Thanatos, the Wish for Death.
This is a basic philosophical principal. This is also, undoubtedly, the meaning behind the name of the Marvel Villian Thanos. Mankind has a kind of love affair with Death. When the first person gained a sense of unique self- due to the combination of Matter and Spirit- the Death Wish was born. Ego was also born...and selfishness. That selfishness is, essentially, what led to death. When we have a 'My way or the Highway' sort of mentality...when we try to force our vision of Creation onto others...that's when we know we are coming from Ego. This Human Wound is what's being healed this year...this desire for death...for the constant reset of reincarnation and starting from scratch with no memory that we are Eternal Souls having a temporary experience...that seems to be unique to Earth. Out of all Creation this world is the only one where Death and Forgetfulness seem to rule. All the rest remain connected to Source. We alone are those souls strong enough and filled with the desire to gain the experiential mass necessary to step into the role John Van Auken calls, "Godling." Our ultimate destiny, once we can stand within the presence of the One Creator and not lose our sense of 'self'...our identity...is to create our own universes so that growth and expansion may conti ue to occur. We have to be alignment with the Creator, however, and not pursue selfish intentions. That is thet double edge of having a 'sense of self' that is separate from the rest of Creation. Really, the Earth consists of nearly 8 billion unique Worlds co-existing at the same time. No one can truly experience another's world (the Creator can) and this can lead to loneliness and selfishness...both of which were originally foreign to the Hive Mind that Souls originally possessed before becoming 'trapped in physical matter'. In order to live up to our destiny we must heal this Thanatos- this death wish- that has haunted the Collective since that first being gained that sense of self (leading to selfish behavior) that spread like a virus to everyone in the material realm and "created chaos" in heaven. While humanity and the Angel's seems to think this was mistake...some imperfect flaw in the system that needed to be wiped out or corrected...it was always the destiny of those souls curious enough to become "trapped" in matter to be 'a little higher' than the angels. There was a reason the realm of matter was created that Spirit could become "trapped in." I've explained this in depth elsewhere. In effect, it was this Thanatos- this Collective Death Wish- that lead to the ultimate catastrophe of Atlantis where they called down the Executioner- a Comet- to wipe out their civilization giving rise to the flood. Being separate, being alone, can be frightening. That Fear, in effect, is what lead to Death. Even if you read the story of Adam and Even in the Garden Fear was a big part of 'the Fall.' The thought that we are alone and no one can truly understand us/know us can give rise to the Death Wish or lead us to try and remake creation in order to feel safe. There's a reason that most villain's have that selfishness and desire to recreate the cosmos to fit their will. Here's some examples...
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In Star Wars: The Rise of Skywalker it's the Hero's that realize that it's the feeling of being Alone that leads to Fear and the 'Dark Side' winning.
The thought was that if that experiment was wiped out Spirit would no longer be enamored with 'fleshly experiences' and that the order of the universe would be restored... Those souls, however, were indebted to the Earth- they owed Karma to the Earth- for the destruction they caused...leading to the karmic cycle of reincarnation. The Pause Some are calling this year, "The Pause." I like that name. With major theatrical movies not being released, essentially the ever-evolving story the Collective Unconscious tells itself paused, and with the lock down...our lives are indeed paused. This forcing people to go inward and as we struggle we are dealing with our Shadow where the Death Wish lurks. Unfortunately...most of the ways that people 'escape' or 'release' their tension in a community environment has been removed. From Bars, Gyms to Theme Parks...experiences are severely limited. In The Movies I've realized we had an indication that this was going to happen in theatrical releases....to the point where most of us left the theaters feeling dazed. The Coronavirus is being hyped to the level of "The Snap" or "The Blip" in Infinity War. If you believed the media the person working beside you could be gone in a moments notice...just poof in a hospital bed in an ICU. This is a very Christian 'Rapture' like feeling to it and the horror of being left behind for those who are believing the hype. The morose solemn feeling in the next two scenes...the aftermath of Thanos' snap from Avengers: Infinity War and the other when Amilyn Holdo sacrfices herself the save the rebels in Star Wars: The Last Jedi is similar to the emotionally stunned morose feeling that the Earth has right now. I think the use of silence in both films really brought it home.
I remember how silent and solemn the theaters were when leaving this movie. I remember people's eyes being downcast. There was this somber respect for the scenes that were witnessed.
I didn't really expect that silence to enter my life. This Pause really does have the weight of silence to it as the world seems to collectively wait to see what happens next. Even the Face Masks that seem to be universally embraced (despite the CDC saying they didn't work a year ago) looks like muzzles (a type of contraption used to silence animals- usually dogs). The Cancel Culture also effectively silences anyone that disagrees with the current Media Narrative. When you think about it...right now the only Narrative is the Media. There really isn't a trendy television series that everyone is talking about at the moment...the majority of the Collective is focused on the Coronavirus and the governments while public gatherings are being shut down left and right. Hollywood has no influence on this year and the music industry lost it's influence on culture around 2005. There really isn't any form of distraction from this manufactured crisis. What's really creepy is that this moment feels a lot like this clip from the end of the Watchman movie that came out in 2009. Only instead of a nuclear blast a virus is being used to reach the same goal.
A Damaging Self-Narrative
I've heard this said far too often.. Man is an unnatural virus on this Earth that's destroying it. People agreed with Thanos argument that "balance" needs to be restored. Heck, it's not just in pop culture...I was taught this sort of stuff in school starting with Earth Day in the '80's. If you didn't recycle...you were killing the Earth. Don't you remember Captain Planet? From people blaming ourselves for environmental disasters- the hole in the ozone layer that was supposedly created by aerosol hairspray (healed), Global Warming That's Now Called Climate Change (but actually due to the poles shifting from Canada to Russia and an 11 year Solar Minimum affecting the atmosphere) to the threat of Nuclear War due to the arms race. To the idea that the world is horribly overpopulated that will lead to certain death by using up the Earth's resources... Mankind has stated that the Baby Boomer generation has 'broken the world' and that the newest Generation needs to fix it. I was going to share a quote from 2015 Fantastic 4 where a charecter Dr. Storm says that his generat broke the world and 'you kids' are 'going to fix it' but that's not on YouTube (it was a poorly received movie) but it really shows that people believe that nonsense. There is even a song out there, I think it's a Christian one, titled 'The World is Broken.' Talk about a lack of faith. No wonder Millennial and subsequent generations hate history, there is that annoying phrase, "Okay boomer," and they hate their ancestors. MTV did a poll and it came back that the generation after the Milennials wanted to call themselves 'The Founders' because they have been taught that the Baby Boomers have destroyed the world to the point that they will have to rebuild it from it's foundation. This dangerous narrative that the world is irreparably broken is a dangerous one. I've shown the prevalence for the belief that the world is destined to destroy itself...and there are plenty out there that agree with that...and even more who think that the Baby Boomers already did. Of course, the idea that things have to be 'fixed' only comes about when you look at Creation point of view that this is all a random bunch of chaos and mistakes. A series of rare random events occurred and humans evolved to the point where we are using up all of the planets resources. The problem is you have to ignore thousands of years of testimony and knowledge to believe this nonsense. The random theoretical scientific notion of the pointlessness and uselessness of human life has only existed since the Victorian Era...when technology started to explode and repression was rampant. If you look at the world there seems to be absolutely no reason to hope. Of course, this reminds me of this scene from X-Men Days of Future Past.
On A Personal Level
In my New Moon Blog for July 20th 2020 I shared I had a dream that I talked to "Ancestor Ants". I didn't share what I said to them because it feels too self-important. Not to mention I'm not sure how such a 'purpose' can be achieved. I told them, "I came here to prevent a Nuclear War, do you think it worked?" Then they danced in spirals in agreement that it had. Bizarrely, when I got up the following morning and turned on the television the screen was black except the words, "I knew it would," as though from the question in my dream and then Mickey Mouse Playhouse on Disney+ started playing. I found it super bizarre but weird synchronicities like that happen to me way to often. They're often hard to describe and freak the heck out of me because it sounds so insane. This reminds me of the Awakening I had back in 2007. My mother reminded me that at the toughest part of that experience I told her that I was out of my body working with a group that was stopping war with Russia. I totally forgot about that until Hilary Clinton was trying to get elected and her main thing was that she needed to 'defeat Russia' which, insanely, would have led to World War III and a Nuclear War. Don't ask me...I get little glimpses of the meaning behind this stuff but at the end of the day I'm an overweight stay at home mom and no one special. Then I was confronted by a very unpleasant past life memory around the time of the Full Moon. I realized that I've struggled with a Solar Chakra blockage for some time. A block in this chakra can lead to a low zest for life. I was working with that energy in meditation before falling asleep...directing love and light to that chakra. I felt an immense relief but then I had a dream about the origin of this blockage. The memory had to do with the Death Wish and when it originated in my souls experience. I remember that I had a lot of children and I was worn out taking care of so many. In the dream I told myself I would only live until someone else died (I can't recall the name but it started with an A and it was a love interest in the dream) and then I would rest too. I guess that's where the term 'rest in peace' comes from. Of course, I know there is truly no death in Spirit...and really don't need to rest when in Spirit. When we physically die our consciousness continues to exist...the experience of this avatar is added to the knowledge of the soul...so seeing death as a respite or of a period of rest/relief from toil is an error. I'm still integrating and healing the energy from that particularly toxic past-life experience and it's given me a lot to consider. I entered this life extremely tired. I wonder if most of my incarnations were like that as this past life memory seemed extraordinary ancient...maybe even cave men level. Conclusion The Coronavirus is far from the End of the World or the worst case scenario for the world to experience something so shocking that it caused Compassion to rise on the planet. We could have experienced and healed the wound of The Death Wish in catastrophic ways. This virus that only kills the very sick and old...for which a vaccine will probably be developed and mass produced by December...is a gentle way of confronting that Karma. We could have called comet Neowise down on us. We could have unleashed a Nuclear War...the potential of which started in 2007. Things could be so much worse...and even better we can wake up to the fact that the Universe's Creation is not complete...that the Creator created us to help make the next level of Creation. Knowing that Science can't know all of the answers because things are not complete...is important. The Rule of Academia and Science on this world has come to an end. Science has a dirty little secret that they discovered in the seventies...that the bias of the scientist determines the results of the experiments. For another scientist to get the same result they have to hold the same point of view and belief system. So, science and academia tried to force everyone into the conformity box...to make 'bricks' out of all of us...or robots is you prefer that metaphor. Yet, the world is subjective...each human being is unique and responds to stimulus in a unique way (unless Group Think is applied). The knowledge of and the use of Group Think has been the greatest weapon ever created...because unlike guns there is nothing overt to fight. The karmic debt to the Earth has been repaid. A new human cycle is being born...it's not a pretty birth...but just as the mother often doesn't know where the strength for that final push comes from before a child is born... We've pretty much made it...and we're on the edge of a new extraordinary experience. Yes, it's long and drawn out because those who are less awake have to be given extra time to make their choices and acclimate to the new energy. I don't think any of this will make sense except in hindsight and maybe not even in our life time. Already, the news has switched to the statement that the Earth's population is in a downward trend. Here's the article: https://www.irishtimes.com/news/science/earth-s-population-may-start-to-fall-from-2040-does-it-matter-1.3808527 First, we're told it's catastrophic that we are overpopulated. Now countries may start instituting policies to try to keep their populations and productivity high. Oh well, that's humanity (and government) for you. Human survival is a fickle thing. Of course, we know how Rey's Star Wars triliogy ends...and how End Game ends with everyone showing up right when it starts to seem like everything is lost again...so I have to share those here to leave this on a happy note. I'm not sure how this is going to manifest in this world...but it's already been decided that this is the conclusion to this historic, "Pause." I also think that the movie that comes out first...whether it's Black Widow or Mulan may be important. I don't know if that will happen this year or next year they'll release when things were supposed to show up this year but it will be interesting to see how that plays out.
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