Like most of this year this Full Moon brings the full strength of the tension of the transition between the Age of Pisces and Age of Aquarius. Mind you, an Age lasts a little over 2,000 years so the process of the transition is around 100 years. People have been talking about the transition from Pisces to Aquarius since the 20's and 30's. Yes, it's been 100 years since the fervor and interest in the transition began and we are in the thick of it...but it's not as though these things happen in the twinkle of the eye.
Welcome to the United states Pluto Return where the God of Death will decide if the tnrasformatin of a country is posisble or it needs to be torn apart. This is when most Empires Fall. Molly McCord did a fascinating series of videos on the subejct:(https://youtu.be/CovsQb3olCA). From my perspective in August 2021 the end of our 'Empire' has already begun with the withdraw from Afghansitan and it's even being talked about by people in the media that have no idea or interest in the Pluto Return information. So here is a blast from the past, a vidoe entitled 'The American Empire In Retreat' from Breaking Points (https://youtu.be/XNIgE5eiG6o). Keep in mind that the United States is the country of the Goddess. We have a ton of Goddess imagery and the stories go back to the Founders...before we ever received the towering Goddes of Liberty Statue from France. Here is just one relatively unknown example: (https://youtu.be/aZI-kekFdA8). The Astrology This Full Moon is at 27 degrees of Leo. That's another 9 and again represents completion. The Sun is sharing the sign of Aquarius with Saturn but, thankfully, they're not conjunct. We are consciously aware of the resistance to that Aquairan energy. Although, I think it's important to keep in mind that Saturn is the classic ruler of Aquarius...before Uranus was discovered Aqarius belonged to Saturn. Uranus is the big star of the show. Here we have a firm square to Saturn. Saturn is slamming on the breaks as Uranus pushes with all of it's might in Tuarus. Uranus has the upper hand here, though, since it is Sextiling Jupiter in Pisces and trining Mars and Venus in Capricorn. This Full Moon we really want things to change and they might look as though they are going too but...with Saturn sharing Aquarius with the Sun and squaring Uranus we can expect delays. Mars and Venus are conjunct in Capricorn. The energy when these two are together is always nice. Our hearts and willpower are focused on practical down to Earth solutions. Mercury in Aquairus is Conjunct Pluto in Capricorn. We can see the changes to the big institutions- government, Academia, and medicene- very clearly. The North Node is very active. The Sun and Moon are squaring the North Node...while we may feel optimistic about the Aquarian energy it is not the direction in which we should be focused on right now. Instead, the North Node is in supportive trine with Mercury in Aquarius and Pluto in Capricorn...seeing the major establishments change is more important then focusing on trying to build something new. While it may seem backwards thinking it will serve us better in the long run. Lilith is in agreement with taking things slow as she is in a supportive Trine to the Sun and Saturn, and Sextile to the Moon. At the same time she's in square with Neptune in Pisces so she's not falling for that illusion. Oracle Stone: Botswana Agate I love this very grounding Stone. Each creamy brown and white layer of this stone is filled with peace. This stone helps us recognize patterns. This a great mineral partner when doing Shadow Work or deep analysis of any form. This stone helps us tune into intuitive thinking as well and helps with our power of obssrvation. Furhter Thoughts I'm writing this blog in September 2022. I hope to update it with a Full Mediation near the actuall Full Moon. On the Full Moon we enter a Reflective Meditative state of mind. From the perspective of the past it seems that people may be waking up to the bigger picture of what's really going on in the world. This isn't a Spiritual Awakening but the realization that change is the Divine Will but Saturn, the Messenger of the Creator (that exists outside of Creation and is not the Sun in Kabbalistic astrology...the Sun is more akin to the Word/Son/Chokmah) has been directed to make sure it's slow and measured change. While some people would like to start our institutions in the United States over from scratch that is a horrifying prospect. The United States is unique because individual Free Will and personal responsibility are core values. As long as you don't harm anyone or their property you are guranteed the right to pursue what makes you happy. There is no guarantee that someone is going to be happy, only a moron would think anyone-especially a government can provide or gurantee that- happiness is a state of mind achieved by a willing individual willing to do deep intense personal work. I fall into the 'poor' demographic but I know people far worse off then me (at least I have a husband, house, vehicles, kids and food on the table). I feel really abundant and happy even if I'm living a boring life of mostly domestic chores and not what others would call "the best life." That's why the work lies within...not changing the outer reality. I could and would be just as happy with far less. If some natural disaster wipes out all of my belongings and all that was left were my husband and daughters...as long as I could get food on the table and had a safe place to rest I would be happy. A government can't give you that state of mind. A relationship with the Divine, however, can because somehow when you align with Divinity things just unfold naturally (not effortlessly, being a blob glued to the couch and television screen doesn't provide rewards) but with an unimaginable ease. Meditation The Collective I have to give props to Lee Harris again because he flat out said thst people would say, "Enough!" This month. Also, I have to recognize that Acuyta Bhava Das describing the Pluto/Mercury conjunction as 'Purging Patterns' (my summary of his description). This video was very pertinent to me and perhaps you'll enjoy it too (https://youtu.be/2Pfv0-YOMpE). People are saying the tide is turning. Even oppressive Democrat governors are planning to end the mask mandates. The Trucker Convoy Protest in Canada has caught the world's attention as their Prime Minister hides in an undisclosed location calling them all the words used for Trump Supporters. Yet, the CDC is not backing down on anything and they're trying to think of how they can reclaim the Narrative. Meanwhile people like Russel Brand are being called "Right Wing" because they are not falling the Narrative. People are trying to cancel Joe Rogan because he isn't following the narrative either...but the censorship thing probably won't come to a head until 2030. We are going through the best energy thay we will see during the 18 months of North Node Taurus and South Node Scorpio. Uranus is not conjunct the North Node yet. May is when the energy will start to turn and we have that Saturn and Uranus Square (not exact) at the end of this year. I'd say all of this would spell doom for Biden and Democrats but with Uranus conjunct the North Node anything might happen. The pattern of Coronavirus authority abuse will come back then and, hopefully, those who are saying, "Enough," This month will stick to their guns. I'm writing my meditation for this Full Moon on February 9th and reading what I wrote six months ago was a trip. I just wrote a comment on Cassie Spires most recent Tuning Fork Meditation (https://youtu.be/jj2lSoWPrIc) about patterns. The fact that this Full Moon's stone is Botswana Agat is perfect. I'm currently working with and triyng to disrupt two very long temr patterns that started in childhood. I almost forgot about this meditation because I've had so much going on in my life but I decided to sit down and fire up the laptop because a strange teenage girl decided to hang out on my lawn (I opend the window after doing my daily yoga and ther she was. I asked if she was okay and she said yes she met up with someone eventually and I think they went one street over) so I was keeping an eye on her and decided to check this blog for spelling errors. There is no spell check in Weebly so I usually write my blog in gmail and copy it over but the gmail autocorrect (and autocorrect in general) has been terrible (especially when it tries to guess what I'm going to say next). Being that I have dyslexia autocorrect is a lifesaver so when it doesn't work correctly and I'm in a hurry (which I usually am) it sucks. The pattern that I discovered is ultimately about self-worth. I believe that I shared in a prior post that I had a dream asking, "Do you want to do this again?" This iss the second time that i've had that sort of dream...the first being when I moved out with an ex and I was shown a past live where I went down the wrong path. This time I was shown the ex-husband as though to suggest this same lesson has come around again. The Path is a Spiral...we come to the same fork in the road again and again. We experience the same lessons over and over again until we master them. Ultimately, the goal is self-mastery. I was racking my brain and realized that I was with that ex during Taurus North Node. That period of time was a period of hedonistic self-indulgence...but not for me. I was trying to make my ex happy because he'd had a personal crisis. That lead to a whole episode where he talked in his sleep, told me that he was a Walk-In (I was super Christian back then so I had no idea what that meant) and then another spirit seemed to inhabit his body that claimed to have known me but talked like a vampire (I'm a very different person now and would have reacted so much differently) asking if he should take over the body and ultimately chased me with a knife. Given that he claimed he was a good actor and liar and was very controlling this freaked me the hell out and I left him never to return. So, that is defintely not an experiene I want ot have again. My guess is that the Husband is going to end up having a personal crisis this year. After spending Chrismas with his mother I will be really amazed if she doesn't die this year. That's just the brutal honest truth and while death is awful...it happens. I've never had a significant relationship with her so, for me, it's similar to how he felt when my Great Grandma Emma passed away or when his grandfather passed away...I'm really not going to be affected. he may be, though, because it is his mother. On top of that there is a specific pattern I've discovered I've faced three times prior to this one. I've reacted with anger, condemnation, and tried to change the other person...but this time I'm reacting differently. This ties in with allowing my spouse to be self-indulgent pattern...while simlutaneously denying myself of things. I've realized, ultimately, the money is going to be spent one way or another...and instead of being the penny-saver that I am and insiting that they be the same, it's time I buy a few things I want. So, I bought myself the Tarot Deck I had been eyeing and an Irish Angel figurine that I've wanted for some time (with both Cahuilla and Irish ancestry it is amazing that I don't like alchohol-lol...alcholisim is prevalent in that part of my familybut that is a patern I avoided). I wen through a period of great sadness. I was sad for myself because I realized that not only was I not being valued but that I wasn't valuing myself by putting my needs, wants and desires last. I realizd that the pattern goes back to childhood where my mother insisted that she was always one check away from bankruptancy because of my Dad pissing away money. So, I made my needs very small. I went to work volunatarily to take the pressure off of them...I didn't want to be dependent on them or be the reason that they went to the poor house. Realistically, they had a half a million dollar income...and I was the only kid that my mom berudged buying me things (the other two are currently living off of them- my brother literally living with them and never working for anyone but them...and belive me he barely worked...and my sister is living ina house they own- although she is paying rent so that's good). I would literally wait until my brithday or Christams to ask for things from them...and most of the time they did getm me some of what I wanted (on the other hand mysiter would literally fill my mom's cart with what she wantd when she was living with her ex and had my nephw and my mom owuld just buy it for her). So that's when the pattern started. I think the key is going to be staying balanced with spending. I will be watching things closely and mointoring things to make sre we don't put ourselves in too much debt. I'm not expecting his behavior to change. I've tried twice in the pat and nothing has changed..so my behavior needs to change. To help myself get over the issue of not being able to spend money on myself (I probaly said a vow of poverty in a past life when I was something like a Nun during the crusades in Jerusalem) I've developed a game wher I pay myself for doing chores. That has been entertsing and fun. So not only have I have I accepted whst I cannot change I've changed what I can...wewill see if this disrupts the pattern. References: Perakis, Athena. (2021) Sage Goddess. www.SageGoddess.com Victor, Arisa. (2009) High School Astrolgoy. Fraternity Of The Hiddne Light. Carson,James and Sams, Jamie. (1999). Medicene Cards. St. Martins Press New York, Ny. Hoffman, Edward. (1998) The Hebrew Alphabet A Mystical Journey. Raincoast Books. British Columbia Dobin, Rabbi Joel C. (1999). Inner Traditions International. Rochester Vermont Callahan, Kathy. (2010). The Path of the Medicene Wheel. Trafford Publishing. BC Canada. Lembo, Margaret Ann. (2013) Crystals, Minerals, and Stones. llewellyn. Woodbury, MN Lotterhand, Jason. (1989) Thursday Night Tarot. New Castle Books. Los Angeles California
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