year cycle. The entire reason my husband was attracted to me was because of my short hair and 'edgy' rebellious style. Without it I would not have attracted him. Yet, it's time to let go of that persona completely. In many ways, I did let go of that persona in 2014 when I started to express my authentic self by embracing my emotional/intuitive/subconscious and walking the Path of the Seeker. Yet, I didn't consciously completely release the 'edgy' kind of rebellious persona. I think the difference in the picture of me from 2009 and the picture of me this year 2018, shows a dramatic difference between the persona I adopted back then and my authentic self. I can still put on that persona, as a mask of sorts, when appropriate such as if I ever go to a rock concert (unlikely since even the smell of marijuana makes me throw up)...but it's more like donning a Halloween costume...I know it's just an illusion and I don't identify that with 'me' but just a conscious illusion I choose to create. Yet, I am seeing the last remnants of that life being completely wiped away. This next cycle will very much focus on partnership and the relationships I have with soul mates- in the form of my Husband, my daughter, and her future sibling whom I'm hoping will make their debut in this world in 2020. There was another dream I had on June 10th 2018 that I did not understand that knowing this helped me to understand. In that dream I was a super hero (a very entertaining them which reflects taking responsibility and acting courageously with compassion for me). I was at a warehouse and I was waiting for he 'villain' to come along. When she did it was an old character that I wrote about...and she asked me to help let her die because she was being 'eaten alive by cancer'. I told her that I could do that and I held her as her life seeped out of her and heard he most beautiful angelic music playing. I think after all that I have written that dream is easy to interpret...however, just in case, it's clear that old character was representative of that aspect of myself that I built up and created...but hadn't completely let go of in this life. That course which was very bitter, if I had continued on it, probably would not have ended well as the 'eaten up with cancer' factor of that persona indicates. Letting go of that defensiveness has been hard...being fully vulnerable and transparent with people can be tough and goes against everything that we have been programmed to do (especially if your an introvert like me)...you would think with the YouTube channel and this blog I would have that down but for a long while I had a lot of self-doubt in a one-on-one in person environment.
Now, I thought that this video from Lune Innate would be it...lesson learned.
There was a strong connection with what I was experiencing and what she was talking about in her hybrid Tarot and oracle card reading. Yet, I stumbled across a wonderful channel with someone who understands and can talk about astrology and be straight to the point (Rick Levine know's his stuff but he rambles and projects a lot). Conscious Cool Chic Molly McCord is to the point and...apparently, the entire set of patterns that I have found myself in were in the stars themselves. First, is the realization that i can't save everyone...and that it's really up to them. I can't drag people along into a new paradigm. I realized this was a major life theme of this year back on July 4th when I shared this blog about getting on the Positive Train: https://bridgetkorns.weebly.com/blog/getting-on-the-positive-train6100232. I kind of felt when I wrote the positive train post that it was a last call to get your ticket for this transition...and it seems that's what the Stars themselves are saying. By the time you read this blog, the Lunar and Solar Eclipses will have happened. Life might not change dramatically for you at that time (as it will for me) so that you notice but that shift will have happened. What is so strange for me is that while she's talking about things happening on a Collective Conscious level...the dates are very much tied to events going on in my life. When she starts to talk about the August 11th Solar Eclipse in Leo...well, I should either be just out of the hospital after a c-section delivery of my daughter Michelle or still in the hospital after that surgery. My husbands birthday is August 10th...so, he's going through a tremendous transition from what was a continuation of his single life...to the full responsibility of being a father who is going to share the work and joy of raising Michelle more equally then any other man I have ever encountered. That my life is paralleling the state of the Collective Consciousness so closely is pretty darn amazing.
Conclusion
Now that I know where I am going it does provide a lot of hope and eases the uncomfortable feeling I had that was preventing me from letting go of the remnants of that persona. I can see how the items I've let go of recently had no place in this new phase of development. As Francesca Simone says, knowing what phase I'm going into helps me to set my intentions and plant the seeds I hope to reap in the next 7 year cycle. In many ways my Higher Self has confirmed the goal of partnership as the purpose of this next phase of my life which means that I can consciously help co-create these experiences so that they are in alignment with my soul's goal. Life is so much easier when you are consciously working with your Higher Self.
A Brief Look Ahead
I have 9 more systems of 7's to share with you. The 7 directions of the Native American Medicine Wheel- Resources Jamie Sams (Dancing the Dream) and Sun Bear (Dancing With The Medicine Wheel). The Dogon 7 Rays- Resource Laird Scranton and Marcel Griaule (The Pale Fox which I'm lucky I have a copy of!) The 7 Rays of Life - Resource Alice Bailey (I will be searching for an additional source in the coming months). The Hindu 7 Houses Story- Resource Laird Scranton (I will be searching for an additional source in the coming months) Egyptian 7 Neters- Resource John Van Auken (I will be searching for an additional source in the coming months) The 7 Mansions of the Heart (a concept by a Catholic Nun considered a saint): Resource Mansions of the Heart: Exploring The 7 Stages of Spiritual Growth 7 Points of Lo Jong- Resource: Awakening The Buddha Within by Lama Surya Das and Training The Mind and Cultivating Loving Kindness by Chogyam Trungpa 7 Gates of Righteous Knowledge: Resource Seven Gates of Righteous Knowledge : Spiritual Knowledge and Faith for the Noahide Movement by Moshe Weiner The 7 Esoteric Planets - Paul Foster Case (primarily The Tarot: A Key To the Wisdom of the Ages by Paul Foster Case and Sun Sign Secrets by Amy Zerner and Monte Farber). Then I will go into the systems of 8 that are very much related to these systems of Seven: The Eight Stages of The Po Pilu- Laird Scranton and The Pale Fox by Marcel Griaule The Eight Ganesha Incarnations - Laird Scranton (I will be securing an additional resource). The Eight Fold Path of the Buddha- Awakening The Buddha Within by Lama Surya Das (I will be adding another resource) I'm sure I'll be stumbling over additional systems but I just wanted to share this outline with you so that you know that there is much more to come!
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