(I love this photo of my dog Apollo at the beach. To me his aura seems apparent!)
As I sat down to write this blog there were a lot of ideas I considered. I have already written most of the blogs that I want to share for the month of December. As we prepare to plunge into the last tumultious month of the year it's always interesting. This year I'm taking my own advice. I'm focusing on what I have and really entering a meditative state instead of the usual anxiety driven state that I usually enter during this month. I appreciate the fact that I can be an example to others during whatever you want to call the process..be it 'becoming', 'ascending', 'spiritual awakening', 'self realization' or 'self-actualization.' All of these are just labels for the same phenomenon. However, yesterday was very interesting and if I follow the signs for this week I realize that it's going to be a week of letting go of old patterns. This week I will be standing in my own authenticity. The Series Of Synchronistic Events Every week I watch Colette Baron-Reid's oracle card reading for the week. I love watching hers because she describes it as a weather report and not a prediction. She pulled the following cards: Round and Round, Chaos and Conflict, Clean it Up, and The Tribe. Then, as she encourages people to do she asked us to pull a card from one of her decks that we own. I own the Wisdom of Avalon Deck by Collette Baron-Reid. Boy, oh boy was I surprise when I pulled the Disruption card. The Card Reads: "This marker warns of a shaky foundation placed on a fault line. At best, this reminds you that shake-ups are neccesary when you need a wake up call. It's a warning for you to be diligent and alert when making decisions. This can also portend a toppling of plans or ideas. or a total destruction of something hard won, worked for, or desired Be reminded that the way of the God/Goddess is one of mystery and chaos, and chaos is the ultimate cleanser. Disruption brings delays and upsets that have a hidden gift of opportunity within them. This is the time to rethink, rebuild, and refortify that which was previously unstable, or it allows you to begin anew. Without this gift, you wouldn't be adequately supported later on, when you'll need it most The greater message reminds you that, in life, all people, places, concepts, are but fleeting on the path to wholeness. Only Spirit is stable and eternal. Such is the Wisdom of Avalon." I know this week is going to be a disruption to my normal schedule. I'm mostly opening which I'm not really looking forward to...I love sleeping in and have been spoiled for the last week by being able to sleep in. I will also be working at a store that I don't normally work at which is always interesting because it takes me out of my comfortable routine. What's interseting is that I pulled a card to clarify and I received Hawk: "When Hawk appears, expect a message to be delivered to you to aid you in your quest. Perhaps a telephone call from a friend will help you solve a mystery, or a chance meeting with someone may solve a riddle. You may literally see writing on a wall or overhear a conversation between strangers that reveals your own answers unexpectedly. You will know it when it happens. Be open to messages from others, and be aware of omens, and signs in nature. The world is constantly attempting to communicate with us, but we human beings have forggoten how to listen. So, remember who you are- an intrinsic part of the Great Mystery of life. Listen and learn. This is the gift of Hawk as he soars int your life from Avalon's skies." My Current Dreams This very much ties in with some interesting dreams I've been having involving water and breaking a boundary. Water always represents the subconscious which is always in tune with spirit. 11/27/17- Dreamt I was in a boat and I had to pierce a bubble that created a false world that I had made. I pierced the bubble and a wave of water washed through the town I'd been in. I saw Angel, my dog, swimming along but she was being sucked into a drain. I pulled her out of the water into my boat, she shook herself dry and sat down. 11/26/17- I dreamt that I was swimming in the ocean but didn't realize it. I held a sword and swam upward. The tip of the sword pierced the top of the ocean first and then I emerged from it sucking in air as I looked around in amazement unsure how I had ended up in the ocean in the first place. 11/24/17- I dreamt I was with two siblings. They wanted to save their brother. We went to a table where their brother was minitaure in size. Maybe two inches tall. He was in a fake graveyard with these fake beings like ghosts that he thought was his tribe including his dead parents. He yelled at his brother and sister that they had abandoned their ways but it was clear he was under the enchantment. The beings he thought were family and friends of the past were just random spirits posing to keep him trapped. We were trying to find a way to end the enchantment. 11/23/17- A dream where I was visualizing a cup with dirty water. A voice told me that I just needed to will the vessel to be clean and it would be...all that was needed was will. Nothing else. The process didn't need to be complicated. 11/22/17- A dream about a baby. I had to solve a riddle so that it would live. Meditation Well, that's the latest batch of dreams. The theme is clear about having to cross some sort of boundary in order to progress on my spiritual path. The baby is more likely what many call the spiritual self. I have backslid a little when it comes to seeing the One Creator/Christ in others. I have been a little petty in the last month and reacting from a very base emotional level. My husband and I are currently trying to get pregnant. I promised him I would give trying to have children myself one more good try. That brings back a lot of emotional baggage I thought was healed. I know, if I do or do not get pregnant, it will be a very transformative healing process. We just started trying this month, and though I thought I was pregnant it just turned out to be raging hormones that were unbalancedafter a year of being off of birth control. I was extremely disappointed becauses I'm so ready to have a definitive answer regarding if I will ever give birth to a child in this life. Naturally, this is bringing a lot of unhealed emotions to the surface from the experience I had with my daughter Lilith-Ann who was born prematurely and I had to decide to take off of life support. I have found it way to easy to slide back into old emotional patterns regarding this situation. When I found out I barely missed working enough hours in October to have insurance in December (when I might have gone on disability if I had gotten pregnant right away) I freaked out. Now, it wasn't as bad as it would have been three to four years ago but it was more then I thought I was capable of experiencing after this years spiritual development. The new baby that I have to solve a riddle to save really seems to suggest that it's this new spiritual approach I've cultivated this year. Choosing to have a baby will test the peace that I have attained and the emotional stabiity that I thought I had achieved. On one level, that peace has remained strong throughout this rocky start to the experience of trying to get pregnant. When faced with the idea that I will not have insurance for at least part of the experience I realized that's okay. I'll survive regardless. We might have to dig deep and work hard to put ourselves back into a good financial position after the child is born but that shouldn't discourage me from trying to have a child. There isn't much I can do with the conditions that I find myself in and, as always, I know the world will continue to turn and everything will work itself out if there are kinks in the process. I cannot, however, account for the hormones that leave me a bit unbalanced. Being a woman can be tough. The only solution I can imagine is to extend my meditation time and perhaps rise early enough to where I can meditate at the start of the day to get into the right peaceful place to approach my day. Why Am I Sharing This? I think it's important to share this part of the path with others. I think all of us struggle and even reach plateaus where it's very tempting to go back to the old conitioned ways of doing things. This is especially true when faced with really difficult challenges in life. I've thought about going back and clearing out blogs that reveal when I was really off balance. When I was really into conspiracy theories and exploring the concept of Armageddon and all of that. However, I think that's an important part of my journey and, although now I don't believe exactly what I say in some of those older posts, I think it might help others to see that my Path is not always easy or straight forward. When it comes to heading into this new experience of trying to get pregnant again and hopefully having a child...I think of Joseph Campbells Hero's Journey. As he states, in a good life we are constantly embarking and finishing that cycle. Each time we go on the Hero's Journey we learn a bit more about ourselves. Already, in this life I feel I've lived the equivalent of four or five lifetimes. It's a constant cycle of completion and reinvention. I know that I am at the cusp of such an event right now. Next year will bring a new stage in my life, , a new state of being and a new set of circumstances. I'm purging the cycle that occured in the last three years and moving on to the next chapter in my life. Right now, the page are blank and filled with potential. This is my favorite state, when things are still just pure potential and pure possibility with no indication of what may or may not happen so I intend to enjoy this moment. Conclusion There are old beliefs and behavorial patterns that I'm working on releasing right now. They are very deep because they come from a very trauamatic time in my life. Perhaps, this is a week where that challenge is met and overcome. I certainly have developed a pattern regarding this situation. The call to remain authentic during the circumstances is very clear. The way forward, it seems, is to ground myself in god-consciousness and approach the situation from that loving perspective. Extra meditation to keep myself grounded and balanced is defintely my goal for this month. Not slipping into a pessimistic state of mind and releasing negative expecations that surround the Christmas subject is my goal. Time spent working on my gratitude journal will also be well spent. A month of reflection on this past year and the cycle that's ending that started in 2013/2014 is defintely welcome in my experience. I enjoy times of reflection and digging into an experience to find what gold I uncovered. Especially, under such challenging circumstances. I love entering into a meditative, reflective and almst hermet like state to appreciate what I've experienced, learned and what I can apply to the scope of my life going forward. I love when synchronicity occurse and the path forward becomes a little bit more clear.
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(The Picture above of Mercury was retrieved from the Nasa.gov website). This is going to be a simple blog but it's just timely. I have many other blogs but this one really needed to be written today. I don't know about you guys but this is one of the strongest Mercury Retrogrades I've ever experienced since I've been aware of this phenomenon. Tons of customers and even fellow employees feel as I do...as though we just ran into a brink wall. Getting motivated can be difficult during this time as well as communication going awry. The retrograde started on the 9th and it is going to last until May 3rd. What is Mercury Retrograde? Mercury Retrograde is when the planet, Mercury, goes backward in the sky. Yes, it is astrology. The ancients were more in tune with the cycles and rhythms of the universe. They saw that Mercury, thought of as the Messenger of the Gods, and took note of it. Sure, we could take the Mechanical Universe point of view and say those are just rocks circling the sun just as our rock does. Other then a gentle gravitational pull that helps the balance of the solar system it doesn't do much. If you believe that all of life comes from One Source and it's all connected it makes sense that the cycles would be meaningful. Cycles We know that women's cycles are in sync with the moon. In fact, the word Lunatic is associated with the moon and even though some have tried to debunk it...it's generally accepted that when the moon is full people behave strangely...the police have crazier nights and it's busier in the E.R.'s. If the moon can cause such cycles why not Mercury? In fact, if there is such a think as a rhyme and reason to the cosmos being created as they are...is it possible that Mercury is in tune with all of us and it's a reflection of cycles on Earth? What It Represents You might see a lot of negative stuff about Mercury Retrogrades if you look it up on the net. Most astrologers pooh-pooh this natural cycle. They say don't sign contracts, don't communicate....all of that will be awry. However, two enlightened beings Victor Oddo and Laura Lee Soloman have pointed out that it's actually a very beneficial cycle. The low energy is contemplative in it's nature during the Mercury retrograde. Usually, we are rushing ahead with things...going full throttle. In March I was so inspired I wrote over twelve blogs. That's crazy for me. I sat down and wrote four a day for a bit. If we went full throttle crazy productive for a long time we would burn out fast. During Mercury Retrograde we can go back and revise things. We take time to reset, relax and recover from the crazy intense busy energy that we were experiencing. When Mercury is in Retrograde it's not a time to start new projects. You can plan projects to launch when the energy is better...but it's a great time to go back and revise and make previous projects better. The energy is really one of nurturing...taking time out to nurture yourself and anything you've been investing time in recently. Don't expect accomplish a lot but really focus on enjoying what you've already done. Conclusion Although I have low energy I'm enjoying this Mercury Retrograde. A week ago I was buzzing with so much energy that it seemed overwhelming. Now, I am placid and calm. I needed this time to rest. I'm taking time to revise, research and expand the blogs I've already wrote. I'm also contemplating how to go about making the YouTube channel I'll probably launch in July. What is really interesting is a lot of people are being affected by this Mercury Retrograde. I'm amazed by the amount of people who know about it and know the negative impression that it's been given by astrologers. I'm also surprised by the amount of people who are interested in learning more about it which is why I wrote this blog. If we release that fear and we see how it can positively impact our lives we can just start to work with the natural cycles. Again, going with the flow and rhythm of the natural innate order that emanates from All-That-Is (God). The reason for the cycle is obvious. We can't always be in a period of expansive growth (despite businesses, corporate or Wall street's illogical philosophies). We need to take time to regroup, refresh and plant the seeds of the future. That's what this cycle is all about..so, my advice is to try and work with the energy of the next two week sand not against it. The God Mercury His name may be derived from the word Merchant. He was the messenger of the God's and represented finance. He is considered to be the peer to Hermes in the Greek myth and Thoth in Egypt. He carries the Caduceus as a magic wand. He is considered the boundary keeper between heaven and Earth. Accompanied by a Rooster (symbolizing new day) and Goat (fertility). This particular statue was made by Flemish artist Artus Quelliness.
I have always walked the spiral path of the Great Spirit without realizing it. I am no expert on this, I've just felt my way through it all. Recently, I've had some major breakthrough's but I'm going to put my story aside for the moment.
This last walk of the spiral brought a lot of things into focus and continues to unfold in a process of itself. Sorting through all of this so that it's a bite sized tidbit of logical goodness that everyone can understand easily is perhaps the most difficult task I've attempted. The Shaman's of this world have been channeling this information for a long time. I'm just weaving it into the shape I can perceive. I'm doing my best to let all of this flow outward to everyone else. I know that people are really hungry for spiritual fruit. We've been fed so many lies or half truths that people have almost given up on the idea of reaching zen or enlightenment let alone faith in a power they can't see or touch. Our dependency on our five sense's is at a all time high. Our trust in authority is at an all time low. I want to focus on an interesting bundle of information that has really come to me in a myriad of forms...the story pretty much tells itself. So take my hand once again and let's go on a journey... The Four Races of Mankind And The Ages I think everyone is aware of the divide between the races in our nation. I'd always wondered where the four races came from and why. So here is a little history lesson that you won't learn in school... In the white culture people think that there needs to be a neat mathematical formula they can follow to reach enlightenment and we take things far too literally. If we do this or that in this exact order enlightenment will appear suddenly like a light bulb over our heads. We tend to think that the Buddhist concept of our higher self will provide a cheat sheet to our lives making it easier. What people forget is that this world is the one for testing. This is where we really put our light into the forge and mold it into something pure and beautiful. Our most difficult moments hold the beauty of making us something stronger shaping us by Spirit much as a rock in a river is smoothed over time. I realize now that the Hopi story of the different races (echoed in other societies such as the African Dogon of the Pale Fox cosmology and the Asian Secret of the Golden Flower cosmology and even the cosmology of the Book of Genesis) is the most pure. In it they describe that there was the creation of different groups that would gradually become different colors. Each of the groups was given a singular teaching to master. Water was given to the Black the chief of the elements, Air to the Yellow, Earth to the Red, and Fire to the White. Here is the video with a part of the the Hopi Teaching (I recommend watching the entire series of these Rare Hopi Videos:
The Four Races
In Edgar Cacye's readings he explains that the Red people are the descendants of Atlantis and there were two places they went. One place that they went was Ancient Egypt. There an incarnation called Ra Ta lived and sought to instruct the people spiritually. Part of this was the Great Pyramid as a Monument for the Age we were about to enter. Then in reading 5750-1 we have "Then with the leavings of the civilization in Atlantis (in Poseida, more specific), Iltar- with a group of followers that had been of the household of Atlan, the followers of the worship of the ONE with some ten individuals- left this land Poseidia, and came westward, entering what would now be a portion of Yucatan. And there began, with the activities of the peoples there, the development into a civilization that rose much in the same matter as that which had been in the Atlantean land. Others had left the land later. Others had left earlier....Hence, these places partook of the earlier portions of that peoples called the Incal though the Incals were the successors of Oz or Og and Mu in the southern portions of that now called California and Mexico and southern New Mexico in the United States. " The Tablets As you may note the Hopi kept their stone tablet. However, the keepers of the White Races tablets were broken (if you haven't figured it out Jews are White): "When Moses approached the camp and saw the calf and the dancing, his anger burned and he threw the tablets out of his hands, breaking them to pieces at the foot of the mountain." Exodus 32:19 Moses did his best to re-write them and from those we have the ten commandments. Also, this is the most misguided of all of the races because they decided that they would dominate all of the others. Their power grew and changed but all of the time it was the White Race. From the White Race came the power of Rome. The "Kingdom of Rome," by the way, has not come to an end. Nor has their many false teachings for they took the truth and they mixed it with lies to misdirect the masses. They preached repression of all that makes us human giving more power to the Shadow of our Consciousness than ever before and as Yeshua taught from Matthew 6:24 "No one can serve two masters. Either you will hate the one and love the other, or you will be devoted to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve both God and money." They forbid people to even read the Bible! Here is a very powerful teaching by Jonathon Cahn about Rome and the End Times Prophecies:
But what are the End Times? Even our movies and video games suggest we are running out of time. Yet, what does this mean? Why are we running out of time?
The Story Has Already Been Told
Now, this is one of the most important concepts that we really have to let seep in...because it is one of the most interesting metaphorical concepts and hard to understand. This is really important. We've been telling ourselves the same stories over and over again because we've been in the process of making something new. One of John Van Auken's greatest teachings involves the 2038 Pyramid Prophecy. In this Prophecy he explains that the story has already been told. He found out that there was an Involution of Spirit into the world and that the story of our spiritual Evolution was told to our Ancestors.
(I personally have this book along with Ancient Egyptian Mysticisim and it's Relevance today also by John Van Auken. I recommend both of these books for curious seekers. I also highly recommend Dreams by Elsie Sechrist. All of which are distributed through Edgar Cacyes A.R.E.)
The Cycles of Spirit We are so focused on these race wars right now that we are not paying attention to all of the teachings that have been poured out upon us in the last thirty years! As the Hopi video explains we have gone through several different cycles. One age was of the cycle of The Mineral (rock), The Cycle of the Plant, The Cycle of the Animal (that we are now in) and the Cycle of of the Human. Alright, I'm going to start this one off with a little bit of a bang for the people who are so rigidly traditionalist. I'm sorry if this is hard to believe but just walk with me through this bit of a bump. This might be a bit hard for those who are not used to thinking outside the little box of beliefs we've built for ourselves. I'm sure everyone has figured this out by now but there were many messengers sent by the Great Spirit. One was Yeshua, another Buddha, etc. Here is Bashar explaining this concept:
Jesus/Yeshua and the Age of Pisces
There has been much mis-direction since Yeshua came to help. He was a mixture of two races- my guess is probably yellow and white (Greek). The middle east has been a great mixing pot of the black, white and yellow people for centuries because of trading. The Red People of North America remained isolated. We know that Yeshua is referred to as white because John The Baptist (he identifies himself in this passage as Black) says this... "John answered them all, "I baptize you with water. But one who is more powerful than I will come, the straps of whose sandals I am not worthy to untie. He will baptize you with the Holy Spirit (of) fire." Interestingly, I previously thought that the Book of Matthew was the best written Gospel. Then this morning I stumbled onto the Gospel of Philip. This is a non-canonical bible where it not only identifies the Holy Spirit as female but holds this little gem about our current age of the Animal! "People, wishing to be saved, made sacrifices. But a reasonable one (understands clearly that) sacrifices are not necessary and animals should not be offered to deities. In fact, those who offered animals as a sacrifice were themselves like animals (by the level of their development)… When a sacrifice was made (animals were offered to deities). Though animals were offered alive, they died." Further, Yeshua was very much aware of the symbolisim for the age of Pisces. Further, evidence was found in a prison (!!) of all places in Megiddo. If you haven't already seen or listened to the symbolism involved in the music vidoe by "Godsmack" named "Awake" please see my previous post. Then you'll recognize the fascinating coincidence (synchronization) here. Here is a video about one of the earliest Christian Churches ever found:
Second, here is a quote by Yeshua to his apostles Luke 22:10:
He replied, "As you enter the city, a man carrying a jar of water will meet you. Follow him to the house that he enters." The man holding the water was a symbol for the Age of Aquarius. The disciples had asked when he was going to return and he gave them a very simple answer. However, it was very cleverly hidden within the biblical cannon's text. Reading the traditional canonized bible is like hearing a really strange echo of the original teachings. 2012 Alright, here we are going into a bit more tarnished area of research. After all, nothing happened in 2012, right? The world didn't end. Aren't we sick of these near misses with our complete annihilation by now? Do we have to keep talking about this? Well, yeah, because once we realize that 2012 was the shift towards the new cycle of Aquarius and the end of the Cycle of the Animal it begins to make sense. As John Van Auken already pointed out the shift towards the Light started in 2012 and it will be in full swing by 2038. So, what we are going through is a gradual change. Further, the Pole Shift predicted by Edgar Cacye isn't the physical Earth changing magnetic poles as everyone has so erroneously believed. Instead we are switching our spiritual pole from negative to positive. We are coming out of a really bad negative period (that started with the Dark Ages) and will not completely end until Rome ceases to exist. We could call the plant cycle the cycle of Rome. So, let's revisit the Mayan Prophecies because, here again, we find a legacy of stone in which the cycles are calculated, again, to this shift. This is just a small snippet. I highly recommend all of John Van Auken's material.
The Convergence
Now, here is something that really excites me. I really paid attention to this last year because so many people were talking about prophecy. I couldn't believe how it had taken YouTube by storm. There was so much hype about November 23, 2015! The Blood Moon Tetrad Cycle was ending and many other important prophecies were coming to an end. Everything started to look like it was adding up to something. (I must add that I was born during a blood moon and seeing one at the age of 33 made me very happy, it was like witnessing my own birth.) One Christian Pastor put together a marvelous presentation of all of the prophecies and how they were coming to a head in November and he called this The Convergence (this was video was taken down by YouTube sometime around the year 2017).
This next part to me is extraordinarily interesting. There is also a Convergence depicted in the Marvel Universe. This one showed up in the marvelous movie Thor: The Dark World. So, the idea of a convergence and the world ending (when space and time seem to disassemble) is a common one.
Also, Bashar gives his version of the Convergence. However, this was from quite a long time ago when a similar circumstance happened and there was apprehension about the month of August. (I don't think I'd even been born yet). Here is his description of the convergence from that time:
Here we have an episode of Star Trek called "Cause and Effect." When we look at all of the coincidences that I've gone through in the last blogs this is the effect we reach. The fact that so many prophecies coincide with this time seems to suggest that there is more here than a superficial look can substantiate.
Not only do we have all of the prophecies from the convergence but we have two more that I can add. The first is the 2038 timeline prophecy, the other is the 2030 prophecy that Bashar gives and a current one that Bashar has given regarding an economic collapse that coincides with Jonathon Cahn's Shemita. (I will include these in the post about Atlantis and the Comet.) Now, let's go see an episode of Star Trek that I just watched last night. In this episode, the crew has been stuck in a time loop. This is the effect that seems to be happening here on Earth but it's also happening on nine other realms of consciousness as well. As Data states, "This is highly improbable."
Conclusion
Okay, so this was an interesting post. I've done the best I can with this particular subject. This post was going to be book length at first but I had to split it up into parts. In the next part I'll be working on a post called "The Day the Music Died" (Ragnarok). I also have a substantial amount already written about "Atlantis and the Comet." I'm going to see if I can tie in time travel into this as it most certainly plays a role. That portion of this story seems a little bit of a slippery slope. The convergence is a point where all of the timelines meet and somehow it was from this that we (humans) are able to help create all of the "nine realms" or "nine levels of consciousness." The big picture, from where I sit, is the universe is like a self-perpetuating system that has to keep creating worlds in order to exist. In that process a time loop has been created so that we can basically share a handshake with our past and future. The synchronizations (coincidences) that people have been talking about from books like "The Secret" and from many mediums is the universe sorting itself to find the one timeline where the creation happens and the separation of the nine worlds occur. For me, creating these posts is a bit like putting together a virtual reality puzzle of words and images so that it's entertaining. I'm navigating through the information as best I can and hopefully there will be people who can follow along. All I can say is that there was an apparent need for a system reboot of the entire universe. For some strange reason I had a role to play in this reboot and I'm just bearing witness to this wild ride and it's actually really fun! I hope this has relieved some of your anxiety (I think everyone has been feeling it recently) and brought you some insight. Luckily, in many ways I've been training for this moment my entire life. Every time I create these posts I have to go back and read through them as though reading it for the first time. I can't even describe how fascinating the experience is for me. Here is a bit of a taste of what post I'm going to leap into in the next post. |
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